第75章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4622更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
Thereasongivenformakingthisdemandonmeis,thatmytestimonyiswantedintheinterestsoftruth。AsthewidowofaclergymanoftheChurchofEngland(reducedbymisfortunetothenecessityofacceptingasituation),Ihavebeentaughttoplacetheclaimsoftruthaboveallotherconsiderations。IthereforecomplywitharequestwhichImightotherwise。 throughreluctancetoconnectmyselfwithdistressingfamilyaffairs,havehesitatedtogrant。 Imadenomemorandumatthetime,andIcannotthereforebesuretoadayofthedate,butIbelieveIamcorrectinstatingthatMissHalcombe’sseriousillnessbeganduringthelastfortnightortendaysinJune。ThebreakfasthourwaslateatBlackwaterPark——sometimesaslateasten,neverearlierthanhalf-pastnine。OnthemorningtowhichIamnowreferring,MissHalcombe(whowasusuallythefirsttocomedown)didnotmakeherappearanceatthetable。Afterthefamilyhadwaitedaquarterofanhour,theupperhousemaidwassenttoseeafterher,andcamerunningoutoftheroomdreadfullyfrightened。Imettheservantonthestairs,andwentatoncetoMissHalcombetoseewhatwasthematter。Thepoorladywasincapableoftellingme。Shewaswalkingaboutherroomwithapeninherhand,quitelightheaded,inastateofburningfever。 LadyGlyde(beingnolongerinSirPercival’sservice,Imay,withoutimpropriety,mentionmyformermistressbyhername,insteadofcallinghermylady)wasthefirsttocomeinfromherownbedroom。Shewassodreadfullyalarmedanddistressedthatshewasquiteuseless。TheCountFosco,andhislady,whocameupstairsimmediatelyafterwards,werebothmostserviceableandkind。HerladyshipassistedmetogetMissHalcombetoherbed。HislordshiptheCountremainedinthesitting-room,andhavingsentformymedicine-chest,madeamixtureforMissHalcombe,andacoolinglotiontobeappliedtoherhead,soastolosenotimebeforethedoctorcame。Weappliedthelotion,butwecouldnotgethertotakethemixture。 SirPercivalundertooktosendforthedoctor。Hedespatchedagroom,onhorseback,forthenearestmedicalman,MrDawson,ofOakLodge。 MrDawsonarrivedinlessthananhour’stime。Hewasarespectableelderlyman,wellknownallroundthecountry,andweweremuchalarmedwhenwefoundthatheconsideredthecasetobeaveryseriousone。 HislordshiptheCountaffablyenteredintoconversationwithMrDawson,andgavehisopinionswithajudiciousfreedom。MrDawson,notover-courteously,inquiredifhislordship’sadvicewastheadviceofadoctor,andbeinginformedthatitwastheadviceofonewhohadstudiedmedicineunprofessionally,repliedthathewasnotaccustomedtoconsultwithamateurphysicians。 TheCount,withtrulyChristianmeeknessoftemper,smiledandlefttheroom。Beforehewentouthetoldmethathemightbefound,incasehewaswantedinthecourseoftheday,attheboat-houseonthebanksofthelake。Whyheshouldhavegonethere,Icannotsay。Buthedidgo,remainingawaythewholedaytillseveno’clock,whichwasdinner-time。Perhapshewishedtosettheexampleofkeepingthehouseasquietaspossible。Itwasentirelyinhischaractertodoso。Hewasamostconsideratenobleman。 MissHalcombepassedaverybadnight,thefevercomingandgoing,andgettingworsetowardsthemorninginsteadofbetter。Nonursefittowaitonherbeingathandintheneighbourhood,herladyshiptheCountessandmyselfundertooktheduty,relievingeachother。LadyGlyde,mostunwisely,insistedonsittingupwithus。ShewasmuchtoonervousandtoodelicateinhealthtobeartheanxietyofMissHalcombe’sillnesscalmly。Sheonlydidherselfharm,withoutbeingoftheleastrealassistance。Amoregentleandaffectionateladyneverlived——butshecried,andshewasfrightened,twoweaknesseswhichmadeherentirelyunfittobepresentinasick-room。 SirPercivalandtheCountcameinthemorningtomaketheirinquiries。 SirPercival(fromdistress。Ipresume,athislady’saffliction。andatHissHalcombe’sillness)appearedmuchconfusedandunsettledinhismind。Hislordshiptestified,onthecontrary,abecomingcomposureandinterest。Hehadhisstrawhatinonehand,andhisbookintheother,andhementionedtoSirPercivalinmyhearingthathewouldgooutagainandstudyatthelake。`Letuskeepthehousequiet,’hesaid。`Letusnotsmokeindoors,myfriend,nowMissHalcombeisill。Yougoyourway,andIwillgomine。WhenIstudyIliketobealone。Goodmorning,MrsMichelson。’ SirPercivalwasnotcivilenough——perhapsIoughtinjusticetosay,notcomposedenough——totakeleaveofmewiththesamePoliteattention。 Theonlypersoninthehouse,indeed,whotreatedme,atthattimeoratanyother,onthefootingofaladyindistressedcircumstances,wastheCount。Hehadthemannersofatruenobleman——hewasconsideratetowardseveryone。Eventheyoungperson(Fannybyname)whoattendedonLadyGlydewasnotbeneathhisnotice。WhenshewassentawaybySirPercival,hislordship(showingmehissweetlittlebirdsatthetime)wasmostkindlyanxioustoknowwhathadbecomeofher,whereshewastogothedaysheleftBlackwaterPark,andsoon。Itisinsuchlittledelicateattentionsthattheadvantagesofaristocraticbirthalwaysshowthemselves。