第82章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:3919更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
hadmyselfsupposed,Iputthebookaside,andwentouttotakeaturninthegarden。SirPercivalhadnotyetreturned,tomyknowledge,soI couldfeelnohesitationaboutshowingmyselfinthegrounds。 Onturningthecornerofthehouse,andgainingaviewofthegarden,Iwasstartledbyseeingastrangerwalkinginit。Thestrangerwasawoman——shewasloungingalongthepathwithherhacktome。andwasgatheringtheflowers。 AsIapproachedsheheardme,andturnedround。 Mybloodcurdledinmyveins。ThestrangewomaninthegardenwasMrsRubelle! Icouldneithermorenorspeak。Shecameuptome,ascomposedlyasever,withherflowersinherhand。 `Whatisthematter,ma’am?’shesaidquietly。 `Youhere!’Igaspedout。`NotgonetoLondon!NotgonetoCumberland!’ MrsRubellesmeltatherflowerswithasmileofmaliciouspity。 `Certainlynot,’shesaid。`IhaveneverleftBlackwaterPark。’ Isummonedbreathenoughandcourageenoughforanotherquestion。 `WhereisMissHalcombe?’ MrsRubellefairlylaughedatmethistime,andrepliedinthesewords—— `MissHalcombe,ma’am,hasnotleftBlackwaterParkeither。’ [NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chapter26[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter26MISSHALCOMBEhadneverleftBlackwaterPark! WhenIheardthatastoundinganswer,allmythoughtswerestartledbackontheinstanttomypartingwithLadyGlyde。IcanhardlysayIreproachedmyself,butatthatmomentIthinkIwouldhavegivenmanyayear’shardsavingstohaveknownfourhoursearlierwhatIknewnow。 MrsRubellewaited,quietlyarranginghernosegay,asifsheexpectedmetosaysomething。 Icouldsaynothing。IthoughtofLadyGlyde’sworn-outenergiesandweaklyhealth,andItrembledforthetimewhentheshockofthediscoverythatIhadmadewouldfallonher。Foraminuteormoremyfearsforthepoorladiessilencedme。AttheendofthattimeMrsRubellelookedupsidewaysfromherflowers,andsaid,`HereisSirPercival,ma’am,returnedfromhisride。’ Isawhimassoonasshedid。Hecametowardsus,slashingviciouslyattheflowerswithhisriding-whip。Whenhewasnearenoughtoseemyfacehestopped,struckathisbootwiththewhip,andburstoutlaughing,soharshlyandsoviolentlythatthebirdsflewaway,startled,fromthetreebywhichhestood。 `Well。MrsMichelson,’hesaid,`youhavefounditoutatlast,haveyou?’ Imadenoreply。HeturnedtoMrsRubelle。 `Whendidyoushowyourselfinthegarden?’ `Ishowedmyselfabouthalfanhourago,sir。YousaidImighttakemylibertyagainassoonasLadyGlydehadgoneawaytoLondon。’ `Quiteright。Idon’tblameyouIonlyaskedthequestion。’Hewaitedamoment,andthenaddressedhimselfoncemoretome。`Youcan’tbelieveit,canyou?’hesaidmockingly。`Here!comealongandseeforyourself。’ Heledthewayroundtothefrontofthehouse。Ifollowedhim,andMrsRubellefollowedme。Afterpassingthroughtheirongateshestopped,andpointedwithhiswhiptothedisusedmiddlewingofthebuilding。 `There!’hesaid。`Lookupatthefirstfloor。YouknowtheoldElizabethanbedrooms?MissHalcombeissnugandsafeinoneofthebestofthematthismoment。Takeherin,MrsRubelle(youhavegotyourkey?);takeMrsMichelsonin,andletherowneyessatisfyherthatthereisnodeceptionthistime。’ Thetoneinwhichhespoketome。andtheminuteortwothathadpassedsinceweleftthegarden。helpedmetorecovermyspiritsalittle。WhatImighthavedoneatthiscriticalmoment,ifallmylifehadbeenpassedinservice,Icannotsay。Asitwas,possessingthefeelings,theprinciples,andthebringingupofalady,Icouldnothesitateabouttherightcoursetopursue。Mydutytomyself,andmydutytoLadyGlyde,alikeforbademetoremainintheemploymentofamanwhohadshamefullydeceivedusbothbyaseriesofatrociousfalsehoods。 `Imustbegpermission,SirPercival,tospeakafewwordstoyouinprivate,’Isaid。`Havingdoneso,IshallbereadytoproceedwiththispersontoMissHalcombe’sroom。’ MrsRubelle,whomIhadindicatedbyaslightturnofmyhead,insolentlysniffedathernosegayandwalkedaway,withgreatdeliberation,towardsthehousedoor。 `Well,’saidSirPercivalsharply,`whatisitnow?’ `Iwishtomention,sir,thatIamdesirousofresigningthesituationInowholdatBlackwaterPark。’Thatwasliterallyhowlputit。Iwasresolvedthatthefirstwordsspokeninhispresenceshouldbewordswhichexpressedmyintentiontoleavehisservice。 