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类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4323更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
AdayortwoaftertheservantsallleftIwasagainsentfortoseeSirPercival。Theundeservedslurwhichhehadcastonmymanagementofthehouseholddidnot,Iamhappytosay,preventmefromreturninggoodforeviltothebestofmyability,bycomplyingwithhisrequestasreadilyandrespectfullyasever。Itcostmeastrugglewiththatfallennature,whichweallshareincommon,beforeIcouldsuppressmyfeelings。Beingaccustomedtoself-discipline,Iaccomplishedthesacrifice。IfoundSirPercivalandCountFoscosittingtogetheragain。Onthisoccasionhislordshipremainedpresentattheinterview,andassistedinthedevelopmentofSirPercival’sviews。ThesubjecttowhichtheynowrequestedmyattentionrelatedtothehealthychangeofairbywhichweallhopedthatMissHalcombeandLadyGlydemightsoonbeenabledtoprofit。SirPercivalmentionedthatboththeladieswouldprobablypasstheautumn(byinvitationofFrederickFairlie,Esquire)atLimmeridgeHouse,Cumberland。Butbeforetheywentthere,itwashisopinion,confirmedbyCountFosco(whoheretookuptheconversationandcontinuedittotheend)。thattheywouldbenefitbyashortresidencefirstinthegenialclimateofTorquay。Thegreatobject,therefore,wastoengagelodgingsatthatplace,affordingallthecomfortsandadvantagesofwhichtheystoodinneed,andthegreatdifficultywastofindanexperiencedpersoncapableofchoosingthesortofresidencewhichtheywanted。InthisemergencytheCountbeggedtoinquire,onSirPercival’sbehalf,whetherIwouldobjecttogivetheladiesthebenefitofmyassistance,byproceedingmyselftoTorquayintheirinterests。Itwasimpossibleforapersoninmysituationtomeetanyproposal,madeintheseterms,withapositiveobjection。IcouldonlyventuretorepresenttheseriousinconvenienceofmyleavingBlackwaterParkintheextraordinaryabsenceofalltheindoorservants,withtheoneexceptionofMargaretPorcher。ButSirPercivalandhislordshipdeclaredthattheywerebothwillingtoputupwithinconvenienceforthesakeoftheinvalids。InextrespectfullysuggestedwritingtoanagentatTorquay,butIwasmetherebybeingremindedoftheimprudenceoftakinglodgingswithoutfirstseeingthem。IwasalsoinformedthattheCountess(whowouldotherwisehavegonetoDevonshireherself)couldnot,inLadyGlyde’spresentcondition,leaveherniece,andthatSirPercivalandtheCounthadbusinesstotransacttogetherwhichwouldobligethemtoremainatBlackwaterPark。Inshort,itwasclearlyshownmethatifIdidnotundertaketheerrand,nooneelsecouldbetrustedwithit。Underthesecircumstances,IcouldonlyinformSirPercivalthatmyserviceswereatthedisposalofMissHalcombeandLadyGlyde。 ItwasthereuponarrangedthatIshouldleavethenextmorning,thatIshouldoccupyoneortwodaysinexaminingallthemostconvenienthousesinTorquay,andthatIshouldreturnwithmyreportassoonasIconvenientlycould。Amemorandumwaswrittenformebyhislordship,statingtherequisiteswhichtheplaceIwassenttotakemustbefoundtopossess,andanoteofthepecuniarylimitassignedtomewasaddedbySirPercival。 Myownideaonreadingovertheseinstructionswas,thatnosuchresidenceasIsawdescribedcouldbefoundatanywatering-placeinEngland,andthat,evenifitcouldbychancebediscovered,itwouldcertainlynotbepartedwithforanyperiodonsuchtermsasIwaspermittedtooffer。 Ihintedatthesedifficultiestoboththegentlemen,butSirPercival(whoundertooktoanswerme)didnotappeartofeelthem。Itwasnotformetodisputethequestion。Isaidnomore,butIfeltaverystrongconvictionthatthebusinessonwhichIwassentawaywassobesetbydifficultiesthatmyerrandwasalmosthopelessatstarting。 BeforeIleftItookcaretosatisfymyselfthatMissHalcombewasgoingonfavourably。 Therewasapainfulexpressionofanxietyinherfacewhichmademefearthathermind,onfirstrecoveringitself,wasnotatease。ButshewascertainlystrengtheningmorerapidlythanIcouldhaveventuredtoanticipate,andshewasabletosendkindmessagestoLadyGlyde,sayingthatshewasfastgettingwell,andentreatingherladyshipnottoexertherselfagaintoosoon。IleftherinchargeofMrsRubelle,whowasstillasquietlyindependentofeveryoneelseinthehouseasever。WhenIknockedatLadyGlyde’sdoorbeforegoingaway,Iwastoldthatshewasstillsadlyweakanddepressed,myinformantbeingtheCountess,whowasthenkeepinghercompanyinherroom。SirPercivalandtheCountwerewalkingontheroadtothelodgeasIwasdrivenbyinthechaise。Ibowedtothemandquittedthehouse,withnotalivingsoulleftintheservants’officesbutMargaretPorcher。 Every。onemustfeelwhatIhavefeltmyselfsincethattime,almostsuspicious。Letme,however,sayagainthatitwasimpossibleforme,inmydependentposition,toactotherwisethanIdid。 