第68章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:3233更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
`Haveyounoothersecuritytoborrowupon?’ `Notashred。’ `Whathaveyouactuallygotwithyourwifeatthepresentmoment?’ `Nothingbuttheinterestofhertwentythousandpounds——barelyenoughtopayourdailyexpenses。’ `Whatdoyouexpectfromyourwife?’ `Threethousandayearwhenheruncledies。’ `Afinefortune,Percival。Whatsortofamanisthisuncle?Old?’ `No——neitheroldnoryoung。’ `Agood-tempered,freely-livingman?Married?No——Ithinkmywifetoldme,notmarried。’ `Ofcoursenot。Ifhewasmarried,andhadason,LadyGlydewouldnotbenextheirtotheproperty。I’lltellyouwhatheis。He’samaudlin,twaddling,selfishfool,andboreseverybodywhocomesnearhimaboutthestateofhishealth。’ `Menofthatsort,Percival,livelong,andmarrymalevolentlywhenyouleastexpectit。Idon’tgiveyoumuch,myfriend,foryourchanceofthethreethousandayear。Istherenothingmorethatcomestoyoufromyourwife?’ `Nothing。’ `Absolutelynothing?’ `Absolutelynothing——exceptincaseofherdeath。’ `Aha!inthecaseofherdeath。’ Therewasanotherpause。TheCountmovedfromtheverandahtothegravelwalkoutside。Iknewthathehadmovedbyhisvoice。`Therainhascomeatlast,’Iheardhimsay。Ithadcome。Thestateofmycloakshowedthatithadbeenfallingthicklyforsomelittletime。 TheCountwentbackundertheverandah——Iheardthechaircreakbeneathhisweightashesatdowninitagain,`Well,Percival,’hesaid,`andinthecaseofLadyGlyde’sdeath,whatdoyougetthen?’ `Ifsheleavesnochildren——’ `Whichsheislikelytodo?’ `Whichsheisnotintheleastlikelytodo——’ `Yes?’ `Why,thenIgethertwentythousandpounds。’ `Paiddown?’ `Paiddown。’ Theyweresilentoncemore。AstheirvoicesceasedMadameFosco’sshadowdarkenedtheblindagain。Insteadofpassingthistime,itremained,foramoment,quitestill。Isawherfingersstealroundthecorneroftheblind,anddrawitononeside。Thedimwhiteoutlineofherface,lookingoutstraightoverme,appearedbehindthewindow。Ikeptstill,shroudedfromheadtofootinmyblackcloak。Therain,whichwasfastwettingme,drippedovertheglass,blurredit,andpreventedherfromseeinganything。 `Morerain!’Iheardhersaytoherself。Shedroppedtheblind,andIbreathedagainfreely。 Thetalkwentonbelowme,theCountresumingitthistime。 `Percival!doyoucareaboutyourwife?’ `Fosco!that’sratheradownrightquestion。’ `IamadownrightmanandIrepeatit。’ `Whythedevildoyoulookatmeinthatway?’ `Youwon’tanswerme?Well,then,letussayyourwifediesbeforethesummerisout——’ `Dropit,Fosco!’ `Letussayyourwifedies——’ `Dropit,Itellyou!’ `Inthatcase,youwouldgaintwentythousandpounds,andyouwouldlose——’ `Ishouldlosethechanceofthreethousandayear。’ `Theremotechance,Percival——theremotechanceonly。Andyouwantmoney,atonce。Inyourpositionthegainiscertain——thelossdoubtful。’ `Speakforyourselfaswellasforme。SomeofthemoneyIwanthasbeenborrowedforyou。Andifyoucometogain,mywife’sdeathwouldbetenthousandpoundsinyourwife’spocket。Sharpasyouare,youseemtohaveconvenientlyforgottenMadameFosco’slegacy。Don’tlookatmeinthatway!Iwon’thaveit!Whatwithyourlooksandyourquestions,uponmysoul,youmakemyfleshcreep!’ `Yourflesh?DoesfleshmeanconscienceinEnglish?Ispeakofyourwife’sdeathasIspeakofapossibility。Whynot?Therespectablelawyerswhoscribble-scrabbleyourdeedsandyourwillslookthedeathsoflivingpeopleintheface。Dolawyersmakeyourfleshcreep?Whyshouldl?Itismybusinesstonighttoclearupyourpositionbeyondthepossibilityofamistake,andIhavenowdoneit。