第128章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4985更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
cannotrecallittomindwithoutfeelingsofimpatienceandcontempt,whichmakethescene,eveninremembranceonly,utterlyrepulsivetome。IprefertorecordsimplythatIcarriedmypoint。MrFairlieattemptedtotreatusonhiscustomaryplan。Wepassedwithoutnoticehispoliteinsolenceattheoutsetoftheinterview。Weheardwithoutsympathytheprotestationswithwhichhetriednexttopersuadeusthatthedisclosureoftheconspiracyhadoverwhelmedhim。Heabsolutelywhinedandwhimperedatlastlikeafretfulchild。`Howwashetoknowthathisniecewasalivewhenhewastoldthatshewasdead?HewouldwelcomedearLaurawithpleasure,ifwewouldonlyallowhimtimetorecover。Didwethinkhelookedasifhewantedhurryingintohisgrave?No。Then,whyhurryhim?’Hereiteratedtheseremonstrancesateveryavailableopportunity,untilIcheckedthemonceforall,byplacinghimfirmlybetweentwoinevitablealternatives。Igavehimhischoicebetweendoinghisniecejusticeonmyterms,orfacingtheconsequenceofapublicassertionofherexistenceinacourtoflaw。MrKyrle,towhomheturnedforhelp,toldhimplainlythathemustdecidethequestionthenandthere。Characteristicallychoosingthealternativewhichpromisedsoonesttoreleasehimfromallpersonalanxiety,heannouncedwithasuddenoutburstofenergy,thathewasnotstrongenoughtobearanymorebullying,andthatwemightdoaswepleased。 MrKyrleandIatoncewentdownstairs,andagreeduponaformofletterwhichwastobesentroundtothetenantswhohadattendedthefalsefuneral,summoningthem,inMrFairlie’sname,toassembleinLimmeridgeHouseonthenextdaybutone。Anorderreferringtothesamedatewasalsowritten,directingastatuaryinCarlisletosendamantoLimmeridgechurchyardforthepurposeoferasinganinscription——MrKyrle,whohadarrangedtosleepinthehouse,undertakingthatMrFairlieshouldheartheselettersreadtohim,andshouldsignthemwithhisownhand。 Ioccupiedtheintervaldayatthefarminwritingaplainnarrativeoftheconspiracy,andinaddingtoitastatementofthepracticalcontradictionwhichfactsofferedtotheassertionofLaura’sdeath。ThisIsubmittedtoMrKyrlebeforeIreaditthenextdaytotheassembledtenants。Wealsoarrangedtheforminwhichtheevidenceshouldbepresentedatthecloseofthereading。Afterthesemattersweresettled,MrKyrleendeavouredtoturntheconversationnexttoLaura’saffairs。Knowing,anddesiringtoknownothingofthoseaffairs,anddoubtingwhetherhewouldapprove,asamanofbusiness,ofmyconductinrelationtomywife’slife-interestinthelegacylefttoMadameFosco,IbeggedMrKyrletoexcusemeifI abstainedfromdiscussingthesubject。Itwasconnected,asIcouldtrulytellhim,withthosesorrowsandtroublesofthepastwhichweneverreferredtoamongourselves,andwhichweinstinctivelyshrankfromdiscussingwithothers。 Mylastlabour,astheeveningapproached,wastoobtain`TheNarrativeoftheTombstone,’bytakingacopyofthefalseinscriptiononthegravebeforeitwaserased。 Thedaycame——thedaywhenLauraoncemoreenteredthefamiliarbreakfast-roomatLimmeridgeHouse。AllthepersonsassembledrosefromtheirseatsasMarianandIledherin。Aperceptibleshockofsurprise,anaudiblemurmurofinterestranthroughthem,atthesightofherface。MrFairliewaspresent(bymyexpressstipulation),withMrKyrlebyhisside。Hisvaletstoodbehindhimwithasmelling-bottlereadyinonehand,andawhitehandkerchief,saturatedwitheau-de-Cologne,intheother。 IopenedtheproceedingsbypubliclyappealingtoMrFairlietosaywhetherIappearedtherewithhisauthorityandunderhisexpresssanction。 