第3章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:4264更新时间:18/12/22 08:57:59
Shereddenedsointenselyastopassthemildblushthatsufficestoheightenbeauty;sheputtheyellowleathergloveononehand,tookupthehookwiththeother,andsatdowndoggedlytoherworkwithoutturningherfacetohimagain。Heregardedherheadforamoment,wenttothedoor,andwithonelookbackather,departedonhiswayhomeward。 Martypursuedheroccupationforafewminutes,thensuddenlylayingdownthebill-hook,shejumpedupandwenttothebackoftheroom,wheresheopenedadoorwhichdisclosedastaircasesowhitelyscrubbedthatthegrainofthewoodwaswellnighsoddenawaybysuchcleansing。Atthetopshegentlyapproachedabedroom,andwithoutentering,said,“Father,doyouwantanything?” Aweakvoiceinsideansweredinthenegative;adding,“Ishouldbeallrightbyto-morrowifitwerenotforthetree!” “Thetreeagain——alwaysthetree!Oh,father,don’tworrysoaboutthat。Youknowitcandoyounoharm。” “Whohaveyehadtalkingtoyedown-stairs?” “AShertonmancalled——nothingtotroubleabout。”shesaid,soothingly。“Father。”shewenton,“canMrs。Charmondturnusoutofourhouseifshe’smindedto?” “Turnusout?No。Nobodycanturnusouttillmypoorsoulisturnedoutofmybody。’Tislife-hold,likeAmbroseWinterborne’s。Butwhenmylifedrops’twillbehers——nottillthen。”Hiswordsonthissubjectsofarhadbeenrationalandfirmenough。Butnowhelapsedintohismoaningstrain:“Andthetreewilldoit——thattreewillsoonbethedeathofme。” “Nonsense,youknowbetter。Howcanitbe?”Sherefrainedfromfurtherspeech,anddescendedtotheground-flooragain。 “ThankHeaven,then。”shesaidtoherself,“whatbelongstomeI keep。” Thelightsinthevillagewentout,houseafterhouse,tillthereonlyremainedtwointhedarkness。Oneofthesecamefromaresidenceonthehill-side,ofwhichthereisnothingtosayatpresent;theothershonefromthewindowofMartySouth。 Preciselythesameoutwardeffectwasproducedhere,however,byherrisingwhentheclockstrucktenandhangingupathickclothcurtain。Thedooritwasnecessarytokeepajarinhers,asinmostcottages,becauseofthesmoke;butsheobviatedtheeffectoftheribbonoflightthroughthechinkbyhangingaclothoverthatalso。Shewasoneofthosepeoplewho,iftheyhavetoworkharderthantheirneighbors,prefertokeepthenecessityasecretasfaraspossible;andbutfortheslightsoundsofwood- splinteringwhichcamefromwithin,nowayfarerwouldhaveperceivedthatherethecottagerdidnotsleepaselsewhere。 Eleven,twelve,oneo’clockstruck;theheapofsparsgrewhigher,andthepileofchipsandendsmorebulky。Eventhelightonthehillhadnowbeenextinguished;butstillsheworkedon。Whenthetemperatureofthenightwithouthadfallensolowastomakeherchilly,sheopenedalargeblueumbrellatowardoffthedraughtfromthedoor。Thetwosovereignsconfrontedherfromthelooking-glassinsuchamannerastosuggestapairofjaundicedeyesonthewatchforanopportunity。Whenevershesighedforwearinesssheliftedhergazetowardsthem,butwithdrewitquickly,strokinghertresseswithherfingersforamoment,asiftoassureherselfthattheywerestillsecure。Whentheclockstruckthreeshearoseandtiedupthesparsshehadlastmadeinabundleresemblingthosethatlayagainstthewall。 Shewrappedroundheralongredwoollencravatandopenedthedoor。Thenightinallitsfulnessmetherflatlyonthethreshold,liketheverybrinkofanabsolutevoid,ortheantemundaneGinnung-GapbelievedinbyherTeutonforefathers。 Forhereyeswerefreshfromtheblaze,andheretherewasnostreet-lamporlanterntoformakindlytransitionbetweentheinnerglareandtheouterdark。Alingeringwindbroughttoherearthecreakingsoundoftwoover-crowdedbranchesintheneighboringwoodwhichwererubbingeachotherintowounds,andothervocalizedsorrowsofthetrees,togetherwiththescreechofowls,andtheflutteringtumbleofsomeawkwardwood-pigeonill- balancedonitsroosting-bough。 Butthepupilsofheryoungeyessoonexpanded,andshecouldseewellenoughforherpurpose。Takingabundleofsparsundereacharm,andguidedbytheserratedlineoftree-topsagainstthesky,shewentsomehundredyardsormoredownthelanetillshereachedalongopenshed,carpetedaroundwiththedeadleavesthatlayabouteverywhere。Night,thatstrangepersonality,whichwithinwallsbringsominousintrospectivenessandself-distrust,butundertheopenskybanishessuchsubjectiveanxietiesastootrivialforthought,inspiredMartySouthwithalessperturbedandbriskermannernow。Shelaidthesparsonthegroundwithintheshedandreturnedformore,goingtoandfrotillherwholemanufacturedstockweredepositedhere。 Thiserectionwasthewagon-houseofthechiefmanofbusinesshereabout,Mr。