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类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:5459更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
Hewasajovial,red-faced,easy-lookingman——morelikeacountrysquirethanalawyer——andheseemedtobebothsurprisedandamusedbymyapplication。Hehadheardofhisfather’scopyoftheregister,buthadnotevenseenithimself。Ithadneverbeeninquiredafter,anditwasnodoubtinthestrongroomamongotherpapersthathadnotbeendisturbedsincehisfather’sdeath。Itwasapity(MrWansboroughsaid)thattheoldgentlemanwasnotalivetohearhispreciouscopyaskedforatlast。 Hewouldhaveriddenhisfavouritehobbyharderthanevernow。HowhadIcometohearofthecopy?wasitthroughanybodyinthetown? IparriedthequestionaswellasIcould。Itwasimpossibleatthisstageoftheinvestigationtobetoocautious,anditwasjustaswellnottoletMrWansboroughknowprematurelythatIhadalreadyexaminedtheoriginalregister。Idescribedmyself,therefore,aspursuingafamilyinquiry,totheobjectofwhicheverypossiblesavingoftimewasofgreatimportance。IwasanxioustosendcertainparticularstoLondonbythatday’spost,andonelookattheduplicateregister(paying,ofcourse,thenecessaryfees)mightsupplywhatIrequired,andsavemeafurtherjourneytoOldWelmingham。Iaddedthatintheeventofmysubsequentlyrequiringacopyoftheoriginalregister,IshouldmakeapplicationtoMrWansborough’sofficetofurnishmewiththedocument。 Afterthisexplanationnoobjectionwasmadetoproducingthecopy。 Aclerkwassenttothestrongroom,andaftersomedelayreturnedwiththevolume。Itwasofexactlythesamesizeasthevolumeinthevestry,theonlydifferencebeingthatthecopywasmoresmartlybound。Itookitwithmetoanunoccupieddesk。Myhandsweretrembling——myheadwasburninghot——IfeltthenecessityofconcealingmyagitationaswellasIcouldfromthepersonsaboutmeintheroom,beforeIventuredonopeningthebook。 Ontheblankpageatthebeginning,towhichIfirstturned,weretracedsomelinesinfadedink。Theycontainedthesewords`CopyoftheMarriageRegisterofWelminghamParishChurch。Executedundermyorders,andafterwardscompared,entrybyentry,withtheoriginal,bymyself。(Signed)RobertWansborough,vestry-clerk。’Belowthisnotetherewasalineadded,inanotherhandwriting,asfollows:`ExtendingfromthefirstofJanuary,1800,tothethirtiethofJune,1815。’ IturnedtothemonthofSeptember,eighteenhundredandthree。IfoundthemarriageofthemanwhoseChristiannamewasthesameasmyown。I foundthedoubleregisterofthemarriagesofthetwobrothers。Andbetweentheseentries,atthebottomofthepage——? Nothing!NotavestigeoftheentrywhichrecordedthemarriageofSirFelixGlydeandCeciliaJaneElsterintheregisterofthechurch! Myheartgaveagreatbound,andthrobbedasifitwouldstifleme。 Ilookedagain——Iwasafraidtobelievetheevidenceofmyowneyes。 No!notadoubt。Themarriagewasnotthere。Theentriesonthecopyoccupiedexactlythesameplacesonthepageastheentriesintheoriginal。ThelastentryononepagerecordedthemarriageofthemanwithmyChristianname。Belowittherewasablankspace——aspaceevidentlyleftbecauseitwastoonarrowtocontaintheentryofthemarriagesofthetwobrothers,whichinthecopy,asintheoriginal,occupiedthetopofthenextpage。 Thatspacetoldthewholestory!Thereitmusthaveremainedinthechurchregisterfromeighteenhundredandthree(whenthemarriageshadbeensolemnisedandthecopyhadbeenmade)toeighteenhundredandtwenty-seven,whenSirPercivalappearedatOldWelmingham。Here,atKnowlesbury,wasthechanceofcommittingtheforgeryshowntomeinthecopy,andthere,atOldWelmingham,wastheforgerycommittedintheregisterofthechurch。 Myheadturnedgiddy——Iheldbythedesktokeepmyselffromfalling。 Ofallthesuspicionswhichhadstruckmeinrelationtothatdesperateman,notonehadbeennearthetruth。TheideathathewasnotSirPercivalGlydeatall,21thathehadnomoreclaimtothebaronetcyandtoBlackwaterparkthanthepoorestlabourerwhoworkedontheestate,hadneveronceoccurredtomymind。