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类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4413更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
Thesunsetwasnearathand。Thecloudshadparted——theslantinglightfellmellowoverthehills。Thelastofthedaywascoldandclearandstillinthequietvalleyofthedead。 Beyondme,intheburial-ground,standingtogetherinthecoldclearnessofthelowerlight,Isawtwowomen。Theywerelookingtowardsthetomb,lookingtowardsme。 Two。 Theycamealittleon,andstoppedagain。Theirveilsweredown,andhidtheirfacesfromme。Whentheystoppedoneofthemraisedherveil。 InthestilleveninglightIsawthefaceofMarianHalcombe。 Changed,changedasifyearshadpassedoverit!Theeyeslargeandwild,andlookingatmewithastrangeterrorinthem。Thefacewornandwastedpiteously。Painandfearandgriefwrittenonheraswithabrand。 Itookonesteptowardsherfromthegrave。Shenevermoved——sheneverspoke。Theveiledwomanwithhercriedoutfaintly。Istopped。Thespringsofmylifefelllow,andtheshudderingofanunutterabledreadcreptovermefromheadtofoot。 Thewomanwiththeveiledfacemovedawayfromhercompanion,andcametowardsmeslowly。Leftbyherself,standingbyherself,MarianHalcombespoke。ItwasthevoicethatIremembered——thevoicenotchanged,likethefrightenedeyesandthewastedface。 `Mydream!mydream!’Iheardhersaythosewordssoftlyintheawfulsilence。Shesankonherknees,andraisedherclaspedhandstoheaven。 `Father!strengthenhim。Father!helphiminhishourofneed。’ Thewomancameon,slowlyandsilentlycameon。Ilookedather——ather,andatnoneother,fromthatmoment。 Thevoicethatwasprayingformefalteredandsanklow——thenroseonasudden,andcalledaffrightedly,calleddespairinglytometocomeaway。 Buttheveiledwomanhadpossessionofme,bodyandsoul。Shestoppedononesideofthegrave。Westoodfacetofacewiththetombstonebetweenus。Shewasclosetotheinscriptiononthesideofthepedestal。Hergowntouchedtheblackletters。 Thevoicecamenearer,androseandrosemorepassionatelystill。`HideyourfaceIdon’tlookather!Oh,forGod’ssake,sparehim——’ Thewomanliftedherveil。 `SacredtotheMemoryofLaura,LadyGlyde——’ Laura,LadyGlyde,wasstandingbytheinscription,andwaslookingatmeoverthegrave。 [NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chapter27[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter27PARTTHESECONDTHESTORYCONTINUEDBYWALTERHARTRIGHTIOPENanewpage。Iadvancemynarrativebyoneweek。 ThehistoryoftheintervalwhichIthuspassovermustremainunrecorded。 Myheartturnsfaint,mymindsinksindarknessandconfusionwhenIthinkofit。Thismustnotbe,ifIwhowriteamtoguide,asIought,youwhoread。Thismustnotbe,ifthecluethatleadsthroughthewindingsofthestoryistoremainfromendtoenduntangledinmyhands。 Alifesuddenlychanged——itswholepurposecreatedafresh,itshopesandfears,itsstruggles,itsinterests,anditssacrificesallturnedatonceandforeverintoanewdirection——thisistheprospectwhichnowopensbeforeme,liketheburstofviewfromamountain’stop。IleftmynarrativeinthequietshadowofLimmeridgechurch——Iresumeit,oneweeklater,inthestirandturmoilofaLondonstreet。 Thestreetisinapopulousandapoorneighbourhood。Thegroundfloorofoneofthehousesinitisoccupiedbyasmallnews-vendor’sshop,andthefirstfloorandthesecondareletasfurnishedlodgingsofthehumblestkind。 Ihavetakenthosetwofloorsinanassumedname。OntheupperfloorIlive,witharoomtoworkin,aroomtosleepin。Onthelowerfloor,underthesameassumedname,twowomenlive,whoaredescribedasmysisters。 Igetmybreadbydrawingandengravingonwoodforthecheapperiodicals。 Mysistersaresupposedtohelpmebytakinginalittleneedlework。Ourpoorplaceofabode,ourhumblecalling,ourassumedrelationship,andourassumedname,areallusedalikeasameansofhidingusinthehouse-forestofLondon。Wearenumberednolongerwiththepeoplewhoselivesareopenandknown。Iamanobscure,unnoticedman,withoutpatronorfriendtohelpme。MarianHalcombeisnothingnowbutmyeldestsister,whoprovidesforourhouseholdwantsbythetoilofherownhands。Wetwo,intheestimationofothers,areatoncethedupesandtheagentsofadaringimposture。 WearesupposedtobetheaccomplicesofmadAnneCatherick,whoclaimsthename,thePlace,andthelivingpersonalityofdeadLadyGlyde。 Thatisoursituation。Thatisthechangedaspectinwhichwethreemustappear,henceforth,inthisnarrative,formanyandmanyapagetocome。 Intheeyeofreasonandoflaw,intheestimationofrelativesandfriends,accordingtoeveryreceivedformalityofcivilisedsociety,`Laura,LadyGlyde,’layburiedwithhermotherinLimmeridgechurchyard。Torninherownlifetimefromthelistoftheliving,thedaughterofPhilipFairlieandthewifeofPercivalGlydemightstillexistforhersister,mightstillexistforme,buttoalltheworldbesidesshewasdead。