第112章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4997更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
Shemayhavesaidthesamethingtoyou,whenyouthoughtlesslyassistedherescape。Shecertainlysaidit(asIheardlastsummer)totheunfortunatewomanwhomarriedoursweet-tempered,namelessgentlemanlatelydeceased。 Ifeitheryou,orthatunluckylady,hadquestionedmydaughterclosely,andhadinsistedonherexplainingwhatshereallymeant,youwouldhavefoundherloseallherself-importancesuddenly,andgetvacant,andrestless,andconfused——youwouldhavediscoveredthatIamwritingnothingherebuttheplaintruth。SheknewthattherewasaSecret——sheknewwhowasconnectedwithit——sheknewwhowouldsufferbyitsbeingknown——andbeyondthat,whateverairsofimportanceshemayhavegivenherself,whatevercrazyboastingshemayhaveindulgedinwithstrangers,shenevertoherdyingdayknewmore。 HaveIsatisfiedyourcuriosity?Ihavetakenpainsenoughtosatisfyitatanyrate。ThereisreallynothingelseIhavetotellyouaboutmyselformydaughter。Myworstresponsibilities,sofarasshewasconcerned,werealloverwhenshewassecuredintheAsylum。Ihadaformofletterrelatingtothecircumstancesunderwhichshewasshutup,givenmetowrite,inanswertooneMissHalcombe,whowascuriousinthematter,andwhomusthaveheardplentyofliesaboutmefromacertaintonguewellaccustomedtothetellingofthesame。AndIdidwhatIcouldafterwardstotracemyrunawaydaughter,andpreventherfromdoingmischiefbymakinginquiriesmyselfintheneighbourhoodwhereshewasfalselyreportedtohavebeenseen。Butthese,andothertrifleslikethem,areoflittleornointeresttoyouafterwhatyouhaveheardalready。 Sofar,Ihavewritteninthefriendliestpossiblespirit。ButIcannotclosethisletter,withoutaddingawordhereofseriousremonstranceandreproof,addressedtoyourself。 Inthecourseofyourpersonalinterviewwithme,youaudaciouslyreferredtomylatedaughter’sparentageonthefather’sside,asifthatparentagewasamatterofdoubt。Thiswashighlyimproperandveryungentlemanlikeonyourpart!Ifweseeeachotheragain,remember,ifyouplease,thatIwillallownolibertiestobetakenwithmyreputation,andthatthemoralatmosphereofWelmingham(touseafavouriteexpressionofmyfriendtherector’s)mustnotbetaintedbylooseconversationofanykind。IfyouallowyourselftodoubtthatmyhusbandwasAnne’sfather,youpersonallyinsultmeinthegrossestmanner。Ifyouhavefelt,andifyoustillcontinuetofeel,anunhallowedcuriosityonthissubject,Irecommendyou,inyourowninterests,tocheckitatonceandforever。Onthissideofthegrave,MrHartright,whatevermayhappenontheother,thatcuriositywillneverbegratified。 Perhaps,afterwhatIhavejustsaid,youwillseethenecessityofwritingmeanapology。Doso,andIwillwillinglyreceiveit。Iwill,afterwards,ifyourwishespointtoasecondinterviewwithme,goastepfarther,andreceiveyou。Mycircumstancesonlyenablemetoinviteyoutotea——notthattheyareatallalteredfortheworsebywhathashappened。 Ihavealwayslived,asIthinkItoldyou,wellwithinmyincome,andIhavesavedenough,inthelasttwentyyears,tomakemequitecomfortablefortherestofmylife。ItisnotmyintentiontoleaveWelmingham。ThereareoneortwolittleadvantageswhichIhavestilltogaininthetown。 Theclergymanbowstome——asyousaw。Heismarried,andhiswifeisnotquitesocivil。IproposetojointheDorcasSociety,andImeantomaketheclergyman’swifebowtomenext。 Ifyoufavourmewithyourcompany,prayunderstandthattheconversationmustbeentirelyongeneralsubjects。Anyattemptedreferencetothisletterwillbequiteuseless——Iamdeterminednottoacknowledgehavingwrittenit。