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类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:3842更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
`Youareafraid?’ `DoIlookasifIwas?’ `YouareafraidofSirPercivalGlyde。’ `AmI?’ Hercolourwasrising,andherhandswereatworkagainsmoothinghergown。Ipressedthepointfartherandfartherhome,Iwentonwithoutallowingheramomentofdelay。 `SirPercivalhasahighpositionintheworld,’Isaid;`itwouldbenowonderifyouwereafraidofhim。SirPercivalisapowerfulman,abaronet,thepossessorofafineestate,thedescendantofagreatfamily——’ Sheamazedmebeyondexpressionbysuddenlyburstingoutlaughing。 `Yes,’sherepeated,intonesofthebitterest,steadiestcontempt。 `Abaronet,thepossessorofafineestate,thedescendantofagreatfamily。 Yes,indeed!agreatfamily——especiallybythemother’sside。’ Therewasnotimetoreflectonthewordsthathadjustescapedher,therewasonlytimetofeelthattheywerewellworththinkingoverthemomentIleftthehouse。 `Iamnotheretodisputewithyouaboutfamilyquestions,’Isaid。 `IknownothingofSirPercival’smother——’ `AndyouknowaslittleofSirPercivalhimself,’sheinterposedsharply,`Iadviseyounottobetoosureofthat,’Irejoined。`Iknowsomethingsabouthim,andIsuspectmanymore。’ `Whatdoyoususpect?’ `I’lltellyouwhatIdon’tsuspect。Idon’tsuspecthimofbeingAnne’sfather。’ Shestartedtoherfeet,andcamecloseuptomewithalookoffury。 `HowdareyoutalktomeaboutAnne’sfather!Howdareyousaywhowasherfather,orwhowasn’t!’shebrokeout,herfacequivering,hervoicetremblingwithpassion。 `ThesecretbetweenyouandSirPercivalisnotthatsecret,’Ipersisted。 `ThemysterywhichdarkensSirPercival’slifewasnotbornwithyourdaughter’sbirth,andhasnotdiedwithyourdaughter’sdeath。’ Shedrewbackastep。`Go!’shesaid,andpointedsternlytothedoor。 `Therewasnothoughtofthechildinyourheartorinhis,’Iwenton,determinedtopressherbacktoherlastdefences。`Therewasnobondofguiltylovebetweenyouandhimwhenyouheldthosestolenmeetings,whenyourhusbandfoundyouwhisperingtogetherunderthevestryofthechurch。’ Herpointinghandinstantlydroppedtoherside,andthedeepflushofangerfadedfromherfacewhileIspoke。Isawthechangepassoverher——Isawthathard,firm,fearless,self-possessedwomanquailunderaterrorwhichherutmostresolutionwasnotstrongenoughtoresistwhenIsaidthosefivelastwords,`thevestryofthechurch。’ Foraminuteormorewestoodlookingateachotherinsilence。Ispokefirst。 `Doyoustillrefusetotrustme?’Iasked。 Shecouldnotcallthecolourthathadleftitbacktoherface,butshehadsteadiedhervoice,shehadrecoveredthedefiantself-possessionofhermannerwhensheansweredme。 `Idorefuse,’shesaid。 `Doyoustilltellmetogo?’ `Yes。Go——andnevercomeback。’ Iwalkedtothedoor,waitedamomentbeforeIopenedit,andturnedroundtolookatheragain。 `ImayhavenewstobrineyouofSirPercivalwhichyoudon’texpect,’ Isaid,`andinthatcaseIshallcomeback。’ `ThereisnonewsofSirPercivalthatIdon’texpect,except——’ Shestopped,herpalefacedarkened,andshestolebackwithaquiet,stealthy,cat-likesteptoherchair。 `Exceptthenewsofhisdeath,’shesaid,sittingdownagain,withthemockeryofasmilejusthoveringonhercruellips,andthefurtivelightofhatredlurkingdeepinhersteadyeyes。 AsIopenedthedooroftheroomtogoout,shelookedroundatmequickly。 Thecruelsmileslowlywidenedherlips——sheeyedme,withastrangestealthyinterest,fromheadtofoot——anunutterableexpectationshoweditselfwickedlyalloverherface。Wasshespeculating,inthesecrecyofherownheart,onmyyouthandstrength,ontheforceofmysenseofinjuryandthelimitsofmyself-control,andwassheconsideringthelengthstowhichtheymightcarryme,ifSirPercivalandIeverchancedtomeet? Thebaredoubtthatitmightbesodrovemefromherpresence,andsilencedeventhecommonformsoffarewellonmylips。Withoutawordmore,onmysideoronhers,Ilefttheroom。 AsIopenedtheouterdoor,Isawthesameclergymanwhohadalreadypassedthehouseonce,abouttopassitagain,onhiswaybackthroughthesquare。Iwaitedonthedoor-steptolethimgoby,andlookedround,asIdidso,attheparlourwindow。 MrsCatherickhadheardhisfootstepsapproaching,inthesilenceofthatlonelyplace,andshewasonherfeetatthewindowagain,waitingforhim。