第21章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:3815更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
Themereutteranceofthelovedfamiliarnameseemedtoquiether。Herfacesoftenedandgrewlikeitselfagain。 `YouneedhavenofearofMissFairlie,’Icontinued,`andnofearofgettingintotroublethroughtheletter。Sheknowssomuchaboutitalready,thatyouwillhavenodifficultintellingherall。Therecanbelittlenecessityforconcealmentwherethereishardlyanythinglefttoconceal。 Youmentionnonamesintheletter;butMissFairlieknowsthatthepersonyouwriteofisSirPercivalGlyde——’ TheinstantIpronouncedthatnameshestartedtoherfeet,andascreamburstfromherthatrangthroughthechurchyard,andmademyheartleapinmewiththeterrorofit。Thedarkdeformityoftheexpressionwhichhadjustleftherfaceloweredonitoncemore,withdoubledandtrebledintensity。Theshriekatthename,thereiteratedlookofhatredandfearthatinstantlyfollowed,toldall。Notevenalastdoubtnowremained。 HermotherwasguiltlessofimprisoningherintheAsylum。Amanhadshutherup——andthatmanwasSirPercivalGlyde。 Thescreamhadreachedotherearsthanmine。OnonesideIheardthedoorofthesexton’scottageopen;ontheotherIheardthevoiceofhercompanion,thewomanintheshawl,thewomanwhomshehadspokenofasMrsClements。 `I’mcoming!I’mcoming!’criedthevoicefrombehindtheclumpofdwarftrees。 InamomentmoreMrsClementshurriedintoview。 `Whoareyou?’shecried,facingmeresolutelyasshesetherfootonthestile。`Howdareyoufrightenapoorhelplesswomanlikethat?’ ShewasatAnneCatherick’sside,andhadputonearmaroundher,beforeIcouldanswer。`Whatisit,mydear?’shesaid。`Whathashedonetoyou?’ `Nothing,’thepoorcreatureanswered。`Nothing。I’monlyfrightened。’ MrsClementsturnedonmewithafearlessindignation,forwhichIrespectedher。 `IshouldbeheartilyashamedofmyselfifIdeservedthatangrylook,’ Isaid。`ButIdonotdeserveit。Ihaveunfortunatelystartledherwithoutintendingit。Thisisnotthefirsttimeshehasseenme。Askheryourself,andshewilltellyouthatIamincapableofwillinglyharmingheroranywoman。’ Ispokedistinctly,sothatAnneCatherickmighthearandunderstandme,andIsawthatthewordsandtheirmeaninghadreachedher。 `Yes,yes,’shesaid——`hewasgoodtomeonce——hehelpedme——’ Shewhisperedtherestintoherfriend’sear。 `Strange,indeed!’saidMrsClements,withalookofperplexity。`Itmakesallthedifference,though。I’msorryIspokesoroughtoyou,sir; butyoumustownthatappearanceslookedsuspicioustoastranger。It’smoremyfaultthanyours,forhumouringherwhims,andlettingherbealoneinsuchaplaceasthis。Come,mydear——comehomenow。’ Ithoughtthegoodwomanlookedalittleuneasyattheprospectofthewalkback,andIofferedtogowiththemuntiltheywerebothwithinsightofhome。MrsClementsthankedmecivilly,anddeclined。Shesaidtheyweresuretomeetsomeofthefarm-labourersassoonastheygottothemoor。 `Trytoforgiveme,’Isaid,whenAnneCathericktookherfriend’sarmtogoaway。InnocentasIhadbeenofanyintentiontoterrifyandagitateher,myheartsmotemeasIlookedatthepoor,pale,frightenedface。 `Iwilltry,’sheanswered。`Butyouknowtoomuch——I’mafraidyou’llalwaysfrightenmenow。’ MrsClementsglancedatme,andshookherheadpityingly。 `Good-night,sir,’shesaid。`Youcouldn’thelpit,Iknow;butIwishitwasmeyouhadfrightened,andnother。’ Theymovedawayafewsteps。Ithoughttheyhadleftme,butAnnesuddenlystopped,andseparatedherselffromherfriend。 `Waitalittle,’shesaid。`Imustsaygood-bye。’ Shereturnedtothegrave,restedbothhandstenderlyonthemarblecross,andkissedit。 `I’mbetternow,’shesighed,lookingupatmequietly。`Iforgiveyou。’ Shejoinedhercompanionagain,andtheylefttheburial-ground。Isawthemstopnearthechurchandspeaktothesexton’swife,whohadcomefromthecottage,andhadwaited,watchingusfromadistance。Thentheywentonagainupthepaththatledtothemoor。IlookedafterAnneCatherickasshedisappeared,tillalltraceofherhadfadedinthetwilight—— lookedasanxiouslyandsorrowfullyasifthatwasthelastIwastoseeinthiswearyworldofthewomaninwhite。 [NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chpater7[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter7XIIIHalfanhourlaterIwasbackatthehouse,andwasinformingMissHalcombeofallthathadhappened。 