第11章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4498更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
Forhalfanhourmorethemusicstillwenton。AfterthatthebeautyofthemoonlightviewontheterracetemptedMissFairlieouttolookatit,andIfollowedher。WhenthecandlesatthepianohadbeenlightedMissHalcombehadchangedherplace,soastocontinueherexaminationofthelettersbytheirassistance。Welefther,onalowchair,atonesideoftheinstrument,soabsorbedoverherreadingthatshedidnotseemtonoticewhenwemoved。 Wehadbeenoutontheterracetogether,justinfrontoftheglassdoors,hardlysolongasfiveminutes,Ishouldthink;andMissFairliewas,bymyadvice,justtyingherwhitehandkerchiefoverherheadasaprecautionagainstthenightair——whenIheardMissHalcombe’svoice——low,eager,andalteredfromitsnaturallivelytone——pronouncemyname。 `MrHartright,’shesaid,`willyoucomehereforaminute?Iwanttospeaktoyou。’ Ienteredtheroomagainimmediately。Thepianostoodabouthalfwaydownalongtheinnerwall。OnthesideoftheinstrumentfarthestfromtheterraceMissHalcombewassittingwiththelettersscatteredonherlap,andwithoneinherhandselectedfromthem,andheldclosetothecandle。Onthesidenearesttotheterracetherestoodalowottoman,onwhichItookmyplace。InthispositionIwasnotfarfromtheglassdoors,andIcouldseeMissFairlieplainly,asshepassedandrepassedtheopeningontotheterrace,walkingslowlyfromendtoendofitinthefullradianceofthemoon。 `IwantyoutolistenwhileIreadtheconcludingpassagesinthisletter,’ saidMissHalcombe。`TellmeifyouthinktheythrowanylightuponyourstrangeadventureontheroadtoLondon。Theletterisaddressedbymymothertohersecondhusband,MrFairlie,andthedatereferstoaperiodofbetweenelevenandtwelveyearssince。AtthattimeMrandMrsFairlie,andmyhalf-sisterLaura,hadbeenlivingforyearsinthishouse;andIwasawayfromthemcompletingmyeducationataschoolinParis。’ Shelookedandspokeearnestly,and,asIthought,alittleuneasilyaswell。Atthemomentwhensheraisedthelettertothecandlebeforebeginningtoreadit,MissFairliepassedusontheterrace,lookedinforamoment,andseeingthatwewereengaged,slowlywalkedon。 MissHalcombebegantoreadasfollows:—— ```Youwillbetired,mydearPhilip,ofhearingperpetuallyaboutmyschoolandmyscholars。Laytheblame,pray,onthedulluniformityoflifeatLimmeridge,andnotonme。Besides,thistimeIhavesomethingreallyinterestingtotellyouaboutanewscholar。 ```YouknowoldMrsKempeatthevillageshop。Well,afteryearsofailing,thedoctorhasatlastgivenherup,andsheisdyingslowlydaybyday。Heronlylivingrelation,asister,arrivedlastweektotakecareofher。ThissistercomesallthewayfromHampshire——hernameisMrsCatherick。FourdaysagoMrsCatherickcameheretoseeme,andbroughtheronlychildwithher,asweetlittlegirlaboutayearolderthanourdarlingLaura——’’’ Asthelastsentencefellfromthereader’slips,MissFairliepassedusontheterraceoncemore。Shewassoftlysingingtoherselfoneofthemelodieswhichshehadbeenplayingearlierintheevening。MissHalcombewaitedtillshehadpassedoutofsightagain,andthenwentonwiththeletter—— ```MrsCatherickisadecent,well-behaved,respectablewoman;middle-aged,andwiththeremainsofhavingbeenmoderately,onlymoderately,nice-looking。 Thereissomethinginhermannerandinherappearance,however,whichIcan’tmakeout。Sheisreservedaboutherselftothepointofdownrightsecrecy,andthereisalookinherface——Ican’tdescribeit——whichsuggeststomethatshehassomethingonhermind。Sheisaltogetherwhatyouwouldcallawalkingmystery。HererrandatLimmeridgeHouse,however,wassimpleenough。WhensheleftHampshiretonursehersister,MrsKempe,throughherlastillness,shehadbeenobligedtobringherdaughterwithher,throughhavingnooneathometotakecareofthelittlegirl。MrsKempemaydieinaweek’stime,ormaylingeronformonths;andMrsCatherick’sobjectwastoaskmetoletherdaughter,Anne,havethebenefitofattendingmyschool,subjecttotheconditionofherbeingremovedfromittogohomeagainwithhermother,afterMrsKempe’sdeath。Iconsentedatonce,andwhenLauraandIwentoutforourwalk,wetookthelittlegirl(whoisjustelevenyearsold)totheschoolthatveryday。’’’ OncemoreMissFairlie’sfigure,brightandsoftinitssnowymuslindress——herfaceprettilyframedbythewhitefoldsofthehandkerchiefwhichshehadtiedunderherchin——passedbyusinthemoonlight。OncemoreMissHalcombewaitedtillshewasoutofsight,andthenwenton—— ```Ihavetakenaviolentfancy。Philip,tomynewscholar,forareasonwhichImeantokeeptillthelastforthesakeofsurprisingyou。Hermotherhavingtoldmeaslittleaboutthechildasshetoldmeofherself,Iwaslefttodiscover(whichIdidonthefirstdaywhenwetriedheratlessons)thatthepoorlittlething’sintellectisnotdevelopedasitoughttobeatherage。SeeingthisIhadheruptothehousethenextday,andprivatelyarrangedwiththedoctortocomeandwatchherandquestionher,andtellmewhathethought。