第121章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:3927更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
Marianwasatthestairheadwaitingforme。Shehadafoldedslipofpaperinherhand。 `Thelandlord’ssonhasbroughtthisforyou,’shesaid。`Hehasgotacabatthedoor——hesaysyouorderedhimtokeepitatyourdisposal。’ `Quiteright,Marian。Iwantthecab——Iamgoingoutagain。’ IdescendedthestairsasIspoke,andlookedintothesitting-roomtoreadtheslipofpaperbythelightonthetable。ItcontainedthesetwosentencesinPesca’shandwriting—— `Yourletterisreceived。IfIdon’tseeyoubeforethetimeyoumention,Iwillbreakthesealwhentheclockstrikes。’ Iplacedthepaperinmypocket-book,andmadeforthedoor。Marianmetmeonthethreshold,andpushedmehackintotheroom,wherethecandle-lightfellfullonmyface。Sheheldmebybothhands,andhereyesfastenedsearchinglyonmine。 `Isee!’shesaid,inaloweagerwhisper。`Youaretryingthelastchancetonight。’ `Yes,thelastchanceandthebest,’Iwhisperedback。 `Notalone!Oh,Walter,forGod’ssake,notalone!Letmegowithyou。 Don’trefusemebecauseI’monlyawoman。Imustgo!Iwillgo!I’llwaitoutsideinthecab!’ Itwasmyturnnowtoholdher。Shetriedtobreakawayfrommeandgetdownfirsttothedoor。 `Ifyouwanttohelpme,’Isaid,`stophereandsleepinmywife’sroomtonight。OnlyletmegoawaywithmymindeasyaboutLaura,andI answerforeverythingelse。Come,Marian,givemeakiss,andshowthatyouhavethecouragetowaittillIcomeback。’ Idarednotallowhertimetosayawordmore。Shetriedtoholdmeagain。Iunclaspedherhands,andwasoutoftheroominamoment。Theboybelowheardmeonthestairs,andopenedthehall-door。Ijumpedintothecabbeforethedrivercouldgetoffthebox。`ForestRoad,StJohn’sWood,’Icalledtohimthroughthefrontwindow。`Doublefareifyougetthereinaquarterofanhour。’`I’lldoit,sir。’Ilookedatmywatch。 Eleveno’clock。Notaminutetolose。 Therapidmotionofthecab,thesensethateveryinstantnowwasbringingmenearertotheCount,theconvictionthatIwasembarkedatlast,withoutletorhindrance,onmyhazardousenterprise,heatedmeintosuchafeverofexcitementthatIshoutedtothemantogofasterandfaster。Asweleftthestreets,andcrossedStJohn’sWoodRoad,myimpatiencesocompletelyoverpoweredmethatIstoodupinthecabandstretchedmyheadoutofthewindow,toseetheendofthejourneybeforewereachedit。Justasachurchclockinthedistancestruckthequarterpast,weturnedintotheForestRoad。IstoppedthedriveralittleawayfromtheCount’shouse,paidanddismissedhim,andwalkedontothedoor。 AsIapproachedthegardengate,Isawanotherpersonadvancingtowardsitalsofromthedirectionoppositetomine。Wemetunderthegaslampintheroad,andlookedateachother。Iinstantlyrecognisedthelight-hairedforeignerwiththescaronhischeek,andithoughtherecognisedme。Hesaidnothing,andinsteadofstoppingatthehouse,asIdid,heslowlywalkedon。WasheintheForestRoadbyaccident?OrhadhefollowedtheCounthomefromtheOpera? Ididnotpursuethosequestions。Afterwaitingalittletilltheforeignerhadslowlypassedoutofsight,Irangthegatebell。Itwasthentwentyminutespasteleven——lateenoughtomakeitquiteeasyfortheCounttogetridofmebytheexcusethathewasinbed。 Theonlywayofprovidingagainstthiscontingencywastosendinmynamewithoutaskinganypreliminaryquestions,andtolethimknow,atthesametime,thatIhadaseriousmotiveforwishingtoseehimatthatlatehour。Accordingly,whileIwaswaiting,Itookoutmycardandwroteundermyname`Onimportantbusiness。’Themaid-servantansweredthedoorwhileIwaswritingthelastwordinpencil,andaskedmedistrustfullywhatI`pleasedtowant。’ `Besogoodastotakethattoyourmaster,’Ireplied,givingherthecard。 Isaw,bythegirl’shesitationofmanner,thatifIhadaskedfortheCountinthefirstinstanceshewouldonlyhavefollowedherinstructionsbytellingmehewasnotathome。ShewasstaggeredbytheconfidencewithwhichIgaveherthecard。Afterstaringatme,ingreatperturbation,shewentbackintothehousewithmymessage,closingthedoor,andleavingmetowaitinthegarden。 Inaminuteorsoshereappeared。`Hermaster’scompliments,andwouldIbesoobligingastosaywhatmybusinesswas?’`Takemycomplimentshack,’Ireplied,`andsaythatthebusinesscannotbementionedtoanyonebutyourmaster。’Sheleftmeagain,againreturned,andthistimeaskedmetowalkin。 