第50章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:3735更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
Ihadnotspokenhitherto,andIwouldmuchrathernothavespokennow。 ButtheexpressionofdistressinLaura’sfacewhensheturnedittowardsme,andtheinsolentinjusticeofherhusband’sconduct,leftmenootheralternativethantogivemyopinion,forhersake,assoonasIwasaskedforit。 `Excuseme,SirPercival,’Isaid——`butasoneofthewitnessestothesignature,IventuretothinkthatIhavesomethingtodowiththematter。Laura’sobjectionseemstomeaperfectlyfairone,andspeakingformyselfonly,Icannotassumetheresponsibilityofwitnessinghersignature,unlessshefirstunderstandswhatthewritingiswhichyouwishhertosign。’ `Acooldeclaration,uponmysoul!’criedSirPercival。`Thenexttimeyouinviteyourselftoaman’shouse,MissHalcombe,Irecommendyounottorepayhishospitalitybytakinghiswife’ssideagainsthiminamatterthatdoesn’tconcernyou。’ Istartedtomyfeetassuddenlyasifhehadstruckme。IfIhadbeenaman,Iwouldhaveknockedhimdownonthethresholdofhisowndoor,andhavelefthishouse,neveronanyearthlyconsiderationtoenteritagain。ButIwasonlyawoman——andIlovedhiswifesodearly! ThankGod,thatfaithfullovehelpedme,andIsatdownagainwithoutsayingaword。SheknewwhatIhadsufferedandwhatIhadsuppressed。 Sheranroundtome,withthetearsstreamingfromhereyes。`Oh,Marian!’ shewhisperedsoftly。`Ifmymotherhadbeenalive,shecouldhavedonenomoreforme。 `Comebackandsign!’criedSirPercivalfromtheothersideofthetable。 `ShallI?’sheaskedinmyear;`Iwill,ifyoutellme。’ `No,’Ianswered。`Therightandthetrutharewithyou——signnothing,unlessyouhavereaditfirst。’ `Comebackandsign!’hereiterated,inhisloudestandangriesttones。 TheCount,whohadwatchedLauraandmewithacloseandsilentattention,interposedforthesecondtime。 `Percival!’hesaid。`IrememberthatIaminthepresenceofladies。 Begoodenough,ifyouplease,torememberittoo。’ SirPercivalturnedonhimspeechlesswithpassion。TheCount’sfirmhandslowlytighteneditsgrasponhisshoulder,andtheCount’ssteadyvoicequietlyrepeated,`Begoodenough,ifyouplease,torememberittoo。’ Theybothlookedateachother。SirPercivalslowlydrewhisshoulderfromundertheCount’shand,slowlyturnedhisfaceawayfromtheCount’seyes,doggedlylookeddownforalittlewhileattheparchmentonthetable,andthenspoke,withthesullensubmissionofatamedanimal,ratherthanthebecomingresignationofaconvincedman。 `Idon’twanttooffendanybody,’hesaid,`butmywife’sobstinacyisenoughtotrythepatienceofasaint。Ihavetoldherthisismerelyaformaldocument——andwhatmorecanshewant?Youmaysaywhatyouplease,butitisnopartofawoman’sdutytosetherhusbandatdefiance。Oncemore,LadyGlyde。andforthelasttime,willyousignorwillyounot?’ Laurareturnedtohissideofthetable,andtookupthepenagain。 `Iwillsignwithpleasure,’shesaid,`ifyouwillonlytreatmeasaresponsiblebeing。Icarelittlewhatsacrificeisrequiredofme,ifitwillaffectnooneelse,andleadtonoillresults——’ `Whotalkedofasacrificebeingrequiredofyou?’hebrokein,withahalf-suppressedreturnofhisformerviolence。 `Ionlymeant,’sheresumed,`thatIwouldrefusenoconcessionwhichIcouldhonourablymake。IfIhaveascrupleaboutsigningmynametoanengagementofwhichIknownothing,whyshouldyouvisititonmesoseverely? Itisratherhard,Ithink,totreatCountFosco’sscruplessomuchmoreindulgentlythanyouhavetreatedmine。’ Thisunfortunate,yetmostnatural,referencetotheCount’sextraordinarypoweroverherhusband,indirectasitwas,setSirPercival’ssmoulderingtemperonfireagaininaninstant。 `Scruples!’herepeated。`Yourscruples!Itisratherlateinthedayforyoutobescrupulous。Ishouldhavethoughtyouhadgotoverallweaknessofthatsort,whenyoumadeavirtueofnecessitybymarryingme。’ Theinstanthespokethosewords,Laurathrewdownthepen——lookedathimwithanexpressioninhereyeswhich,throughoutallmyexperienceofher,Ihadneverseeninthembefore,andturnedherbackonhimindeadsilence。 