Heextendedanarm,oneitherside,toMrKyrleandtohisvalet——wasbythemassistedtostandonhislegs,andthenexpressedhimselfintheterms:`AllowmetopresentMrHartright。Iamasgreataninvalidasever,andheissoveryobligingastospeakforme。Thesubjectisdreadfullyembarrassing。Pleasehearhim,anddon’tmakeanoise!’Withthosewordsheslowlysankbackagainintothechair,andtookrefugeinhisscentedpocket-handkerchief。 Thedisclosureoftheconspiracyfollowed,afterIhadofferedmypreliminaryexplanation,firstofall,inthefewestandtheplainestwords。Iwastherepresent(Iinformedmyhearers)todeclare,first,thatmywife,thensittingbyme,wasthedaughterofthelateMrPhilipFairlie;secondly,toprovebypositivefacts,thatthefuneralwhichtheyhadattendedinLimmeridgechurchyardwasthefuneralofanotherwoman;thirdly,togivethemaplainaccountofhowithadhappened。Withoutfurtherpreface,I atoncereadthenarrativeoftheconspiracy,describingitinclearoutline,anddwellingonlyuponthepecuniarymotiveforit,inordertoavoidcomplicatingmystatementbyunnecessaryreferencetoSirPercival’ssecret。Thisdone,Iremindedmyaudienceofthedateontheinscriptioninthechurchyard(the25th)。andconfirmeditscorrectnessbyproducingthecertificateofdeath。IthenreadthemSirPercival’sletterofthe25th,announcinghiswife’sintendedjourneyfromHampshiretoLondononthe26th。Inextshowedthatshehadtakenthatjourney,bythepersonaltestimonyofthedriverofthefly,andIprovedthatshehadperformeditontheappointedday,bytheorder-bookattheliverystables。MarianthenaddedherownstatementofthemeetingbetweenLauraandherselfatthemad-house,andofhersister’sescape。AfterwhichIclosedtheproceedingsbyinformingthepersonspresentofSirPercival’sdeathandofmymarriage。 MrKyrlerosewhenIresumedmyseat,anddeclared,asthelegaladviserofthefamily,thatmycasewasprovedbytheplainestevidencehehadeverheardinhislife。Ashespokethosewords,IputmyarmroundLaura,andraisedhersothatshewasplainlyvisibletoeveryoneintheroom。 `Areyouallofthesameopinion?’Iasked,advancingtowardsthemafewsteps,andpointingtomywife。 Theeffectofthequestionwaselectrical。Fardownatthelowerendoftheroomoneoftheoldesttenantsontheestatestartedtohisfeet,andledtherestwithhiminaninstant。Iseethemannow,withhishonestbrownfaceandhisiron-greyhair,mountedonthewindow-seat,wavinghisheavyriding-whipoverhishead,andleadingthecheers。`Theresheis,aliveandhearty——Godblessher!Gi’ittongue,lads!Gi’ittongue!’ Theshoutthatansweredhim,reiteratedagainandagain,wasthesweetestmusicIeverheard。Thelabourersinthevillageandtheboysfromtheschool,assembledonthelawn,caughtupthecheeringandechoedithackonus。Thefarmers’wivesclusteredroundLaura,andstruggledwhichshouldbefirsttoshakehandswithher,andtoimploreher,withthetearspouringovertheirowncheeks,tobearupbravelyandnottocry。Shewassocompletelyoverwhelmed,thatIwasobligedtotakeherfromthem,andcarryhertothedoor。ThereIgaveherintoMarian’scare——Marian,whohadneverfailedusyet,whosecourageousself-controldidnotfailusnow。Leftbymyselfatthedoor,Iinvitedallthepersonspresent(afterthankingtheminLaura’snameandmine)tofollowmetothechurchyard,andseethefalseinscriptionstruckoffthetombstonewiththeirowneyes。 Theyallleftthehouse,andalljoinedthethrongofvillagerscollectedroundthegrave,wherethestatuary’smanwaswaitingforus。Inabreathlesssilence,thefirstsharpstrokeofthesteelsoundedonthemarble。Notavoicewasheard——notasoulmoved,tillthosethreewords,`Laura,LadyGlyde,’hadvanishedfromsight。