第7章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:3685更新时间:18/12/22 08:57:59
“Yousee,Giles。”hesaid,asheblacked,“comingfromafashionableschool,shemightfeelshockedatthehomelinessofhome;and’tistheselittlethingsthatcatchadaintywoman’seyeiftheyareneglected。We,livingherealone,don’tnoticehowthewhitey-browncreepsoutoftheearthoverus;butshe,freshfromacity——why,she’llnoticeeverything!” “Thatshewill。”saidGiles。 “Andscornusifwedon’tmind。” “Notscornus。” “No,no,no——that’sonlywords。She’stoogoodagirltodothat。 Butwhenweconsiderwhatsheknows,andwhatshehasseensinceshelastsawus,’tisaswelltomeetherviewsasnearlyaspossible。Why,’tisayearsinceshewasinthisoldplace,owingtohergoingabroadinthesummer,whichIagreedto,thinkingitbestforher;andnaturallyweshalllooksmall,justatfirst——I onlysayjustatfirst。” Mr。Melbury’stoneevincedacertainexultationintheverysenseofthatinferiorityheaffectedtodeplore;forthisadvancedandrefinedbeing,wasshenothisownallthetime?NotsoGiles;hefeltdoubtful——perhapsatriflecynical——forthatstrandwaswoundintohimwiththerest。Helookedathisclotheswithmisgiving,thenwithindifference。 Itwashiscustomduringtheplantingseasontocarryaspecimenapple-treetomarketwithhimasanadvertisementofwhathedealtin。Thishadbeentiedacrossthegig;andasitwouldbeleftbehindinthetown,itwouldcausenoinconveniencetoMissGraceMelburycominghome。 Hedroveaway,thetwigsnoddingwitheachstepofthehorse;andMelburywentin-doors。Beforethegighadpassedoutofsight,Mr。Melburyreappearedandshoutedafter—— “Here,Giles,“hesaid,breathlesslyfollowingwithsomewraps,“itmaybeverychillyto-night,andshemaywantsomethingextraabouther。And,Giles。”headded,whentheyoungman,havingtakenthearticles,putthehorseinmotiononcemore,“tellherthatIshouldhavecomemyself,butIhadparticularbusinesswithMrs。Charmond’sagent,whichpreventedme。Don’tforget。” HewatchedWinterborneoutofsight,saying,withajerk——ashapeintowhichemotionwithhimoftenresolveditself——“There,now,I hopethetwowillbringittoapointandhavedonewithit!’Tisapitytoletsuchagirlthrowherselfawayuponhim——athousandpities!。Andyet’tismydutyforhisfather’ssake。” WinterbornespedonhiswaytoShertonAbbaswithoutelationandwithoutdiscomposure。Hadheregardedhisinnerselfspectacularly,asloversarenowdailymorewonttodo,hemighthavefeltprideinthediscernmentofasomewhatrarepowerinhim——thatofkeepingnotonlyjudgmentbutemotionsuspendedindifficultcases。Buthenoteditnot。Neitherdidheobservewhatwasalsothefact,thatthoughhecherishedatrueandwarmfeelingtowardsGraceMelbury,hewasnotaltogetherherfooljustnow。Itmustberememberedthathehadnotseenherforayear。 Arrivedattheentrancetoalongflatlane,whichhadtakenthespiritoutofmanyapedestrianintimeswhen,withthemajority,totravelmeanttowalk,hesawbeforehimthetrimfigureofayoungwomaninpattens,journeyingwiththatsteadfastconcentrationwhichmeanspurposeandnotpleasure。HewassoonnearenoughtoseethatshewasMartySouth。Click,click,clickwentthepattens;andshedidnotturnherhead。 Shehad,however,becomeawarebeforethisthatthedriveroftheapproachinggigwasGiles。Shehadshrunkfrombeingovertakenbyhimthus;butasitwasinevitable,shehadbracedherselfupforhisinspectionbyclosingherlipssoastomakehermouthquiteunemotional,andbythrowinganadditionalfirmnessintohertread。 “Whydoyouwearpattens,Marty?Theturnpikeiscleanenough,althoughthelanesaremuddy。” “Theysavemyboots。” “Buttwelvemilesinpattens——’twilltwistyourfeetoff。Come,getupandridewithme。” Shehesitated,removedherpattens,knockedthegraveloutofthemagainstthewheel,andmountedinfrontofthenoddingspecimenapple-tree。Shehadsoarrangedherbonnetwithafullborderandtrimmingsthatherlackoflonghairdidnotmuchinjureherappearance;thoughGiles,ofcourse,sawthatitwasgone,andmayhaveguessedhermotiveinpartingwithit,suchsales,thoughinfrequent,beingnotunheardofinthatlocality。 