Shelistenedtomefrombeginningtoendwithasteady,silentattention,which,inawomanofhertemperamentanddisposition,wasthestrongestproofthatcouldbeofferedoftheseriousmannerinwhichmynarrativeaffectedher。 `Mymindmisgivesme,’wasallshesaidwhenIhaddone。`Mymindmisgivesmesadlyaboutthefuture。’ `Thefuturemaydepend,’Isuggested,`ontheusewemakeofthepresent。 ItisnotimprobablethatAnneCatherickmayspeakmorereadilyandunreservedlytoawomanthanshehasspokentome。IfMissFairlie。’ `Nottobethoughtofforamoment,’interposedMissHalcombe,inhermostdecidedmanner。 `Letmesuggest,then,’Icontinued,`thatyoushouldseeAnneCatherickyourself,anddoallyoucantowinherconfidence。Formyownpart,I shrinkfromtheideaofalarmingthepoorcreatureasecondtime,asI havemostunhappilyalarmedheralready。Doyouseeanyobjectiontoaccompanyingmetothefarmhousetomorrow?’ `Nonewhatever。IwillgoanywhereanddoanythingtoserveLaura’sinterests。Whatdidyousaytheplacewascalled?’ `Youmustknowitwell。ItiscalledTodd’sCorner。’ `Certainly。Todd’sCornerisoneofMrFairlie’sfarms。Ourdairymaidhereisthefarmer’sseconddaughter。Shegoesbackwardsandforwardsconstantlybetweenthishouseandherfather’sfarm,andshemayhaveheardorseensomethingwhichitmaybeusefultoustoknow。ShallIascertain,atonce,ifthegirlisdownstairs?’ Sherangthebell,andsenttheservantwithhismessage。Hereturned,andannouncedthatthedairymaidwasthenatthefarm。Shehadnotbeenthereforthelastthreedays,andthehousekeeperhadgivenherleavetogohomeforanhourortwothatevening。 `Icanspeaktohertomorrow,’saidMissHalcombe,whentheservanthadlefttheroomagain。`Inthemeantime,letmethoroughlyunderstandtheobjecttobegainedbymyinterviewwithAnneCatherick。IstherenodoubtinyourmindthatthepersonwhoconfinedherintheAsylumwasSirPercivalGlyde?’ `Thereisnottheshadowofadoubt。Theonlymysterythatremainsisthemysteryofhismotive。Lookingtothegreatdifferencebetweenhisstationinlifeandhers,whichseemstoprecludeallideaofthemostdistantrelationshipbetweenthem,itisofthelastimportance——evenassumingthatshereallyrequiredtobeplacedunderrestraint——toknowwhyheshouldhavebeenthepersontoassumetheseriousresponsibilityofshuttingherup——’ `InaprivateAsylum,Ithinkyousaid?’ `Yes,inaprivateAsylum,whereasunofmoney,whichnopoorpersoncouldaffordtogive,musthavebeenpaidforhermaintenanceasapatient。’ `Iseewherethedoubtlies,MrHartright,andIpromiseyouthatitshallbesetatrest,whetherAnneCatherickassistsustomorrowornot。 SirPercivalGlydeshallnotbelonginthishousewithoutsatisfyingMrGilmore,andsatisfyingme。Mysister’sfutureismydearestcareinlife,andIhaveinfluenceenoughoverhertogivemesomepower,wherehermarriageisconcerned,inthedisposalofit。’ Wepartedforthenight。 Afterbreakfastthenextmorning,anobstacle,whichtheeventsoftheeveningbeforehadputoutofmymemory,interposedtopreventourproceedingimmediatelytothefarm。ThiswasmylastdayatLimmeridgeHouse,anditwasnecessary,assoonasthepostcamein,tofollowMissHalcombe’sadvice,andtoaskMrFairlie’spermissiontoshortenmyengagementbyamonth,inconsiderationofanunforeseennecessityformyreturntoLondon。 Fortunatelyfortheprobabilityofthisexcuse,sofarasappearanceswereconcerned,thepostbroughtmetwolettersfromLondonfriendsthatmorning。Itookthemawayatoncetomyownroom,andsenttheservantwithamessagetoMrFairlie,requestingtoknowwhenIcouldseehimonamatterofbusiness。 Iawaitedtheman’sreturn,freefromtheslightestfeelingofanxietyaboutthemannerinwhichhismastermightreceivemyapplication。WithMrFairlie’sleaveorwithoutit,Imustgo。TheconsciousnessofhavingnowtakenthefirststeponthedrearyjourneywhichwashenceforthtoseparatemylifefromMissFairlie’sseemedtohavebluntedmysensibilitytoeveryconsiderationconnectedwithmyself。Ihaddonewithmypoorman’stouchypride——Ihaddonewithallmylittleartistvanities。NoinsolenceofMrFairlie’s,ifhechosetobeinsolent,couldwoundmenow。 TheservantreturnedwithamessageforwhichIwasnotunprepared。