第117章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4926更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
Attimes,dreamsoftheterriblepaststilldisconnectedlyrecalledtoher,inthemysteryofsleep,theeventsofwhichherwakingmemoryhadlostalltrace。Onenight(barelytwoweeksafterourmarriage),whenIwaswatchingheratrest,Isawthetearscomeslowlythroughherclosedeyelids,IheardthefaintmurmuringwordsescapeherwhichtoldmethatherspiritwasbackagainonthefataljourneyfromBlackwaterPark。Thatunconsciousappeal,sotouchingandsoawfulinthesacrednessofhersleep,ranthroughmelikefire。ThenextdaywasthedaywecamebacktoLondon——thedaywhenmyresolutionreturnedtomewithtenfoldstrength。 Thefirstnecessitywastoknowsomethingoftheman。Thusfar,thetruestoryofhislifewasanimpenetrablemysterytome。 Ibeganwithsuchscantysourcesofinformationaswereatmyowndisposal。 TheimportantnarrativewrittenbyMrFrederickFairlie(whichMarianhadobtainedbyfollowingthedirectionsIhadgiventoherinthewinter) provedtobeofnoservicetothespecialobjectwithwhichInowlookedatit。WhilereadingitIreconsideredthedisclosurerevealedtomebyMrsClementsoftheseriesofdeceptionswhichhadbroughtAnneCathericktoLondon,andwhichhadtheredevotedhertotheinterestsoftheconspiracy。 Here,again,theCounthadnotopenlycommittedhimself——here,again,hewas,toallpracticalpurposes,outofmyreach。 InextreturnedtoMarian’sjournalatBlackwaterPark。AtmyrequestshereadtomeagainapassagewhichreferredtoherpastcuriosityabouttheCount,andtothefewparticularswhichshehaddiscoveredrelatingtohim。 ThepassagetowhichIalludeoccursinthatpartofherjournalwhichdelineateshischaracterandhispersonalappearance。Shedescribeshimas`nothavingcrossedthefrontiersofhisnativecountryforyearspast’—— as`anxioustoknowifanyItaliangentlemenweresettledinthenearesttowntoBlackwaterPark’——as`receivingletterswithallsortsofoddstampsonthem,andonewithalargeofficial-lookingsealonit。’Sheisinclinedtoconsiderthathislongabsencefromhisnativecountrymaybeaccountedforbyassumingthatheisapoliticalexile。Butsheis,ontheotherhand,unabletoreconcilethisideawiththereceptionoftheletterfromabroadbearing`thelargeofficial-lookingseal’——lettersfromtheContinentaddressedtopoliticalexilesbeingusuallythelasttocourtattentionfromforeignpost-officesinthatway。 Theconsiderationsthuspresentedtomeinthediary,joinedtocertainsurmisesofmyownthatgrewoutofthem,suggestedaconclusionwhichIwonderedIhadnotarrivedatbefore。Inowsaidtomyself——whatLaurahadoncesaidtoMarianatBlackwaterPark,whatMadameFoscohadoverheardbylisteningatthedoor——theCountisaspy! Laurahadappliedthewordtohimathazard,innaturalangerathisproceedingstowardsherself。Iappliedittohimwiththedeliberateconvictionthathisvocationinlifewasthevocationofaspy。Onthisassumption,thereasonforhisextraordinarystayinEnglandsolongaftertheobjectsoftheconspiracyhadbeengained,became,tomymind,quiteintelligible。 TheyearofwhichIamnowwritingwastheyearofthefamousCrystalPalaceExhibitioninHydePark。Foreignersinunusuallylargenumbershadarrivedalready,andwerestillarrivinginEngland。Menwereamongusbyhundredswhomtheceaselessdistrustfulnessoftheirgovernmentshadfollowedprivately,bymeansofappointedagents,toourshores。MysurmisesdidnotforamomentclassamanoftheCount’sabilitiesandsocialpositionwiththeordinaryrankandfileofforeignspies。