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类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:3855更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
Louislookedquiteshocked。Hesurprisedmeinexpressiblybydeclaringthatmysister’sforeignhusbandwasdressedsuperbly,andlookedthepictureofprosperity。Underthesecircumstancesmyfirstimpressionalteredtoacertainextent。InowtookitforgrantedthattheCounthadmatrimonialdifficultiesofhisowntocontendwith,andthathehadcome,liketherestofthefamily,tocastthemallonmyshoulders。 `Didhementionhisbusiness?’Iasked。 `CountFoscosaidhehadcomehere,sir,becauseMissHalcombewasunabletoleaveBlackwaterPark。’ Freshtroubles,apparently。Notexactlyhisown,asIhadsupposed,butdearMarian’s。Troubles,anyway。Ohdear! `Showhimin,’Isaidresignedly。 TheCount’sfirstappearancereallystartledme。HewassuchanalarminglylargepersonthatIquitetrembled-Ifeltcertainthathewouldshakethefloorandknockdownmyart-treasures。Hedidneithertheonenortheother。Hewasrefreshinglydressedinsummercostume——hismannerwasdelightfullyself-possessedandquiet——hehadacharmingsmile。Myfirstimpressionofhimwashighlyfavourable。Itisnotcreditabletomypenetration——asthesequelwillshow——toacknowledgethis,butIamanaturallycandidman,andIdoacknowledgeitnotwithstanding。 `Allowmetopresentmyself,MrFairlie,’hesaid。`IcomefromBlackwaterPark,andIhavethehonourandthehappinessofbeingMadameFosco’shusband。 Letmetakemyfirstandlastadvantageofthatcircumstancebyentreatingyounottomakeastrangerofme。Ibegyouwillnotdisturbyourself—— Ibegyouwillnotmove。’ `Youareverygood,’Ireplied。`IwishIwasstrongenoughtogetup。 CharmedtoseeyouatLimmeridge。Pleasetakeachair。’ `Iamafraidyouaresufferingtoday,’saidtheCount。 `Asusual,’Isaid。`Iamnothingbutabundleofnervesdresseduptolooklikeaman。’ `Ihavestudiedmanysubjectsinmytime,’remarkedthissympatheticperson。`Amongotherstheinexhaustiblesubjectofnerves。MayImakeasuggestion,atoncethesimplestandthemostprofound?Willyouletmealterthelightinyourroom?’ `Certainly——ifyouwillbesoverykindasnottoletanyofitinonme。’ Hewalkedtothewindow。SuchacontrasttodearMarian!soextremelyconsiderateinallhismovements! `Light,’hesaid,inthatdelightfulconfidentialtonewhichissosoothingtoaninvalid,`isthefirstessential。Lightstimulates。nourishes,preserves。 Youcannomoredowithoutit,MrFairlie,thanifyouwereaflower。Observe。 Here,whereyousit,Iclosetheshutterstocomposeyou。There,whereyoudonotsit,Idrawuptheblindandletintheinvigoratingsun。Admitthelightintoyourroomifyoucannotbearitonyourself。 Light,sir,isthegranddecreeofProvidence。YouacceptProvidencewithyourownrestrictions。Acceptlightonthesameterms。’ Ithoughtthisveryconvincingandattentive。Hehadtakenmeinuptothatpointaboutthelight,hehadcertainlytakenmein。 `Youseemeconfused,’hesaid。returningtohisplace——`onmywordofhonour,MrFairlie,youseemeconfusedinyourpresence。’ `Shockedtohearit,Iamsure。MayIinquirewhy?’ `Sir,canIenterthisroom(whereyousitasufferer),andseeyousurroundedbytheseadmirableobjectsofArt,withoutdiscoveringthatyouareamanwhosefeelingsareacutelyimpressionable,whosesympathiesareperpetuallyalive?Tellme,canIdothis?’ IfIhadbeenstrongenoughtositupinmychairIshould,ofcourse,havebowed。Notbeingstrongenough,Ismiledmyacknowledgmentsinstead。 Itdidjustaswell,webothunderstoodoneanother。 `Prayfollowmytrainofthought,’continuedtheCount。`Isithere,amanofrefinedsympathiesmyself,inthepresenceofanothermanofrefinedsympathiesalso。Iamconsciousofaterriblenecessityforlaceratingthosesympathiesbyreferringtodomesticeventsofaverymelancholykind。 Whatistheinevitableconsequence?Ihavedonemyselfthehonourofpointingitouttoyoualready。Isitconfused。’ WasitatthispointthatIbegantosuspecthewasgoingtoboreme? Iratherthinkitwas。 `Isitabsolutelynecessarytorefertotheseunpleasantmatters?’I inquired。`InourhomelyEnglishphrase,CountFosco,won’ttheykeep?’ TheCount,withthemostalarmingsolemnity,sighedandshookhishead。 `MustIreallyhearthem?’ Heshruggedhisshoulders(itwasthefirstforeignthinghehaddonesincehehadbeenintheroom),andlookedatmeinanunpleasantlypenetratingmanner。MyinstinctstoldmethatIhadbetterclosemyeyes。Iobeyedmyinstincts。 `Pleasebreakitgently,’Ipleaded。`Anybodydead?’ `Dead!’criedtheCount,withunnecessaryforeignfierceness。`MrFairlie,yournationalcomposureterrifiesme。InthenameofHeaven,whathaveIsaidordonetomakeyouthinkmethemessengerofdeath?’ `Prayacceptmyapologies,’Ianswered。`Youhavesaidanddonenothing。 Imakeitaruleinthesedistressingcasesalwaystoanticipatetheworst- Itbreakstheblowbymeetingithalf-way,andsoon。Inexpressiblyrelieved,Iamsure,tohearthatnobodyisdead。Anybodyill?’ Iopenedmyeyesandlookedathim。Washeveryyellowwhenhecamein,orhadheturnedveryyellowinthelastminuteortwo?Ireallycan’tsay,andIcan’taskLouis,becausehewasnotintheroomatthetime。 `Anybodyill?’Irepeated,observingthatmynationalcomposurestillappearedtoaffecthim。 `Thatispartofmybadnews,MrFairlie。Yes。Somebodyisill。’ `Grieved,Iamsure。Whichofthemisit?’ `Tomyprofoundsorrow,MissHalcombe。Perhapsyouwereinsomedegreepreparedtohearthis?PerhapswhenyoufoundthatMissHalcombedidnotcomeherebyherself,asyouproposed,anddidnotwriteasecondtime,youraffectionateanxietymayhavemadeyoufearthatshewasill?’ Ihavenodoubtmyaffectionateanxietyhadledtothatmelancholyapprehensionatsometimeorother,butatthemomentmywretchedmemoryentirelyfailedtoremindmeofthecircumstance。However,Isaidyes,injusticetomyself。 Iwasmuchshocked。ItwassoveryuncharacteristicofsucharobustpersonasdearMariantobeill,thatIcouldonlysupposeshehadmetwithanaccident。Ahorse,orafalsesteponthestairs,orsomethingofthatsort。 `Isitserious?’Iasked。 `Serious——beyondadoubt,’hereplied。`Dangerous——Ihopeandtrustnot。MissHalcombeunhappilyexposedherselftobewettedthroughbyaheavyrain。Thecoldthatfollowedwasofanaggravatedkind,andithasnowbroughtwithittheworstconsequences——fever。’ WhenIheardthewordfever,andwhenIrememberedatthesamemomentthattheunscrupulouspersonwhowasnowaddressingmehadjustcomefromBlackwaterPark,IthoughtIshouldhavefaintedonthespot。 `GoodGod!’Isaid。`Isitinfectious?’ `Notatpresent,’heanswered,withdetestablecomposure。`Itmayturntoinfection——butnosuchdeplorablecomplicationhadtakenplacewhenIleftBlackwaterPark。Ihavefeltthedeepestinterestinthecase,MrFairlie——Ihaveendeavouredtoassisttheregularmedicalattendantinwatchingit——acceptmypersonalassurancesoftheuninfectiousnatureofthefeverwhenIlastsawit。’ Accepthisassurances!Ineverwasfartherfromacceptinganythinginmylife。Iwouldnothavebelievedhimonhisoath。Hewastooyellowtobebelieved。Helookedlikeawalking-West-Indian-epidemic。Hewasbigenoughtocarrytyphusbytheton,andtodyetheverycarpethewalkedonwithscarletfever。Incertainemergenciesmymindisremarkablysoonmadeup。Iinstantlydeterminedtogetridofhim。 `Youwillkindlyexcuseaninvalid,’Isaid——`butlongconferencesofanykindinvariablyupsetme。MayIbegtoknowexactlywhattheobjectistowhichIamindebtedforthehonourofyourvisit?’ Iferventlyhopedthatthisremarkablybroadhintwouldthrowhimoffhisbalance——confusehim——reducehimtopoliteapologies——inshort,gethimoutoftheroom。Onthecontrary,itonlysettledhiminhischair。 Hebecameadditionallysolemn,anddignified,andconfidential。Hehelduptwoofhishorridfingersandgavemeanotherofhisunpleasantlypenetratinglooks。WhatwasItodo?Iwasnotstrongenoughtoquarrelwithhim。Conceivemysituation,ifyouplease。Islanguageadequatetodescribeit?Ithinknot。 `Theobjectsofmyvisit,’hewenton,quiteirrepressibly,`arenumberedonmyfingers。Theyaretwo。First,Icometobearmytestimony,withprofoundsorrow,tothelamentabledisagreementsbetweenSirPercivalandLadyGlyde。 IamSirPercival’soldestfriend——IamrelatedtoLadyGlydebymarriage——Iamaneye-witnessofallthathashappenedatBlackwaterPark。InthosethreecapacitiesIspeakwithauthority,withconfidence,withhonourableregret。Sir,Iinformyou,astheheadofladyGlyde’sfamily,thatMissHalcombehasexaggeratednothingintheletterwhichshewrotetoyouraddress。Iaffirmthattheremedywhichthatadmirableladyhasproposedistheonlyremedythatwillspareyouthehorrorsofpublicscandal。A