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类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:3579更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
``Whatisityouhavetotellme?’’Iasked。``TheSecretthatyourcruelhusbandisafraidof,’’sheanswered。``IoncethreatenedhimwiththeSecret,andfrightenedhim。YoushallthreatenhimwiththeSecret,andfrightenhimtoo。’’Herfacedarkened,andahard,angrystarefixeditselfinhereyes。Shebeganwavingherhandatmeinavacant,unmeaningmanner。 ``MymotherknowstheSecret,’’shesaid。``MymotherhaswastedundertheSecrethalfherlifetime。Oneday,whenIwasgrownup,shesaidsomethingtome。Andthenextdayyourhusband——’’’ `Yes!yes!Goon。Whatdidshetellyouaboutyourhusband?’ `Shestoppedagain,Marian,atthatpoint——’ `Andsaidnomore?’ `Andlistenedeagerly。``Hush!’’shewhispered,stillwavingherhandatme。`Hush!’’Shemovedasideoutofthedoorway,movedslowlyandstealthily,stepbystep,tillIlostherpasttheedgeoftheboat-house。’ `Surelyyoufollowedher?’ `Yes,myanxietymademeboldenoughtoriseandfollowher。rustasIreachedtheentrance,sheappearedagainsuddenly,roundthesideoftheboat-house。``TheSecret,’’Iwhisperedtoher——``waitandtellmetheSecret!’’Shecaughtholdofmyarm,andlookedatmewithwildfrightenedeyes。``Notnow,’’shesaid,``wearenotalone——wearewatched。Comeheretomorrowatthistime——byyourself——mind——byyourself。’’ShePushedmeroughlyintotheboat-houseagain,andIsawhernomore。’ `Oh,Laura,Laura,anotherchancelost!IfIhadonlybeennearyousheshouldnothaveescapedus。Onwhichsidedidyoulosesightofher?’ `Ontheleftside,wherethegroundsinksandthewoodisthickest。’ `Didyourunoutagain?didyoucallafterher?’ `HowcouldI?Iwastooterrifiedtomoveorspeak。’ `Butwhenyoudidmove——whenyoucameout——?’ `Iranbackhere,totellyouwhathadhappened。’ `Didyouseeanyone,orhearanyone,intheplantation?’ `No,itseemedtobeallstillandquietwhenIpassedthroughit。’ Iwaitedforamomenttoconsider。Wasthisperson,supposedtohavebeensecretlypresentattheinterview,areality,orthecreatureofAnneCatherick’sexcitedfancy?Itwasimpossibletodetermine。Theonethingcertainwas,thatwehadfailedagainontheverybrinkofdiscovery—— failedutterlyandirretrievably,unlessAnneCatherickkeptherappointmentattheboat-houseforthenextday。 `Areyouquitesureyouhavetoldmeeverythingthatpassed?Everywordthatwassaid?’Iinquired。 `Ithinkso,’sheanswered。`Mypowersofmemory,Marian,arenotlikeyours。ButIwassostronglyimpressed,sodeeplyinterested,thatnothingofanyimportancecanpossiblyhaveescapedme。’ `MydearLaura,themeresttriflesareofimportancewhereAnneCatherickisconcerned。Thinkagain。Didnochancereferenceescapeherastotheplaceinwhichsheislivingatthepresenttime?’ `NonethatIcanremember。’ `Didshenotmentionacompanionandfriend——awomannamedMrsClements?’ `Ohyes!yes!Iforgotthat。ShetoldmeMrsClementswantedsadlytogowithhertothelakeandtakecareofher,andbeggedandprayedthatshewouldnotventureintothisneighbourhoodalone。’ `WasthatallshesaidaboutMrsClements?’ `Yes,thatwasall。’ `ShetoldyounothingabouttheplaceinwhichshetookrefugeafterleavingTodd’sCorner?’ `Nothing——Iamquitesure。’ `Norwhereshehaslivedsince?Norwhatherillnesshadbeen?’ `No,Marian,notaword。Tellme,praytellme,whatyouthinkaboutit。Idon’tknowwhattothink,orwhattodonext。’ `Youmustdothis,mylove:Youmustcarefullykeeptheappointmentattheboat-housetomorrow。Itisimpossibletosaywhatinterestsmaynotdependonyourseeingthatwomanagain。Youshallnotbelefttoyourselfasecondtime。Iwillfollowyouatasafedistance。Nobodyshallseeme,butIwillkeepwithinhearingofyourvoice,ifanythinghappens。AnneCatherickhasescapedWalterHartright,andhasescapedyou。Whateverhappens,sheshallnotescapeme。’ Laura’seyesreadmineattentively。 `Youbelieve,’shesaid,`inthissecretthatmyhusbandisafraidof? Suppose,Marian,itshouldonlyexistafterallinAnneCatherick’sfancy? Supposesheonlywantedtoseemeandtospeaktome,forthesakeofoldremembrances?Hermannerwassostrange——Ialmostdoubtedher。Wouldyoutrustherinotherthings?’ `Itrustnothing,Laura,butmyownobservationofyourhusband’sconduct。 IjudgeAnneCatherick’swordsbyhisactions,andIbelievethereisasecret。’ Isaidnomore,andgotuptoleavetheroom。ThoughtsweretroublingmewhichImighthavetoldherifwehadspokentogetherlonger,andwhichitmighthavebeendangerousforhertoknow。Theinfluenceoftheterribledreamfromwhichshehadawakenedmehungdarklyandheavilyovereveryfreshimpressionwhichtheprogressofhernarrativeproducedonmymind。 Ifelttheominousfuturecomingclose,chillingmewithanunutterableawe,forcingonmetheconvictionofanunseendesigninthelongseriesofcomplicationswhichhadnowfastenedroundus。IthoughtofHartright——asIsawhiminthebodywhenhesaidfarewell;asIsawhiminthespiritinmydream——andItoobegantodoubtnowwhetherwewerenotadvancingblindfoldtoanappointedandaninevitableend。 LeavingLauratogoupstairsalone,Iwentouttolookaboutmeinthewalksnearthehouse。ThecircumstancesunderwhichAnneCatherickhadpartedfromherhadmademesecretlyanxioustoknowhowCountFoscowaspassingtheafternoon,andhadrenderedmesecretlydistrustfuloftheresultsofthatsolitaryjourneyfromwhichSirPercivalhadreturnedbutafewhourssince。 Afterlookingforthemineverydirectionanddiscoveringnothing,I returnedtothehouse,andenteredthedifferentroomsonthegroundflooroneafteranother。Theywereallempty。Icaneoutagainintothehall,andwentupstairstoreturntoLaura。MadameFoscoopenedherdoorasI passeditonmywayalongthepassage,andIstoppedtoseeifshecouldinformmeofthewhereaboutsofherhusbandandSirPercival。Yes,shehadseenthembothfromherwindowmorethananhoursince。TheCounthadlookedupwithhiscustomarykindness,andhadmentionedwithhishabitualattentiontoherinthesmallesttrifles,thatheandhisfriendweregoingouttogetherforalongwalk。 Foralongwalk!Theyhadneveryetbeenineachother’scompanywiththatobjectinmyexperienceofthem。SirPercivalcaredfornoexercisebutriding,andtheCount(exceptwhenhewaspoliteenoughtobemyescort) caredfornoexerciseatall。 WhenIjoinedLauraagain,Ifoundthatshehadcalledtomindinmyabsencetheimpendingquestionofthesignaturetothedeed,which,intheinterestofdiscussingherinterviewwithAnneCatherick,wehadhithertooverlooked。HerfirstwordswhenIsawherexpressedhersurpriseattheabsenceoftheexpectedsummonstoattendSirPercivalinthelibrary。 `Youmaymakeyourmindeasyonthatsubject,’Isaid。`Forthepresent,atleast,neitheryourresolutionnorminewillbeexposedtoanyfurthertrial。SirPercivalhasalteredhisplans——thebusinessofthesignatureisputoff。’ `Putoff?’Laurarepeatedamazedly。`Whotoldyouso?’ `MyauthorityisCountFosco。Ibelieveitistohisinterferencethatweareindebtedforyourhusband’ssuddenchangeofpurpose。’ `Itseemsimpossible,Marian。Iftheobjectofmysigningwas,aswesuppose,toobtainmoneyforSirpercivalthatheurgentlywanted,howcanthematterbeputoff?’ `Ithink,Laura,wehavethemeansathandofsettingthatdoubtatrest。HaveyouforgottentheconversationthatIheardbetweenSirPercivalandthelawyerastheywerecrossingthehall?’ `No,butIdon’tremember——’ `Ido。Thereweretwoalternativesproposed。Onewastoobtainyoursignaturetotheparchment。Theotherwastogaintimebygivingbillsatthreemonths。Thelastresourceisevidentlytheresourcenowadopted,andwemayfairlyhopetoberelievedfromourshareinSirPercival’sembarrassmentsforsometimetocome。’ `Oh,Marian,itsoundstoogoodtobetrue!’ `Doesit,mylove?Youcomplimentedmeonmyreadymemorynotlongsince,butyouseemtodoubtitnow。Iwillgetmyjournal,andyoushallseeifIamrightorwrong。’ Iwentawayandgotthebookatonce。 Onlookingbacktotheentryreferringtothelawyer’svisit,wefoundthatmyrecollectionofthetwoalternativespresentedwasaccuratelycorrect。