Isuspectedhimofholdingapositionofauthority,ofbeingentrustedbythegovernmentwhichhesecretlyservedwiththeorganisationandmanagementofagentsspeciallyemployedinthiscountry,bothmenandwomen,andIbelievedMrsRubelle,whohadbeensoopportunelyfoundtoactasnurseatBlackwaterPark,tobe,inallprobability,oneofthenumber。 Assumingthatthisideaofminehadafoundationintruth,thepositionoftheCountmightprovetobemoreassailablethanIhadhithertoventuredtohope。TowhomcouldIapplytoknowsomethingmoreoftheman’shistoryandofthemanhimselfthanIknewnow? Inthisemergencyitnaturallyoccurredtomymindthatacountrymanofhisown,onwhomIcouldrely,mightbethefittestpersontohelpme。 ThefirstmanwhomIthoughtofunderthesecircumstanceswasalsotheonlyItalianwithwhomIwasintimatelyacquainted——myquaintlittlefriend,ProfessorPesca。 Theprofessorhasbeensolongabsentfromthesepagesthathehasrunsomeriskofbeingforgottenaltogether。 Itisthenecessarylawofsuchastoryasminethatthepersonsconcernedinitonlyappearwhenthecourseofeventstakesthemup——theycomeandgo,notbyfavourofmypersonalpartiality,butbyrightoftheirdirectconnectionwiththecircumstancestobedetailed。Forthisreason,notPescaalone,butmymotherandsisteraswell,havebeenleftfarinthebackgroundofthenarrative。MyvisitstotheHampsteadcottage,mymother’sbeliefinthedenialofLaura’sidentitywhichtheconspiracyhadaccomplished,myvaineffortstoovercometheprejudiceonherpartandonmysister’stowhich,intheirjealousaffectionforme,theybothcontinuedtoadhere,thepainfulnecessitywhichthatprejudiceimposedonmeofconcealingmymarriagefromthemtilltheyhadlearnttodojusticetomywife——alltheselittledomesticoccurrenceshavebeenleftunrecordedbecausetheywerenotessentialtothemaininterestofthestory。Itisnothingthattheyaddedtomyanxietiesandembitteredmydisappointments——thesteadymarchofeventshasinexorablypassedthemby。 ForthesamereasonIhavesaidnothinghereoftheconsolationhimagainafterthesuddencessationofmyresidenceatLimmeridgeHouse。I havenotrecordedthefidelitywithwhichmywarmheartedlittlefriendfollowedmetotheplaceofembarkationwhenIsailedforCentralAmerica,orthenoisytransportofjoywithwhichhereceivedmewhenwenextmetinLondon。IfIhadfeltjustifiedinacceptingtheoffersofservicewhichhemadetomeonmyreturn,hewouldhaveappearedagainlongerethis。 But,thoughIknewthathishonourandhiscourageweretobeimplicitlyreliedon,Iwasnotsosurethathisdiscretionwastobetrusted,and,forthatreasononly,Ifollowedthecourseofallmyinquiriesalone。 ItwillnowbesufficientlyunderstoodthatPescawasnotseparatedfromallconnectionwithmeandmyinterests,althoughhehashithertobeenseparatedfromallconnectionwiththeprogressofthisnarrative。Hewasastrueandasreadyafriendofminestillaseverhehadbeeninhislife。 BeforeIsummonedPescatomyassistanceitwasnecessarytoseeformyselfwhatsortofmanIhadtodealwith。UptothistimeIhadneveronceseteyesonCountFosco。 ThreedaysaftermyreturnwithLauraandMariantoLondon,IsetforthaloneforForestRoad,StJohn’sWood,betweentenandeleveno’clockinthemorning。Itwasafineday——Ihadsomehourstospare——andIthoughtitlikely,ifIwaitedalittleforhim,thattheCountmightbetemptedout。Ihadnogreatreasontofearthechanceofhisrecognisingmeinthedaytime,fortheonlyoccasionwhenIhadbeenseenbyhimwastheoccasiononwhichhehadfollowedmehomeatnight。 Nooneappearedatthewindowsinthefrontofthehouse。Iwalkeddownaturningwhichranpastthesideofit,andlookedoverthelowgardenwall。Oneofthebackwindowsonthelowerfloorwasthrownupandanetwasstretchedacrosstheopening。