Hereisyourposition。Ifyourwifelives,youpaythosebillswithhersignaturetotheparchment。Ifyourwifedies,youpaythemwithherdeath。’ AshespokethelightinMadameFosco’sroomwasextinguished,andthewholesecondfloorofthehousewasnowsunkindarkness。 `Talk!talk!’grumbledSirPercival。`Onewouldthink,tohearyou,thatmywife’ssignaturetothedeedwasgotalready。’ `Youhaveleftthematterinmyhands,’retortedtheCount,`andIhavemorethantwomonthsbeforemetoturnroundin。Saynomoreaboutit,ifyouplease,forthepresent。Whenthebillsaredue,youwillseeforyourselfifmy``talk!talk!’’isworthsomething,orifitisnot。Andnow,Percival,havingdonewiththemoneymattersfortonight,Icanplacemyattentionatyourdisposal,ifyouwishtoconsultmeonthatseconddifficultywhichhasmixeditselfupwithourlittleembarrassments,andwhichhassoalteredyoufortheworse,thatIhardlyknowyouagain。Speak,myfriend——andpardonmeifIshockyourfierynationaltastesbymixingmyselfasecondglassofsugar-and-water。’ `It’sverywelltosayspeak,’repliedSirPercival,inafarmorequietandmorepolitetonethanhehadyetadopted,`butit’snotsoeasytoknowhowtobegin。’ `ShallIhelpyou?’suggestedtheCount。`ShallIgivethisprivatedifficultyofyoursaname?WhatifIcallit——AnneCatherick?’ `Lookhere,Fosco,youandIhaveknowneachotherforalongtime,andifyouhavehelpedmeoutofoneortwoscrapesbeforethis,IhavedonethebestIcouldtohelpyouinreturn,asfarasmoneywouldgo。 Wehavemadeasmanyfriendlysacrifices,onbothsides,asmencould,butwehavehadoursecretsfromeachother,ofcourse——haven’twe?’ `Youhavehadasecretfromme,Percival。ThereisaskeletoninyourcupboardhereatBlackwaterParkthathaspeepedoutintheselastfewdaysatotherpeoplebesidesyourself。’ `Well,supposeithas。Ifitdoesn’tconcernyou,youneedn’tbecuriousaboutit,needyou?’ `DoIlookcuriousaboutit?’ Yes,youdo。’ `So!so!myfacespeaksthetruth,then?Whatanimmensefoundationofgoodtheremustbeinthenatureofamanwhoarrivesatmyage,andwhosefacehasnotyetlostthehabitofspeakingthetruth!——Come,Glyde! letusbecandidonewiththeother。Thissecretofyourshassoughtme:Ihavenotsoughtit。LetussayIamcurious——doyouaskme,asyouroldfriend,torespectyoursecret,andtoleaveit,onceforall,inyourownkeeping?’ `Yes——that’sjustwhatIdoask。’ `Thenmycuriosityisatanend。Itdiesinmefromthismoment。’ `Doyoureallymeanthat?’ `Whatmakesyoudoubtme?’ `Ihavehadsomeexperience,Fosco,ofyourroundaboutways,andIamnotsosurethatyouwon’twormitoutofmeafterall。’ Thechairbelowsuddenlycreakedagain——Ifeltthetrellisworkpillarundermeshakefromtoptobottom。TheCounthadstartedtohisfeet,andhadstruckitwithhishandinindignation。 `Percival!Percival!’hecriedpassionately,`doyouknowmenobetterthanthat?Hasallyourexperienceshownyounothingofmycharacteryet? Iamamanoftheantiquetype!Iamcapableofthemostexaltedactsofvirtue——whenIhavethechanceofperformingthem。IthasbeenthemisfortuneofmylifethatIhavehadfewchances。MyconceptionoffriendshipissublimeIIsitmyfaultthatyourskeletonhaspeepedoutatme?WhydoIconfessmycuriosity?YoupoorsuperficialEnglishman,itistomagnifymyownself-control。Icoulddrawyoursecretoutofyou,ifIliked,asIdrawthisfingeroutofthepalmofmyhand——youknowIcould!Butyouhaveappealedtomyfriendship,andthedutiesoffriendshiparesacredtome。See!Itramplemybasecuriosityundermyfeet。Myexaltedsentimentsliftmeaboveit。Recognisethem,Percival!imitatethem,Percival!Shakehands——Iforgiveyou。’