Theevidencehasbeendestroyedinthefire,Iknow,butIthinkitdesirabletoerronthesideofcaution,nevertheless。 Onthisaccountnonamesarementionedhere,norisanysignatureattachedtotheselines:thehandwritingisdisguisedthroughout,andImeantodeliverthelettermyself,undercircumstanceswhichwillpreventallfearsofitsbeingtracedtomyhouse。Youcanhavenopossiblecausetocomplainoftheseprecautions,seeingthattheydonotaffecttheinformationI herecommunicate,inconsiderationofthespecialindulgencewhichyouhavedeservedatmyhands。Myhourforteaishalf-pastfive,andmybutteredtoastwaitsfornobody。THESTORYCONTINUEDBYWALTERHARTRIGHTXIMyfirstimpulse,afterreadingMrsCatherick’sextraordinarynarrative,wastodestroyit。Thehardenedshamelessdepravityofthewholecomposition,frombeginningtoend——theatrociousperversityofmindwhichpersistentlyassociatedmewithacalamityforwhichIwasinnosenseanswerable,andwithadeathwhichIhadriskedmylifeintryingtoavert——sodisgustedme,thatIwasonthepointoftearingtheletter,whenaconsiderationsuggesteditselfwhichwarnedmetowaitalittlebeforeIdestroyedit。 ThisconsiderationwasentirelyunconnectedwithSirPercival。Theinformationcommunicatedtome,sofarasitconcernedhim,didlittlemorethanconfirmtheconclusionsatwhichIhadalreadyarrived。 Hehadcommittedhisoffence,asIhadsupposedhimtohavecommittedit,andtheabsenceofallreference,onMrsCatherick’spart,totheduplicateregisteratKnowlesbury,strengthenedmypreviousconvictionthattheexistenceofthebook,andtheriskofdetectionwhichitimplied,musthavebeennecessarilyunknowntoSirPercival。Myinterestinthequestionoftheforgerywasnowatanend,andmyonlyobjectinkeepingtheletterwastomakeitofsomefutureserviceinclearingupthelastmysterythatstillremainedtobaffleme——theparentageofAnneCatherickonthefather’sside。Therewereoneortwosentencesdroppedinhermother’snarrative,whichitmightbeusefultorefertoagain,whenmattersofmoreimmediateimportanceallowedmeleisuretosearchforthemissingevidence。Ididnotdespairofstillfindingthatevidence,andIhadlostnoneofmyanxietytodiscoverit,forIhadlostnoneofmyinterestintracingthefatherofthepoorcreaturewhonowlayatrestinMrsFairlie’sgrave。 Accordingly,Isealeduptheletterandputitawaycarefullyinmypocket-book,tobereferredtoagainwhenthetimecame。 ThenextdaywasmylastinHampshire。WhenIhadappearedagainbeforethemagistrateatKnowlesbury,andwhenIhadattendedattheadjournedinquest,IshouldbefreetoreturntoLondonbytheafternoonortheeveningtrain。 Myfirsterrandinthemorningwas,asusual,tothepost-office,TheletterfromMarianwasthere,butIthoughtwhenitwashandedtomethatitfeltunusuallylight。Ianxiouslyopenedtheenvelope。Therewasnothinginsidebutasmallstripofpaperfoldedintwo。Thefewblottedhurriedly-writtenlineswhichweretracedonitcontainedthesewords: `Comebackassoonasyoucan。Ihavebeenobligedtomove。CometoGower’sWalk,Fulham(numberfive)。Iwillbeonthelook-outforyou。 Don’tbealarmedaboutus,wearebothsafeandwell。Butcomeback—— Marian。’ Thenewswhichthoselinescontained——newswhichIinstantlyassociatedwithsomeattemptedtreacheryonthepartofCountFosco——fairlyoverwhelmedme。Istoodbreathlesswiththepapercrumpledupinmyhand。Whathadhappened?WhatsubtlewickednesshadtheCountplannedandexecutedinmyabsence?AnighthadpassedsinceMarian’snotewaswritten——hoursmustelapsestillbeforeIcouldgetbacktothem——somenewdisastermighthavehappenedalreadyofwhichIwasignorant。Andhere,milesandmilesawayfromthem,hereImustremain——held,doublyheld,atthedisposalofthelaw! Ihardlyknowtowhatforgetfulnessofmyobligationsanxietyandalarmmightnothavetemptedme,butforthequietinginfluenceofmyfaithinMarian。