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类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4456更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
Mynarrativeoftheseremarkableevents,writtenunderequallyremarkablecircumstances,closeshere。TheminorprecautionswhichIobservedincommunicatingwithLimmeridgeHousearealreadyknown,soisthemagnificentsuccessofmyenterprise,soarethesolidpecuniaryresultswhichfollowedit。 Ihavetoassert,withthewholeforceofmyconviction,thattheoneweakplaceinmyschemewouldneverhavebeenfoundoutiftheoneweakplaceinmyhearthadnotbeendiscoveredfirst。NothingbutmyfataladmirationforMarianrestrainedmefromsteppingintomyownrescuewhensheeffectedhersister’sescape。Irantherisk,andtrustedinthecompletedestructionofLadyGlyde’sidentity。IfeitherMarianorMrHartrightattemptedtoassertthatidentity,theywouldpubliclyexposethemselvestotheimputationofsustainingarankdeception,theywouldbedistrustedanddiscreditedaccordingly,andtheywouldthereforebepowerlesstoplacemyinterestsorPercival’ssecretinjeopardy。Icommittedoneerrorintrustingmyselftosuchablindfoldcalculationofchancesasthis。IcommittedanotherwhenPercivalhadpaidthepenaltyofhisownobstinacyandviolence,bygrantingLadyGlydeasecondreprievefromthemad-house,andallowingMrHartrightasecondchanceofescapingme。Inbrief,Fosco,atthisseriouscrisis,wasuntruetohimself。Deplorableanduncharacteristicfault!Beholdthecause,inmyheart——behold,intheimageofMarianHalcombe,thefirstandlastweaknessofFosco’slife! Attheripeageofsixty,Imakethisunparalleledconfession。Youths! Iinvokeyoursympathy。Maidens!Iclaimyourtears。 Awordmore,andtheattentionofthereader(concentratedbreathlesslyonmyself)shallbereleased。 Myownmentalinsightinformsmethatthreeinevitablequestionswillheaskedherebypersonsofinquiringminds。Theyshallbestated——theyshallbeanswered。 Firstquestion。WhatisthesecretofMadameFosco’sunhesitatingdevotionofherselftothefulfilmentofmyboldestwishes,tothefurtheranceofmydeepestplans?Imightanswerthisbysimplyreferringtomyowncharacter,andbyasking,inmyturn,Where,inthehistoryoftheworld,hasamanofmyordereverbeenfoundwithoutawomaninthebackgroundself-immolatedonthealtarofhislife?ButIrememberthatIamwritinginEngland,IrememberthatIwasmarriedinEngland,andIaskifawoman’smarriageobligationsinthiscountryprovideforherprivateopinionofherhusband’sprinciples?No!Theychargeherunreservedlytolove,honour,andobeyhim。Thatisexactlywhatmywifehasdone。Istandhereonasuprememoralelevation,andIloftilyassertheraccurateperformanceofherconjugalduties。Silence,Calumny!Yoursympathy,WivesofEngland,forMadameFosco! Secondquestion。IfAnneCatherickhadnotdiedwhenshedid,whatshouldIhavedone?Ishould,inthatcase,haveassistedworn-outNatureinfindingpermanentrepose。IshouldhaveopenedthedoorsofthePrisonofLife,andhaveextendedtothecaptive(incurablyafflictedinmindandbodyboth)ahappyrelease。 Thirdquestion。Onacalmrevisionofallthecircumstances——Ismyconductworthyofanyseriousblame?Mostemphatically,No!HaveInotcarefullyavoidedexposingmyselftotheodiumofcommittingunnecessarycrime?Withmyvastresourcesinchemistry,ImighthavetakenLadyGlyde’slife。AtimmensepersonalsacrificeIfollowedthedictatesofmyowningenuity,myownhumanity,myowncaution,andtookheridentityinstead。JudgemebywhatImighthavedone。Howcomparativelyinnocent!howindirectlyvirtuousIappearinwhatIreallydid! Iannouncedonbeginningitthatthisnarrativewouldbearemarkabledocument。Ithasentirelyansweredmyexpectations。Receivethesefervidlines——mylastlegacytothecountryIleaveforever,Theyareworthyoftheoccasion,andworthyofFOSCO。THESTORYCONCLUDEDBYWALTERHARTRIGHTIWHENIclosedthelastleafoftheCount’smanuscriptthehalf-hourduringwhichIhadengagedtoremainatSorestRoadhadexpired。MonsieurRubellelookedathiswatchandbowed。Iroseimmediately,andlefttheagentinpossessionoftheemptyhouse。Ineversawhimagain——Ineverheardmoreofhimorofhiswife。Outofthedarkbywaysofvillainyanddeceittheyhadcrawledacrossourpath——intothesamebywaystheycrawledbacksecretlyandwerelost。 InaquarterofanhourafterleavingForestRoadIwasathomeagain。 ButfewwordssufficedtotellLauraandMarianhowmydesperateventurehadended,andwhatthenexteventinourliveswaslikelytobe。Ileftalldetailstobedescribedlaterintheday,andhastenedbacktoStJohn’sWood,toseethepersonofwhomCountFoscohadorderedthefly,whenhewenttomeetLauraatthestation。 Theaddressinmypossessionledmetosome`liverystables,’aboutaquarterofamiledistantfromSorestRoad。Theproprietorprovedtobeacivilandrespectableman。WhenIexplainedthatanimportantfamilymatterobligedmetoaskhimtorefertohisbooksforthepurposeofascertainingadatewithwhichtherecordofhisbusinesstransactionsmightsupplyme,heofferednoobjectiontograntingmyrequest。