第23章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4675更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
`Askherifshehappenedtomention,lastnight,thatvisitorswereexpectedatLimmeridgeHouse。’ MissHalcombeshowedme,byalook,thatsheunderstood,andputthequestionassoonasthedairymaidreturnedtous。 `Ohyes,miss,Imentionedthat,’saidthegirlsimply。`Thecompanycoming,andtheaccidenttothebrindledcow,wasallthenewsIhadtotaketothefarm。’ `Didyoumentionnames?DidyoutellthemthatSirPercivalGlydewasexpectedonMonday?’ `Yes,miss——ItoldthemSirPercivalGlydewascoming。Ihopetherewasnoharminit——IhopeIdidn’tdowrong。’ `Ohno,noharm。Come,MrHartright,Hannahwillbegintothinkusintheway,ifweinterruptheranylongeroverherwork。’ Westoppedandlookedatoneanotherthemomentwewerealoneagain。 `Isthereanydoubtinyourmind,now,MissHalcombe?’ `SirPercivalGlydeshallremovethatdoubt,MrHartright——orLauraFairlieshallneverbehiswife。’XIVAswewalkedroundtothefrontofthehouseaflyfromtherailwayapproachedusalongthedrive。MissHalcombewaitedonthedoor-stepsuntiltheflydrewup,andthenadvancedtoshakehandswithanoldgentleman,whogotoutbrisklythemomentthestepswereletdown。MrGilmorehadarrived。 Ilookedathim,whenwewereintroducedtoeachother,withaninterestandacuriositywhichIcouldhardlyconceal。ThisoldmanwastoremainatLimmeridgeHouseafterIhadleftit;hewastohearSirPercivalGlyde’sexplanation,andwastogiveMissHalcombetheassistanceofhisexperienceinformingherjudgment;hewastowaituntilthequestionofthemarriagewassetatrest;andhishand,ifthatquestionweredecidedintheaffirmative,wastodrawthesettlementwhichboundMissFairlieirrevocablytoherengagement。Eventhen,whenIknewnothingbycomparisonwithwhatIknownow,IlookedatthefamilylawyerwithaminterestwhichIhadneverfeltbeforeinthepresenceofanymanbreathingwhowasatotalstrangertome。 InexternalappearanceMrGilmorewastheexactoppositeoftheconventionalideaofanoldlawyer。Hiscomplexionwasflorid——hiswhitehairwaswornratherlongandkeptcarefullybrushed——hisblackcoat,waistcoat,andtrousersfittedhimwithperfectneatness——hiswhitecravatwascarefullytied,andhislavender-colouredkidglovesmighthaveadornedthehandsofafashionableclergyman,withoutfearandwithoutreproach。Hismannerswerepleasantlymarkedbytheformalgraceandrefinementoftheoldschoolofpoliteness,quickenedbytheinvigoratingsharpnessandreadinessofamanwhosebusinessinlifeobligeshimalwaystokeephisfacultiesingoodworkingorder。Asanguineconstitutionandfairprospectstobeginwith——alongsubsequentcareerofcreditableandcomfortableprosperity——acheerful,diligent,widely-respectedoldage——suchwerethegeneralimpressionsIderivedfrommyintroductiontoMrGilmore,anditisbutfairtohimtoadd,thattheknowledgeIgainedbylaterandbetterexperienceonlytendedtoconfirmthem。 IlefttheoldgentlemanandMissHalcombetoenterthehousetogether,andtotalkoffamilymattersundisturbedbytherestraintofastranger’spresence。Theycrossedthehallontheirwaytothedrawing-room,andI descendedthestepsagaintowanderaboutthegardenalone。 MyhourswerenumberedatLimmeridgeHouse——mydeparturethenextmorningwasirrevocablysettled——myshareintheinvestigationwhichtheanonymousletterhadrenderednecessarywasatanend。