第74章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4750更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
temporaryseparationbetweenhusbandandwifeistheonepeaceablesolutionofthisdifficulty。Partthemforthepresent,andwhenallcausesofirritationareremoved,I,whohavenowthehonourofaddressingyou——IwillundertaketobringSirPercivaltoreason。LadyGlydeisinnocent,LadyGlydeisinjured,but——followmythoughthere!——sheis,onthatveryaccount(Isayitwithshame),thecauseofirritationwhilesheremainsunderherhusband’sroof。Nootherhousecanreceiveherwithproprietybutyours。 Iinviteyoutoopenit。’ Cool。HerewasamatrimonialhailstormpouringintheSouthofEngland,andIwasinvited,byamanwithfeverineveryfoldofhiscoat,tocomeoutfromtheNorthofEnglandandtakemyshareofthepelting。Itriedtoputthepointforcibly。justasIhaveputithere-TheCountdeliberatelyloweredoneofhishorridfingers,kepttheotherup,andwenton——rodeoverme,asitwere,withouteventhecommoncoachmanlikeattentionofcrying`Hi!’beforeheknockedmedown。 `Followmythoughtoncemore,ifyouplease,’heresumed。`Myfirstobjectyouhaveheard。MysecondobjectincomingtothishouseistodowhatMissHalcombe’sillnesshaspreventedherfromdoingforherself。 MylargeexperienceisconsultedonalldifficultmattersatBlackwaterPark,andmyfriendlyadvicewasrequestedontheinterestingsubjectofyourlettertoMissHalcombe-Iunderstoodatonce——formysympathiesareyoursympathies——whyyouwishedtoseeherherebeforeyoupledgedyourselftoinvitingLadyGlyde。Youaremostright,sir,inhesitatingtoreceivethewifeuntilyouarequitecertainthatthehusbandwillnotexerthisauthoritytoreclaimher。Iagreetothat。Ialsoagreethatsuchdelicateexplanationsasthisdifficultyinvolvesarenotexplanationswhichcanbeproperlydisposedofbywritingonly。Mypresencehere(tomyowngreatinconvenience)istheproofthatIspeaksincerely。Asfortheexplanationsthemselves,I——Fosco——I,whoknowSirPercivalmuchbetterthanMissHalcombeknowshim,affirmtoyou,onmyhonourandmyword,thathewillnotcomenearthishouse,orattempttocommunicatewiththishouse,whilehiswifeislivinginit。Hisaffairsareembarrassed。 OfferhimhisfreedombymeansoftheabsenceofLadyGlyde。Ipromiseyouhewilltakehisfreedom,andgobacktotheContinentattheearliestmomentwhenhecangetaway。Isthiscleartoyouascrystal?Yes,itis。 Haveyouquestionstoaddresstome?Beitso,Iamheretoanswer-Ask,MrFairlie——obligemebyaskingtoyourheart’scontent。 Hehadsaidsomuchalreadyinspiteofme,andhelookedsodreadfullycapableofsavingagreatdealmorealsoinspiteofme,thatIdeclinedhisamiableinvitationinpureself-defence。 `Manythanks。Ireplied。`Iamsinkingfast。InmystateofhealthI musttakethingsforgranted。Allowmetodosoonthisoccasion。Wequiteunderstandeachother。Yes。Muchobliged,Iamsure,foryourkindinterference。 IfIevergetbetter,andeverhaveasecondopportunityofimprovingouracquaintance——’ Hegotup。Ithoughthewasgoing。No。Moretalk,moretimeforthedevelopmentofinfectiousinfluences——inmyroom,too——rememberthat,inmyroom! `Onemomentvet。’hesaid。`onemomentbeforeItakemyleave。Iaskpermissionatpartingtoimpressonyouanurgentnecessity。Itisthis,sir。YoumustnotthinkofwaitingtillMissHalcomberecoversbeforeyoureceiveLadyGlyde。MissHalcombehastheattendanceofthedoctor,ofthehousekeeperatBlackwaterPark,andofanexperiencednurseaswell——threepersonsforwhosecapacityanddevotionIanswerwithmylife。 Itellyouthat。