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类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4515更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
AndyetIcannothonestlysaythatmyownmoralconvictionswerestrongenoughtodecidethestruggleinmebythemselves。TheywerehelpedbymyremembranceofSirPercival’sdeath。Howawfully,atthelastmoment,hadtheworkingoftheretributiontherebeensnatchedfrommyfeeblehandsIWhatrighthadItodecide,inmypoormortalignoranceofthefuture,thatthisman,too,mustescapewithimpunitybecauseheescapedme? Ithoughtofthesethings——perhapswiththesuperstitioninherentinmynature,perhapswithasenseworthierofmethansuperstition。Itwashard,whenIhadfastenedmyholdonhimatlast,toloosenitagainofmyownaccord——butIforcedmyselftomakethesacrifice。Inplainerwords,IdeterminedtobeguidedbytheonehighermotiveofwhichIwascertain,themotiveofservingthecauseofLauraandthecauseofTruth。 `Iacceptyourconditions,’Isaid。`Withonereservationonmypart。’ `Whatreservationmaythatbe?’heasked。 `Itreferstothesealedletter,’Ianswered。`Irequireyoutodestroyitunopenedinmypresenceassoonasitisplacedinyourhands。’ MyobjectinmakingthisstipulationwassimPlytopreventhimfromcarryingawaywrittenevidenceofthenatureofmycommunicationwithPesca。 Thefactofmycommunicationhewouldnecessarilydiscover,whenIgavetheaddresstohisagentinthemorning。Buthecouldmakenouseofitonhisownunsupportedtestimony——evenifhereallyventuredtotrytheexperiment——whichneedexciteinmetheslightestapprehensiononPesca’saccount。 `Igrantyourreservation,’hereplied,afterconsideringthequestiongravelyforaminuteortwo。`Itisnotworthdispute——thelettershallbedestroyedwhenitcomesintomyhands。’ Herose,ashespoke,fromthechairinwhichhehadbeensittingoppositetomeuptothistime。Withoneeffortheappearedtofreehismindfromthewholepressureonitoftheinterviewbetweenusthusfar。`Ouf!’hecried,stretchinghisarmsluxuriously,`theskirmishwashotwhileitlasted。Takeaseat,MrHartright。Wemeetasmortalenemieshereafter——letus,likegallantgentlemen,exchangepoliteattentionsinthemeantime。 Permitmetotakethelibertyofcallingformywife。’ Heunlockedandopenedthedoor。`Eleanor!’hecalledoutinhisdeepvoice。Theladyoftheviperishfacecamein。`MadameFosco——MrHartright,’ saidtheCount,introducinguswitheasydignity。`Myangel,’hewenton,addressinghiswife,`willyourlaboursofpackingupallowyoutimetomakemesomenicestrongcoffee?IhavewritingbusinesstotransactwithMrHartright——andIrequirethefullpossessionofmyintelligencetodojusticetomyself。’ MadameFoscobowedherheadtwice——oncesternlytome,oncesubmissivelytoherhusband——andglidedoutoftheroom。 TheCountwalkedtoawriting-tablenearthewindow,openedhisdesk,andtookfromitseveralquiresofpaperandabundleofquillpens。Hescatteredthepensaboutthetable,sothattheymightliereadyinalldirectionstobetakenupwhenwanted,andthencutthepaperintoaheapofnarrowslips,oftheformusedbyprofessionalwritersforthepress。 `Ishallmakethisaremarkabledocument,’hesaid,lookingatmeoverhisshoulder。`Habitsofliterarycompositionareperfectlyfamiliartome。Oneoftherarestofalltheintellectualaccomplishmentsthatamancanpossessisthegrandfacultyofarranginghisideas。Immenseprivilege! Ipossessit。Doyou?’ Hemarchedbackwardsandforwardsintheroom,untilthecoffeeappeared,hummingtohimself,andmarkingtheplacesatwhichobstaclesoccurredinthearrangementofhisideas,bystrikinghisforeheadfromtimetotimewiththepalmofhishand。TheenormousaudacitywithwhichheseizedonthesituationinwhichIplacedhim,andmadeitthepedestalonwhichhisvanitymountedfortheonecherishedpurposeofself-display,masteredmyastonishmentbymainforce。SincerelyasIloathedtheman,theprodigiousstrengthofhischaracter,eveninitsmosttrivialaspects,impressedmeinspiteofmyself。 ThecoffeewasbroughtinbyMadameFosco。Hekissedherhandingratefulacknowledgment,andescortedhertothedoor;returned,pouredoutacupofcoffeeforhimself,andtookittothewriting-table。 `MayIofferyousomecoffee,MrHartright?’hesaid,beforehesatdown。 Ideclined。 `What!youthinkIshallpoisonyou?’hesaidgaily。`TheEnglishintellectissound,sofarasitgoes,’hecontinued,seatinghimselfatthetable: `butithasonegravedefect——itisalwayscautiousinthewrongplace。’ Hedippedhispenintheink,placedthefistslipofpaperbeforehimwithathumpofhishandonthedesk,clearedhisthroat,andbegan。Hewrotewithgreatnoiseandrapidity,insolargeandboldahand,andwithsuchwidespacesbetweenthelines,thathereachedthebottomoftheslipinnotmorethantwominutescertainlyfromthetimewhenhestartedatthetop。Eachslipashefinisheditwaspaged,andtossedoverhisshoulderoutofhiswayonthefloor。Whenhisfirstpenwaswornout,thatwentoverhisshouldertoo,andhepouncedonasecondfromthesupplyscatteredaboutthetable。