Hisopinionisthatshewillgrowoutofit。Ruthesayshercarefulbringing-upatschoolisamatterofgreatimportancejustnow,becauseherunusualslownessinacquiringideasimpliesanunusualtenacityinkeepingthem,whentheyareoncereceivedintohermind。Now,mylove,youmustnotimagine,inyouroff-handway,thatI havebeenattachingmyselftoanidiot。ThispoorlittleAnneCatherickisasweet,affectionate,gratefulgirl,andsaysthequaintest,prettiestthings(asyoushalljudgebyaninstance),inthemostoddlysudden,surprised,half-frightenedway。Althoughsheisdressedveryneatly,herclothesshowasadwantoftasteincolourandpattern。SoIarranged,yesterday,thatsomeofourdarlingLaura’soldwhitefrocksandwhitehatsshouldbealteredforAnneCatherick,explainingtoherthatlittlegirlsofhercomplexionlookedneaterandbetterallinwhitethaninanythingelse。Shehesitatedandseemedpuzzledforaminute,thenflushedup,andappearedtounderstand。 Herlittlehandclaspedminesuddenly。Shekissedit,Philip,andsaid(oh,soearnestly!),`IwillalwayswearwhiteaslongasIlive。Itwillhelpmetorememberyou,ma’am,andtothinkthatIampleasingyoustill,whenIgoawayandseeyounomore。’Thisisonlyonespecimenofthequaintthingsshesayssoprettily。Poorlittlesoul!Sheshallhaveastockofwhitefrocks,madewithgooddeeptucks,toletoutforherasshegrows——’’’ MissHalcombepaused,andlookedatmeacrossthepiano。 `Didtheforlornwomanwhomyoumetinthehigh-roadseemyoung?’sheasked。`Youngenoughtobetwo-orthree-and-twenty?’ `Yes,MissHalcombe,asyoungasthat。’ `Andshewasstrangelydressed,fromheadtofoot,allinwhite?’ `Allinwhite。’ WhiletheanswerwaspassingmylipsMissFairlieglidedintoviewontheterraceforthethirdtime。Insteadofproceedingonherwalk,shestopped,withherhackturnedtowardsus,and,leaningonthebalustradeoftheterrace,lookeddownintothegardenbeyond。Myeyesfixeduponthewhitegleamofhermuslingownandhead-dressinthemoonlight,andasensation,forwhichIcanfindnoname——asensationthatquickenedmypulse,andraisedaflutteringatmyheart——begantostealoverme。 `Allinwhite?’MissHalcomberepeated。`Themostimportantsentencesintheletter,MrHartright,arethoseattheend,whichIwillreadtoyouimmediately。ButIcan’thelpdwellingalittleuponthecoincidenceofthewhitecostumeofthewomanyoumet,andthewhitefrockswhichproducedthatstrangeanswerfrommymother’slittlescholar。Thedoctormayhavebeenwrongwhenhediscoveredthechild’sdefectsofintellect,andpredictedthatshewould`growoutofthem。’Shemayneverhavegrownoutofthem,andtheoldgratefulfancyaboutdressinginwhite,whichwasaseriousfeelingtothegirl,maybeaseriousfeelingtothewomanstill。’ Isaidafewwordsinanswer——Ihardlyknowwhat。AllmyattentionwasconcentratedonthewhitegleamofMissFairlie’smuslindress。 `Listentothelastsentencesoftheletter,’saidMissHalcombe。`I thinktheywillsurpriseyou。’ Assheraisedthelettertothelightofthecandle,MissFairlieturnedfromthebalustrade,lookeddoubtfullyupanddowntheterrace,advancedasteptowardstheglassdoors,andthenstopped,facingus。 MeanwhileMissHalcombereadmethelastsentencestowhichshehadreferred—— ```Andnow,mylove,seeingthatIamattheendofmypaper,nowfortherealreason,thesurprisingreason,formyfondnessforlittleAnneCatherick。MydearPhilip,althoughsheisnothalfsopretty,sheis,nevertheless,byoneofthoseextraordinarycapricesofaccidentalresemblancewhichonesometimessees,thelivinglikeness,inherhair,hercomplexion,thecolourofhereyes,andtheshapeofherface——’’’ IstartedupfromtheottomanbeforeMissHalcombecouldpronouncethenextwords。Athrillofthesamefeelingwhichranthroughmewhenthetouchwaslaiduponmyshoulderonthelonelyhigh-roadchilledmeagain。 TherestoodMissFairlie,awhitefigure,aloneinthemoonlight;inherattitude,intheturnofherhead,inhercomplexion,intheshapeofherface,thelivingimage,atthatdistanceandunderthosecircumstances,ofthewomaninwhite!Thedoubtwhichhadtroubledmymindforhoursandhourspastflashedintoconvictioninaninstant。That`somethingwanting’ wasmyownrecognitionoftheominouslikenessbetweenthefugitivefromtheasylumandmypupilatLimmeridgeHouse。 `Youseeit!’saidMissHalcombe。Shedroppedtheuselessletter,andhereyesflashedastheymetmine。`Youseeitnow,asmymothersawitelevenyearssince!’ `Iseeit——moreunwillinglythanIcansay。Toassociatethatforlorn,friendless,lostwoman,evenbyanaccidentallikenessonly,withMissFairlie,seemslikecastingashadowonthefutureofthebrightcreaturewhostandslookingatusnow。Letmelosetheimpressionagainassoonaspossible。Callherin,outofthedrearymoonlight——praycallherin!’ `MrHartright,yousurpriseme。Whateverwomenmaybe,Ithoughtthatmen,inthenineteenthcentury,wereabovesuperstition。’ `Praycallherin!’ `Hush,hush!Sheiscomingofherownaccord。Saynothinginherpresence。 Letthisdiscoveryofthelikenessbekeptasecretbetweenyouandme。