第65章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4418更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
Howeverthismightbe,hewasunquestionablytroubledbysomesecretannoyanceoranxiety,which,withallhispowersofdeception,hewasnotableentirelytoconceal。ThroughthewholeofdinnerhewasalmostassilentasSirPercivalhimself,andhe,everynowandthen,lookedathiswifewithanexpressionoffurtiveuneasinesswhichwasquitenewinmyexperienceofhim。Theonesocialobligationwhichheseemedtobeself-possessedenoughtoperformascarefullyaseverwastheobligationofbeingpersistentlycivilandattentivetome。WhatvileobjecthehasinviewIcannotstilldiscover,butbethedesignwhatitmay,invariablepolitenesstowardsmyself,invariablehumilitytowardsLaura,andinvariablesuppression(atanycost)ofSirPercival’sclumsyviolence,havebeenthemeanshehasresolutelyandimpenetrablyusedtogettohisendeversincehesetfootinthishouse。Isuspecteditwhenhefirstinterferedinourfavour,onthedaywhenthedeedwasproducedinthelibrary,andIfeelcertainofitnow。 WhenMadameFoscoandIrosetoleavethetable,theCountrosealsotoaccompanyusbacktothedrawing-room。 `Whatareyougoingawayfor?’askedSirPercival——`Imeanyou,Fosco。’ `IamgoingawaybecauseIhavehaddinnerenough,andwineenough,’ answeredtheCount。`Besokind,Percival,astomakeallowancesformyforeignhabitofgoingoutwiththeladies,aswellascominginwiththem。’ `Nonsense!Anotherglassofclaretwon’thurtyou。SitdownagainlikeanEnglishman。Iwanthalfanhour’squiettalkwithyouoverourwine。’ `Aquiettalk,Percival,withallmyheart,butnotnow,andnotoverthewine。Laterintheevening,ifyouplease——laterintheevening。’ `Civil!’saidSirPercivalsavagely。`Civilbehaviour,uponmysoul,toamaninhisownhouse!’ IhadmorethanonceseenhimlookattheCountuneasilyduringdinner-time,andhadobservedthattheCountcarefullyabstainedfromlookingathiminreturn。Thiscircumstance,coupledwiththehost’sanxietyforalittlequiettalkoverthewine,andtheguest’sobstinateresolutionnottositdownagainatthetable,revivedinmymemorytherequestwhichSirPercivalhadvainlyaddressedtohisfriendearlierintheday,tocomeoutofthelibraryandspeaktohim。TheCounthaddeferredgrantingthatprivateinterview,whenitwasfirstaskedforintheafternoon,andhadagaindeferredgrantingit,whenitwasasecondtimeaskedforatthedinner-table。 Whateverthecomingsubjectofdiscussionbetweenthemmightbe,itwasclearlyanimportantsubjectinSirPercival’sestimation——andperhaps(judgingfromhisevidentreluctancetoapproachit)adangeroussubjectaswell,intheestimationoftheCount。 Theseconsiderationsoccurredtomewhilewewerepassingfromthedining-roomtothedrawing-room。SirPercival’sangrycommentaryonhisfriend’sdesertionofhimhadnotproducedtheslightesteffect。TheCountobstinatelyaccompaniedustothetea-table——waitedaminuteortwointheroom——wentoutintothehall——andreturnedwiththepost-baginhishands。Itwastheneighto’clock——thehouratwhichtheletterswerealwaysdespatchedfromBlackwaterPark。 `Haveyouanyletterforthepost,MissHalcombe?’heasked,approachingmewiththebag。 IsawMadameFosco,whowasmakingthetea,pause,withthesugar-tongsinherhand,tolistenformyanswer。 `No,Count,thankyou。Noletterstoday。’ Hegavethebagtotheservant,whowasthenintheroom;satdownatthepiano,andplayedtheairofthelivelyNeapolitanstreet-song,`LamiaCarolina,’twiceover。Hiswife,whowasusuallythemostdeliberateofwomeninallhermovements,madeteaasquicklyasIcouldhavemadeitmyself——finishedherowncupintwominutes,andquietlyglidedoutoftheroom。 Irosetofollowherexample——partlybecauseIsuspectedherofattemptingsometreacheryupstairswithLaura,partlybecauseIwasresolvednottoremainaloneinthesameroomwithherhusband。 BeforeIcouldgettothedoortheCountstoppedme,byarequestforacupoftea。Igavehimthecupoftea,andtriedasecondtimetogetaway。Hestoppedmeagain——thistimebygoingbacktothepiano,andsuddenlyappealingtomeonamusicalquestioninwhichhedeclaredthatthehonourofhiscountrywasconcerned。 Ivainlypleadedmyowntotalignoranceofmusic,andtotalwantoftasteinthatdirection。Heonlyappealedtomeagainwithavehemencewhichsetallfurtherprotestonmypartatdefiance。`TheEnglishandtheGermans(heindignantlydeclared)werealwaysrevilingtheItaliansfortheirinabilitytocultivatethehigherkindsofmusic。WewereperpetuallytalkingofourOratorios,andtheywereperpetuallytalkingoftheirSymphonies。 Didweforgetanddidtheyforgethisimmortalfriendandcountryman,Rossini? WhatwasMosesinEgyptbutasublimeoratorio,whichwasactedonthestageinsteadofbeingcoldlysunginaconcert-room?WhatwastheoverturetoGuillaumeTellbutasymphonyunderanothername?HadIheardMosesinEgypt?WouldIlistentothis,andthis,andthis,andsayifanythingmoresublimelysacredandgrandhadeverbeencomposedbymortalman?’