AtonetimeIhadthoughthemightbeAnneCatherick’sfather——atanothertimeIhadthoughthemighthavebeenAnneCatherick’shusband——theoffenceofwhichhewasreallyguiltyhadbeen,fromfirsttolast,beyondthewidestreachofmyimagination。 Thepaltrymeansbywhichthefraudhadbeeneffected,themagnitudeanddaringofthecrimethatitrepresented,thehorroroftheconsequencesinvolvedinitsdiscovery,overwhelmedme。Whocouldwondernowatthebrute-restlessnessofthewretch’slife——athisdesperatealternationsbetweenabjectduplicityandrecklessviolence——atthemadnessofguiltydistrustwhichhadmadehimimprisonAnneCatherickintheAsylum,andhadgivenhimovertothevileconspiracyagainsthiswife,onthebaresuspicionthattheoneandtheotherknewhisterriblesecret?Thedisclosureofthatsecretmight,inpastyears,havehangedhim——mightnowtransporthimforlife。Thedisclosureofthatsecret,evenifthesufferersbyhisdeceptionsparedhimthepenaltiesofthelaw,woulddeprivehimatoneblowofthename,therank,theestate,thewholesocialexistencethathehadusurped。ThiswastheSecret,anditwasmine!Awordfromme,andhouse,lands,baronetcy,weregonefromhimforever——awordfromme,andhewasdrivenoutintotheworld,anameless,penniless,friendlessoutcast!Theman’swholefuturehungonmylips——andheknewitbythistimeascertainlyasIdid! Thatlastthoughtsteadiedme。Interestsfarmorepreciousthanmyowndependedonthecautionwhichmustnowguidemyslightestactions。TherewasnopossibletreacherywhichSirPercivalmightnotattemptagainstme。Inthedangeranddesperationofhispositionhewouldbestaggeredbynorisks,hewouldrecoilatnocrime——hewouldliterallyhesitateatnothingtosavehimself。 Iconsideredforaminute。MyfirstnecessitywastosecurepositiveevidenceinwritingofthediscoverythatIhadjustmade,andintheeventofanypersonalmisadventurehappeningtome,toplacethatevidencebeyondSirPercival’sreach。ThecopyoftheregisterwassuretobesafeinMrWansborough’sstrongroom。Butthepositionoftheoriginalinthevestrywas,asIhadseenwithmyowneyes,anythingbutsecure。 InthisemergencyIresolvedtoreturntothechurch,toapplyagaintotheclerk,andtotakethenecessaryextractfromtheregisterbeforeIsleptthatnight。Iwasnotthenawarethatalegally-certifiedcopywasnecessary,andthatnodocumentmerelydrawnoutbymyselfcouldclaimtheproperimportanceasaproof。Iwasnotawareofthis,andmydeterminationtokeepmypresentproceedingsasecretpreventedmefromaskinganyquestionswhichmighthaveprocuredthenecessaryinformation。MyoneanxietywastheanxietytogetbacktoOldWelmingham。ImadethebestexcusesIcouldforthediscomposureinmyfaceandmannerwhichMrWansboroughhadalreadynoticed,laidthenecessaryfeeonhistable,arrangedthatIshouldwritetohiminadayortwo,andlefttheoffice,withmyheadinawhirlandmybloodthrobbingthroughmyveinsatfeverheat。 Itwasjustgettingdark。TheideaoccurredtomethatImightbefollowedagainandattackedonthehigh-road。 Mywalking-stickwasalightone,oflittleornouseforpurposesofdefence。IstoppedbeforeleavingKnowlesburyandboughtastoutcountrycudgel,short,andheavyatthehead。Withthishomelyweapon,ifanyonemantriedtostopmeIwasamatchforhim。IfmorethanoneattackedmeIcouldtrusttomyheels。Inmyschool-daysIhadbeenanotedrunner,andIhadnotwantedforpracticesinceinthelatertimeofmyexperienceinCentralAmerica。 Istartedfromthetownatabriskpace,andkeptthemiddleoftheroad。 Asmallmistyrainwasfalling,anditwasimpossibleforthefirsthalfofthewaytomakesurewhetherIwasfollowedornot。Butatthelasthalfofmyjourney,whenIsupposedmyselftobeabouttwomilesfromthechurch,Isawamanrunbymeintherain,andthenheardthegateofafieldbytheroadsideshuttosharply。Ikeptstraighton,withmycudgelreadyinmyhand,myearsonthealert,andmyeyesstrainingtoseethroughthemistandthedarkness。BeforeIhadadvancedahundredyardstherewasarustlinginthehedgeonmyright,andthreemensprangoutintotheroad。 Idrewasideontheinstanttothefootpath。