NoharmcouldbedonetoanyonebutmyselfifIletmyheartlooseagain,forthelittletimethatwasleftme,fromthecoldcrueltyofrestraintwhichnecessityhadforcedmetoinflictuponit,andtookmyfarewellofthesceneswhichwereassociatedwiththebriefdream-timeofmyhappinessandmylove。 Iturnedinstinctivelytothewalkbeneathmystudy-window,whereI hadseenhertheeveningbeforewithherlittledog,andfollowedthepathwhichherdearfeethadtroddensooften,tillIcametothewicketgatethatledintoherrosegarden。Thewinterbarenessspreaddrearilyoveritnow。Theflowersthatshehadtaughtmetodistinguishbytheirnames,theflowersthatIhadtaughthertopaintfrom,weregone,andthetinywhitepathsthatledbetweenthebedsweredampandgreenalready。lwentontotheavenueoftrees,wherewehadbreathedtogetherthewarmfragranceofAugustevenings,wherewehadadmiredtogetherthemyriadcombinationsofshadeandsunlightthatdappledthegroundatourfeet。Theleavesfellaboutmefromthegroaningbranches,andtheearthydecayintheatmospherechilledmetothebones。Alittlefartheron,andIwasoutofthegrounds,andfollowingthelanethatwoundgentlyupwardtothenearesthills。Theoldfelledtreebythewayside,onwhichwehadsattorest,wassoddenwithrain,andthetuftoffernsandgrasseswhichIhaddrawnforher,nestlingundertheroughstonewallinfrontofus,hadturnedtoapoolofwater,stagnatingroundanislandofdraggledweeds。Igainedthesummitofthehill,andlookedattheviewwhichwehadsooftenadmiredinthehappiertime。Itwascoldandbarren——itwasnolongertheviewthatIremembered。Thesunshineofherpresencewasfarfromme——thecharmofhervoicenolongermurmuredinmyear。Shehadtalkedtome,onthespotfromwhichInowlookeddown,ofherfather,whowasherlastsurvivingparent——hadtoldmchowfondofeachothertheyhadbeen,andhowsadlyshemissedhimstillwhensheenteredcertainroomsinthehouse,andwhenshetookupforgottenoccupationsandamusementswithwhichhehadbeenassociated。WastheviewthatIhadseen,whilelisteningtothosewords,theviewthatIsawnow,standingonthehill-topbymyself?Iturnedandleftit——Iwoundmywaybackagain,overthemoor,androundthesandhills,downtothebeach。Therewasthewhiterageofthesurf,andthemultitudinousgloryoftheleapingwaves——butwherewastheplaceonwhichshehadoncedrawnidlefigureswithherparasolinthesand——theplacewherewehadsattogether,whileshetalkedtomeaboutmyselfandmyhome,whilesheaskedmeawoman’sminutelyobservantquestionsaboutmymotherandmysister,andinnocentlywonderedwhetherIshouldeverleavemylonelychambersandhaveawifeandahouseofmyown?Windandwavehadlongsincesmoothedoutthetraceofherwhichshehadleftinthosemarksonthesand。Ilookedoverthewidemonotonyoftheseasideprospect,andtheplaceinwhichwetwohadidledawaythesunnyhourswasaslosttomeasifIhadneverknownit,asstrangetomeasifIstoodalreadyonaforeignshore。 Theemptysilenceofthebeachstruckcoldtomyheart。Ireturnedtothehouseandthegarden,wheretraceswerelefttospeakofherateveryturn。 OnthewestterracewalkImetMrGilmore。Hewasevidentlyinsearchofme,forhequickenedhispacewhenwecaughtsightofeachother。Thestateofmyspiritslittlefittedmeforthesocietyofastranger;butthemeetingwasinevitable,andIresignedmyselftomakethebestofit。 `YouaretheverypersonIwantedtosee,’saidtheoldgentleman。`I hadtwowordstosaytoyou,mydearsir;andifyouhavenoobjectionIwillavailmyselfofthepresentopportunity。