—— Andwithoutwaitingforawordofassentordissentonmypart,lookingmehardinthefaceallthetime,hebeganthunderingonthepiano,andsingingtoitwithloudandloftyenthusiasm——onlyinterruptinghimself,atintervals,toannouncetomefiercelythetitlesofthedifferentpiecesofmusic:`ChorusofEgyptiansinthePlagueofDarkness,MissHalcombe!’—— `RecitativoofMoseswiththetablesoftheLaw。’——`PrayerofIsraelites,atthepassageoftheRedSea。Aha!Aha!Isthatsacred?isthatsublime?’ Thepianotrembledunderhispowerfulhands,andtheteacupsonthetablerattled,ashisbigbassvoicethunderedoutthenotes,andhisheavyfootbeattimeonthefloor。 Therewassomethinghorrible——somethingfierceanddevilish——intheoutburstofhisdelightathisownsingingandplaying,andinthetriumphwithwhichhewatcheditseffectuponmeasIshranknearerandnearertothedoor。Iwasreleasedatlast,notbymyownefforts,butbySirPercival’sinterposition。Heopenedthedining-roomdoor,andcalledoutangrilytoknowwhat`thatinfernalnoise’meant。TheCountinstantlygotupfromthepiano。`AhIifPercivaliscoming,’hesaid,`harmonyandmelodyarebothatanend。TheMuseofMusic,MissHalcombe,desertsusindismay,andI,thefatoldminstrel,exhaletherestofmyenthusiasmintheopenair!’Hestalkedoutintotheverandah,puthishandsinhispockets,andresumedtheRecitativoofMoses,sottovoce,inthegarden。 IheardSirPercivalcallafterhimfromthedining-roomwindow。Buthetooknonotice——heseemeddeterminednottohear。Thatlong-deferredquiettalkbetweenthemwasstilltobeputoff,wasstilltowaitfortheCount’sabsolutewillandpleasure。 Hehaddetainedmeinthedrawing-roomnearlyhalfanhourfromthetimewhenhiswifeleftus。Wherehadshebeen,andwhathadshebeendoinginthatinterval? Iwentupstairstoascertain,butImadenodiscoveries,andwhenI questionedLaura,Ifoundthatshehadnotheardanything。Nobodyhaddisturbedher,nofaintrustlingofthesilkdresshadbeenaudible,eitherintheante-roomorinthepassage。 Itwasthentwentyminutestonine。Aftergoingtomyroomtogetmyjournal,Ireturned,andsatwithLaura,sometimeswriting,sometimesstoppingtotalkwithher。Nobodycamenearus,andnothinghappened。Weremainedtogethertillteno’clock。Ithenrose,saidmylastcheeringwords,andwishedhergoodnight。ShelockedherdooragainafterwehadarrangedthatIshouldcomeinandseeherthefirstthinginthemorning。 Ihadafewsentencesmoretoaddtomydiarybeforegoingtobedmyself,andasIwentdownagaintothedrawing-roomafterleavingLauraforthelasttimethatwearyday,Iresolvedmerelytoshowmyselfthere,tomakemyexcuses,andthentoretireanhourearlierthanusualforthenight。 SirPercival,andtheCountandhiswife,weresittingtogether。SirPercivalwasyawninginaneasy-chair,theCountwasreading,MadameFoscowasfanningherself。Strangetosay,herfacewasflushednow。She。whohadneversufferedfromtheheat,wasmostundoubtedlysufferingfromittonight。 `Iamafraid,Countess,youarenotquitesowellasusual?’Isaid。 `TheveryremarkIwasabouttomaketoyou,’shereplied。`Youarelookingpale,mydear。’ Mydear!Itwasthefirsttimeshehadeveraddressedmewiththatfamiliarity! Therewasaninsolentsmiletooonherfacewhenshesaidthewords。 `Iamsufferingfromoneofmybadheadaches,’Iansweredcoldly。 `Ah,indeed?Wantofexercise,Isuppose?Awalkbeforedinnerwouldhavebeenjustthethingforyou。’Shereferredtothe`walk’withastrangeemphasis。Hadsheseenmegoout?Nomatterifshehad。ThelettersweresafenowinFanny’shands。 `Comeandhaveasmoke,Fosco,’saidSirPercival,rising,withanotheruneasylookathisfriend。 `Withpleasure,Percival,whentheladieshavegonetobed,’repliedtheCount。 `Excuseme,Countess,ifIsetyoutheexampleofretiring,’Isaid。 `Theonlyremedyforsuchaheadacheasmineisgoingtobed。’ Itookmyleave。Therewasthesameinsolentsmileonthewoman’sfacewhenIshookhandswithher。SirPercivalpaidnoattentiontome。HewaslookingimpatientlyatMadameFosco,whoshowednosignsofleavingtheroomwithme。TheCountsmiledtohimselfbehindhisbook。TherewasyetanotherdelaytothatquiettalkwithSirPercival——andtheCountesswastheimpedimentthistime。 June19th——Oncesafelyshutintomyownroom,Iopenedthesepages,andpreparedtogoonwiththatpartoftheday’srecordwhichwasstilllefttowrite。 FortenminutesormoreIsatidle,withthepeninmyhand,thinkingovertheeventsofthelasttwelvehours。WhenIatlastaddressedmyselftomytask,IfoundadifficultyinproceedingwithitwhichIhadneverexperiencedbefore。Inspiteofmyeffortstofixmythoughtsonthematterinhand,theywanderedawaywiththestrangestpersistencyintheonedirectionofSirPercivalandtheCount,andalltheinterestwhichItriedtoconcentrateonmyjournalcentredinsteadinthatprivateinterviewbetweenthemwhichhadbeenputoffallthroughtheday,andwhichwasnowtotakeplaceinthesilenceandsolitudeofthenight。