Thentherewasagreatheaveofreliefamongthecrowd,asiftheyfeltthatthelastfettersoftheconspiracyhadbeenstruckoffLauraherself,andtheassemblyslowlywithdrew。Itwaslateinthedaybeforethewholeinscriptionwaserased。Onelineonlywasafterwardsengravedinitsplace:`AnneCatherick,July25th,1850。’ IreturnedtoLimmeridgeHouseearlyenoughintheeveningtotakeleaveofMrKyrle。Heandhisclerk,andthedriverofthefly,wentbacktoLondonbythenighttrain。OntheirdepartureaninsolentmessagewasdeliveredtomefromMrFairlie——whohadbeencarriedfromtheroominashatteredcondition,whenthefirstoutbreakofcheeringansweredmyappealtothetenantry。Themessageconveyedtous`MrFairlie’sbestcongratulations,’ andrequestedtoknowwhether`wecontemplatedstoppinginthehouse。’ Isentbackwordthattheonlyobjectforwhichwehadenteredhisdoorswasaccomplished——thatIcontemplatedstoppinginnoman’shousebutmyown——andthatMrFairlieneednotentertaintheslightestapprehensionofeverseeingusorhearingfromusagain。Wewentbacktoourfriendsatthefarmtorestthatnight,andthenextmorning——escortedtothestation,withtheheartiestenthusiasmandgoodwill,bythewholevillageandbyallthefarmersintheneighbourhood——wereturnedtoLondon。 AsourviewoftheCumberlandhillsfadedinthedistance,Ithoughtofthefirstdishearteningcircumstancesunderwhichthelongstrugglethatwasnowpastandoverhadbeenpursued。Itwasstrangetolookbackandtosee,now,thatthepovertywhichhaddeniedusallhopeofassistancehadbeentheindirectmeansofoursuccess,byforcingmetoactformyself。 Ifwehadbeenrichenoughtofindlegalhelp,whatwouldhavebeentheresult?Thegain(onMrKyrle’sownshowing)wouldhavebeenmorethandoubtful——theloss,judgingbytheplaintestofeventsastheyhadreallyhappened,certain。ThelawwouldneverhaveobtainedmemyinterviewwithMrsCatherick。ThelawwouldneverhavemadePescathemeansofforcingaconfessionfromtheCount。IITwomoreeventsremaintobeaddedtothechainbeforeitreachesfairlyfromtheoutsetofthestorytotheclose。 Whileournewsenseoffreedomfromthelongoppressionofthepastwasstillstrangetous,Iwassentforbythefriendwhohadgivenmemyfirstemploymentinwoodengraving,toreceivefromhimafreshtestimonyofhisregardformywelfare。HehadbeencommissionedbyhisemployerstogotoParis,andtoexamineforthemafreshdiscoveryinthepracticalapplicationofhisArt,themeritsofwhichtheywereanxioustoascertain。 Hisownengagementshadnotallowedhimleisuretimetoundertaketheerrand,andhehadmostkindlysuggestedthatitshouldbetransferredtome。I couldhavenohesitationinthankfullyacceptingtheoffer,forifIacquittedmyselfofmycommissionasIhopedIshould,theresultwouldbeapermanentengagementontheillustratednewspaper,towhichIwasnowonlyoccasionallyattached。 Ireceivedmyinstructionsandpackedupforthejourneythenextday。 OnleavingLauraoncemore(underwhatchangedcircumstances!)inhersister’scare,aseriousconsiderationrecurredtome,whichhadmorethanoncecrossedmywife’smind,aswellasmyown,already——ImeantheconsiderationofMarian’sfuture。Hadweanyrighttoletourselfishaffectionacceptthedevotionofallthatgenerouslife?Wasitnotourduty,ourbestexpressionofgratitude,toforgetourselves,andtothinkonlyofher?Itriedtosaythiswhenwewerealoneforamoment,beforeIwentaway。Shetookmyhand,andsilencedmeatthefirstwords。 `Afterallthatwethreehavesufferedtogether,’shesaid,`therecanbenopartingbetweenustillthelastpartingofall。Myheartandmyhappiness,Walter,arewithLauraandyou。Waitalittletilltherearechildren’svoicesatyourfireside。Iwillteachthemtospeakformeintheirlanguage,andthefirstlessontheysaytotheirfatherandmothershallbe——Wecan’tspareouraunt!’