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类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4914更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
MyjourneytoPariswasnotundertakenalone。AttheeleventhhourPescadecidedthathewouldaccompanyme。HehadnotrecoveredhiscustomarycheerfulnesssincethenightattheOpera,andhedeterminedtotrywhataweek’sholidaywoulddotoraisehisspirits。 Iperformedtheerrandentrustedtome,anddrewoutthenecessaryreport,onthefourthdayfromourarrivalinParis。ThefifthdayIarrangedtodevotetosight-seeingandamusementsinPesca’scompany。 Ourhotelhadbeentoofulltoaccommodateusbothonthesamefloor。 Myroomwasonthesecondstorey,andPesca’swasaboveme,onthethird。 OnthemorningofthefifthdayIwentupstairstoseeiftheProfessorwasreadytogoout。rustbeforeIreachedthelandingIsawhisdooropenedfromtheinside——along,delicate,nervoushand(notmyfriend’shandcertainly)helditajar。AtthesametimeIheardPesca’svoicesayingeagerly,inlowtones,andinhisownlanguage——`Irememberthename,butIdon’tknowtheman。YousawattheOperahewassochangedthatI couldnotrecognisehim。Iwillforwardthereport——Icandonomore。’ `Nomoreneedbedone,’answeredthesecondvoice。Thedooropenedwide,andthelight-hairedmanwiththescaronhischeek——themanIhadseenfollowingCountFosco’scabaweekbefore——cameout。HebowedasIdrewasidetolethimpass——hisfacewasfearfullypale——andheheldfastbythebanistersashedescendedthestairs。 IpushedopenthedoorandenteredPesca’sroom。Hewascrouchedup,inthestrangestmanner,inacornerofthesofa。HeseemedtoshrinkfrommewhenIapproachedhim。 `AmIdisturbingyou?’Iasked。`IdidnotknowyouhadafriendwithyoutillIsawhimcomeout。’ `Nofriend,’saidPescaeagerly。`Iseehimtodayforthefirsttimeandthelast。’ `Iamafraidhehasbroughtyoubadnews?’ `Horriblenews,Walter!LetusgobacktoLondon——Idon’twanttostophere——IamsorryIevercame。Themisfortunesofmyyouthareveryharduponme,’hesaid,turninghisfacetothewall,`veryharduponmeinmylatertime。Itrytoforgetthem——andtheywillnotforgetme!’ `Wecan’treturn,Iamafraid,beforetheafternoon,’Ireplied。`Wouldyouliketocomeoutwithmeinthemeantime?’ `No,myfriend,Iwillwaithere。Butletusgobacktoday——prayletusgoback。’ IlefthimwiththeassurancethatheshouldleaveParisthatafternoon。 WehadarrangedtheeveningbeforetoascendtheCathedralofNotreDame,withVictorHugo’snobleromanceforourguide。TherewasnothingintheFrenchcapitalthatIwasmoreanxioustosee,andIdepartedbymyselfforthechurch。 ApproachingNotreDamebytheriver-side,Ipassedonmywaytheterribledead-houseofparis——theMorgue。Agreatcrowdclamouredandheavedroundthedoor。Therewasevidentlysomethinginsidewhichexcitedthepopularcuriosity,andfedthepopularappetiteforhorror。 Ishouldhavewalkedontothechurchiftheconversationoftwomenandawomanontheoutskirtsofthecrowdhadnotcaughtmyear。TheyhadjustcomeoutfromseeingthesightintheMorgue,andtheaccounttheyweregivingofthedeadbodytotheirneighboursdescribeditasthecorpseofaman——amanofimmensesize,withastrangemarkonhisleftarm。 ThemomentthosewordsreachedmeIstoppedandtookmyplacewiththecrowdgoingin。SomedimforeshadowingofthetruthhadcrossedmymindwhenIheardPesca’svoicethroughtheopendoor,andwhenIsawthestranger’sfaceashepassedmeonthestairsofthehotel。Nowthetruthitselfwasrevealedtome——revealedinthechancewordsthathadjustreachedmyears。Othervengeancethanminehadfollowedthatfatedmanfromthetheatretohisowndoor——fromhisowndoortohisrefugeinParis。