GeorgeMelbury,thetimber,bark,andcopse-waremerchantforwhomMarty’sfatherdidworkofthissortbythepiece。Itformedoneofthemanyramblingout-houseswhichsurroundedhisdwelling,anequallyirregularblockofbuilding,whoseimmensechimneyscouldjustbediscernedevennow。Thefourhugewagonsundertheshedwerebuiltonthoseancientlineswhoseproportionshavebeenoustedbymodernpatterns,theirshapesbulgingandcurvingatthebaseandendslikeTrafalgarline-of- battleships,withwhichvenerablehulks,indeed,thesevehiclesevidencedaconstructedspiritcuriouslyinharmony。Onewasladenwithsheep-cribs,anotherwithhurdles,anotherwithashpoles,andthefourth,atthefootofwhichshehadplacedherthatching-sparswashalffullofsimilarbundles。 Shewaspausingamomentwiththateasefulsenseofaccomplishmentwhichfollowsworkdonethathasbeenahardstruggleinthedoing,whensheheardawoman’svoiceontheothersideofthehedgesay,anxiously,“George!”Inamomentthenamewasrepeated,with“Docomeindoors!Whatareyoudoingthere?” Thecart-houseadjoinedthegarden,andbeforeMartyhadmovedshesawenterthelatterfromthetimber-merchant’sbackdooranelderlywomanshelteringacandlewithherhand,thelightfromwhichcastamovingthorn-patternofshadeonMarty’sface。Itsrayssoonfelluponamanwhoseclotheswereroughlythrownon,standinginadvanceofthespeaker。Hewasathin,slightlystoopingfigure,withasmallnervousmouthandafacecleanlyshaven;andhewalkedalongthepathwithhiseyesbentontheground。InthepairMartySouthrecognizedheremployerMelburyandhiswife。ShewasthesecondMrs。Melbury,thefirsthavingdiedshortlyafterthebirthofthetimber-merchant’sonlychild。 “’Tisnousetostayinbed。”hesaid,assoonasshecameuptowherehewaspacingrestlesslyabout。“Ican’tsleep——Ikeepthinkingofthings,andworryingaboutthegirl,tillI’mquiteinafeverofanxiety。”Hewentontosaythathecouldnotthinkwhy“she(Martyknewhewasspeakingofhisdaughter)didnotanswerhisletter。Shemustbeill——shemust,certainly。”hesaid。 “No,no。’Tisallright,George。”saidhiswife;andsheassuredhimthatsuchthingsalwaysdidappearsogloomyinthenight- time,ifpeopleallowedtheirmindstorunonthem;thatwhenmorningcameitwasseenthatsuchfearswerenothingbutshadows。 “GraceisaswellasyouorI。”shedeclared。 Buthepersistedthatshedidnotseeall——thatshedidnotseeasmuchashe。Hisdaughter’snotwritingwasonlyonepartofhisworry。Onaccountofherhewasanxiousconcerningmoneyaffairs,whichhewouldneveralarmhismindaboutotherwise。Thereasonhegavewasthat,asshehadnobodytodependuponforaprovisionbuthimself,hewishedher,whenhewasgone,tobesecurelyoutofriskofpoverty。 TothisMrs。MelburyrepliedthatGracewouldbesuretomarrywell,andthathenceahundredpoundsmoreorlessfromhimwouldnotmakemuchdifference。 Herhusbandsaidthatthatwaswhatshe,Mrs。Melbury,naturallythought;butthereshewaswrong,andinthatlaythesourceofhistrouble。“Ihaveaplaninmyheadabouther。”hesaid;“andaccordingtomyplanshewon’tmarryarichman。” “Aplanforhernottomarrywell?”saidhiswife,surprised。 “Well,inonesenseitisthat。”repliedMelbury。“Itisaplanforhertomarryaparticularperson,andashehasnotsomuchmoneyasshemightexpect,itmightbecalledasyoucallit。I maynotbeabletocarryitout;andevenifIdo,itmaynotbeagoodthingforher。IwanthertomarryGilesWinterborne。” Hiscompanionrepeatedthename。“Well,itisallright。”shesaid,presently。“Headorestheverygroundshewalkson;onlyhe’sclose,andwon’tshowitmuch。” MartySouthappearedstartled,andcouldnottearherselfaway。 Yes,thetimber-merchantasserted,heknewthatwellenough。 Winterbornehadbeeninterestedinhisdaughterforyears;thatwaswhathadledhimintothenotionoftheirunion。Andheknewthatsheusedtohavenoobjectiontohim。Butitwasnotanydifficultyaboutthatwhichembarrassedhim。Itwasthat,sincehehadeducatedhersowell,andsolong,andsofarabovethelevelofdaughtersthereabout,itwas“wastingher“togivehertoamanofnohigherstandingthantheyoungmaninquestion。 “That’swhatIhavebeenthinking。”saidMrs。Melbury。 “Well,then,Lucy,nowyou’vehitit。”answeredthetimber- merchant,withfeeling。“Thereliesmytrouble。Ivowedtolethermarryhim,andtomakeherasvaluableasIcouldtohimbyschoolingherasmanyyearsandasthoroughlyaspossible。Imeantokeepmyvow。ImadeitbecauseIdidhisfatheraterriblewrong;anditwasaweightonmyconscienceeversincethattimetillthisschemeofmakingamendsoccurredtomethroughseeingthatGileslikedher。” “Wrongedhisfather?”askedMrs。Melbury。 “Yes,grievouslywrongedhim。”saidherhusband。 “Well,don’tthinkofitto-night。”sheurged。“Comeindoors。”