Imakenoapologyforintroducingtheseparticulars——theyarebroughtforwardinjusticetohislordship,whosecharacter,Ihavereasontoknow,isviewedratherharshlyincertainquarters。Anoblemanwhocanrespectaladyindistressedcircumstances,andcantakeafatherlyinterestinthefortunesofanhumbleservantgirl,showsprinciplesandfeelingsoftoohighanordertobelightlycalledinquestion。Iadvancenoopinions—— Iofferfactsonly。MyendeavourthroughlifeistojudgenotthatIbenotjudged。Oneofmybelovedhusband’sfinestsermonswasonthattext。 Ireaditconstantly——inmyowncopyoftheeditionprintedbysubscription,inthefirstdaysofmywidowhood——andateveryfreshperusalIderiveanincreaseofspiritualbenefitandedification。 TherewasnoimprovementinMissHalcombe,andthesecondnightwasevenworsethanthefirst。MrDawsonwasconstantinhisattendance。ThepracticaldutiesofnursingwerestilldividedbetweentheCountessandmyself,LadyGlydepersistinginsittingupwithus,thoughwebothentreatedhertotakesomerest。`MyplaceisbyMarian’sbedside,’washeronlyanswer。`WhetherIamill,orwell,nothingwillinducemetolosesightofher。’ TowardsmiddayIwentdownstairstoattendtosomeofmyregularduties。 Anhourafterwards,onmywaybacktothesickroom,IsawtheCount(whohadgoneoutagainearly,forthethirdtime)enteringthehall,toallappearanceinthehighestgoodspirits。SirPercival,atthesamemoment,puthisheadoutofthelibrarydoor,andaddressedhisnoblefriend,withextremeeagerness,inthesewords—— `Haveyoufoundher?’ Hislordship’slargefacebecamedimpledalloverwithplacidsmiles,buthemadenoreplyinwords。AtthesametimeSirPercivalturnedhishead,observedthatIwasapproachingthestairs,andlookedatmeinthemostrudelyangrymannerpossible`Comeinhereandtellmeaboutit,’hesaidtotheCount。`Whenevertherearewomeninahousethey’realwayssuretobegoingupordownstairs。’ `MydearPercival,’observedhislordshipkindly,`MrsMichelsonhasduties。PrayrecogniseheradmirableperformanceofthemassincerelyasIdo!Howisthesufferer,MrsMichelson?’ `Nobetter,mylord,Iregrettosay。’ `Sad——mostsad!’remarkedtheCount。`Youlookfatigued,MrsMichelson。 Itiscertainlytimeyouandmywifehadsomehelpinnursing。IthinkImaybethemeansofofferingyouthathelp。CircumstanceshavehappenedwhichwillobligeMadameFoscototraveltoLondoneithertomorroworthedayafter。Shewillgoawayinthemorningandreturnatnight,andshewillbringbackwithher,torelieveyou,anurseofexcellentconductandcapacity,whoisnowdisengaged。Thewomanisknowntomywifeasapersontobetrusted。Beforeshecomesheresaynothingabouther,ifyouplease,tothedoctor,becausehewilllookwithanevileyeonanynurseofmyproviding。Whensheappearsinthishouseshewillspeakforherself,andMrDawsonwillbeobligedtoacknowledgethatthereisnoexcusefornotemployingher。LadyGlydewillsaythesame。PraypresentmybestrespectsandsympathiestoLadyGlyde。’ Iexpressedmygratefulacknowledgmentsforhislordship’skindconsideration。 SirPercivalcutthemshortbycallingtohisnoblefriend(using,regrettosay,aprofaneexpression)tocomeintothelibrary,andnottokeephimwaitingthereanylonger。 Iproceededupstairs。Wearepoorerringcreatures,andhoweverwellestablishedawoman’sprinciplesmaybeshecannotalwayskeeponherguardagainstthetemptationtoexerciseanidlecuriosity。Iamashamedtosaythatanidlecuriosity,onthisoccasion,gotthebetterofmyprinciples,andmademeundulyinquisitiveaboutthequestionwhichSirPercivalhadaddressedtohisnoblefriendatthelibrarydoor。WhowastheCountexpectedtofindinthecourseofhisstudiousmorningramblesatBlackwaterPark? Awoman,itwastobepresumed,fromthetermsofSirPercival’sinquiry。 IdidnotsuspecttheCountofanyimpropriety——Iknewhismoralcharactertoowell。TheonlyquestionIaskedmyselfwas——Hadhefoundher? [NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chapter24[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter24Toresume。ThenightpassedasusualwithoutproducinganychangeforthebetterinMissHalcombe。Thenextdaysheseemedtoimprovealittle。ThedayafterthatherladyshiptheCountess,withoutmentioningtheobjectofherjourneytoanyoneinmyhearing,proceededbythemorningtraintoLondon——hernoblehusband,withhiscustomaryattention,accompanyinghertothestation。 IwasnowleftinsolechargeofMissHalcombe,witheveryapparentchance,inconsequenceofhersister’sresolutionnottoleavethebedside,ofhavingLadyGlydeherselftonursenext。 TheonlycircumstanceofanyimportancethathappenedinthecourseofthedaywastheoccurrenceofanotherunpleasantmeetingbetweenthedoctorandtheCount。 Hislordship,onreturningfromthestation,steppedupintoMissHalcombe’ssitting-roomtomakehisinquiries。Iwentoutfromthebedroomtospeaktohim,MrDawsonandLadyGlydebeingbothwiththepatientatthetime。 TheCountaskedmemanyquestionsaboutthetreatmentandthesymptoms。 Iinformedhimthatthetreatmentwasofthekinddescribedas`saline,’ andthatthesymptoms,betweentheattacksoffever,werecertainlythoseofincreasingweaknessandexhaustion。rustasIwasmentioningtheselastparticulars,MrDawsoncameoutfromthebedroom。