Othervengeancethanminehadcalledhimtothedayofreckoning,andhadexactedfromhimthepenaltyofhislife。ThemomentwhenIhadpointedhimouttoPescaatthetheatreinthehearingofthatstrangerbyourside,whowaslookingforhimtoo——wasthemomentthatsealedhisdoom。Irememberedthestruggleinmyownheart,whenheandIstoodfacetoface——thestrugglebeforeIcouldlethimescapeme——andshudderedasIrecalledit。 Slowly,inchbyinch,Ipressedinwiththecrowd,movingnearerandnearertothegreatglassscreenthatpartsthedeadfromthelivingattheMorgue——nearerandnearer,tillIwasclosebehindthefrontrowofspectators,andcouldlookin。 Therehelay,unowned,unknown,exposedtotheflippantcuriosityofaFrenchmob!Therewasthedreadfulendofthatlonglifeofdegradedabilityandheartlesscrime!Hushedinthesublimereposeofdeath,thebroad,firm,massivefaceandheadfrontedussograndlythatthechatteringFrenchwomenaboutmeliftedtheirhandsinadmiration,andcriedinshrillchorus,`Ah,whatahandsomeman!’Thewoundthathadkilledhimhadbeenstruckwithaknifeordaggerexactlyoverhisheart。Noothertracesofviolenceappearedaboutthebodyexceptontheleftarm,andthere,exactlyintheplacewhereIhadseenthebrandonPesca’sarm,weretwodeepcutsintheshapeoftheletterT,whichentirelyobliteratedthemarkoftheBrotherhood。Hisclothes,hungabovehim,showedthathehadbeenhimselfconsciousofhisdanger——theywereclothesthathaddisguisedhimasaFrenchartisan。Forafewmoments,butnotforlonger,Iforcedmyselftoseethesethingsthroughtheglassscreen。Icanwriteofthematnogreaterlength,forIsawnomore。 ThefewfactsinconnectionwithhisdeathwhichIsubsequentlyascertained(partlyfromPescaandpartlyfromothersources),maybestatedherebeforethesubjectisdismissedfromthesepages。 HisbodywastakenoutoftheSeineinthedisguisewhichIhavedescribed,nothingbeingfoundonhimwhichrevealedhisname,hisrank,orhisplaceofabode。Thehandthatstruckhimwasnevertraced,andthecircumstancesunderwhichhewaskilledwereneverdiscovered。IleaveotherstodrawtheirownconclusionsinreferencetothesecretoftheassassinationasIhavedrawnmine。WhenIhaveintimatedthattheforeignerwiththescarwasamemberoftheBrotherhood(admittedinItalyafterPesca’sdeparturefromhisnativecountry),andwhenIhavefurtheraddedthatthetwocuts,intheformofaT,ontheleftarmofthedeadman,signifiedtheItalianword`Traditore,’andshowedthatjusticehadbeendonebytheBrotherhoodonatraitor,IhavecontributedallthatIknowtowardselucidatingthemysteryofCountFosco’sdeath。 ThebodywasidentifiedthedayafterIhadseenitbymeansofananonymousletteraddressedtohiswife。HewasburiedbyMadameFoscointhecemeteryofPerelaChaise。FreshfuneralwreathscontinuetothisdaytobehungontheornamentalbronzerailingsroundthetombbytheCountess’sownhand。ShelivesinthestrictestretirementatVersailles。Notlongsinceshepublishedabiographyofherdeceasedhusband。Theworkthrowsnolightwhateveronthenamethatwasreallyhisownoronthesecrethistoryofhislife——itisalmostentirelydevotedtothepraiseofhisdomesticvirtues,theassertionofhisrareabilities,andtheenumerationofthehonoursconferredonhim。Thecircumstancesattendinghisdeathareverybrieflynoticed,andaresummeduponthelastpageinthissentence—— `HislifewasonelongassertionoftherightsofthearistocracyandthesacredprinciplesofOrder,andhediedamartyrtohiscause。’IIIThesummerandautumnpassedaftermyreturnfromParis,andbroughtnochangeswiththemwhichneedbenoticedhere。WelivedsosimplyandquietlythattheincomewhichIwasnowsteadilyearningsufficedforallourwants。 IntheFebruaryofthenewyearourfirstchildwasborn——ason。