第56章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:3991更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
`Aboutbusinessthatverymuchconcernsyou。’ Ilingeredlongenoughinpassingthroughthehall-doortohearthisquestionandanswer,andtoseeSirPercivalthrusthishandsintohispocketsinsullenhesitation。 `Ifyouwanttobadgermewithanymoreofyourinfernalscruples,’ hesaid,`Iforonewon’thearthem。Iwantmylunch。’ `Comeouthereandspeaktome,’repeatedtheCount,stillperfectlyuninfluencedbytherudestspeechthathisfriendcouldmaketohim。 SirPercivaldescendedthesteps。TheCounttookhimbythearm,andwalkedhimawaygently。The`business,’Iwassure,referredtothequestionofthesignature。TheywerespeakingofLauraandofmebeyondadoubt。 Ifeltheart-sickandfaintwithanxiety。Itmightbeofthelastimportancetobothofustoknowwhattheyweresayingtoeachotheratthatmoment,andnotonewordofitcouldbyanypossibilityreachmyears。 Iwalkedaboutthehouse,fromroomtoroom,withthelawyer’sletterinmybosom(Iwasafraidbythistimeeventotrustitunderlockandkey),tilltheoppressionofmysuspensehalfmaddenedme。TherewerenosignsofLaura’sreturn,andIthoughtofgoingouttolookforher。Butmystrengthwassoexhaustedbythetrialsandanxietiesofthemorningthattheheatofthedayquiteoverpoweredme,andafteranattempttogettothedoorIwasobligedtoreturntothedrawing-roomandliedownonthenearestsofatorecover。 IwasjustcomposingmyselfwhenthedooropenedsoftlyandtheCountlookedin。 `Athousandpardons,MissHalcombe,’hesaid:`IonlyventuretodisturbyoubecauseIamthebearerofgoodnews。Percival——whoiscapriciousineverything,asyouknow——hasseenfittoalterhismindatthelastmoment,andthebusinessofthesignatureisputoffforthepresent。A greatrelieftoallofus,MissHalcombe,asIseewithpleasureinyourface。Praypresentmybestrespectsandfelicitations,whenyoumentionthispleasantchangeofcircumstancestoLadyGlyde。’ HeleftmebeforeIhadrecoveredmyastonishment。Therecouldbenodoubtthatthisextraordinaryalterationofpurposeinthematterofthesignaturewasduetohisinfluence,andthathisdiscoveryofmyapplicationtoLondonyesterday,andofmyhavingreceivedananswertoittoday,hadofferedhimthemeansofinterferingwithcertainsuccess。 Ifelttheseimpressions,butmymindseemedtosharetheexhaustionofmybody,andIwasinnoconditiontodwellonthemwithanyusefulreferencetothedoubtfulpresentorthethreateningfuture。ItriedasecondtimetorunoutandfindLaura,butmyheadwasgiddyandmykneestrembledunderme。Therewasnochoicebuttogiveitupagainandreturntothesofa,sorelyagainstmywill。 Thequietinthehouse,andthelowmurmuringhumofsummerinsectsoutsidetheopenwindow,soothedme。Myeyesclosedofthemselves,andIpassedgraduallyintoastrangecondition,whichwasnotwaking——forIknewnothingofwhatwasgoingonaboutme,andnotsleeping——forI wasconsciousofmyownrepose。Inthisstatemyfeveredmindbrokeloosefromme,whilemywearybodywasatrest,andinatrance,orday-dreamofmyfancy——Iknownotwhattocallit——IsawWalterHartright。I hadnotthoughtofhimsinceIrosethatmorning——Laurahadnotsaidonewordtomeeitherdirectlyorindirectlyreferringtohim——andyetIsawhimnowasplainlyasifthepasttimehadreturned,andwewerebothtogetheragainatLimmeridgeHouse。 Heappearedtomeasoneamongmanyothermen,noneofwhosefacesI couldplainlydiscern。Theywerealllyingonthestepsofanimmenseruinedtemple。Colossaltropicaltrees——withrankcreeperstwiningendlesslyabouttheirtrunks,andhideousstoneidolsglimmeringandgrinningatintervalsbehindleavesandstalksandbranches——surroundedthetempleandshutoutthesky,andthrewadismalshadowovertheforlornbandofmenonthesteps。Whiteexhalationstwistedandcurledupstealthilyfromtheground,approachedthemeninwreathslikesmoke,touchedthem,andstretchedthemoutdead,onebyone,intheplaceswheretheylay。AnagonyofpityandfearforWalterloosenedmytongue,andIimploredhimtoescape。 `Comeback,comeback!’Isaid。`Rememberyourpromisetoherandtome。 Comebacktousbeforethepestilencereachesyouandlaysyoudeadliketherest!’ Helookedatmewithanunearthlyquietinhisface。`Wait,’hesaid,`Ishallcomeback。ThenightwhenImetthelostWomanonthehighwaywasthenightwhichsetmylifeaparttobetheinstrumentofaDesignthatisyetunseen。Here,lostinthewilderness,orthere,welcomedbackinthelandofmybirth,Iamstillwalkingonthedarkroadwhichleadsme,andyou,andthesisterofyourloveandmine,totheunknownRetributionandtheinevitableEnd。