Heeyedmewithoneofhisblackestlooks,andthrusthishandssavagelyintothepocketsofhisriding-coat。 `Why?’hesaid,`why,Ishouldliketoknow?’ `Itisnotforme,SirPercival,toexpressanopiniononwhathastakenplaceinthishouse。Idesiretogivenooffence。ImerelywithtosaythatIdonotfeelitconsistentwithmydutytoLadyGlydeandtomyselftoremainanylongerinyourservice。’ `Isitconsistentwithyourdutytometostandthere,castingsuspiciononmetomyface?’hebrokeoutinhismostviolentmanner。`Iseewhatyou’redrivingat。Youhavetakenyourownmean,underhandviewofaninnocentdeceptionpractisedonLadyGlydeforherowngood。Itwasessentialtoherhealththatsheshouldhavea。changeofairimmediately,andyouknowaswellasIdoshewouldneverhavegoneawayifshehadbeentoldMissHalcombewasstilllefthere。Shehasbeendeceivedinherowninterests——andIdon’tcarewhoknowsit。Go,ifyoulike——thereareplentyofhousekeepersasgoodasyoutobehadfortheasking。Gowhenyouplease——buttakecarehowyouspreadscandalsaboutmeandmyaffairswhenyou’reoutofmyservice。Tellthetruth,andnothingbutthetruth,oritwillbetheworseforyou!SeeMissHalcombeforyourself——seeifshehasn’tbeenaswelltakencareofinonepartofthehouseasintheother。Rememberthedoctor’sownordersthatLadyGlydewastohaveachangeofairattheearliestpossibleopportunity。Bearallthatwellinmind,andthensayanythingagainstmeandmyproceedingsifyoudare!’ Hepouredoutthesewordsfiercely,allinabreath,walkingbackwardsandforwards,andstrikingabouthimintheairwithhiswhip。 Nothingthathesaidordidshookmyopinionofthedisgracefulseriesoffalsehoodsthathehadtoldinmypresencethedaybefore,orofthecrueldeceptionbywhichhehadseparatedLadyGlydefromhersister,andhadsentheruselesslytoLondon,whenshewashalfdistractedwithanxietyonMissHalcombe’saccount。Inaturallykeptthesethoughtstomyself,andsaidnothingmoretoirritatehim;butIwasnotthelessresolvedtopersistinmypurpose。Asoftanswerturnethawaywrath,andIsuppressedmyownfeelingsaccordinglywhenitwasmyturntoreply。 `WhileIaminyourservice,SirPercival,’Isaid。`IhopeIknowmydutywellenoughnottoinquireintoyourmotives。WhenIamoutofyourservice,IhopeIknowmyownplacewellenoughnottospeakofmatterswhichdon’tconcernme——’ `Whendoyouwanttogo?’heasked,interruptingmewithoutceremony。 `Don’tsupposeIamanxioustokeepyou——don’tsupposeIcareaboutyourleavingthehouse。Iamperfectlyfairandopeninthismatter,fromfirsttolast。Whendoyouwanttogo?’ `Ishouldwishtoleaveatyourearliestconvenience,SirPercival-’ `Myconveniencehasnothingtodowithit。Ishallbeoutofthehouseforgoodandalltomorrowmorning,andIcansettleyouraccounttonight。 Ifyouwanttostudyanybody’sconvenience,ithadbetterbeMissHalcombe’s。 MrsRubelle’stimeisuptoday,andshehasreasonsforwishingtobeinLondontonight。Ifyougoatonce,MissHalcombewon’thaveasoulleftheretolookafterher。’ IhopeitisunnecessaryformetosaythatIwasquiteincapableofdesertingMissHalcombeinsuchanemergencyashadnowbefallenLadyGlydeandherself。AfterfirstdistinctlyascertainingfromSirPercivalthatMrsRubellewascertaintoleaveatonceifItookherplace,andafteralsoobtainingpermissiontoarrangeforMrDawson’sresuminghisattendanceonhispatient,IwillinglyconsentedtoremainatBlackwaterParkuntilMissHalcombenolongerrequiredmyservices。ItwassettledthatIshouldgiveSirPercival’ssolicitoraweek’snoticebeforeIleft,andthathewastoundertakethenecessaryarrangementsforappointingmysuccessor。 Thematterwasdiscussedinveryfewwords。AtitsconclusionSirPercivalabruptlyturnedonhisheel,andleftmefreetojoinMrsRubelle。Thatsingularforeignpersonhadbeensittingcomposedlyonthedoorstepallthistime,waitingtillIcouldfollowhertoMissHalcombe’sroom。 Ihadhardlywalkedhalf-waytowardsthehousewhenSirPercival,whohadwithdrawnintheoppositedirection,suddenlystoppedandcalledmeback。 `Whyareyouleavingmyservice?’heasked。 Thequestionwassoextraordinary,afterwhathadjustpassedbetweenus,thatIhardlyknewwhattosayinanswertoit。 `Mind!Idon’tknowwhyyouaregoing,’hewenton。`Youmustgiveareasonforleavingme,Isuppose,whenyougetanothersituation。 Whatreason?Thebreakingupofthefamily?Isthatit?’ `Therecanbenopositiveobjection,SirPercival,tothatreason——’