Ifollowedheratonce。InanothermomentIwasinsidetheCount’shouse。 Therewasnolampinthehall,butbythedimlightofthekitchencandle,whichthegirlhadbroughtupstairswithher,Isawanelderlyladystealnoiselesslyoutofabackroomonthegroundfloor。ShecastoneviperishlookatmeasIenteredthehall,butsaidnothing,andwentslowlyupstairswithoutreturningmybow。MyfamiliaritywithMarian’sjournalsufficientlyassuredmethattheelderlyladywasMadameFosco。 TheservantledmetotheroomwhichtheCountesshadjustleft。Ienteredit,andfoundmyselffacetofacewiththeCount。 Hewasstillinhiseveningdress,excepthiscoat,whichhehadthrownacrossachair。Hisshirt-sleeveswereturnedupatthewrists,butnohigher。Acarpet-bagwasononesideofhim,andaboxontheother。Books,papers,andarticlesofwearingapparelwerescatteredabouttheroom。 Onatable,atonesideofthedoor,stoodthecage,sowellknowntomebydescription,whichcontainedhiswhitemice。Thecanariesandthecockatoowereprobablyinsomeotherroom。Hewasseatedbeforethebox,packingit,whenIwentin,androsewithsomepapersinhishandtoreceiveme。 HisfacestillbetrayedplaintracesoftheshockthathadoverwhelmedhimattheOpera。Hisfatcheekshungloose,hiscoldgreyeyeswerefurtivelyvigilant,hisvoice,look,andmannerwereallsharPlysuspiciousalike,asheadvancedasteptomeetme,andrequested,withdistantcivility,thatIwouldtakeachair。 `Youcomehereonbusiness,sir?’hesaid。`Iamatalosstoknowwhatthatbusinesscanpossiblybe。’ Theunconcealedcuriosity,withwhichhelookedhardinmyfacewhilehespoke,convincedmethatIhadpassedunnoticedbyhimattheOpera。 HehadseenPescafirst,andfromthatmomenttillheleftthetheatrehehadevidentlyseennothingelse。MynamewouldnecessarilysuggesttohimthatIhadnotcomeintohishousewithotherthanahostilepurposetowardshimself,butheappearedtobeutterlyignorantthusfaroftherealnatureofmyerrand。 `Iamfortunateinfindingyouheretonight,’Isaid。`Youseemtobeonthepointoftakingajourney?’ `Isyourbusinessconnectedwithmyjourney?’ `Insomedegree。’ `Inwhatdegree?DoyouknowwhereIamgoingto?’ `No。IonlyknowwhyyouareleavingLondon。’ Heslippedbymewiththequicknessofthought,lockedthedoor,andputthekeyinhispocket。 `YouandI,MrHartright,areexcellentlywellacquaintedwithoneanotherbyreputation,’hesaid。`Didit,byanychance,occurtoyouwhenyoucametothishousethatIwasnotthesortofmanyoucouldtriflewith?’ `Itdidoccurtome,’Ireplied。`AndIhavenotcometotriflewithyou。Iamhereonamatteroflifeanddeath,andifthatdoorwhichyouhavelockedwasopenatthismoment,nothingyoucouldsayordowouldinducemetopassthroughit。’ Iwalkedfartherintotheroom,andstoodoppositetohimontherugbeforethefireplace。Hedrewachairinfrontofthedoor,andsatdownonit,withhisleftarmrestingonthetable。Thecagewiththewhitemicewasclosetohim,andthelittlecreaturesscamperedoutoftheirsleeping-placeashisheavyarmshookthetable,andpeeredathimthroughthegapsinthesmartlypaintedwires。 `Onamatterof-lifeanddeath,’herepeatedtohimself。`Thosewordsaremoreserious,perhaps,thanyouthink。Whatdoyoumean?’ `WhatIsay。’ Theperspirationbrokeoutthicklyonhisbroadforehead。Hislefthandstoleovertheedgeofthetable。Therewasadrawerinit,withalock,andthekeywasinthelock。Hisfingerandthumbclosedoverthekey,butdidnotturnit。 `SoyouknowwhyIamleavingLondon?’hewenton。`Tellmethereason,ifyouplease。’Heturnedthekey,andunlockedthedrawerashespoke。 `Icandobetterthanthat,’Ireplied。`Icanshowyouthereason,ifyoulike。’ `Howcanyoushowit?’ `Youhavegotyourcoatoff,’Isaid。`Rolluptheshirtsleeveonyourleftarm,andyouwillseeitthere。’ ThesamelividleadenchangepassedoverhisfacewhichIhadseenpassoveritatthetheatre。Thedeadlyglitterinhiseyesshonesteadyandstraightintomine。Hesaidnothing。Buthislefthandslowlyopenedthetable-drawer,andsoftlyslippedintoit。Theharshgratingnoiseofsomethingheavythathewasmovingunseentomesoundedforamoment,thenceased。 ThesilencethatfollowedwassointensethatthefainttickingnibbleofthewhitemiceattheirwireswasdistinctlyaudiblewhereIstood。 Mylifehungbyathread,andIknewit。AtthatfinalmomentIthoughtwithhismind,Ifeltwithhisfingers——IwasascertainasifIhadseentoitwhathekepthiddenfrommeinthedrawer。