Waitandlook。Thepestilencewhichtouchestherestwillpassme。’ Isawhimagain。Hewasstillintheforest,andthenumbersofhislostcompanionshaddwindledtoveryfew。Thetemplewasgone,andtheidolsweregone——andintheirplacethefiguresofdark,dwarfishmenlurkedmurderouslyamongthetrees,withbowsintheirhands,andarrowsfittedtothestring。OncemoreIfearedforWalter,andcriedouttowarnhim。Oncemoreheturnedtome,withtheimmovablequietinhisface。 `Anotherstep,’hesaid,`onthedarkroad。Waitandlook。Thearrowsthatstriketherestwillspareme。’ Isawhimforthethirdtimeinawreckedship,strandedonawild,sandyshore。Theoverloadedboatsweremakingawayfromhimfortheland,andhealonewaslefttosinkwiththeship。Icriedtohimtohailthehindmostboat,andtomakealasteffortforhislife。Thequietfacelookedatmeinreturn,andtheunmovedvoicegavemebackthechangelessreply`Anothersteponthejourney。Waitandlook。TheSeawhichdrownstherestwillspareme。’ Isawhimforthelasttime。Hewaskneelingbyatombofwhitemarble,andtheshadowofaveiledwomanroseoutofthegravebeneathandwaitedbyhisside。Theunearthlyquietofhisfacehadchangedtoanunearthlysorrow。Buttheterriblecertaintyofhiswordsremainedthesame。`Darkeranddarker,’hesaid;`fartherandfartheryet。Deathtakesthegood,thebeautiful,andtheyoung——andsparesme。Thepestilencethatwastes,theArrowthatstrikes,theSeathatdrowns,theGravethatclosesoverLoveandHope,arestepsofmyjourney,andtakemenearerandnearertotheEnd。’ Myheartsankunderadreadbeyondwords,underagriefbeyondtears。 Thedarknessclosedroundthepilgrimatthemarbletomb——closedroundtheveiledwomanfromthegrave——closedroundthedreamerwholookedonthem。Isawandheardnomore。 Iwasarousedbyahandlaidonmyshoulder。ItwasLaura’s。 Shehaddroppedonherkneesbythesideofthesofa。Herfacewasflushedandagitated,andhereyesmetmineinawildbewilderedmanner。IstartedtheinstantIsawher。 `Whathashappened?’Iasked。`Whathasfrightenedyou?’ Shelookedroundatthehalf-opendoor,putherlipsclosetomyear,andansweredinawhisper—— `Marian!——thefigureatthelake——thefootstepslastnight——I’vejustseenher!I’vejustspokentoher!’ `Who,forHeaven’ssake?’ `AnneCatherick。’ [NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chapter18[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter18IwassostartledbythedisturbanceinLaura’sfaceandmanner,andsodismayedbythefirstwakingimpressionsofmydream,thatIwasnotfittobeartherevelationwhichburstuponmewhenthatnamepassedherlips。 Icouldonlystandrootedtothefloor,lookingatherinbreathlesssilence。 Shewastoomuchabsorbedbywhathadhappenedtonoticetheeffectwhichherreplyhadproducedonme。`IhaveseenAnneCatherick!IhavespokentoAnneCatherick!’sherepeatedasifIhadnotheardher。`Oh,Marian,Ihavesuchthingstotellyou!Comeaway——wemaybeinterruptedhere——comeatonceintomyroom。’ Withthoseeagerwordsshecaughtmebythehand,andledmethroughthelibrary,totheendroomonthegroundfloor,whichhadbeenfittedupforherownespecialuse。Nothirdperson,excepthermaid,couldhaveanyexcuseforsurprisingushere。Shepushedmeinbeforeher,lockedthedoor,anddrewthechintzcurtainsthathungovertheinside。 Thestrange,stunnedfeelingwhichhadtakenpossessionofmestillremained。Butagrowingconvictionthatthecomplicationswhichhadlongthreatenedtogatherabouther,andtogatheraboutme,hadsuddenlyclosedfastroundusboth,wasnowbeginningtopenetratemymind。Icouldnotexpressitinwords——Icouldhardlyevenrealiseitdimlyinmyownthoughts。 `AnneCatherick!’Iwhisperedtomyself,withuseless,helplessreiteration——`AnneCatherick!’ Lauradrewmetothenearestseat,anottomaninthemiddleoftheroom。 `Look!’shesaid,`lookhere!’——andpointedtothebosomofherdress。 Isaw,forthefirsttime。thatthelostbroochwaspinnedinitsplaceagain。Therewassomethingrealinthesightofit,somethingrealinthetouchingofitafterwards,whichseemedtosteadythewhirlandconfusioninmythoughts,andtohelpmetocomposemyself。 `Wheredidyoufindyourbrooch?’ThefirstwordsIcouldsaytoherwerethewordswhichputthattrivialquestionatthatimportantmoment。 `Shefoundit,Marian。’ `Where?’ `Ontheflooroftheboat-house。Oh,howshallIbegin——howshallItellyouaboutit!Shetalkedtomesostrangely——shelookedsofearfullyill——sheleftmesosuddenly——!’