第101章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:3542更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
`Iamsorrytohearhermothersayso。’ `Hermotherdoessayso。Howdoyouknowsheisdead?’ `IamnotatlibertytosayhowIknowit-butIdoknowit。’ `Areyouatlibertytosayhowyoufoundoutmyaddress?’ `Certainly。IgotyouraddressfromMrsClements。’ `MrsClementsisafoolishwoman。Didshetellyoutocomehere?’ `Shedidnot。’ `Then,Iaskyouagain,whydidyoucome?’ Asshewasdeterminedtohaveheranswer,Igaveittoherintheplainestpossibleform。 `Icame,’Isaid,`becauseIthoughtAnneCatherick’smothermighthavesomenaturalinterestinknowingwhethershewasaliveordead。’ `Justso,’saidMrsCatherick,withadditionalself-possession。`Hadyounoothermotive?’ Ihesitated。Therightanswertothatquestionwasnoteasytofindatamoment’snotice。 `Ifyouhavenoothermotive,’shewenton,deliberatelytakingoffherslate-colouredmittens,androllingthemup,`Ihaveonlytothankyouforyourvisit,andtosaythatIwillnotdetainyouhereanylonger。 Yourinformationwouldbemoresatisfactoryifyouwerewillingtoexplainhowyoubecamepossessedofit。However,itjustifiesme,Isuppose,ingoingintomourning。Thereisnotmuchalterationnecessaryinmydress,asyousee。WhenIhavechangedmymittens,Ishallbeallinblack。’ Shesearchedinthepocketofhergown,drewoutapairofblacklacemittens,putthemonwiththestoniestandsteadiestcomposure,andthenquietlycrossedherhandsinherlap。 `Iwishyougoodmorning,’shesaid。 Thecoolcontemptofhermannerirritatedmeintodirectlyavowingthatthepurposeofmyvisithadnotbeenansweredyet。 `Ihaveanothermotiveincominghere,’Isaid。 `Ah!Ithoughtso,’remarkedMrsCatherick。 `Yourdaughter’sdeath——’ `Whatdidshedieof?’ `Ofdiseaseoftheheart。’ `Yes。Goon。’ `Yourdaughter’sdeathhasbeenmadethepretextforinflictingseriousinjuryonapersonwhoisverydeartome。Twomenhavebeenconcerned,tomycertainknowledge,indoingthatwrong。OneofthemisSirPercivalGlyde。’ `Indeed!’ Ilookedattentivelytoseeifsheflinchedatthesuddenmentionofthatname。Notamuscleofherstirred——thehard,defiant,implacablestareinhereyesneverwaveredforaninstant。 `Youmaywonder,’Iwenton,`howtheeventofyourdaughter’sdeathcanhavebeenmadethemeansofinflictinginjuryonanotherperson。’ `No。’saidMrsCatherick;`Idon’twonderatall。Thisappearstobeyouraffair。Youareinterestedinmyaffairs。Iamnotinterestedinyours。’ `Youmayask,then,’Ipersisted,`whyImentionthematterinyourpresence。’ `Yes,Idoaskthat。’ `ImentionitbecauseIamdeterminedtobringSirPercivalGlydetoaccountforthewickednesshehascommitted。’ `WhathaveItodowithyourdetermination?’ `Youshallhear。TherearecertaineventsinSirPercival’spastlifewhichitisnecessaryformypurposetobefullyacquaintedwith。Youknowthem——andforthatreasonIcometoyou。’ `Whateventsdoyoumean?’ `EventsthatoccurredatOldWelminghamwhenyourhusbandwasparish-clerkatthatplace,andbeforethetimewhenyourdaughterwasborn。’ Ihadreachedthewomanatlastthroughthebarrierofimpenetrablereservethatshehadtriedtosetupbetweenus。Isawhertempersmoulderinginhereyes——asplainlyasIsawherhandsgrowrestless,thenunclaspthemselves,andbeginmechanicallysmoothingherdressoverherknees。 `Whatdoyouknowofthoseevents?’sheasked。 `AllthatMrsClementscouldtellme,’Ianswered。 Therewasamomentaryflushonherfirmsquareface,amomentarystillnessinherrestlesshands,whichseemedtobetokenacomingoutburstofangerthatmightthrowheroffherguard。Butno——shemasteredtherisingirritation,leanedbackinherchair,crossedherarmsonherbroadbosom,andwithasmileofgrimsarcasmonherthicklips,lookedatmeassteadilyasever。 `Ah!Ibegintounderstanditallnow,’shesaid,hertamedanddisciplinedangeronlyexpressingitselfintheelaboratemockeryofhertoneandmanner。 `YouhavegotagrudgeofyourownagainstSirPercivalGlyde,andImusthelpyoutowreakit。