Slipafterslip,bydozens,byfifties,byhundreds,flewoverhisshouldersoneithersideofhimtillhehadsnowedhimselfupinpaperallroundhischair。Hourafterhourpassed——andthereIsatwatching,therehesatwriting。Heneverstopped,excepttosiphiscoffee,andwhenthatwasexhausted,tosmackhisforeheadfromtimetotime。Oneo’clockstruck,two,three,four——andstilltheslipsflewaboutallroundhim;stilltheuntiringpenscrapeditswayceaselesslyfromtoptobottomofthepage,stillthewhitechaosofpaperrosehigherandhigherallroundhischair。Atfouro’clockIheardasuddensplutterofthepen,indicativeoftheflourishwithwhichhesignedhisname。`Bravo!’hecried,springingtohisfeetwiththeactivityofayoungman,andlookingmestraightinthefacewithasmileofsuperbtriumph。 `Done,MrHartright!’heannouncedwithaself-renovatingthumpofhisfistonhisbroadchest。`Done,tomyownprofoundsatisfaction——toyourprofoundastonishment,whenyoureadwhatIhavewritten。Thesubjectisexhausted:theman——Fosco——isnot。Iproceedtothearrangementofmyslips——totherevisionofmyslips——tothereadingofmyslips—— addressedemphaticallytoyourprivateear。Fouro’clockhasjuststruck。 Good!Arrangement,revision,reading,fromfourtofive。Shortsnoozeofrestorationformyselffromfivetosix。Finalpreparationsfromsixtoseven。Affairofagentandsealedletterfromseventoeight。Ateight,enroute。Beholdtheprogramme!’ Hesatdowncross-leggedontheflooramonghispapers,strungthemtogetherwithabodkinandapieceofstring——revisedthem,wroteallthetitlesandhonoursbywhichhewaspersonallydistinguishedattheheadofthefirstpage,andthenreadthemanuscripttomewithloudtheatricalemphasisandprofusetheatricalgesticulation。Thereaderwillhaveanopportunity,erelong,offorminghisownopinionofthedocument。Itwillbesufficienttomentionherethatitansweredmypurpose。 Henextwrotemetheaddressofthepersonfromwhomhehadhiredthefly,andhandedmeSirPercival’sletter。ItwasdatedfromHampshireonthe25thofJuly,anditannouncedthejourneyof`LadyGlyde’toLondononthe26th。Thus,ontheveryday(the25th)whenthedoctor’scertificatedeclaredthatshehaddiedinStJohn’sWood,shewasalive,bySirPercival’sownshowing,atBlackwater——and,onthedayafter,shewastotakeajourney!Whentheproofofthatjourneywasobtainedfromtheflyman,theevidencewouldbecomplete。 `Aquarter-pastfive,’saidtheCount,lookingathiswatch。`Timeformyrestorativesnooze。IpersonallyresembleNapoleontheGreat,asyoumayhaveremarked,MrHartright——Ialsoresemblethatimmortalmaninmypowerofcommandingsleepatwill。Excusemeonemoment。IwillsummonMadameFosco,tokeepyoufromfeelingdull。’ Knowingaswellashedid,thathewassummoningMadameFoscotoensuremynotleavingthehousewhilehewasasleep,Imadenoreply,andoccupiedmyselfintyingupthepaperswhichhehadplacedinmypossession。 Theladycamein,cool,pale,andvenomousasever。`AmuseMrHartright,myangel,’saidtheCount。Heplacedachairforher,kissedherhandforthesecondtime,withdrewtoasofa,and,inthreeminutes,wasaspeacefulandhappilyasleepasthemostvirtuousmaninexistence。 MadameFoscotookabookfromthetable,satdown,andlookedatme,withthesteadyvindictivemaliceofawomanwhoneverforgotandneverforgave。 `Ihavebeenlisteningtoyourconversationwithmyhusband,’shesaid。 `IfIhadbeeninhisplace——Iwouldhavelaidyoudeadonthehearthrug。’ Withthosewordssheopenedherbook,andneverlookedatmeorspoketomefromthattimetillthetimewhenherhusbandwoke。 Heopenedhiseyesandrosefromthesofa,accuratelytoanhourfromthetimewhenhehadgonetosleep。 `Ifeelinfinitelyrefreshed,’heremarked。`Eleanor,mygoodwife,areyouallreadyupstairs?Thatiswell。Mylittlepackingherecanbecompletedintenminutes——mytravelling-dressassumedintenminutesmore。Whatremainsbeforetheagentcomes?’Helookedabouttheroom,andnoticedthecagewithhiswhitemiceinit。`Ah!’hecriedpiteously,`alastlacerationofmysympathiesstillremains。Myinnocentpets!mylittlecherishedchildren!whatamItodowiththem?Forthepresentwearesettlednowhere;forthepresentwetravelincessantly——thelessbaggagewecarrythebetterforourselves。Mycockatoo,mycanaries,andmylittlemice——whowillcherishthemwhentheirgoodPapaisgone?’ Hewalkedabouttheroomdeepinthought。Hehadnotbeenatalltroubledaboutwritinghisconfession,buthewasvisiblyperplexedanddistressedaboutthefarmoreimportantquestionofthedisposalofhispets。Afterlongconsiderationhesuddenlysatdownagainatthewriting-table。 `Anidea!’heexclaimed。`IwilloffermycanariesandmycockatootothisvastMetropolis——myagentshallpresenttheminmynametotheZoologicalGardensofLondon。TheDocumentthatdescribesthemshallbedrawnoutonthespot。’ Hebegantowrite,repeatingthewordsastheyflowedfromhispen。 `Numberone。Cockatoooftranscendentplumage:attraction,ofhimself,toallvisitorsoftaste。Numbertwo。Canariesofunrivalledvivacityandintelligence:worthyofthegardenofEden,worthyalsoofthegardenintheRegent’sPark。HomagetoBritishZoology。OfferedbyFosco。’