Isawnobody,butIheard,intheroom,fistashrillwhistlingandsingingofbirds,thenthedeepringingvoicewhichMarian’sdescriptionhadmadefamiliartome。`Comeoutonmylittlefinger,mypret-pret-pretties!’criedthevoice。`Comeoutandhopupstairs! One,two,three——andup!Three,two,one——anddownIOne,two,three——twit-twit-twit-tweet!’TheCountwasexercisinghiscanariesasheusedtoexercisetheminMarian’stimeatBlackwaterPark。 Iwaitedalittlewhile,andthesingingandthewhistlingceased。`Come,kissme,mypretties!’saidthedeepvoice。Therewasaresponsivetwitteringandchirping——alow,oilylaugh——asilenceofaminuteorso,andthenIheardtheopeningofthehousedoor。Iturnedandretracedmysteps。 ThemagnificentmelodyofthePrayerinRossini’sMoses,sunginasonorousbassvoice,rosegrandlythroughthesuburbansilenceoftheplace。Thefrontgardengateopenedandclosed。TheCounthadcomeout。 HecrossedtheroadandwalkedtowardsthewesternboundaryoftheRegent’sPark。Ikeptonmyownsideoftheway,alittlebehindhim,andwalkedinthatdirectionalso。 Marianhadpreparedmeforhishighstature,hismonstrouscorpulence,andhisostentatiousmourninggarments,butnotforthehorriblefreshnessandcheerfulnessandvitalityoftheman。Hecarriedhissixtyyearsasiftheyhadbeenfewerthanforty。Hesaunteredalong,wearinghishatalittleononeside,withalightjauntystep,swinginghisbigstick,hummingtohimself,lookingupfromtimetotimeatthehousesandgardensoneithersideofhimwithsuperb,smilingpatronage。Ifastrangerhadbeentoldthatthewholeneighbourhoodbelongedtohim,thatstrangerwouldnothavebeensurprisedtohearit。Heneverlookedback,hepaidnoapparentattentiontome,noapparentattentiontoanyonewhopassedhimonhisownsideoftheroad,exceptnowandthen,whenhesmiledandsmirked,withaneasypaternalgoodhumour,atthenursery-maidsandthechildrenwhomhemet。Inthiswayheledmeon,tillwereachedacolonyofshopsoutsidethewesternterracesofthePark。 Herehestoppedatapastrycook’s,wentin(probablytogiveanorder),andcameoutagainimmediatelywithatartinhishand。AnItalianwasgrindinganorganbeforetheshop,andamiserablelittleshrivelledmonkeywassittingontheinstrument。TheCountstopped,bitapieceforhimselfoutofthetart,andgravelyhandedtheresttothemonkey。`Mypoorlittleman!’hesaid,withgrotesquetenderness,`youlookhungry。Inthesacrednameofhumanity,Iofferyousomelunch!’Theorgan-grinderpiteouslyputinhisclaimtoapennyfromthebenevolentstranger。TheCountshruggedhisshoulderscontemptuously,andpassedon。 WereachedthestreetsandthebetterclassofshopsbetweentheNewRoadandOxfordStreet。TheCountstoppedagainandenteredasmalloptician’sshop,withaninscriptioninthewindowannouncingthatrepairswereneatlyexecutedinside。Hecameoutagainwithanopera-glassinhishand,walkedafewpaceson,andstoppedtolookatabilloftheoperaplacedoutsideamusic-seller’sshop。Hereadthebillattentively,consideredamoment,andthenhailedanemptycabasitpassedhim。`OperaBox-office,’hesaidtotheman,andwasdrivenaway。 Icrossedtheroad,andlookedatthebillinmyturn。TheperformanceannouncedwasLucreziaBorgia,anditwastotakeplacethatevening。Theopera-glassintheCount’shand,hiscarefulreadingofthebill,andhisdirectiontothecabman,allsuggestedthatheproposedmakingoneoftheaudience。Ihadthemeansofgettinganadmissionformyselfandafriendtothepitbyapplyingtooneofthescene-paintersattachedtothetheatre,withwhomIhadbeenwellacquaintedinpasttimes。TherewasachanceatleastthattheCountmightbeeasilyvisibleamongtheaudiencetomeandtoanyonewithme,andinthiscaseIhadthemeansofascertainingwhetherPescaknewhiscountrymanornotthatverynight。