第125章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:5046更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
Myinstincts(whichseldomerr)suggestedtome,onreviewingthecircumstances,thatourinvisibleAnnewould,soonerorlater,returntotheboat-houseattheBlackwaterlake。ThereIpostedmyself,previouslymentioningtoMrsMichelson,thehousekeeper,thatImightbefoundwhenwanted,immersedinstudy,inthatsolitaryplace。Itismyrulenevertomakeunnecessarymysteries,andnevertosetpeoplesuspectingmeforwantofalittleseasonablecandouronmypart。MrsMichelsonbelievedinmefromfirsttolast。Thisladylikeperson(widowofaProtestantpriest)overflowedwithfaith。Touchedbysuchsuperfluityofsimpleconfidenceinawomanofhermatureyears,Iopenedtheamplereservoirsofmynatureandabsorbeditall。 Iwasrewardedforpostingmyselfsentinelatthelakebytheappearance——notofAnneCatherickherself,butofthepersoninchargeofher。Thisindividualalsooverflowedwithsimplefaith,whichIabsorbedinmyself,asinthecasealreadymentioned。Ileavehertodescribethecircumstances(ifshehasnotdonesoalready)underwhichsheintroducedmetotheobjectofhermaternalcare。WhenIfirstsawAnneCatherickshewasasleep。I waselectrifiedbythelikenessbetweenthisunhappywomanandLadyGlyde。 Thedetailsofthegrandschemewhichhadsuggestedthemselvesinoutlineonly,uptothatperiod,occurredtome,inalltheirmasterlycombination,atthesightofthesleepingface。Atthesametime,myheart,alwaysaccessibletotenderinfluences,dissolvedintearsatthespectacleofsufferingbeforeme。Iinstantlysetmyselftoimpartrelief。Inotherwords,IprovidedthenecessarystimulantforstrengtheningAnneCathericktoperformthejourneytoLondon。 AtthispointIenteranecessaryprotest,andcorrectalamentableerror。 Thebestyearsofmylifehavebeenpassedintheardentstudyofmedicalandchemicalscience。Chemistryespeciallyhasalwayshadirresistibleattractionsformefromtheenormous,theillimitablepowerwhichtheknowledgeofitconfers。Chemists——Iassertitemphatically——mightsway,iftheypleased,thedestiniesofhumanity。LetmeexplainthisbeforeIgofurther。 Mind,theysay,rulestheworld。Butwhatrulesthemind?Thebody(followmecloselyhere)liesatthemercyofthemostomnipotentofallpotentates——theChemist。Giveme——Fosco——chemistry;andwhenShakespearehasconceivedHamlet,andsitsdowntoexecutetheconception——withafewgrainsofpowderdroppedintohisdailyfood,Iwillreducehismind,bytheactionofhisbody,tillhispenpoursoutthemostabjectdrivelthathaseverdegradedpaper。Undersimilarcircumstances,revivemetheillustriousNewton。Iguaranteethatwhenheseestheapplefallheshalleatit,insteadofdiscoveringtheprincipleofgravitation。Nero’sdinnershalltransformNerointothemildestofmenbeforehehasdonedigestingit,andthemorningdraughtofAlexandertheGreatshallmakeAlexanderrunforhislifeatthefirstsightoftheenemythesameafternoon。OnmysacredwordofhonouritisluckyforSocietythatmodernchemistsare,byincomprehensiblegoodfortune,themostharmlessofmankind。Themassareworthyfathersoffamilies,whokeepshops。Thefewarephilosophersbesottedwithadmirationforthesoundoftheirownlecturingvoices,visionarieswhowastetheirlivesonfantasticimpossibilities,orquackswhoseambitionsoarsnohigherthanourcorns。ThusSocietyescapes,andtheillimitablepowerofChemistryremainstheslaveofthemostsuperficialandthemostinsignificantends。 Whythisoutburst?Whythiswitheringeloquence? Becausemyconducthasbeenmisrepresented,becausemymotiveshavebeenmisunderstood。IthasbeenassumedthatIusedmyvastchemicalresourcesagainstAnneCatherick,andthatIwouldhaveusedthemifIcouldagainstthemagnificentMarianherself。