第98章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4327更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
Buttherewasonepointinthenarrativewhichmademedoubttheproprietyofacceptingitunreservedly,andwhichsuggestedtheideaofsomethinghiddenbelowthesurface。 Icouldnotaccounttomyselfforthecircumstanceoftheclerk’sguiltywifevoluntarilylivingoutallherafter-existenceonthesceneofherdisgrace。Thewoman’sownreportedstatementthatshehadtakenthisstrangecourseasapracticalassertionofherinnocencedidnotsatisfyme。Itseemed,tomymind,morenaturalandmoreprobabletoassumethatshewasnotsocompletelyafreeagentinthismatterasshehadherselfasserted。 Inthatcase,whowasthelikeliestpersontopossessthepowerofcompellinghertoremainatWelmingham?Thepersonunquestionablyfromwhomshederivedthemeansofliving。Shehadrefusedassistancefromherhusband,shehadnoadequateresourcesofherown,shewasafriendless,degradedwoman——fromwhatsourceshouldshederivehelpbutfromthesourceatwhichreportpointed——SirPercivalGlyde? Reasoningontheseassumptions,andalwaysbearinginmindtheonecertainfacttoguideme,thatMrsCatherickwasinpossessionoftheSecret,I easilyunderstoodthatitwasSirPercival’sinteresttokeepheratWelmingham,becausehercharacterinthatplacewascertaintoisolateherfromallcommunicationwithfemaleneighbours,andtoallowhernoopportunitiesoftalkingincautiouslyinmomentsoffreeintercoursewithinquisitivebosomfriends。Butwhatwasthemysterytobeconcealed?NotSirPercival’sinfamousconnectionwithMrsCatherick’sdisgrace,fortheneighboursweretheverypeoplewhoknewofit——notthesuspicionthathewasAnne’sfather,forWelminghamwastheplaceinwhichthatsuspicionmustinevitablyexist。IfIacceptedtheguiltyappearancesdescribedtomeasunreservedlyasothershadacceptedthem,ifIdrewfromthemthesamesuperficialconclusionwhichMrCatherickandallhisneighbourshaddrawn,wherewasthesuggestion,inallthatIhadheard,ofadangeroussecretbetweenSirPercivalandMrsCatherick,whichhadbeenkepthiddenfromthattimetothis? Andyet,inthosestolenmeetings,inthosefamiliarwhisperingsbetweentheclerk’swifeand`thegentlemaninmourning,’thecluetodiscoveryexistedbeyondadoubt。 Wasitpossiblethatappearancesinthiscasehadpointedonewaywhilethetruthlayallthewhileunsuspectedinanotherdirection?CouldMrsCatherick’sassertion,thatshewasthevictimofadreadfulmistake,byanypossibilitybetrue?Or,assumingittobefalse,couldtheconclusionwhichassociatedSirPercivalwithherguilthavebeenfoundedinsomeinconceivableerror?HadSirPercival,byanychance,courtedthesuspicionthatwaswrongforthesakeofdivertingfromhimselfsomeothersuspicionthatwasright?Here——ifIcouldfindit——herewastheapproachtotheSecret,hiddendeepunderthesurfaceoftheapparentlyunpromisingstorywhichIhadjustheard。 MynextquestionswerenowdirectedtotheoneobjectofascertainingwhetherMrCatherickhadorhadnotarrivedtrulyattheconvictionofhiswife’smisconduct。TheanswersIreceivedfromMrsClementsleftmeinnodoubtwhateveronthatpoint。MrsCatherickhad,ontheclearestevidence,compromisedherreputation,whileasinglewoman,withsomepersonunknown,andhadmarriedtosavehercharacter。Ithadbeenpositivelyascertained,bycalculationsoftimeandplaceintowhichIneednotenterparticularly,thatthedaughterwhoboreherhusband’snamewasnotherhusband’schild。 Thenextobjectofinquiry,whetheritwasequallycertainthatSirPercivalmusthavebeenthefatherofAnne,wasbesetbyfargreaterdifficulties。 Iwasinnopositiontotrytheprobabilitiesononesideorontheotherinthisinstancebyanybettertestthanthetestofpersonalresemblance。 `IsupposeyouoftensawSirPercivalwhenhewasinyourvillage?’ Isaid。 `Yes,sir,veryoften,’repliedMrsClements。 `DidyoueverobservethatAnnewaslikehim?’ `Shewasnotatalllikehim,sir。’ `Wasshelikehermother,then?’ `Notlikehermothereither,sir。MrsCatherickwasdark,andfullintheface。’ Notlikehermotherandnotlikeher(supposed)father。Iknewthatthetestbypersonalresemblancewasnottobeimplicitlytrusted,but,ontheotherhand,itwasnottobealtogetherrejectedonthataccount。 WasitpossibletostrengthentheevidencebydiscoveringanyconclusivefactsinrelationtothelivesofMrsCatherickandSirPercivalbeforetheyeitherofthemappearedatOldWelmingham?WhenIaskedmynextquestionsIputthemwiththisview。 `WhenSirPercivalfirstarrivedinyourneighbourhood,’Isaid,`didyouhearwherehehadcomefromlast?’ `No,sir。SomesaidfromBlackwaterPark,andsomesaidfromScotland——butnobodyknew。’ `WasMrsCathericklivinginserviceatVarneckHallimmediatelybeforehermarriage?’ `Yes,sir。’ `Andhadshebeenlonginherplace?’ `Threeorfouryears,sir;Iamnotquitecertainwhich。’ `DidyoueverhearthenameofthegentlemantowhomVarneckHallbelongedatthattime?’ `Yes,sir。HisnamewasMajorDonthorne。’ `DidMrCatherick,ordidanyoneelseyouknew,everhearthatSirPercivalwasafriendofMajorDonthorne’s,oreverseeSirPercivalintheneighbourhoodofVarneckHall?’ `Catherickneverdid,sir,thatIcanremember——noranyoneelseeither,thatIknowof。’ InoteddownMajorDonthorne’snameandaddress,onthechancethathemightstillbealive,andthatitmightbeusefulatsomefuturetimetoapplytohim。Meanwhile,theimpressiononmymindwasnowdecidedlyadversetotheopinionthatSirPercivalwasAnne’sfather,anddecidedlyfavourabletotheconclusionthatthesecretofhisstoleninterviewswithMrsCatherickwasentirelyunconnectedwiththedisgracewhichthewomanhadinflictedonherhusband’sgoodname。IcouldthinkofnofurtherinquirieswhichImightmaketostrengthenthisimpression——IcouldonlyencourageMrsClementstospeaknextofAnne’searlydays,andwatchforanychance-suggestionwhichmightinthiswayofferitselftome。 `Ihavenotheardyet,’Isaid,`howthepoorchild,borninallthissinandmisery,cametobetrusted,MrsClements,toyourcare。’ `Therewasnobodyelse,sir,totakethelittlehelplesscreatureinhand,’repliedMrsClements。`Thewickedmotherseemedtohateit——asifthepoorbabywasinfault!——fromthedayitwasborn。Myheartwasheavyforthechild,andImadetheoffertobrineitupastenderlyasifitwasmyown。’ `DidAnneremainentirelyunderyourcarefromthattime?’ `Notquiteentirely,sir。MrsCatherickhadherwhimsandfanciesaboutitattimes,andusednowandthentolayclaimtothechild,asifshewantedtospitemeforbringingitup。Butthesefitsofhers,neverlastedforlong。PoorlittleAnnewasalwaysreturnedtome,andwasalwaysgladtogetback——thoughsheledbutagloomylifeinmyhouse,havingnoplay-mates,likeotherchildren,tobrightenherup。OurlongestseparationwaswhenhermothertookhertoLimmeridge。rustatthattimeIlostmyhusband,andIfeltitwasaswell,inthatmiserableaffliction,thatAnneshouldnotbeinthehouse。Shewasbetweentenandelevenyearsoldthen,slowatherlessons,poorsoul,andnotsocheerfulasotherchildren——butasprettyalittlegirltolookatasyouwouldwishtosee。Iwaitedathometillhermotherbroughtherback,andthenImadetheoffertotakeherwithmetoLondon——thetruthbeing,sir,thatIcouldnotfinditinmyhearttostopatOldWelminghamaftermyhusband’sdeath,theplacewassochangedandsodismaltome。’ `AnddidMrsCatherickconsenttoyourproposal?’ `No,sir。Shecamebackfromthenorthharderandbittererthanever。 FolksdidsaythatshehadbeenobligedtoaskSirPercival’sleavetogo,tobeginwith;andthatsheonlywenttonurseherdyingsisteratLimmeridgebecausethepoorwomanwasreportedtohavesavedmoney——thetruthbeingthatshehardlyleftenoughtoburyher。ThesethingsmayhavesouredMrsCathericklikelyenough,buthoweverthatmaybe,shewouldn’thearofmytakingthechildaway。Sheseemedtolikedistressingusbothbypartingus。AllIcoulddowastogiveAnnemydirection,andtotellherprivately,ifshewaseverintrouble,tocometome。Butyearspassedbeforeshewasfreetocome。Ineversawheragain,poorsoul,tillthenightsheescapedfromthemad-house。’ `Youknow,MrsClements,whySirPercivalGlydeshutherup?’ `IonlyknowwhatAnneherselftoldme,sir。Thepoorthingusedtorambleandwanderaboutitsadly。ShesaidhermotherhadGotsomesecretofSirPercival’stokeep,andhadletitouttoherlongafterIleftHampshire——andwhenSirPercivalfoundsheknewit,heshutherup。ButshenevercouldsaywhatitwaswhenIaskedher。Allshecouldtellmewas,thathermothermightbetheruinanddestructionofSirPercivalifshechose。MrsCatherickmayhaveletoutjustasmuchasthat,andnomore。I’mnexttocertainIshouldhaveheardthewholetruthfromAnne,ifshehadreallyknownitasshepretendedtodo,andassheverylikelyfanciedshedid,poorsoul。’ Thisideahadmorethanonceoccurredtomyownmind。IhadalreadytoldMarianthatIdoubtedwhetherLaurawasreallyonthepointofmakinganyimportantdiscoverywhensheandAnneCatherickweredisturbedbyCountFoscoattheboat-house。ItwasperfectlyincharacterwithAnne’smentalafflictionthatsheshouldassumeanabsoluteknowledgeofthesecretonnobettergroundsthanvaguesuspicion,derivedfromhintswhichhermotherhadincautiouslyletdropinherpresence。SirPercival’sguiltydistrustwould,inthatcase,infalliblyinspirehimwiththefalseideathatAnneknewallfromhermother,justasithadafterwardsfixedinhismindtheequallyfalsesuspicionthathiswifeknewallfromAnne。 Thetimewaspassing,themorningwaswearingaway。Itwasdoubtful,ifIstayedlonger,whetherIshouldhearanythingmorefromMrsClementsthatwouldbeatallusefultomypurpose。Ihadalreadydiscoveredthoselocalandfamilyparticulars,inrelationtoMrsCatherick,ofwhichI