NotallthestrengthofalltheterriblepassionsIhadrousedinthatwoman’sheart,couldloosenherdesperateholdontheonefragmentofsocialconsiderationwhichyearsofresoluteefforthadjustdraggedwithinhergrasp。Thereshewasagain,notaminuteafterIhadlefther,placedpurposelyinapositionwhichmadeitamatterofcommoncourtesyonthepartoftheclergymantobowtoherforasecondtime。Heraisedhishatoncemore。Isawthehardghastlyfacebehindthewindowsoften,andlightupwithgratifiedpride——Isawtheheadwiththegrimblackcapbendceremoniouslyinreturn。Theclergymanhadbowedtoher,andinmypresence,twiceinoneday! [NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chapter33[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter33VIIIIleftthehouse,feelingthatMrsCatherickhadhelpedmeastepforward,inspiteofherself。BeforeIhadreachedtheturningwhichledoutofthesquare,myattentionwassuddenlyarousedbythesoundofaclosingdoorbehindme。 Ilookedround,andsawanundersizedmaninblackonthedoor-stepofahouse,which,aswellasIcouldjudge,stoodnexttoMrsCatherick’splaceofabode——nexttoit,onthesidenearesttome。Themandidnothesitateamomentaboutthedirectionheshouldtake。HeadvancedrapidlytowardstheturningatwhichIhadstopped。Irecognisedhimasthelawyer’sclerk,whohadprecededmeinmyvisittoBlackwaterPark,andwhohadtriedtopickaquarrelwithme,whenIaskedhimifIcouldseethehouse。 IwaitedwhereIwas,toascertainwhetherhisobjectwastocometoclosequartersandspeakonthisoccasion。Tomysurprisehepassedonrapidly,withoutsayingaword,withoutevenlookingupinmyfaceashewentby。ThiswassuchacompleteinversionofthecourseofproceedingwhichIhadeveryreasontoexpectonhispart,thatmycuriosity,orrathermysuspicion,wasaroused,andIdeterminedonmysidetokeephimcautiouslyinview,andtodiscoverwhatthebusinessmightbeinwhichhewasnowemployed。Withoutcaringwhetherhesawmeornot,Iwalkedafterhim。 Heneverlookedback,andheledmestraightthroughthestreetstotherailwaystation。 Thetrainwasonthepointofstarting,andtwoorthreepassengerswhowerelatewereclusteringroundthesmallopeningthroughwhichtheticketswereissued。Ijoinedthem,anddistinctlyheardthelawyer’sclerkdemandaticketfortheBlackwaterstation。IsatisfiedmyselfthathehadactuallyleftbythetrainbeforeIcameaway。 TherewasonlyoneinterpretationthatIcouldplaceonwhatIhadjustseenandheard。IhadunquestionablyobservedthemanleavingahousewhichcloselyadjoinedMrsCatherick’sresidence。Hehadbeenprobablyplacedthere,bySirPercival’sdirections,asalodger,inanticipationofmyinquiriesleadingme,soonerorlater,tocommunicatewithMrsCatherick。 Hehaddoubtlessseenmegoinandcomeout,andhehadhurriedawaybythefirsttraintomakehisreportatBlackwaterPark,towhichplaceSirPercivalwouldnaturallybetakehimself(knowingwhatheevidentlyknewofmymovements),inordertobereadyonthespot,ifIreturnedtoHampshire。 Beforemanydayswereover,thereseemedeverylikelihoodnowthatheandImightmeet。 Whateverresulteventsmightbedestinedtoproduce,Iresolvedtopursuemyowncourse,straighttotheendinview,withoutstoppingorturningasideforSirpercivalorforanyone。ThegreatresponsibilitywhichweighedonmeheavilyinLondon——theresponsibilityofsoguidingmyslightestactionsastopreventthemfromleadingaccidentallytothediscoveryofLaura’splaceofrefuge——wasremoved,nowthatIwasinHampshire。I couldgoandcomeasIpleasedatWelmingham,andifIchancedtofailinobservinganynecessaryprecautions,theimmediateresults,atleast,wouldaffectnoonebutmyself。 WhenIleftthestationthewintereveningwasbeginningtoclosein。 Therewaslittlehopeofcontinuingmyinquiriesafterdarktoanyusefulpurposeinaneighbourhoodthatwasstrangetome。Accordingly,Imademywaytothenearesthotel,andorderedmydinnerandmybed。Thisdone,IwrotetoMarian,totellherthatIwassafeandwell,andthatIhadfairprospectsofsuccess。Ihaddirectedher,onleavinghome,toaddressthefirstlettershewrotetome(theletterIexpectedtoreceivethenextmorning)to`ThePost-Office,Welmingham,’andInowbeggedhertosendhersecondday’slettertothesameaddress。IcouldeasilyreceiveitbywritingtothepostmasterifIhappenedtobeawayfromthetownwhenitarrived。