MymotherandsisterandMrsVeseywereourguestsatthelittlechristeningparty,andMrsClementswaspresenttoassistmywifeonthesameoccasion。 Marianwasourboy’sgodmother,andPescaandMrGilmore(thelatteractingbyproxy)werehisgodfathers。ImayaddherethatwhenMrGilmorereturnedtousayearlaterheassistedthedesignofthesepages,atmyrequest,bywritingtheNarrativewhichappearsearlyinthestoryunderhisname,andwhich,thoughfirstinorderofprecedence,wasthus,inorderoftime,thelastthatIreceived。 Theonlyeventinourliveswhichnowremainstoberecorded,occurredwhenourlittleWalterwassixmonthsold,AtthattimeIwassenttoIrelandtomakesketchesforcertainforthcomingillustrationsinthenewspapertowhichIwasattached。Iwasawayfornearlyafortnight,correspondingregularlywithmywifeandMarian,exceptduringthelastthreedaysofmyabsence,whenmymovementsweretoouncertaintoenablemetoreceiveletters。Iperformedthelatterpartofmyjourneybackatnight,andwhenIreachedhomeinthemorning,tomyutterastonishmenttherewasnoonetoreceiveme。LauraandMarianandthechildhadleftthehouseonthedaybeforemyreturn。 Anotefrommywife,whichwasgiventomebytheservant,onlyincreasedmysurprise,byinformingmethattheyhadgonetoLimmeridgeHouse。Marianhadprohibitedanyattemptatwrittenexplanations——IwasentreatedtofollowthemthemomentIcameback——completeenlightenmentawaitedmeonmyarrivalinCumberland——andIwasforbiddentofeeltheslightestanxietyinthemeantime。Therethenoteended。Itwasstillearlyenoughtocatchthemorningtrain。IreachedLimmeridgeHousethesameafternoon。 MywifeandMarianwerebothupstairs。Theyhadestablishedthemselves(bywayofcompletingmyamazement)inthelittleroomwhichhadbeenonceassignedtomeforastudio,whenIwasemployedonMrFairlie’sdrawings。 OntheverychairwhichIusedtooccupywhenIwasatworkMarianwassittingnow,withthechildindustriouslysuckinghiscoraluponherlap——whileLaurawasstandingbythewell-remembereddrawing-tablewhichIhadsooftenused,withthelittlealbumthatIhadfilledforherinpasttimesopenunderherhand。 `Whatinthenameofheavenhasbroughtyouhere?’Iasked。`DoesMrFairlieknow——?’ MariansuspendedthequestiononmylipsbytellingmethatMrFairliewasdead。Hehadbeenstruckbyparalysis,andhadneverralliedaftertheshock。MrKyrlehadinformedthemofhisdeath,andhadadvisedthemtoproceedimmediatelytoLimmeridgeHouse。 Somedimperceptionofagreatchangedawnedonmymind。LauraspokebeforeIhadquiterealisedit。Shestoleclosetometoenjoythesurprisewhichwasstillexpressedinmyface。 `MydarlingWalter,’shesaid,`mustwereallyaccountforourboldnessincominghere?Iamafraid,love,Icanonlyexplainitbybreakingthroughourrule,andreferringtothepast。’ `Thereisnottheleastnecessityfordoinganythingofthekind,’saidMarian。`Wecanbejustasexplicit,andmuchmoreinteresting,byreferringtothefuture。’Sheroseandheldupthechildkickingandcrowinginherarms。`Doyouknowwhothisis,Walter?’sheasked,withbrighttearsofhappinessgatheringinhereyes。 `Evenmybewildermenthasitslimits,’Ireplied。`IthinkIcanstillanswerforknowingmyownchild。’ `Child!’sheexclaimed,withallhereasygaietyofoldtimes。`DoyoutalkinthatfamiliarmannerofoneofthelandedgentryofEngland?Areyouaware,whenIpresentthisillustriousbabytoyournotice,inwhosepresenceyoustand?Evidentlynot!Letmemaketwoeminentpersonagesknowntooneanother:MrWalterHartright——theHeirofLimmeridge。’ Soshespoke。Inwritingthoselastwords,Ihavewrittenall。Thepenfaltersinmyhand。Thelong,happylabourofmanymonthsisover。Marianwasthegoodangelofourlives——letMarianendourStory。THEEND [TableofContents]