第31章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4364更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
wish,withallmyheart,theresponsibilitywasoffmyshoulders;butheisobstinate——orletmerathersay,resolute——andhewon’ttakeitoff。``Merriman,Ileavedetailstoyou。Dowhatyouthinkrightformyinterests,andconsidermeashavingpersonallywithdrawnfromthebusinessuntilitisallover。’’ThosewereSirPercival’swordsafortnightago,andallIcangethimtodonowistorepeatthem。Iamnotahardman,MrGilmore,asyouknow。Personallyandprivately,Idoassureyou,Ishouldliketospongeoutthatnoteofmineatthisverymoment。ButifSirPercivalwon’tgointothematter,ifSirPercivalwillblindlyLeaveallhisinterestsinmysolecare,whatcoursecanIpossiblytakeexceptthecourseofassertingthem?Myhandsarebound——don’tyousee,mydearsir?——myhandsarebound。’ `Youmaintainyournoteontheclause,then,totheletter?’Isaid。 `Yes——deucetakeit!Ihavenootheralternative。’Hewalkedtothefireplaceandwarmedhimself,hummingthefagendofatuneinarichconvivialbassvoice。`Whatdoesyoursidesay?’hewenton;`nowpraytellme—— whatdoesyoursidesay?’ Iwasashamedtotellhim。Iattemptedtogaintime——nay,Ididworse。 Mylegalinstinctsgotthebetterofme,andIeventriedtobargain。 `Twentythousandpoundsisratheralargesumtobegivenupbythelady’sfriendsattwodays’notice,’Isaid。 `Verytrue,’repliedMrMerriman,lookingdownthoughtfullyathisboots。 `Properlyput,sir——mostproperlyput!’ `Acompromise,recognisingtheinterestsofthelady’sfamilyaswellastheinterestsofthehusband,mightnotperhapshavefrightenedmyclientquitesomuch,’Iwenton。`Come,come!thiscontingencyresolvesitselfintoamatterofbargainingafterall。Whatistheleastyouwilltake?’ `Theleastwewilltake,’saidMrMerriman,`isnineteen-thousand—— nine——hundred——and——ninety——nine——pounds——nineteen-shillings-and-eleven-pence-three-farthings。 Ha!haIha!Excuseme,MrGilmore。Imusthavemylittlejoke。’ `Littleenough,’Iremarked。`Thejokeisjustworththeoddfarthingitwasmadefor。’ MrMerrimanwasdelighted。Helaughedovermyretorttilltheroomrangagain。Iwasnothalfsogood-humouredonmyside;Icamebacktobusiness,andclosedtheinterview。 `ThisisFriday,’Isaid。`GiveustillTuesdaynextforourfinalanswer。’ `Byallmeans,’repliedMrMerriman。`Longer,mydearsir,ifyoulike。’ Hetookuphishattogo,andthenaddressedmeagain。`Bytheway,’hesaid,`yourclientsinCumberlandhavenotheardanythingmoreofthewomanwhowrotetheanonymousletter,havethey?’ `Nothingmore,’Ianswered。`Haveyoufoundnotraceofher?’ `Notyet,’saidmylegalfriend。`Butwedon’tdespair。SirPercivalhashissuspicionsthatSomebodyiskeepingherinhiding,andwearehavingthatSomebodywatched。’ `YoumeantheoldwomanwhowaswithherinCumberland,’Isaid。 `Quiteanotherparty,sir,’answeredMrMerriman。`Wedon’thappentohavelaidhandsontheoldwomanyet。OurSomebodyisaman。WehavegothimcloseunderoureyehereinLondon,andwestronglysuspecthehadsomethingtodowithhelpingherinthefirstinstancetoescapefromtheAsylum。SirPercivalwantedtoquestionhimatonce,butIsaid,``No。 Questioninghimwillonlyputhimonhisguard——watchhim,andwait。’’ Weshallseewhathappens。Adangerouswomantobeatlarge,MrGilmore; nobodyknowswhatshemaydonext。Iwishyougoodmorning,sir。OnTuesdaynextIshallhopeforthepleasureofhearingfromyou。’Hesmiledamiablyandwentout。 Mymindhadbeenratherabsentduringthelatterpartoftheconversationwithmylegalfriend。IwassoanxiousaboutthematterofthesettlementthatIhadlittleattentiontogivetoanyothersubject,andthemomentIwasleftaloneagainIbegantothinkoverwhatmynextproceedingoughttobe。 InthecaseofanyotherclientIshouldhaveactedonmyinstructions,howeverpersonallydistastefultome,andhavegivenupthepointaboutthetwentythousandpoundsonthespot。ButIcouldnotactwiththisbusiness-likeindifferencetowardsMissFairlie。Ihadanhonestfeelingofaffectionandadmirationforher——Irememberedgratefullythatherfatherhadbeenthekindestpatronandfriendtomethatevermanhad——IhadfelttowardsherwhileIwasdrawingthesettlementasImighthavefelt,ifIhadnotbeenanoldbachelor,towardsadaughterofmyown,andIwasdeterminedtosparenopersonalsacrificeinherserviceandwhereherinterestswereconcerned。WritingasecondtimetoMrFairliewasnottobethoughtof——itwouldonlybegivinghimasecondopportunityofslippingthroughmyfingers。Seeinghimandpersonallyremonstratingwithhimmightpossiblybeofmoreuse。ThenextdaywasSaturday。IdeterminedtotakeareturnticketandjoltmyoldbonesdowntoCumberland,onthechanceofpersuadinghimtoadoptthejust,theindependent,andthehonourablecourse。Itwasapoorchanceenough,nodoubt,butwhenIhadtrieditmyconsciencewouldbeatease。