Butnature’sadornmentwasstillhardby——infact,withintwofeetofhim,thoughhedidnotknowit。InMarty’sbasketwasabrownpaperpacket,andinthepacketthechestnutlocks,which,byreasonofthebarber’srequestforsecrecy,shehadnotventuredtointrusttootherhands。 Gilesasked,withsomehesitation,howherfatherwasgettingon。 Hewasbetter,shesaid;hewouldbeabletoworkinadayortwo; hewouldbequitewellbutforhiscrazeaboutthetreefallingonhim。 “YouknowwhyIdon’taskforhimsooftenasImight,Isuppose?” saidWinterborne。“Ordon’tyouknow?” “IthinkIdo。” “Becauseofthehouses?” Shenodded。 “Yes。Iamafraiditmayseemthatmyanxietyisaboutthosehouses,whichIshouldlosebyhisdeath,morethanabouthim。 Marty,Idofeelanxiousaboutthehouses,sincehalfmyincomedependsuponthem;butIdolikewisecareforhim;anditalmostseemswrongthathousesshouldbeleasedforlives,soastoleadtosuchmixedfeelings。” “Afterfather’sdeaththeywillbeMrs。Charmond’s?” “They’llbehers。” “Theyaregoingtokeepcompanywithmyhair。”shethought。 Thustalking,theyreachedthetown。Bynopressurewouldsherideupthestreetwithhim。“That’stherightofanotherwoman。” shesaid,withplayfulmalice,assheputonherpattens。“I wonderwhatyouarethinkingof!Thankyoufortheliftinthathandsomegig。Good-by。” Heblushedalittle,shookhisheadather,anddroveonaheadintothestreets——thechurches,theabbey,andotherbuildingsonthisclearbrightmorninghavingthelinydistinctnessofarchitecturaldrawings,asiftheoriginaldreamandvisionoftheconceivingmaster-mason,somemediaevalVilarsorotherunknowntofame,wereforafewminutesflasheddownthroughthecenturiestoanunappreciativeage。Gilessawtheireloquentlookonthisdayoftransparency,butcouldnotconstrueit。Heturnedintotheinn-yard。 Marty,followingthesametrack,marchedpromptlytothehair- dresser’s,Mr。Percombe’s。PercombewasthechiefofhistradeinShertonAbbas。Hehadthepatronageofsuchcountyoffshootsashadbeenobligedtoseektheshelterofsmallhousesinthatancienttown,ofthelocalclergy,andsoon,forsomeofwhomhehadmadewigs,whileothersamongthemhadcompensatedforneglectinghimintheirlifetimebypatronizinghimwhentheyweredead,andlettinghimshavetheircorpses。Onthestrengthofallthishehadtakendownhispole,andcalledhimself“Perruquiertothearistocracy。” Nevertheless,thissortofsupportdidnotquitefillhischildren’smouths,andtheyhadtobefilled。So,behindhishousetherewasalittleyard,reachedbyapassagefromthebackstreet,andinthatyardwasapole,andunderthepoleashopofquiteanotherdescriptionthantheornamentaloneinthefrontstreet。HereonSaturdaynightsfromseventilltenhetookanalmostinnumerablesuccessionoftwopencesfromthefarmlaborerswhoflockedthitherincrowdsfromthecountry。Andthushelived。 Marty,ofcourse,wenttothefrontshop,andhandedherpackettohimsilently。“Thankyou。”saidthebarber,quitejoyfully。“I hardlyexpecteditafterwhatyousaidlastnight。” Sheturnedaside,whileatearwelledupandstoodineacheyeatthisreminder。 “NothingofwhatItoldyou。”hewhispered,therebeingothersintheshop。“ButIcantrustyou,Isee。” Shehadnowreachedtheendofthisdistressingbusiness,andwentlistlesslyalongthestreettoattendtoothererrands。Theseoccupiedhertillfouro’clock,atwhichtimesherecrossedthemarket-place。ItwasimpossibletoavoidrediscoveringWinterborneeverytimeshepassedthatway,forstanding,ashealwaysdidatthisseasonoftheyear,withhisspecimenapple- treeinthemidst,theboughsroseabovetheheadsofthecrowd,andbroughtadelightfulsuggestionoforchardsamongthecrowdedbuildingsthere。Whenhereyefelluponhimforthelasttimehewasstandingsomewhatapart,holdingthetreelikeanensign,andlookingonthegroundinsteadofpushinghisproduceasheoughttohavebeendoing。Hewas,infact,notaverysuccessfulsellereitherofhistreesorofhiscider,hishabitofspeakinghismind,whenhespokeatall,militatingagainstthisbranchofhisbusiness。