第16章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4125更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
MrGilmoreistheoldandtriedfriendoftwogenerationsofFairlies,andwecantrusthim,aswecouldtrustnooneelse。’ Themarriage-settlement!Themerehearingofthosetwowordsstungmewithajealousdespairthatwaspoisontomyhigherandbetterinstincts。 Ibegantothink——itishardtoconfessthis,butImustsuppressnothingfrombeginningtoendoftheterriblestorythatInowstandcommittedtoreveal——Ibegantothink,withahatefuleagernessofhope,ofthevaguechargesagainstSirPercivalGlydewhichtheanonymouslettercontained。 Whatifthosewildaccusationsrestedonafoundationoftruth?Whatiftheirtruthcouldbeprovedbeforethefatalwordsofconsentwerespoken,andthemarriage-settlementwasdrawn?Ihavetriedtothinksince,thatthefeelingwhichthenanimatedmebeganandendedinpuredevotiontoMissFairlie’sinterests,butIhaveneversucceededindeceivingmyselfintobelievingit,andImustnotnowattempttodeceiveothers。Thefeelingbeganandendedinreckless,vindictive,hopelesshatredofthemanwhowastomarryher。 `Ifwearetofindoutanything,’Isaid,speakingunderthenewinfluencewhichwasnowdirectingme,`wehadbetternotletanotherminuteslipbyusunemployed。Icanonlysuggest,oncemore,theproprietyofquestioningthegardenerasecondtime,andofinquiringinthevillageimmediatelyafterwards。’ `IthinkImaybeofhelptoyouinbothcases,’saidMissHalcombe,rising。`Letusgo,MrHartright,atonce,anddothebestwecantogether。’ Ihadthedoorinmyhandtoopenitforher——butIstopped,onasudden,toaskanimportantquestionbeforewesetforth。 `Oneoftheparagraphsoftheanonymousletter,’Isaid。`containssomesentencesofminutepersonaldescription。SirPercivalGlyde’snameisnotmentioned,Iknow——butdoesthatdescriptionatallresemblehim?’ `Accurately——eveninstatinghisagetobeforty-five——’ Forty-five;andshewasnotyettwenty-one!Menofhisagemarriedwivesofherageeveryday——andexperiencehadshownthosemarriagestobeoftenthehappiestones。Iknewthat——andyeteventhementionofhisage,whenIcontrasteditwithhers,addedtomyblindhatredanddistrustofhim。 `Accurately,’MissHalcombecontinued,`eventothescaronhisrighthand,whichisthescarofawoundthathereceivedyearssincewhenhewastravellinginItaly。Therecanbenodoubtthateverypeculiarityofhispersonalappearanceisthoroughlywellknowntothewriteroftheletter。’ `Evenacoughthatheistroubledwithismentioned,ifIrememberright?’ `Yes,andmentionedcorrectly。Hetreatsitlightlyhimself,thoughitsometimesmakeshisfriendsanxiousabouthim。’ `Isupposenowhispershaveeverbeenheardagainsthischaracter?’ `MrHartright!Ihopeyouarenotunjustenoughtoletthatinfamousletterinfluenceyou?’ Ifeltthebloodrushintomycheeks;forIknewthatithadinfluencedme。 `Ihopenot,’Iansweredconfusedly。`PerhapsIhadnorighttoaskthequestion。’ `Iamnotsorryyouaskedit,’shesaid,`foritenablesmetodojusticetoSirPercival’sreputation。Notawhisper,MrHartright,haseverreachedme,ormyfamily,againsthim。Hehasfoughtsuccessfullytwocontestedelections,andhascomeoutoftheordealunscathed。Amanwhocandothat,inEngland,isamanwhosecharacterisestablished。’ Iopenedthedoorforherinsilence,andfollowedherout。Shehadnotconvincedme。Iftherecordingangelhadcomedownfromheaventoconfirmher,andhadopenedhisbooktomymortaleyes,therecordingangelwouldnothaveconvincedme。 Wefoundthegardeneratworkasusual。Noamountofquestioningcouldextractasingleanswerofanyimportancefromthelad’simpenetrablestupidity。 Thewomanwhohadgivenhimtheletterwasanelderlywoman;shehadnotspokenawordtohim,andshehadgoneawaytowardsthesouthinagreathurry。Thatwasallthegardenercouldtellus。 Thevillagelaysouthwardofthehouse。Sotothevillagewewentnext。XIOurinquiriesatLimmeridgewerepatientlypursuedinalldirections,andamongallsortsandconditionsofpeople。Butnothingcameofthem。Threeofthevillagersdidcertainlyassureusthattheyhadseenthewoman,butastheywerequiteunabletodescribeher,andquiteincapableofagreeingabouttheexactdirectioninwhichshewasproceedingwhentheylastsawher,thesethreebrightexceptionstothegeneralrudeoftotalignoranceaffordednomorerealassistancetousthanthemassoftheirunhelpfulandunobservantneighbours。 Thecourseofouruselessinvestigationsbroughtus,intime,totheendofthevillageatwhichtheschoolsestablishedbyMrsFairlieweresituated。