Ishouldthenhavedoneallthatamaninmypositioncoulddotoservetheinterestsofmyoldfriend’sonlychild。 TheweatheronSaturdaywasbeautiful,awestwindandabrightsun。 Havingfeltlatterlyareturnofthatfulnessandoppressionofthehead,againstwhichmydoctorwarnedmesoseriouslymorethantwoyearssince,IresolvedtotaketheopportunityofgettingalittleextraexercisebysendingmybagonbeforemeandwalkingtotheterminusinEustonSquare。 AsIcameoutintoHolbornagentlemanwalkingbyrapidlystoppedandspoketome。ItwasMrWalterHartright。 IfhehadnotbeenthefirsttogreetmeIshouldcertainlyhavepassedhim。HewassochangedthatIhardlyknewhimagain。Hisfacelookedpaleandhaggard——hismannerwashurriedanduncertain——andhisdress,whichIrememberedasneatandgentleman-likewhenIsawhimatLimmeridge,wassoslovenlynowthatIshouldreallyhavebeenashamedoftheappearanceofitononeofmyownclerks。 `HaveyoubeenlongbackfromCumberland?’heasked。`IheardfromMissHalcombelately。IamawarethatSirPercivalGlyde’sexplanationhasbeenconsideredsatisfactory。Willthemarriagetakeplacesoon?Doyouhappentoknow,MrGilmore?’ Hespokesofast,andcrowdedhisquestionstogethersostrangelyandconfusedly,thatIcouldhardlyfollowhim。HoweveraccidentallyintimatehemighthavebeenwiththefamilyatLimmeridge,Icouldnotseethathehadanyrighttoexpectinformationontheirprivateaffairs,andI determinedtodroPhim,aseasilyasmightbe,onthesubjectofMissFairlie’smarriage。 `Timewillshow,MrHartright,’Isaid——`timewillshow。Idaresayifwelookoutforthemarriageinthepapersweshallnotbefarwrong。 Excusemynoticingit,butIamsorrytoseeyounotlookingsowellasyouwerewhenwelastmet。’ Amomentarynervouscontractionquiveredabouthislipsandeyes,andmademehalfreproachmyselfforhavingansweredhiminsuchasignificantlyguardedmanner。 `Ihadnorighttoaskabouthermarriage,’hesaidbitterly。`Imustwaittoseeitinthenewspaperslikeotherpeople。Yes,’——hewentonbeforeIcouldmakeanyapologies——`Ihavenotbeenwelllately。Iamgoingtoanothercountrytotryachangeofsceneandoccupation。MissHalcombehaskindlyassistedmewithherinfluence,andmytestimonialshavebeenfoundsatisfactory。Itisalongdistanceoff,butIdon’tcarewhereIgo,whattheclimateis,orhowlongIamaway。’Helookedabouthimwhilehesaidthisatthethrongofstrangerspassingusbyoneitherside,inastrange,suspiciousmanner,asifhethoughtthatsomeofthemmightbewatchingus。 `Iwishyouwellthroughit,andsafebackagain,’Isaid,andthenadded,soasnottokeephimaltogetheratarm’slengthonthesubjectoftheFairlies,`IamgoingdowntoLimmeridgetodayonbusiness-MissHalcombeandMissFairlieareawayjustnowonavisittosomefriendsinYorkshire。’ Hiseyesbrightened,andheseemedabouttosaysomethinginanswer,butthesamemomentarynervousspasmcrossedhisfaceagain。Hetookmyhand,pressedithard,anddisappearedamongthecrowdwithoutsayinganotherword。Thoughhewaslittlemorethanastrangertome,Iwaitedforamoment,lookingafterhimalmostwithafeelingofregret。Ihadgainedinmyprofessionsufficientexperienceofyoungmentoknowwhattheoutwardsignsandtokenswereoftheirbeginningtogowrong,andwhenIresumedmywalktotherailwayIamsorrytosayIfeltmorethandoubtfulaboutMrHartright’sfuture。IVLeavingbyanearlytrain,IgottoLimmeridgeintimefordinner。Thehousewasoppressivelyemptyanddull。IhadexpectedthatgoodMrsVeseywouldhavebeencompanyformeintheabsenceoftheyoungladies,butshewasconfinedtoherroombyacold。Theservantsweresosurprisedatseeingmethattheyhurriedandbustledabsurdly,andmadeallsortsofannoyingmistakes。Eventhebutler,whowasoldenoughtohaveknownbetter,broughtmeabottleofportthatwaschilled。ThereportsofMrFairlie’shealthwerejustasusual,andwhenIsentupamessagetoannouncemyarrival,Iwastoldthathewouldbedelightedtoseemethenextmorning,butthatthesuddennewsofmyappearancehadprostratedhimwithpalpitationsfortherestoftheevening。Thewindhowleddismallyallnight,andstrangecrackingandgroaningnoisessoundedhere,there,andeverywhereintheemptyhouse。Isleptaswretchedlyaspossible,andgotupinamightybadhumourtobreakfastbymyselfthenextmorning。 Atteno’clockIwasconductedtoMrFairlie’sapartments。Hewasinhisusualroom,hisusualchair,andhisusualaggravatingstateofmindandbody。WhenIwentin,hisvaletwasstandingbeforehim,holdingupforinspectionaheavyvolumeofetchings,aslongandasbroadasmyofficewriting-desk。Themiserableforeignergrinnedinthemostabjectmanner,andlookedreadytodropwithfatigue,whilehismastercomposedlyturnedovertheetchings,andbroughttheirhiddenbeautiestolightwiththehelpofamagnifyingglass。 `Youverybestofgoodoldfriends,’saidMrFairlie,leaningbacklazilybeforehecouldlookatme,`areyouquitewell?Howniceofyoutocomehereandseemeinmysolitude。DearGilmore!’