第22章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4472更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
MrFairlieregrettedthatthestateofhishealth,onthatparticularmorning,wassuchastoprecludeallhopeofhishavingthepleasureofreceivingme。Hebegged,therefore,thatIwouldaccepthisapologies,andkindlycommunicatewhatIhadtosayintheformofaletter。Similarmessagestothishadreachedme,atvariousintervals,duringmythreemonths’residenceinthehouse。ThroughoutthewholeofthatperiodMrFairliehadbeenrejoicedto`possess’me,buthadneverbeenwellenoughtoseemeforasecondtime。TheservanttookeveryfreshbatchofdrawingsthatImountedandrestoredbacktohismasterwithmy`respects,’andreturnedempty-handedwithMrFairlie’s`kindcompliments,’`bestthanks,’and`sincereregrets’ thatthestateofhishealthstillobligedhimtoremainasolitaryprisonerinhisownroom。Amoresatisfactoryarrangementtobothsidescouldnotpossiblyhavebeenadopted。Itwouldbehardtosaywhichofus,underthecircumstances,feltthemostgratefulsenseofobligationtoMrFairlie’saccommodatingnerves。 Isatdownatoncetowritetheletter,expressingmyselfinitascivilly,asclearly,andasbrieflyaspossible。MrFairliedidnothurryhisreply。 Nearlyanhourelapsedbeforetheanswerwasplacedinmyhands。Itwaswrittenwithbeautifulregularityandneatnessofcharacter,inviolet-colouredink,onnote-paperassmoothasivoryandalmostasthickascardboard,anditaddressedmeintheseterms—— `MrFairlie’scomplimentstoMrHartright。MrFairlieismoresurprisedanddisappointedthanhecansay(inthepresentstateofhishealth)byMrHartright’sapplication。MrFairlieisnotamanofbusiness,buthehasconsultedhissteward,whois,andthatpersonconfirmsMrFairlie’sopinionthatMrHartright’srequesttobeallowedtobreakhisengagementcannotbejustifiedbyanynecessitywhatever,exceptingperhapsacaseoflifeanddeath。Ifthehighly-appreciativefeelingtowardsArtanditsprofessors,whichitistheconsolationandhappinessofMrFairlie’ssufferingexistencetocultivate,couldbeeasilyshaken,MrHartright’spresentproceedingwouldhaveshakenit。Ithasnotdoneso——exceptintheinstanceofMrHartrighthimself。 `Havingstatedhisopinion——sofar,thatistosay,asacutenervoussufferingwillallowhimtostateanything——MrFairliehasnothingtoaddbuttheexpressionofhisdecision,inreferencetothehighlyirregularapplicationthathasbeenmadetohim。Perfectreposeofbodyandmindbeingtothelastdegreeimportantinhiscase,MrFairliewillnotsufferMrHartrighttodisturbthatreposebyremaininginthehouseundercircumstancesofanessentiallyirritatingnaturetobothsides。Accordingly,MrFairliewaiveshisrightofrefusal,purelywithaviewtothepreservationofhisowntranquillity——andinformsMrHartrightthathemaygo。’ Ifoldedtheletterup,andputitawaywithmyotherpapers。ThetimehadbeenwhenIshouldhaveresenteditasaninsult——Iaccepteditnowasawrittenreleasefrommyengagement。Itwasoffmymind,itwasalmostoutofmymemory,whenIwentdownstairstothebreakfast-room,andinformedMissHalcombethatIwasreadytowalkwithhertothefarm。 `HasMrFairliegivenyouasatisfactoryanswer?’sheaskedasweleftthehouse。 `Hehasallowedmetogo,MissHalcombe。’ Shelookedupatmequickly,andthen,forthefirsttimesinceIhadknownher,tookmyarmofherownaccord。Nowordscouldhaveexpressedsodelicatelythatsheunderstoodhowthepermissiontoleavemyemploymenthadbeengranted,andthatshegavemehersympathy,notasmysuperior,butasmyfriend。Ihadnotfelttheman’sinsolentletter,butIfeltdeeplythewoman’satoningkindness。 OnourwaytothefarmwearrangedthatMissHalcombewastoenterthehousealone,andthatIwastowaitoutside,withincall。Weadoptedthismodeofproceedingfromanapprehensionthatmypresence,afterwhathadhappenedinthechurchyardtheeveningbefore,mighthavetheeffectofrenewingAnneCatherick’snervousdead,andofrenderingheradditionallydistrustfuloftheadvancesofaladywhowasastrangertoher。MissHalcombeleftme,withtheintentionofspeaking,inthefirstinstance,tothefarmer’swife(ofwhosefriendlyreadinesstohelpherinanywayshewaswellassured),whileIwaitedforherinthenearneighbourhoodofthehouse。 Ihadfullyexpectedtobeleftaloneforsometime。Tomysurprise,however,littlemorethanfiveminuteshadelapsedbeforeMissHalcombereturned。 `DoesAnneCatherickrefusetoseeyou?’Iaskedinastonishment。 `AnneCatherickisgone,’repliedMissHalcombe。 `Gone?’ `GonewithMrsClements。Theybothleftthefarmateighto’clockthismorning。’ Icouldsaynothing——Icouldonlyfeelthatourlastchanceofdiscoveryhadgonewiththem`AllthatMrsToddknowsaboutherguests,Iknow,’MissHalcombewenton,`anditleavesme,asitleavesher,inthedark。Theybothcamebacksafelastnight,aftertheyleftyou,andtheypassedthefirstpart-oftheeveningwithMrTodd’sfamilyasusual。rustbeforesupper-time,however,AnneCatherickstartledthemallbybeingsuddenlyseizedwithfaintness。 