Aswepassedthesideofthebuildingappropriatedtotheuseoftheboys,Isuggestedtheproprietyofmakingalastinquiryoftheschoolmaster,whomwemightpresumetobe,invirtueofhisoffice,themostintelligentmanintheplace。 `Iamafraidtheschoolmastermusthavebeenoccupiedwithhisscholars,’ saidMissHalcombe,`justatthetimewhenthewomanpassedthroughthevillageandreturnedagain。However,wecanbuttry。’ Weenteredtheplaygroundenclosure,andwalkedbytheschoolroomwindowtogetroundtothedoor,whichwassituatedatthebackofthebuilding。 Istoppedforamomentatthewindowandlookedin。 Theschoolmasterwassittingathishighdesk,withhisbacktome,apparentlyharanguingthepupils,whowereallgatheredtogetherinfrontofhim,withoneexception。Theoneexceptionwasasturdywhite-headedboy,standingapartfromalltherestonastoolinacomer——aforlornlittleCrusoe,isolatedinhisowndesertislandofsolitarypenaldisgrace。 Thedoor,whenwegotroundtoit,wasajar,andtheschoolmaster’svoicereachedusplainly,aswebothstoppedforaminuteundertheporch。 `Now,boys,’saidthevoice,`mindwhatItellyou。IfIhearanotherwordspokenaboutghostsinthisschool,itwillbetheworseforallofyou。Therearenosuchthingsasghosts,andthereforeanyboywhobelievesinghostsbelievesinwhatcan’tpossiblybe;andaboywhobelongstoLimmeridgeSchool,andbelievesinwhatcan’tpossiblybe,setsuphisbackagainstreasonanddiscipline,andmustbepunishedaccordingly。YouallseeJacobPostlethwaitestandinguponthestoolthereindisgrace。 Hehasbeenpunished,notbecausehesaidhesawaghostlastnight,butbecauseheistooimpudentandtooobstinatetolistentoreason,andbecausehepersistsinsayinghesawtheghostafterIhavetoldhimthatnosuchthingcanpossiblybe。Ifnothingelsewilldo,ImeantocanetheghostoutofJacobPostlethwaite,andifthethingspreadsamonganyoftherestofyou,Imeantogoastepfarther,andcanetheghostoutofthewholeschool。’ `Weseemtohavechosenanawkwardmomentforourvisit,’saidMissHalcombe,pushingopenthedoorattheendoftheschoolmaster’saddress,andleadingthewayin。 Ourappearanceproducedastrongsensationamongtheboys。TheyappearedtothinkthatwehadarrivedfortheexpresspurposeofseeingJacobPostlethwaitecaned。 `Gohomeallofyoutodinner,’saidtheschoolmaster,`exceptJacob。 Jacobmuststopwhereheis;andtheghostmaybringhimhisdinner,iftheghostpleases。’ Jacob’sfortitudedesertedhimatthedoubledisappearanceofhisschoolfellowsandhisprospectofdinner。Hetookhishandsoutofhispockets,lookedhardathisknuckles,raisedthemwithgreatdeliberationtohiseyes,andwhentheygotthere,groundthemroundandroundslowly,accompanyingtheactionbyshortspasmsofsniffing,whichfollowedeachotheratregularintervals——thenasalminutegunsofjuveniledistress。 `Wecameheretoaskyouaquestion,MrDempster。’saidMissHalcombe,addressingtheschoolmaster;`andwelittleexpectedtofindyouoccupiedinexorcisingaghost。Whatdoesitallmean?Whathasreallyhappened?’ `Thatwickedboyhasbeenfrighteningthewholeschool,MissHalcombe,bydeclaringthathesawaghostyesterdayevening,’answeredthemaster; `andhestillpersistsinhisabsurdstory,inspiteofallthatIcansaytohim。’ `Mostextraordinary,’saidMissHalcombe。`Ishouldnothavethoughtitpossiblethatanyoftheboyshadimaginationenoughtoseeaghost。 ThisisanewaccessionindeedtothehardlabourofformingtheyouthfulmindatLimmeridge,andIheartilywishyouwellthroughit,MrDempster。 Inthemeantime,letmeexplainwhyyouseemehere,andwhatitisIwant。’ Shethenputthesamequestiontotheschoolmasterwhichwehadaskedalreadyofalmosteveryoneelseinthevillage。Itwasmetbythesamediscouraginganswer。MrDempsterhadnotseteyesonthestrangerofwhomwewereinsearch。 `Wemayaswellreturntothehouse,MrHartright,’saidMissHalcombe; `theinformationwewantisevidentlynottobefound。’ ShehadbowedtoMrDempster,andwasabouttoleavetheschoolroom,whentheforlornpositionofJacobPostlethwaite,piteouslysniffingonthestoolofpenitence,attractedherattentionasshepassedhim,andmadeherstopgood-humouredlytospeakawordtothelittleprisonerbeforesheopenedthedoor。 `Youfoolishboy,’shesaid,`whydon’tyoubegMrDempster’spardon,andholdyourtongueabouttheghost?’ `Eh!——butIsawt’ghaist,’persistedJacobPostlethwaite,withastareofterrorandaburstoftears。 `Stuffandnonsense!Yousawnothingofthekind。Ghostindeed!Whatghost——’ `Ibegyourpardon,MissHalcombe,’interposedtheschoolmasteralittleuneasily——`butIthinkyouhadbetternotquestiontheboy。Theobstinatefollyofhisstoryisbeyondallbelief;andyoumightleadhimintoignorantly。’