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类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4165更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
`Itmightbeeasier,’Ireplied,`butwearenotawareofthefullextentofMrsRubelle’sconnivanceandinterestintheconspiracy,andwearethereforenotcertainthatthedatehasbeenimpressedonhermind,asithasbeenassuredlyimpressedonthemindsofSirPercivalandtheCount。 Itistoolate,now,towastethetimeonMrsRubelle,whichmaybeall-importanttothediscoveryoftheoneassailablepointinSirPercival’slife。Areyouthinkingalittletooseriously,Marian,oftheriskImayruninreturningtoHampshire?AreyoubeginningtodoubtwhetherSirPercivalGlydemaynotintheendbemorethanamatchforme?’ `Hewillnotbemorethanyourmatch,’shereplieddecidedly,`becausehewillnotbehelpedinresistingyoubytheimpenetrablewickednessoftheCount。’ `Whathasledyoutothatconclusion?’Iasked,insomesurprise。 `MyownknowledgeofSirPercival’sobstinacyandimpatienceoftheCount’scontrol,’sheanswered。`Ibelievehewillinsistonmeetingyousingle-handed——justasheinsistedatfirstonactingforhimselfatBlackwaterPark。ThetimeforsuspectingtheCount’sinterferencewillbethetimewhenyouhaveSirPercivalatyourmercy。Hisowninterestswillthenbedirectlythreatened,andhewillact,Walter,toterriblepurposeinhisowndefence。’ `Wemaydeprivehimofhisweaponsbeforehand,’Isaid。`SomeoftheparticularsIhaveheardfromMrsClementsmayyetbeturnedtoaccountagainsthim,andothermeansofstrengtheningthecasemaybeatourdisposal。 TherearepassagesinMrsMichelson’snarrativewhichshowthattheCountfounditnecessarytoplacehimselfincommunicationwithMrFairlie,andtheremaybecircumstanceswhichcompromisehiminthatproceeding。WhileIamaway,Marian,writetoMrFairlieandsaythatyouwantananswerdescribingexactlywhatpassedbetweentheCountandhimself,andinformingyoualsoofanyparticularsthatmayhavecometohisknowledgeatthesametimeinconnectionwithhisniece。Tellhimthatthestatementyourequestwill,soonerorlater,beinsistedon,ifheshowsanyreluctancetofurnishyouwithitofhisownaccord。’ `Thelettershallbewritten,Walter。ButareyoureallydeterminedtogotoWelmingham?’ `Absolutelydetermined。Iwilldevotethenexttwodaystoearningwhatwewantfortheweektocome,andonthethirddayIgotoHampshire。’ WhenthethirddaycameIwasreadyformyjourney。 AsitwaspossiblethatImightbeabsentforsomelittletime,IarrangedwithMarianthatweweretocorrespondeveryday——ofcourseaddressingeachotherbyassumednames,forcaution’ssake。AslongasIheardfromherregularly,Ishouldassumethatnothingwaswrong。Butifthemorningcameandbroughtmenoletter,myreturntoLondonwouldtakeplace,asamatterofcourse,bythefirsttrain。IcontrivedtoreconcileLauratomydeparturebytellingherthatIwasgoingtothecountrytofindnewpurchasersforherdrawingsandformine,andIleftheroccupiedandhappy。Marianfollowedmedownstairstothestreetdoor。 `Rememberwhatanxiousheartsyouleavehere,’shewhispered,aswestoodtogetherinthepassage。`Rememberallthehopesthathangonyoursafereturn。Ifstrangethingshappentoyouonthisjourney——ifyouandSirPercivalmeet——’ `Whatmakesyouthinkweshallmeet?’Iasked。 `Idon’tknow——IhavefearsandfanciesthatIcannotaccountfor。 Laughatthem,Walter,ifyoulike——but,forGod’ssake,keepyourtemperifyoucomeincontactwiththatman!’ `Neverfear,Marian!Ianswerformyself-control。’ Withthosewordsweparted。 Iwalkedbrisklytothestation。Therewasaglowofhopeinme。Therewasagrowingconvictioninmymindthatmyjourneythistimewouldnotbetakeninvain。Itwasafine,clear,coldmorning。Mynerveswerefirmlystrung,andIfeltallthestrengthofmyresolutionstirringinmevigorouslyfromheadtofoot。 AsIcrossedtherailwayplatform,andlookedrightandleftamongthepeoplecongregatedonit,tosearchforanyfacesamongthemthatIknew,thedoubtoccurredtomewhetheritmightnothavebeentomyadvantageifIhadadoptedadisguisebeforesettingoutforHampshire。Buttherewassomethingsorepellenttomeintheidea——somethingsomeanlylikethecommonherdofspiesandinformersinthemereactofadoptingadisguise——thatIdismissedthequestionfromconsiderationalmostassoonasithadriseninmymind。Evenasamerematterofexpediencytheproceedingwasdoubtfulintheextreme。IfItriedtheexperimentathomethelandlordofthehousewouldsoonerorlaterdiscoverme,andwouldhavehissuspicionsarousedimmediately。IfItrieditawayfromhomethesamepersonsmightseeme,bythecommonestaccident,withthedisguiseandwithoutit,andIshouldinthatwaybeinvitingthenoticeanddistrustwhichitwasmymostpressinginteresttoavoid。