Odiousinsinuationsboth!Allmyinterestswereconcerned(aswillbeseenpresently)inthepreservationofAnneCatherick’slife。AllmyanxietieswereconcentratedonMarian’srescuefromthehandsofthelicensedimbecilewhoattendedher,andwhofoundmyadviceconfirmedfromfirsttolastbythephysicianfromLondon。Ontwooccasionsonly——bothequallyharmlesstotheindividualonwhomI practised——didIsummontomyselftheassistanceofchemicalknowledge。 Onthefistofthetwo,afterfollowingMariantotheinnatBlackwater(studying,behindaconvenientwaggonwhichhidmefromher,thepoetryofmotion,asembodiedinherwalk),Iavailedmyselfoftheservicesofmyinvaluablewife,tocopyoneandtointercepttheotheroftwoletterswhichmyadoredenemyhadentrustedtoadiscardedmaid。Inthiscase,thelettersbeinginthebosomofthegirl’sdress,MadameFoscocouldonlyopenthem,readthem,performherinstructions,sealthem,andputthembackagainbyscientificassistance——whichassistanceIrenderedinahalf-ouncebottle。Thesecondoccasion,whenthesamemeanswereemployed,wastheoccasion(towhichIshallsoonrefer)ofLadyGlyde’sarrivalinLondon。NeveratanyothertimewasIindebtedtomyArtasdistinguishedfrommyself。Toallotheremergenciesandcomplicationsmynaturalcapacityforgrappling,single-handed,withcircumstances,wasinvariablyequal。 Iaffirmtheall-pervadingintelligenceofthatcapacity。AttheexpenseoftheChemistIvindicatetheMan。 Respectthisoutburstofgenerousindignation。IthasinexpressiblyrelievedmeEnroute!Letusproceed。 HavingsuggestedtoMrsClement(orClements,Iamnotsurewhich)thatthebestmethodofkeepingAnneoutofPercival’sreachwastoremovehertoLondon——havingfoundthatmyProposalwaseagerlyreceived,andhavingappointedadaytomeetthetravellersatthestationandtoseethemleaveit,Iwasatlibertytoreturntothehouseandtoconfrontthedifficultieswhichstillremainedtobemet。 Myfirstproceedingwastoavailmyselfofthesublimedevotionofmywife。IhadarrangedwithMrsClementsthatsheshouldcommunicateherLondonaddress,inAnne’sinterests,toLadyGlyde。Butthiswasnotenough。 DesigningpersonsinmyabsencemightshakethesimpleconfidenceofMrsClements,andshemightnotwriteafterall。WhocouldIfindcapableoftravellingtoLondonbythetrainshetravelledby,andofprivatelyseeingherhome?Iaskedmyselfthisquestion。Theconjugalpartofmeimmediatelyanswered——MadameFosco。 Afterdecidingonmywife’smissiontoLondon,Iarrangedthatthejourneyshouldserveadoublepurpose。AnurseforthesufferingMarian,equallydevotedtothepatientandtomyself,wasanecessityofmyposition。Oneofthemosteminentlyconfidentialandcapablewomeninexistencewasbygoodfortuneatmydisposal,Irefertothatrespectablematron,MadameRubelle,towhomIaddressedaletter,atherresidenceinLondon,bythehandsofmywife。 OntheappointeddayMrsClementsandAnneCatherickmetmeatthestation。 Ipolitelysawthemoff。IpolitelysawMadameFoscooffbythesametrain。 ThelastthingatnightmywifereturnedtoBlackwater,havingfollowedherinstructionswiththemostunimpeachableaccuracy。ShewasaccompaniedbyMadameRubelle,andshebroughtmetheLondonaddressofMrsClements。 After-eventsprovedthislastprecautiontohavebeenunnecessary。MrsClementspunctuallyinformedLadyGlydeofherplaceofabode。Withawaryeyeonfutureemergencies,Ikepttheletter。 ThesamedayIhadabriefinterviewwiththedoctor,atwhichIprotested,inthesacredinterestsofhumanity,againsthistreatmentofMarian’scase。Hewasinsolent,asallignorantpeopleare。Ishowednoresentment,Ideferredquarrellingwithhimtillitwasnecessarytoquarreltosomepurpose。 MynextproceedingwastoleaveBlackwatermyself。