Shehadhadasimilarattack,ofalessalarmingkind,onthedayshearrivedatthefarm;andMrsToddhadconnectedit,onthatoccasion,withsomethingshewasreadingatthetimeinourlocalnewspaper,whichlayonthefarmtable,andwhichshehadtakenuponlyaminuteortwobefore。’ `DoesMrsToddknowwhatparticularpassageinthenewspaperaffectedherinthatway?’Iinquired。 `No,’repliedMissHalcombe。`Shehadlookeditover,andhadseennothinginittoagitateanyone。Iaskedleave,however,tolookitoverinmyturn,adattheveryfirstpageIopenedIfoundthattheeditorhadenrichedhissmallstockofnewsbydrawinguponourfamilyaffairs,andhadpublishedmysister’smarriageengagement,amonghisotherannouncements,copiedfromtheLondonpapers,ofMarriagesinHighLife。IconcludedatoncethatthiswastheparagraphwhichhadsostrangelyaffectedAnneCatherick,andIthoughtIsawinit,also,theoriginoftheletterwhichshesenttoourhousethenextday。’ `Therecanbenodoubtineithercase。Butwhatdidyouhearabouthersecondattackoffaintnessyesterdayevening?’ `Nothing。Thecauseofitisacompletemystery。Therewasnostrangerintheroom。Theonlyvisitorwasourdairymaid,who,asItoldyou,isoneofMrTodd’sdaughters,andtheonlyconversationwastheusualgossipaboutlocalaffairs。Theyheardhercryout,andsawherturndeadlypale,withouttheslightestapparentreason。MrsToddandMrsClementstookherupstairs,andMrsClementsremainedwithher。Theywereheardtalkingtogetheruntillongaftertheusualbedtime,andearlythismorningMrsClementstookMrsToddaside,andamazedherbeyondallpowerofexpressionbysayingthattheymustgo。TheonlyexplanationMrsToddcouldextractfromherguestwas,thatsomethinghadhappened,whichwasnotthefaultofanyoneatthefarmhouse,butwhichwasseriousenoughtomakeAnneCatherickresolvetoleaveLimmeridgeimmediately。ItwasquiteuselesstopressMrsClementstobemoreexplicit。Sheonlyshookherhead,andsaidthat,forAnne’ssake,shemustbegandpraythatnoonewouldquestionher。 Allshecouldrepeat,witheveryappearanceofbeingseriouslyagitatedherself,wasthatAnnemustgo,thatshemustgowithher,andthatthedestinationtowhichtheymightbothbetakethemselvesmustbekeptasecretfromeverybody。IspareyoutherecitalofMrsTodd’shospitableremonstrancesandrefusals。Itendedinherdrivingthembothtotheneareststation,morethanthreehourssince。Shetriedhardonthewaytogetthemtospeakmoreplainly,butwithoutsuccess;andshesetthemdownoutsidethestation-door,sohurtandoffendedbytheunceremoniousabruptnessoftheirdepartureandtheirunfriendlyreluctancetoplacetheleastconfidenceinher,thatshedroveawayinanger,withoutsomuchasstoppingtobidthemgood-bye。 Thatisexactlywhathastakenplace。Searchyourownmemory,MrHartright,andtellmeifanythinghappenedintheburial-groundyesterdayeveningwhichcanatallaccountfortheextraordinarydepartureofthosetwowomenthismorning。’ `Ishouldliketoaccountfirst,MissHalcombe,forthesuddenchangeinAnneCatherickwhichalarmedthematthefarmhouse,hoursaftersheandIhadparted,andwhentimeenoughhadelapsedtoquietanyviolentagitationthatImighthavebeenunfortunateenoughtocause。Didyouinquireparticularlyaboutthegossipwhichwasgoingonintheroomwhensheturnedfaint?’ `Yes。ButMrsTodd’shouseholdaffairsseemtohavedividedherattentionthateveningwiththetalkinthefarmhouseparlour。Shecouldonlytellmethatitwas``justthenews,’’——meaning,Isuppose,thattheyalltalkedasusualabouteachother。’ `Thedairymaid’smemorymaybebetterthanhermother’s,’Isaid。`Itmaybeaswellforyoutospeaktothegirl,MissHalcombe,assoonaswegetback。’ Mysuggestionwasactedonthemomentwereturnedtothehouse。MissHalcombeledmeroundtotheservants’offices,andwefoundthegirlinthedairy,withhersleevestuckeduptohershoulders,cleaningalargemilk-panandsingingblithelyoverherwork。 `Ihavebroughtthisgentlemantoseeyourdairy,Hannah,’saidMissHalcombe。`Itisoneofthesightsofthehouse,anditalwaysdoesyoucredit。’ Thegirlblushedandcurtseyed,andsaidshylythatshehopedshealwaysdidherbesttokeepthingsneatandclean。 `Wehavejustcomefromyourfather’s,’MissHalcombecontinued。`Youwerethereyesterdayevening,Ihear,andyoufoundvisitorsatthehouse?’ `Yes,miss。’ `Oneofthemwastakenfaintandill,Iamtold?Isupposenothingwassaidordonetofrightenher?Youwerenottalkingofanythingveryterrible,wereyou?’ `Ohno,miss!’saidthegirl,laughing。`Wewereonlytalkingofthenews。’ `YoursisterstoldyouthenewsatTodd’sCorner,Isuppose?’ Yes,miss。 `AndyoutoldthemthenewsatLimmeridgeHouse?’ `Yes,miss。AndI’mquitesurenothingwassaidtofrightenthepoorthing,forIwastalkingwhenshewastakenill。Itgavemequiteaturn,miss,toseeit,neverhavingbeentakenfaintmyself。’ Beforeanymorequestionscouldbeputtoher,shewascalledawaytoreceiveabasketofeggsatthedairydoor。AssheleftusIwhisperedtoMissHalcombe