TheresultofmyerrandatTorquaywasexactlywhatIhadfore-seen。 NosuchlodgingsasIwasinstructedtotakecouldbefoundinthewholeplace,andthetermsIwaspermittedtogiveweremuchtoolowforthepurpose,evenifIhadbeenabletodiscoverwhatIwanted。IaccordinglyreturnedtoBlackwaterPark,andinformedSirPercival,whometmeatthedoor,thatmyjourneyhadbeentakeninvain。Heseemedtoomuchoccupiedwithsomeothersubjecttocareaboutthefailureofmyerrand,andhisfirstwordsinformedmethatevenintheshorttimeofmyabsenceanotherremarkablechangehadtakenplaceinthehouse。 TheCountandCountessFoscohadleftBlackwaterParkfortheirnewresidenceinStJohn’sWood。 Iwasnotmadeawareofthemotiveforthissuddendeparture——IwasonlytoldthattheCounthadbeenveryparticularinleavinghiskindcomplimentstome。WhenIventuredonaskingSirPercivalwhetherLadyGlydehadanyonetoattendtohercomfortsintheabsenceoftheCountess,herepliedthatshehadMargaretPorchertowaitonher,andheaddedthatawomanfromthevillagehadbeensentfortodotheworkdownstairs。 Theanswerreallyshockedme——therewassuchaglaringimproprietyinpermittinganunder-housemaidtofilltheplaceofconfidentialattendantonLadyGlyde。Iwentupstairsatonce,andmetMargaretonthebedroomlanding。Herserviceshadnotbeenrequired(naturallyenough),hermistresshavingsufficientlyrecoveredthatmorningtobeabletoleaveherbed。 IaskednextafterMissHalcombe,butIwasansweredinaslouching,sulkyway,whichleftmenowiserthanIwasbefore。Ididnotchoosetorepeatthequestion,andperhapsprovokeanimpertinentreply。ItwasineveryrespectmorebecomingtoapersoninmypositiontopresentmyselfimmediatelyinLadyGlyde’sroom。 Ifoundthatherladyshiphadcertainlygainedinhealthduringthelastfewdays。Althoughstillsadlyweakandnervous,shewasabletogetupwithoutassistance,andtowalkslowlyaboutherroom,feelingnoworseeffectfromtheexertionthanaslightsensationoffatigue。ShehadbeenmadealittleanxiousthatmorningaboutMissHalcombe,throughhavingreceivednonewsofherfromanyone。IthoughtthisseemedtoimplyablamablewantofattentiononthepartofMrsRubelle,butIsaidnothing,andremainedwithLadyGlydetoassisthertodress。WhenshewasreadywebothlefttheroomtogethertogotoMissHalcombe。 WewerestoppedinthepassagebytheappearanceofSirPercival。Helookedasifhehadbeenpurposelywaitingtheretoseeus。 `Whereareyougoing?’hesaidtoLadyGlyde。 `ToMarian’sroom,’sheanswered。 `Itmayspareyouadisappointment,’remarkedSirPercival,`ifItellyouatoncethatyouwillnotfindherthere。’ `Notfindherthere!’ `No。SheleftthehouseyesterdaymorningwithFoscoandhiswife。’ LadyGlydewasnotstrongenoughtobearthesurpriseofthisextraordinarystatement。Sheturnedfearfullypale,andleanedbackagainstthewall,lookingatherhusbandindeadsilence。 IwassoastonishedmyselfthatIhardlyknewwhattosay。IaskedSirPercivalifhereallymeantthatMissHalcombehadleftBlackwaterPark。 `Icertainlymeanit,’heanswered。 `Inherstate,SirPercival!WithoutmentioningherintentionstoLadyGlyde!’ Beforehecouldreplyherladyshiprecoveredherselfalittleandspoke。 `Impossible!’shecriedoutinaloud,frightenedmanner,takingasteportwoforwardfromthewall。`Wherewasthedoctor?wherewasMrDawsonwhenMarianwentaway?’ `MrDawsonwasn’twanted,andwasn’there,’saidSirPercival。`Heleftofhisownaccord,whichisenoughofitselftoshowthatshewasstrongenoughtotravel。Howyoustare!Ifyoudon’tbelieveshehasgone,lookforyourself。Openherroomdoor,andalltheotherroomdoorsifyoulike。’ Shetookhimathisword,andIfollowedher。TherewasnooneinMissHalcombe’sroombutMargaretPorcher,whowasbusysettingittorights。 Therewasnooneinthespareroomsorthedressing-roomswhenwelookedintothemafterwards。SirPercivalstillwaitedforusinthepassage。 AswewereleavingthelastroomthatwehadexaminedLadyGlydewhispered,`Don’tgo,MrsMichelson!don’tleaveme,forGod’ssake!’BeforeIcouldsayanythinginreturnshewasoutagaininthepassage,speakingtoherhusband。 `Whatdoesitmean,SirPercival?Iinsist——Ibegandprayyouwilltellmewhatitmeans。’ `Itmeans,’heanswered,`thatMissHalcombewasstrongenoughyesterdaymorningtositupandbedressed,andthatsheinsistedontakingadvantageofFosco’sgoingtoLondontogotheretoo。’ `ToLondon!’ `Yes——onherwaytoLimmeridge。’ LadyGlydeturnedandappealedtome。 `YousawMissHalcombelast,’shesaid。`Tellmeplainly,MrsMichelson,didyouthinkshelookedfittotravel?’ `Notinmyopinion,yourladyship。’ SirPercival,onhisside,instantlyturnedandappealedtomealso。 `Beforeyouwentaway,’hesaid,`didyou,ordidyounot,tellthenursethatMissHalcombelookedmuchstrongerandbetter?’ `Icertainlymadetheremark,SirPercival。’ HeaddressedherladyshipagainthemomentIofferedthatreply。