IhadmyLondonresidencetotakeinanticipationofcomingevents。IhadalsoalittlebusinessofthedomesticsorttotransactwithMrFrederickFairlie。IfoundthehouseIwantedinStJohn’sWood。IfoundMrFairlieatLimmeridge,Cumberland。 MyownprivatefamiliaritywiththenatureofMarian’scorrespondencehadpreviouslyinformedmethatshehadwrittentoMrFairlie,proposing,asarelieftoLadyGlyde’smatrimonialembarrassments,totakeheronavisittoheruncleinCumberland。ThisletterIhadwiselyallowedtoreachitsdestination,feelingatthetimethatitcoulddonoharm,andmightdogood。InowpresentedmyselfbeforeMrFairlietosupportMarian’sownproposal——withcertainmodificationswhich,happilyforthesuccessofmyplans,wererenderedreallyinevitablebyherillness。ItwasnecessarythatLadyGlydeshouldleaveBlackwateralone,byheruncle’sinvitation,andthatsheshouldrestanightonthejourneyatheraunt’shouse(thehouseIhadinStJohn’sWood)byheruncle’sexpressadvice。Toachievetheseresults,andtosecureanoteofinvitationwhichcouldbeshowntoLadyGlyde,weretheobjectsofmyvisittoMrFairlie。WhenIhavementionedthatthisgentlemanwasequallyfeebleinmindandbody,andthatIletloosethewholeforceofmycharacteronhim,Ihavesaidenough。 Icame,saw,andconqueredFairlie。 OnmyreturntoBlackwaterPark(withtheletterofinvitation)Ifoundthatthedoctor’simbeciletreatmentofMarian’scasehadledtothemostalarmingresults。Thefeverhadturnedtotyphus。LadyGlyde,onthedayofmyreturn,triedtoforceherselfintotheroomtonursehersister。 SheandIhadnoaffinitiesofsympathy——shehadcommittedtheunpardonableoutrageonmysensibilitiesofcallingmeaspy——shewasastumbling-blockinmywayandinPercival’s——but,forallthat,mymagnanimityforbademetoputherindangerofinfectionwithmyownhand。AtthesametimeIofferednohindrancetoherputtingherselfindanger。Ifshehadsucceededindoingso,theintricateknotwhichIwasslowlyandpatientlyoperatingonmightperhapshavebeencutbycircumstances。Asitwas,thedoctorinterferedandshewaskeptoutoftheroom。 IhadmyselfpreviouslyrecommendedsendingforadvicetoLondon。Thiscoursehadbeennowtaken。Thephysician,onhisarrival,confirmedmyviewofthecase。Thecrisiswasserious。Butwehadhopeofourcharmingpatientonthefifthdayfromtheappearanceofthetyphus。IwasonlyonceabsentfromBlackwateratthistime——whenIwenttoLondonbythemorningtraintomakethefinalarrangementsatmyhouseinStJohn’sWood,toassuremyselfbyprivateinquirythatMrsClementshadnotmoved,andtosettleoneortwolittlepreliminarymatterswiththehusbandofMadameRubelle。Ireturnedatnight。FivedaysafterwardsthephysicianpronouncedourinterestingMariantobeoutofdanger,andtobeinneedofnothingbutcarefulnursing。ThiswasthetimeIhadwaitedfor。Nowthatmedicalattendancewasnolongerindispensable,Iplayedthefirstmoveinthegamebyassertingmyselfagainstthedoctor。Hewasoneamongmanywitnessesinmywaywhomitwasnecessarytoremove。Alivelyaltercationbetweenus(inwhichPercival,previouslyinstructedbyme,refusedtointerfere) servedthepurposeinview。Idescendedonthemiserablemaninanirresistibleavalancheofindignation,andswepthimfromthehouse。 Theservantswerethenextencumbrancestogetridof。AgainIinstructedPercival(whosemoralcouragerequiredperpetualstimulants),andMrsMichelsonwasamazed,oneday,byhearingfromhermasterthattheestablishmentwastobebrokenup,Weclearedthehouseofalltheservantsbutone,whowaskeptfordomesticpurposes,andwhoselumpishstupiditywecouldtrusttomakenoembarrassingdiscoveries。Whentheyweregone,nothingremainedbuttorelieveourselvesofMrsMichelson——aresultwhichwaseasilyachievedbysendingthisamiableladytofindlodgingsforhermistressatthesea-side。