Itellyou,also,thattheanxietyandalarmofhersister’sillnesshasalreadyaffectedthehealthandspiritsofLadyGlyde,andhasmadehertotallyunfittobeofuseinthesickroom。Herpositionwithherhusbandgrowsmoreandmoredeplorableanddangerouseveryday。IfyouleaveheranylongeratBlackwaterPark,youdonothingwhatevertohastenhersister’srecovery,andatthesametime,youriskthepublicscandal。whichyouandI,andallofus,areboundinthesacredinterestsofthefamilytoavoid。Withallmysoul,IadviseyoutoremovetheseriousresponsibilityofdelayfromyourownshouldersbywritingtoLadyGlydetocomehereatonce。Doyouraffectionate,yourhonourable,yourinevitableduty,andwhateverhappensinthefuture,noonecanlaytheblameonyou。 Ispeakfrommylargeexperience——Ioffermyfriendlyadvice。Isitaccepted——Yes,orNo?’ Ilookedathim——merelylookedathim——withmysenseofhisamazingassurance,andmydawningresolutiontoringforLouisandhavehimshownoutoftheroomexpressedineverylineofmyface。Itisperfectlyincredible,butquitetrue,thatmyfacedidnotappeartoproducetheslightestimpressiononhim。Bornwithoutnerves——evidentlybornwithoutnerves。 `Youhesitate?’hesaid。`MrFairlie!Iunderstandthathesitation。 Youobject——see,sir,howmysympathieslookstraightdownintoyourthoughts!——youobjectthatLadyGlydeisnotinhealthandnotinspiritstotakethelongjourney,fromHampshiretothisplace,byherself。Herownmaidisremovedfromher,asyouknow,andofotherservantsfittotravelwithher,fromoneendofEnglandtoanother,therearenoneatBlackwaterPark。Youobject,again,thatshecannotcomfortablystopandrestinLondon,onherwayhere,becauseshecannotcomfortablygoalonetoapublichotelwheresheisatotalstranger。Inonebreath,Igrantbothobjections——inanotherbreath,Iremovethem。Followme,ifyouplease,forthelasttime。Itwasmyintention,whenIreturnedtoEnglandwithSirPercival,tosettlemyselfintheneighbourhoodofLondon。Thatpurposehasjustbeenhappilyaccomplished。Ihavetaken,forsixmonths,alittlefurnishedhouseinthequartercalledStJohn’sWood。Besoobligingastokeepthisfactinyourmind,andobservetheprogrammeInowpropose。 LadyGlydetravelstoLondon(ashortjourney)——Imyselfmeetheratthestation——Itakehertorestandsleepatmyhouse,whichisalsothehouseofheraunt——whensheisrestoredIescorthertothestationagain——shetravelstothisplace,andherownmaid(whoisnowunderyourroof)receivesheratthecarriage-door。Hereiscomfortconsulted——herearetheinterestsofproprietyconsulted——hereisyourownduty——dutyofhospitality,sympathy,protection,toanunhappyladyinneedofallthree——smoothedandmadeeasy,fromthebeginningtotheend。 Icordiallyinviteyou,sir,tosecondmyeffortsinthesacredinterestsofthefamily-Iseriouslyadviseyoutowrite,bymyhands,offeringthehospitalityofyourhouse(andheart),andthehospitalityofmyhouse(andheart),tothatinjuredandunfortunateladywhosecauseIpleadtoday。’ Hewavedhishorridhandatme——hestruckhisinfectiousbreast—— headdressedmeoratorically,asifIwaslaidupintheHouseofCommons。 Itwashightimetotakeadesperatecourseofsomesort。ItwasalsohightimetosendforLouis,andadopttheprecautionoffumigatingtheroom。 Inthistryingemergencyanideaoccurredtome——aninestimableideawhich,sotospeak,killedtwointrusivebirdswithonestone。IdeterminedtogetridoftheCount’stiresomeeloquence,andofLadyGlyde’stiresometroubles,bycomplyingwiththisodiousforeigner’srequest,andwritingtheletteratonce。