Toputitplainly,MissHalcombeandIhavebeentalkingoverfamilyaffairs——affairswhicharethecauseofmybeinghere——andinthecourseofourconversationshewasnaturallyledtotellmeofthisunpleasantmatterconnectedwiththeanonymousletter,andofthesharewhichyouhavemostcreditablyandproperlytakenintheproceedingssofar。Thatshare,Iquiteunderstand,givesyouaninterestwhichyoumightnototherwisehavefelt,inknowingthatthefuturemanagementoftheinvestigationwhichyouhavebegunwillbeplacedinsafehands。Mydearsir,makeyourselfquiteeasyonthatpoint——itwillbeplacedinmyhands。’ `Youare,ineveryway,MrGilmore,muchfittertoadviseandtoactinthematterthanIam。Isitanindiscretiononmyparttoaskifyouhavedecidedyetonacourseofproceeding?’ `Sofarasitispossibletodecide,MrHartright,Ihavedecided。I meantosendacopyoftheletter,accompaniedbyastatementofthecircumstances,toSirPercivalGlyde’ssolicitorinLondon,withwhomIhavesomeacquaintance。 TheletteritselfIshallkeepheretoshowtoSirPercivalassoonashearrives。ThetracingofthetwowomenIhavealreadyprovidedfor,bysendingoneofMrFairlie’sservants——aconfidentialperson——tothestationtomakeinquiries。Themanhashismoneyandhisdirections,andhewillfollowthewomenintheeventofhisfindinganyclue。ThisisallthatcanbedoneuntilSirPercivalcomesonMonday。Ihavenodoubtmyselfthateveryexplanationwhichcanbeexpectedfromagentlemanandamanofhonour,hewillreadilygive。SirPercivalstandsveryhigh,sir——aneminentposition,areputationabovesuspicion——Ifeelquiteeasyaboutresults——quiteeasy,Iamrejoicedtoassureyou。Thingsofthissorthappenconstantlyinmyexperience。Anonymousletters——unfortunatewoman——sadstateofsociety。Idon’tdenythattherearepeculiarcomplicationsinthiscase;butthecaseitselfis,mostunhappily,common——common。’ `Iamafraid,MrGilmore,IhavethemisfortunetodifferfromyouintheviewItakeofthecase。’ `rustso,mydearsir——justso。Iamanoldman,andItakethepracticalview。Youareayoungman,andyoutaketheromanticview。Letusnotdisputeaboutourviews。Iliveprofessionallyinanatmosphereofdisputation,MrHartright,andIamonlytoogladtoescapefromit,asIamescapinghere。Wewillwaitforevents——yes,yes,yes——wewillwaitforevents。 Charmingplacethis。Goodshooting?Probablynot,noneofMrFairlie’slandispreserved,Ithink。Charmingplace,though,anddelightfulpeople。 Youdrawandpaint,Ihear,MrHartright?Enviableaccomplishment。Whatstyle?’ Wedroppedintogeneralconversation,orrather,MrGilmoretalkedandIlistened。Myattentionwasfarfromhim,andfromthetopicsonwhichhediscoursedsofluently。Thesolitarywalkofthelasttwohourshadwroughtitseffectonme——ithadsettheideainmymindofhasteningmydeparturefromLimmeridgeHouse。WhyshouldIprolongthehardtrialofsayingfarewellbyoneunnecessaryminute?Whatfurtherservicewasrequiredofmebyanyone?TherewasnousefulpurposetobeservedbymystayinCumberland——therewasnorestrictionoftimeinthepermissiontoleavewhichmyemployerhadgrantedtome。Whynotenditthereandthen? Ideterminedtoendit。Thereweresomehoursofdaylightstillleft——therewasnoreasonwhymyjourneybacktoLondonshouldnotbeginonthatafternoon。ImadethefistcivilexcusethatoccurredtomeforleavingMrGilmore,andreturnedatoncetothehouse。 OnmywayuptomyroomImetMissHalcombeonthestairs。Shesaw,bythehurryofmymovementsandthechangeinmymanner,thatIhadsomenewpurposeinview,andaskedwhathadhappened。 Itoldherthereasonswhichinducedmetothinkofhasteningmydeparture,exactlyasIhavetoldthemhere。