Thetwoforemostmenwerecarriedbeyondmebeforetheycouldcheckthemselves。Thethirdwasasquickaslightning。Hestopped,halfturned,andstruckatmewithhisstick。Theblowwasaimedathazard,andwasnotasevereone。Itfellonmyleftshoulder。Ireturneditheavilyonhishead。Hestaggeredbackandjostledhistwocompanionsjustastheywerebothrushingatme。Thiscircumstancegavemeamoment’sstart。Islippedbythem,andtooktothemiddleoftheroadagainatthetopofmyspeed。 Thetwounhurtmenpursuedme。Theywerebothgoodrunners——theroadwassmoothandlevel,andforthefirstfiveminutesormoreIwasconsciousthatIdidnotgainonthem。Itwasperilousworktorunforlonginthedarkness。Icouldbarelyseethedimblacklineofthehedgesoneitherside,andanychanceobstacleintheroadwouldhavethrownmedowntoacertainty。ErelongIfeltthegroundchanging——itdescendedfromthelevelataturn,andthenroseagainbeyond。Downhillthemenrathergainedonme,butuphillIbegantodistancethem。Therapid,regularthumpoftheirfeetgrewfainteronmyear,andIcalculatedbythesoundthatI wasfarenoughinadvancetotaketothefieldswithagoodchanceoftheirpassingmeinthedarkness。Divergingtothefootpath,ImadeforthefirstbreakthatIcouldguessat,ratherthansee,inthehedge。Itprovedtobeaclosedgate。Ivaultedover,andfindingmyselfinafield,keptacrossitsteadilywithmybacktotheroad。Iheardthemenpassthegate,stillrunning,theninaminutemoreheardoneofthemcalltotheothertocomeback。Itwasnomatterwhattheydidnow,Iwasoutoftheirsightandoutoftheirhearing。Ikeptstraightacrossthefield,andwhenIhadreachedthefartherextremityofit,waitedthereforaminutetorecovermybreath。 Itwasimpossibletoventurebacktotheroad,butIwasdeterminedneverthelesstogettoOldWelminghamthatevening。 Neithermoonnorstarsappearedtoguideme。IonlyknewthatIhadkeptthewindandrainatmybackonleavingKnowlesbury,andifInowkeptthematmybackstill,Imightatleastbecertainofnotadvancingaltogetherinthewrongdirection。 Proceedingonthisplan,Icrossedthecountry——meetingwithnoworseobstaclesthanhedges,ditches,andthickets,whicheverynowandthenobligedmetoaltermycourseforalittlewhile——untilIfoundmyselfonahillside,withthegroundslopingawaysteeplybeforeme。Idescendedtothebottomofthehollow,squeezedmywaythroughahedge,andgotoutintoalane。Havingturnedtotherightonleavingtheroad,Inowturnedtotheleft,onthechanceofregainingthelinefromwhichIhadwandered。 Afterfollowingthemuddywindingsofthelanefortenminutesormore,Isawacottagewithalightinoneofthewindows。Thegardengatewasopentothelane,andIwentinatoncetoinquiremyway。 BeforeIcouldknockatthedooritwassuddenlyopened,andamancamerunningoutwithalightedlanterninhishand。Hestoppedandhelditupatthesightofme。Webothstartedaswesaweachother。Mywanderingshadledmeroundtheoutskirtsofthevillage,andhadbroughtmeoutatthelowerendofit。IwasbackatOldWelmingham,andthemanwiththelanternwasnootherthanmyacquaintanceofthemorning,theparishclerk。 HismannerappearedtohavealteredstrangelyintheintervalsinceIhadlastseenhim。Helookedsuspiciousandconfused——hisruddycheeksweredeeplyflushed——andhisfirstwords,whenhespoke,werequiteunintelligibletome。 `Wherearethekeys?’heasked。`Haveyoutakenthem?’ `Whatkeys?’Irepeated。`IhavethismomentcomefromKnowlesbury。 Whatkeysdoyoumean?’ `Thekeysofthevestry。Lordsaveusandhelpus!whatshallIdo? Thekeysaregone!Doyouhear?’criedtheoldman,shakingthelanternatmeinhisagitation,`thekeysaregone!’ `How?When?Whocanhavetakenthem?’ `Idon’tknow,’saidtheclerk,staringabouthimwildlyinthedarkness。 `I’veonlyjustgotback。ItoldyouIhadalongday’sworkthismorning——Ilockedthedoorandshutthewindowdown——it’sopennow,thewindow’sopen。Look!somebodyhasgotinthereandtakenthekeys。’ Heturnedtothecasementwindowtoshowmethatitwaswideopen。Thedoorofthelanterncameloosefromitsfasteningasheswayeditround,andthewindblewthecandleoutinstantly。 `Getanotherlight,’Isaid,`andletusbothgotothevestrytogether。