Thebookwasproduced,andthere,underthedateof`July26th,1850,’theorderwasenteredinthesewords—— `BroughamtoCountFosco,5SorestRoad。Twoo’clock(JohnOwen)。’ Ifoundoninquirythatthenameof`JohnOwen,’attachedtotheentryreferredtothemanwhohadbeenemployedtodrivethefly。Hewasthenatworkinthestable-yard,andwassentfortoseemeatmyrequest。 `Doyourememberdrivingagentleman,inthemonthofJulylast,fromNumberFiveForestRoadtotheWaterlooBridgestation?’Iasked`Well,sir,’saidtheman,`Ican’texactlysayIdo。’ `Perhapsyourememberthegentlemanhimself?Canyoucalltominddrivingaforeignerlastsummer——atallgentlemanandremarkablyfat?’Theman’sfacebrighteneddirectly。 `Irememberhim,sir!ThefattestgentlemanaseverIsee,andtheheaviestcustomeraseverIdrove。Yes,yes——Icallhimtomind,sir!Wedidgotothestation,anditwasfromForestRoad。Therewasaparrot,orsummatlikeit,screechinginthewindow。Thegentlemanwasinamortalhurryaboutthelady’sluggage,andhegavemeahandsomepresentforlookingsharpandgettingtheboxes。’ Gettingtheboxes!IrecollectedimmediatelythatLaura’sownaccountofherselfonherarrivalinLondondescribedherluggageasbeingcollectedforherbysomepersonwhomCountFoscobroughtwithhimtothestation。 Thiswastheman。 `Didyouseethelady?’Iasked。`Whatdidshelooklike?Wassheyoungorold?’ `Well,sir,whatwiththehurryandthecrowdofpeoplepushingabout,Ican’trightlysaywhattheladylookedlike。Ican’tcallnothingtomindaboutherthatIknowof——exceptinghername。 `Yourememberhername?’ `Yes,sir。HernamewasLadyGlyde。’ `Howdoyoucometorememberthat,whenyouhaveforgottenwhatshelookedlike?’ Themansmiled,andshiftedhisfeetinsomelittleembarrassment。 `Why,totellyouthetruth,sir,’hesaid,`Ihadn’tbeenlongmarriedatthattime,andmywife’sname,beforeshechangeditformine,wasthesameasthelady’s——meaningthenameofGlyde,sir。Theladymentioneditherself。``ISyournameonyourboxes,ma’am?’’saysI。``Yes,’’saysshe,``mynameisonmyluggage——itisLadyGlyde。’’``Come!’’Isaystomyself,``I’veabadheadforgentlefolks’namesingeneral——butthisonecomeslikeanoldfriend,atanyrate。’’Ican’tsaynothingaboutthetime,sir,itmightbenighonayearago,oritmightn’t。ButIcansweartothestoutgentleman,andsweartothelady’sname。’ Therewasnoneedthatheshouldrememberthetime——thedatewaspositivelyestablishedbyhismaster’sorder-book。Ifeltatoncethatthemeanswerenowinmypowerofstrikingdownthewholeconspiracyatablowwiththeirresistibleweaponofplainfact。Withoutamoment’shesitation,Itooktheproprietoroftheliverystablesasideandtoldhimwhattherealimportancewasoftheevidenceofhisorder-bookandtheevidenceofhisdriver。Anarrangementtocompensatehimforthetemporarylossoftheman’sserviceswaseasilymade,andacopyoftheentryinthebookwastakenbymyself,andcertifiedastruebythemaster’sownsignature。Ilefttheliverystables,havingsettledthatJohnOwenwastoholdhimselfatmydisposalforthenextthreedays,orforalongerperiodifnecessityrequiredit。 InowhadinmypossessionallthepapersthatIwanted——thedistrictregistrar’sowncopyofthecertificateofdeath,andSirPercival’sdatedlettertotheCount,beingsafeinmypocketbook。 Withthisfreshevidenceaboutme,andwiththecoachman’sanswersfreshinmymemory,Inextturnedmysteps,forthefirsttimesincethebeginningofallmyinquiries,inthedirectionofMrKyrle’soffice。Oneofmyobjectsinpayinghimthissecondvisitwas,necessarily,totellhimwhatIhaddone。TheotherwastowarnhimofmyresolutiontotakemywifetoLimmeridgethenextmorning,andtohaveherpubliclyreceivedandrecognisedinheruncle’shouse。IleftittoMrKyrletodecideunderthesecircumstances,andinMrGilmore’sabsence,whetherhewasorwasnotbound,asthefamilysolicitor,tobepresentonthatoccasioninthefamilyinterests。 IwillsaynothingofMrKyrle’samazement,orofthetermsinwhichheexpressedhisopinionofmyconductfromthefirststageoftheinvestigationtothelast。ItisonlynecessarytomentionthatheatoncedecidedonaccompanyingustoCumberland。 Westartedthenextmorningbytheearlytrain。Laura,Marian,MrKyrle,andmyselfinonecarriage,andJohnOwenwithaclerkfromMrKyrle’soffice,occupyingplacesinanother。OnreachingtheLimmeridgestationwewentfirsttothefarmhouseatTodd’sCorner。ItwasmyfirmdeterminationthatLaurashouldnotenterheruncle’shousetillsheappearedtherepubliclyrecognisedashisniece。IleftMariantosettlethequestionofaccommodationwithMrsTodd,assoonasthegoodwomanhadrecoveredfromthebewildermentofhearingwhatourerrandwasinCumberland,andIarrangedwithherhusbandthatJohnOwenwastobecommittedtothereadyhospitalityofthefarm-servants。 Thesepreliminariescompleted,MrKyrleandIsetforthtogetherforLimmeridgeHouse。 IcannotwriteatanylengthofourinterviewwithMrFairlie,forI