Myabsoluterelianceonherwastheoneearthlyconsiderationwhichhelpedmetorestrainmyself,andgavemecouragetowait。Theinquestwasthefirstoftheimpedimentsinthewayofmyfreedomofaction。I attendeditattheappointedtime,thelegalformalitiesrequiringmypresenceintheroom,butasitturnedout,notcallingonmetorepeatmyevidence。 Thisuselessdelaywasahardtrial,althoughIdidmybesttoquietmyimpatiencebyfollowingthecourseoftheproceedingsascloselyasIcould。 TheLondonsolicitorofthedeceased(MrMerriman)wasamongthepersonspresent。Buthewasquiteunabletoassisttheobjectsoftheinquiry。 Hecouldonlysaythathewasinexpressiblyshockedandastonished,andthathecouldthrownolightwhateveronthemysteriouscircumstancesofthecase。Atintervalsduringtheadjournedinvestigation,hesuggestedquestionswhichtheCoronerput,butwhichledtonoresults。Afterapatientinquiry,whichlastednearlythreehours,andwhichexhaustedeveryavailablesourceofinformation,thejurypronouncedthecustomaryverdictincasesofsuddendeathbyaccident。Theyaddedtotheformaldecisionastatement,thattherehadbeennoevidencetoshowhowthekeyshadbeenabstracted,howthefirehadbeencaused,orwhatthepurposewasforwhichthedeceasedhadenteredthevestry。Thisactclosedtheproceedings。Thelegalrepresentativeofthedeadmanwaslefttoprovideforthenecessitiesoftheinterment,andthewitnesseswerefreetoretire。 ResolvednottoloseaminuteingettingtoKnowlesbury,Ipaidmybillatthehotel,andhiredaflytotakemetothetown。Agentlemanwhoheardmegivetheorder,andwhosawthatIwasgoingalone,informedmethathelivedintheneighbourhoodofKnowlesbury,andaskedifIwouldhaveanyobjectiontohisgettinghomebysharingtheflywithme。Iacceptedhisproposalasamatterofcourse。 Ourconversationduringthedrivewasnaturallyoccupiedbytheoneabsorbingsubjectoflocalinterest。 MynewacquaintancehadsomeknowledgeofthelateSirPercival’ssolicitor,andheandMrMerrimanhadbeendiscussingthestateofthedeceasedgentleman’saffairsandthesuccessiontotheproperty。SirPercival’sembarrassmentsweresowellknownalloverthecountythathissolicitorcouldonlymakeavirtueofnecessityandplainlyacknowledgethem。Hehaddiedwithoutleavingawill,andhehadnopersonalpropertytobequeath,evenifhehadmadeone,thewholefortunewhichhehadderivedfromhiswifehavingbeenswallowedupbyhiscreditors。Theheirtotheestate(SirPercivalhavingleftnoissue)wasasonofSirFelixGlyde’sfirstcousin,anofficerincommandofanEastIndiaman。Hewouldfindhisunexpectedinheritancesadlyencumbered,butthepropertywouldrecoverwithtime,and,if`thecaptain’wascareful,hemightbearichmanyetbeforehedied。 AbsorbedasIwasintheoneideaofgettingtoLondon,thisinformation(whicheventsprovedtobeperfectlycorrect)hadaninterestofitsowntoattractmyattention。IthoughtitjustifiedmeinkeepingsecretmydiscoveryofSirPercival’sfraud。Theheir,whoserightshehadusurped,wastheheirwhowouldnowhavetheestate。Theincomefromit,forthelastthree-and-twentyyears,whichshouldproperlyhavebeenhis,andwhichthedeadmanhadsquanderedtothelastfarthing,wasgonebeyondrecall。 IfIspoke,myspeakingwouldconferadvantageontonoone。IfIkeptthesecret,mysilenceconcealedthecharacterofthemanwhohadcheatedLauraintomarryinghim。Forhersake,Iwishedtoconcealit——forhersake,still,Itellthisstoryunderfeignednames。 IpartedwithmychancecompanionatKnowlesbury,andwentatoncetothetown-hall。AsIhadanticipated,noonewaspresenttoprosecutethecaseagainstme——thenecessaryformalitieswereobserved,andIwasdischarged。