Deadtoheruncle,whohadrenouncedher;deadtotheservantsofthehouse,whohadfailedtorecogniseher;deadtothepersonsinauthority,whohadtransmittedherfortunetoherhusbandandheraunt;deadtomymotherandmysister,whobelievedmetobethedupeofanadventuressandthevictimofafraud;socially,morally,legally——dead。 Andyetalive!Aliveinpovertyandinhiding。Alive,withthepoordrawing-mastertofightherbattle,andtowinthewaybackforhertoherplaceintheworldoflivingbeings。 Didnosuspicion,excitedbymyownknowledgeofAnneCatherick’sresemblancetoher,crossmymind,whenherfacewasfirstrevealedtome?Nottheshadowofasuspicion,fromthemomentwhensheliftedherveilbythesideoftheinscriptionwhichrecordedherdeath。 Beforethesunofthatdayhadset,beforethelastglimpseofthehomewhichwasclosedagainstherhadpassedfromourview,thefarewellwordsIspoke,whenwepartedatLimmeridgeHouse,hadbeenrecalledbybothofus——repeatedbyme,recognisedbyher。`Ifeverthetimecomes,whenthedevotionofmywholeheartandsoulandstrengthwillgiveyouamoment’shappiness,orspareyouamoment’ssorrow,willyoutrytorememberthepoordrawing-masterwhohastaughtyou?’She,whonowrememberedsolittleofthetroubleandterrorofalatertime,rememberedthosewords,andlaidherpoorheadinnocentlyandtrustinglyonthebosomofthemanwhohadspokenthem。Inthatmoment,whenshecalledmebymyname,whenshesaid,`Theyhavetriedtomakemeforgeteverything,Walter,butIrememberMarian,andIrememberyou’——inthatmoment,I,whohadlongsincegivenhermylove,gavehermylife,andthankedGodthatitwasminetobestowonher。Yes!thetimehadcome,fromthousandsonthousandsofmilesaway——throughforestandwilderness,wherecompanionsstrongerthanIhadfallenbymyside,throughperilofdeaththricerenewed,andthriceescaped,theHandthatleadsmenonthedarkroadtothefuturehadledmetomeetthattime。Forlornanddisowned,sorelytriedandsadlychanged——herBeautyfaded,hermindclouded——robbedofherstationintheworld,ofherplaceamonglivingcreatures——thedevotionIhadpromised,thedevotionofmywholeheartandsoulandstrength,mightbelaidblamelesslynowatthosedearfeet。Intherightofhercalamity,intherightofherfriendlessness,shewasmineatlast!Minetosupport,toprotect,tocherish,torestore。 Minetoloveandhonourasfatherandbrotherboth。Minetovindicatethroughallrisksandallsacrifices——throughthehopelessstruggleagainstRankandPower,throughthelongfightwitharmeddeceitandfortifiedSuccess,throughthewasteofmyreputation,throughthelossofmyfriends,throughthehazardofmylife。IIMypositionisdefined——mymotivesareacknowledged。ThestoryofMarianandthestoryofLauramustcomenext。 Ishallrelatebothnarratives,notinthewords(ofteninterrupted,ofteninevitablyconfused)ofthespeakersthemselves,butinthewordsofthebrief,plain,studiouslysimpleabstractwhichIcommittedtowritingformyownguidance,andfortheguidanceofmylegaladviser。Sothetangledwebwillbemostspeedilyandmostintelligiblyunrolled。 ThestoryofMarianbeginswherethenarrativeofthehousekeeperatBlackwaterParkleftoff。 OnLadyGlyde’sdeparturefromherhusband’shouse,thefactofthatdeparture,andthenecessarystatementofthecircumstancesunderwhichithadtakenplace,werecommunicatedtoMissHalcombebythehousekeeper。 Itwasnottillsomedaysafterwards(howmanydaysexactly,MrsMichelson,intheabsenceofanywrittenmemorandumonthesubject,couldnotundertaketosay)thataletterarrivedfromMadameFoscoannouncingLadyGlyde’ssuddendeathinCountFosco’shouse。Theletteravoidedmentioningdates,andleftittoMrsMichelson’sdiscretiontobreakthenewsatoncetoMissHalcombe,ortodeferdoingsountilthatlady’shealthshouldbemorefirmlyestablished。 HavingconsultedMrDawson(whohadbeenhimselfdelayed,byillhealth,inresuminghisattendanceatBlackwaterPark),MrsMichelson,bythedoctor’sadvice,andinthedoctor’spresence,communicatedthenews,eitheronthedaywhentheletterwasreceived,oronthedayafter。ItisnotnecessarytodwellhereupontheeffectwhichtheintelligenceofLadyGlyde’ssuddendeathproducedonhersister。Itisonlyusefultothepresentpurposetosaythatshewasnotabletotravelformorethanthreeweeksafterwards。 AttheendofthattimesheproceededtoLondonaccompaniedbythehousekeeper。 Theypartedthere——MrsMichelsonpreviouslyinformingMissHalcombeofheraddress,incasetheymightwishtocommunicateatafutureperiod。 OnpartingwiththehousekeeperMissHalcombewentatoncetotheofficeofMessrsGilmore&;KyrletoconsultwiththelattergentlemaninMrGilmore’sabsence。ShementionedtoMrKyrlewhatshehadthoughtitdesirabletoconcealfromeveryoneelse(MrsMichelsonincluded)——hersuspicionofthecircumstancesunderwhichLadyGlydewassaidtohavemetherdeath。 MrKyrle,whohadpreviouslygivenfriendlyproofofhisanxietytoserveMissHalcombe,atonceundertooktomakesuchinquiriesasthedelicateanddangerousnatureoftheinvestigationproposedtohimwouldpermit。