Imusttellyouthis,that,andtheotheraboutSirPercivalandmyself,mustI?Yes,indeed?Youhavebeenpryingintomyprivateaffairs。Youthinkyouhavefoundalostwomantodealwith,wholiveshereonsufferance,andwhowilldoanythingyouaskforfearyoumayinjureherintheopinionsofthetown’speople。Iseethroughyouandyourpreciousspeculation——Ido!anditamusesme。Ha!ha!’ Shestoppedforamoment,herarmstightenedoverherbosom,andshelaughedtoherself——ahard,harsh,angrylaugh。 `Youdon’tknowhowIhavelivedinthisplace,andwhatIhavedoneinthisplace,MrWhat’s-your-name,’shewenton。`I’lltellyou,beforeIringthebellandhaveyoushownout。Icamehereawrongedwoman—— Icamehererobbedofmycharacteranddeterminedtoclaimitback。I’vebeenyearsandyearsaboutIt——andIhaveclaimeditback。Ihavematchedtherespectablepeoplefairlyandopenlyontheirownground。Iftheysayanythingagainstmenowtheymustsayitinsecret——theycan’tsayit,theydaren’tsayit,openly。Istandhighenoughinthistowntobeoutofyourreach。Theclergymanbowstome。Aha!youdidn’tbargainforthatwhenyoucamehere。Gotothechurchandinquireaboutme——youwillfindMrsCatherickhashersittingliketherestofthem,andpaystherentonthedayit’sdue。Gotothetown-hall。There’sapetitionlyingthere——apetitionoftherespectableinhabitantsagainstallowingacircustocomeandperformhereandcorruptourmorals——yes!ourmorals。Isignedthatpetitionthismorning。Gotothebookseller’sshop。Theclergyman’sWednesdayeveningLecturesonJustificationbyFaitharepublishingtherebysubscription——I’mdownonthelist。Thedoctor’swifeonlyputashillingintheplateatourlastcharitysermon——Iputhalf-a-crown。MrChurchwardenSowardheldthePlate,andbowedtome。TenyearsagohetoldPigrumthechemistIoughttobewhippedoutofthetownatthecart’stail。Isyourmotheralive?HasshegotabetterBibleonhertablethanIhavegotonmine?Doesshestandbetterwithhertrades-peoplethanIdowithmine? Hasshealwayslivedwithinherincome?Ihavealwayslivedwithinmine。 Ah!thereistheclergymancomingalongthesquare。Look,MrWhat’s-your-name——look,ifyouplease!’ Shestartedupwiththeactivityofayoungwoman,wenttothewindow,waitedtilltheclergymanpassed,andbowedtohimsolemnly。Theclergymanceremoniouslyraisedhishat,andwalkedon。MrsCatherickreturnedtoherchair,andlookedatmewithagrimmersarcasmthanever。 `There!’shesaid。`Whatdoyouthinkofthatforawomanwithalostcharacter?Howdoesyourspeculationlooknow?’ Thesingularmannerinwhichshehadchosentoassertherself,theextraordinarypracticalvindicationofherpositioninthetownwhichshehadjustoffered,hadsoperplexedmethatIlistenedtoherinsilentsurprise。Iwasnotthelessresolved,however,tomakeanotherefforttothrowheroffherguard。Ifthewoman’sfiercetemperoncegotbeyondhercontrol,andonceflamedoutonme,shemightyetsaythewordswhichwouldputtheclueinmyhands。 `Howdoesyourspeculationlooknow?’sherepeated。 `ExactlyasitlookedwhenIfirstcamein,’Ianswered。`Idon’tdoubtthepositionyouhavegainedinthetown,andIdon’twishtoassailitevenifIcould。IcameherebecauseSirPercivalGlydeis,tomycertainknowledge,yourenemy,aswellasmine。IfIhaveagrudgeagainsthim,youhaveagrudgeagainsthimtoo。Youmaydenyitifyoulike,youmaydistrustmeasmuchasyouplease,youmaybeasangryasyouwill——but,ofallthewomeninEngland,you,ifyouhaveanysenseofinjury,arethewomanwhooughttohelpmetocrushthatman。’ `Crushhimforyourself,’shesaid;`thencomebackhere,andseewhatIsaytoyou。’ Shespokethosewordsasshehadnotspokenyet,quickly,fiercely,vindictively。Ihadstirredinitslairtheserpent-hatredofyears,butonlyforamoment。LikealurkingreptileitleapedupatmeassheeagerlybentforwardtowardstheplaceinwhichIwassitting。Likealurkingreptileitdroppedoutofsightagainassheinstantlyresumedherformerpositioninthechair。 `Youwon’ttrustme?’Isaid。 `No。’