Therewasnottheleastdangeroftheinvitationbeingaccepted,fortherewasnottheleastchancethatLaurawouldconsenttoleaveBlackwaterParkwhileMarianwaslyingthereill。HowthischarminglyconvenientobstaclecouldhaveescapedtheofficiouspenetrationoftheCount,itwasimpossibletoconceive——butithadescapedhim。Mydreadthathemightyetdiscoverit,ifIallowedhimanymoretimetothink,stimulatedmetosuchanamazingdegree,thatIstruggledintoasittingposition——seized,reallyseized,thewritingmaterialsbymyside,andproducedtheletterasrapidlyasifIhadbeenacommonclerkinanoffice。 `DearestLaura,Pleasecome,wheneveryoulike。BreakthejourneybysleepinginLondonatyouraunt’shouse。GrievedtohearofdearMarian’sillness。 Everaffectionatelyyours。’Ihandedtheselines,atarm’slength,totheCount——Isankbackinmychair——Isaid,`Excuseme——Iamentirelyprostrated——Icandonomore。Willyourestandlunchdownstairs?Lovetoall,andsympathy,andsoon。Goodmorning。’ Hemadeanotherspeech——themanwasabsolutelyinexhaustible。Iclosedmyeyes——Iendeavouredtohearaslittleaspossible。InspiteofmyendeavoursIwasobligedtohearagreatdeal。Mysister’sendlesshusbandcongratulatedhimself,andcongratulatedme,ontheresultofourinterview——hementionedagreatdealmoreabouthissympathiesandmine——hedeploredmymiserablehealth——heofferedtowritemeaprescription——heimpressedonmethenecessityofnotforgettingwhathehadsaidabouttheimportanceoflight——heacceptedmyobliginginvitationtorestandlunch——herecommendedmetoexpectLadyGlydeintwoorthreedays’time——hebeggedmypermissiontolookforwardtoournextmeeting,insteadofpaininghimselfandpainingme,bysayingfarewell——headdedagreatdealmore,which,Irejoicetothink,Ididnotattendtoatthetime,anddonotremembernow。Iheardhissympatheticvoicetravellingawayfrommebydegrees—— but,largeashewas,Ineverheardhim。Hehadthenegativemeritofbeingabsolutelynoiseless。Idon’tknowwhenheopenedthedoor,orwhenheshutit。Iventuredtomakeuseofmyeyesagain,afteranintervalofsilence——andhewasgone。 IrangforLouis,andretiredtomybathroom。Tepidwater,strengthenedwitharomaticvinegar,formyself,andcopiousfumigationformystudy,weretheobviousprecautionstotake,andofcourseIadoptedthem。Irejoicetosaytheyprovedsuccessful。Ienjoyedmycustomarysiesta。Iawokemoistandcool。 MyfirstinquirieswerefortheCount。Hadwereallygotridofhim? Yes——hehadgoneawaybytheafternoontrain。Hadhelunched,andifso,uponwhat?Entirelyuponfruit-tartandcream。Whataman!Whatadigestion! AmIexpectedtosayanythingmore?Ibelievenot。IbelieveIhavereachedthelimitsassignedtome。Theshockingcircumstanceswhichhappenedatalaterperioddidnot,Iamthankfultosay,happeninmypresence。 Idobegandentreatthatnobodywillbesoveryunfeelingastolayanypartoftheblameofthosecircumstancesonme。Idideverythingforthebest。Iamnotanswerableforadeplorablecalamity,whichitwasquiteimpossibletoforesee。Iamshatteredbyit——Ihavesufferedunderit,asnobodyelsehassuffered。Myservant,Louis(whoisreallyattachedtomeinhisunintelligentway),thinksIshallnevergetoverit。Heseesmedictatingatthismoment,withmyhandkerchieftomyeyes。Iwishtomention,injusticetomyself,thatitwasnotmyfault,andthatIamquiteexhaustedandheartbroken。NeedIsaymore?THESTORYCONTINUEDBYELIZAMICHELSON(HousekeeperatBlackwaterPark)IAMaskedtostateplainlywhatIknowoftheprogressofMissHalcombe’sillnessandofthecircumstancesunderwhichLadyGlydeleftBlackwaterParkforLondon。