InmyowncharacterIhadactedthusfar——andinmyowncharacterIwasresolvedtocontinuetotheend。 ThetrainleftmeatWelminghamearlyintheafternoon。 IsthereanywildernessofsandinthedesertsofArabia,isthereanyprospectofdesolationamongtheruinsofPalestine,whichcanrivaltherepellingeffectontheeye,andthedepressinginfluenceonthemind,ofanEnglishcountrytowninthefirststageofitsexistence,andinthetransitionstateofitsprosperity?IaskedmyselfthatquestionasIpassedthroughthecleandesolation,theneatugliness,theprimtorPorofthestreetsofWelmingham。Andthetradesmenwhostaredaftermefromtheirlonelyshops——thetreesthatdroopedhelplessintheiraridexileofunfinishedcrescentsandsquares——thedeadhouse-carcassesthatwaitedinvainforthevivifyinghumanelementtoanimatethemwiththebreathoflife——everycreaturethatIsaw,everyobjectthatIpassed,seemedtoanswerwithoneaccord:ThedesertsofArabiaareinnocentofourciviliseddesolation——theruinsofPalestineareincapableofourmoderngloom! IinquiredmywaytothequarterofthetowninwhichMrsCathericklived,andonreachingitfoundmyselfinasquareofsmallhouses,onestoryhigh。Therewasabarelittleplotofgrassinthemiddle,protectedbyacheapwirefence。Anelderlynursemaidandtwochildrenwerestandinginacorneroftheenclosure,lookingataleangoattetheredtothegrass。 Twofoot-passengersweretalkingtogetherononesideofthepavementbeforethehouses,andanidlelittleboywasleadinganidlelittledogalongbyastringontheother。Iheardthedulltinklingofapianoatadistance,accompaniedbytheintermittentknockingofahammernearerathand。ThesewereallthesightsandsoundsoflifethatencounteredmewhenIenteredthesquare。 IwalkedatoncetothedoorofNumberThirteen——thenumberofMrsCatherick’shouse——andknocked,withoutwaitingtoconsiderbeforehandhowImightbestpresentmyselfwhenIgotin。ThefirstnecessitywastoseeMrsCatherick。Icouldthenjudge,frommyownobservation,ofthesafestandeasiestmannerofapproachingtheobjectofmyvisit。 Thedoorwasopenedbyamelancholymiddle-agedwomanservant。Igavehermycard,andaskedifIcouldseeMrsCatherick。Thecardwastakenintothefrontparlour,andtheservantreturnedwithamessagerequestingmetomentionwhatmybusinesswas。 `Say,ifyouplease,thatmybusinessrelatestoMrsCatherick’sdaughter,’ Ireplied。ThiswasthebestpretextIcouldthinkof,onthespurofthemoment,toaccountformyvisit。 Theservantagainretiredtotheparlour,againreturned,andthistimebeggedme,withalookofgloomyamazement,towalkin。 Ienteredalittleroom,withaflaringpaperofthelargestpatternonthewalls。Chairs,tables,chiffonier,andsofa,allgleamedwiththeglutinousbrightnessofcheapupholstery。Onthelargesttable,inthemiddleoftheroom,stoodasmartBible,placedexactlyinthecentreonaredandyellowwoollenmat;andatthesideofthetablenearesttothewindow,withalittleknitting-basketonherlap,andawheezing,blear-eyedoldspanielcrouchedatherfeet,theresatanelderlywoman,wearingablacknetcapandablacksilkgown,andhavingslate-colouredmittensonherhands。Heriron-greyhairhunginheavybandsoneithersideofherface——herdarkeyeslookedstraightforward,withahard,defiant,implacablestare。Shehadfullsquarecheeks,along,firmchin,andthick,sensual,colourlesslips。Herfigurewasstoutandsturdy,andhermanneraggressivelyself-possessed。ThiswasMrsCatherick。 `Youhavecometospeaktomeaboutmydaughter,’shesaid,beforeI couldutterawordonmyside。`Besogoodastomentionwhatyouhavetosay。’ Thetoneofhervoicewasashard,asdefiant,asimplacableastheexpressionofhereyes。Shepointedtoachair,andlookedmealloverattentively,fromheadtofoot,asIsatdowninit。Isawthatmyonlychancewiththiswomanwastospeaktoherinherowntone,andtomeether,attheoutsetofourinterview,onherownground。 `Youareaware,’Isaid,`thatyourdaughterhasbeenlost?’ `Iamperfectlyawareofit。’ `Haveyoufeltanyapprehensionthatthemisfortuneofherlossmightbefollowedbythemisfortuneofherdeath?’ `Yes。Haveyoucomeheretotellmesheisdead?’ `Ihave。’ `Why?’ Sheputthatextraordinaryquestionwithouttheslightestchangeinhervoice,herface,orhermaimer。ShecouldnothaveappearedmoreperfectlyunconcernedifIhadtoldherofthedeathofthegoatintheenclosureoutside。 `Why?’Irepeated。`DoyouaskwhyIcomeheretotellyouofyourdaughter’sdeath?’ `Yes。Whatinteresthaveyouinme,orinher?Howdoyoucometoknowanythingaboutmydaughter?’ `Inthisway。ImetheronthenightwhensheescapedfromtheAsylum,andIassistedherinreachingaplaceofsafety。’ `Youdidverywrong。’