Thisstrongexpressionofthemostopenandthemostbittercontemptwassoentirelyunlikeherself,soutterlyoutofhercharacter,thatitsilencedusall。Therewassomethinghidden,beyondadoubt,underthemeresurface-brutalityofthewordswhichherhusbandhadjustaddressedtoher。Therewassomelurkinginsultbeneaththem,ofwhichIwaswhollyignorant,butwhichhadleftthemarkofitsprofanationsoplainlyonherfacethatevenastrangermighthaveseenit。 TheCount,whowasnostranger,sawitasdistinctlyasIdid。WhenIleftmychairtojoinLaura,IheardhimwhisperunderhisbreathtoSirPercival,`Youidiot!’ LaurawalkedbeforemetothedoorasIadvanced,andatthesametimeherhusbandspoketoheroncemore。 `Youpositivelyrefuse,then,togivemeyoursignature?’hesaid,inthealteredtoneofamanwhowasconsciousthathehadlethisownlicenceoflanguageseriouslyinjurehim。 `Afterwhatyouhavejustsaidtome,’sherepliedfirmly,`IrefusemysignatureuntilIhavereadeverylineinthatparchmentfromthefirstwordtothelast。Comeaway,Marian,wehaveremainedherelongenough。’ `Onemoment!’interposedtheCountbeforeSirPercivalcouldspeakagain——`onemoment,LadyGlyde,Iimploreyou!’ Laurawouldhavelefttheroomwithoutnoticinghim,butIstoppedher。 `Don’tmakeanenemyoftheCount!’Iwhispered。`Whateveryoudo,don’tmakeanenemyoftheCount!’ Sheyieldedtome。Iclosedthedooragain,andwestoodnearitwaiting。 SirPercivalsatdownatthetable,withhiselbowonthefoldedparchment,andhisheadrestingonhisclenchedfist。TheCountstoodbetweenus—— masterofthedreadfulpositioninwhichwewereplaced,ashewasmasterofeverythingelse。 `LadyGlyde,’hesaid,withagentlenesswhichseemedtoaddressitselftoourforlornsituationinsteadoftoourselves,`praypardonmeifI venturetoofferonesuggestion,andpraybelievethatIspeakoutofmyprofoundrespectandmyfriendlyregardforthemistressofthishouse。’ HeturnedsharplytowardsSirPercival。`Isitabsolutelynecessary,’heasked,`thatthisthinghere,underyourelbow,shouldbesignedtoday?’ `Itisnecessarytomyplansandwishes,’returnedtheothersulkily。 `Butthatconsideration,asyoumayhavenoticed,hasnoinfluencewithLadyGlyde。’ `Answermyplainquestionplainly。Canthebusinessofthesignaturebeputofftilltomorrow——YesorNo?’ `Yes,ifyouwillhaveitso。’ `Thenwhatareyouwastingyourtimeforhere?Letthesignaturewaittilltomorrow——letitwaittillyoucomeback。’ SirPercivallookedupwithafrownandanoath。 `YouaretakingatonewithmethatIdon’tlike,’hesaid。`AtoneIwon’tbearfromanyman。’ `Iamadvisingyouforyourgood,’returnedtheCount,withasmileofquietcontempt。`Giveyourselftime——giveLadyGlydetime。Haveyouforgottenthatyourdog-cartiswaitingatthedoor?Mytonesurprisesyou——ha?Idaresayitdoes——itisthetoneofamanwhocankeephistemper。HowmanydosesofgoodadvicehaveIgivenyouinmytime?Morethanyoucancount。HaveIeverbeenwrong?Idefyyoutoquotemeaninstanceofit。Go!takeyourdrive。Thematterofthesignaturecanwaittilltomorrow。 Letitwait——andrenewitwhenyoucomeback。’ SirPercivalhesitatedandlookedathiswatch。Hisanxietyaboutthesecretjourneywhichhewastotakethatday,revivedbytheCount’swords,wasnowevidentlydisputingpossessionofhismindwithhisanxietytoobtainLaura’ssignature。Heconsideredforalittlewhile,andthengotupfromhischair。 `Itiseasytoarguemedown,’hesaid,`whenIhavenotimetoansweryou。Iwilltakeyouradvice,Fosco——notbecauseIwantit,orbelieveinit,butbecauseIcan’tstophereanylonger。’Hepaused,andlookedrounddarklyathiswife。`Ifyoudon’tgivemeyoursignaturewhenIcomebacktomorrow——!’Therestwaslostinthenoiseofhisopeningthebook-casecupboardagain,andlockinguptheparchmentoncemore。Hetookhishatandglovesoffthetable,andmadeforthedoor。LauraandIdrewbacktolethimpass。`Remembertomorrow!’hesaidtohiswife,andwentout。 Wewaitedtogivehimtimetocrossthehallanddriveaway。TheCountapproacheduswhilewewerestandingnearthedoor。 `YouhavejustseenPercivalathisworst,MissHalcombe,’hesaid。 `Ashisoldfriend,Iamsorryforhimandashamedofhim。Ashisoldfriend,Ipromiseyouthatheshallnotbreakouttomorrowinthesamedisgracefulmannerinwhichhehasbrokenouttoday。’