第9章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:4092更新时间:18/12/22 08:57:59
Sheadmittedthattheydid,thoughsheshouldnothaveseenanydifferenceinthemifhehadnotpointeditout。 “Theyhadagoodcropofbitter-sweets;theycouldn’tgrindthemall“(noddingtowardsanorchardwheresomeheapsofappleshadbeenleftlyingeversincetheingathering)。 Shesaid“Yes。”butlookingatanotherorchard。 “Why,youarelookingatJohn-apple-trees!Youknowbitter-sweets—— youusedtowellenough!” “IamafraidIhaveforgotten,anditisgettingtoodarktodistinguish。” Winterbornedidnotcontinue。ItseemedasiftheknowledgeandinterestwhichhadformerlymovedGrace’smindhadquitediedawayfromher。Hewonderedwhetherthespecialattributesofhisimageinthepasthadevaporatedliketheseotherthings。 Howeverthatmightbe,thefactatpresentwasmerelythis,thatwherehewasseeingJohn-applesandfarm-buildingsshewasbeholdingafarremoterscene——ascenenolessinnocentandsimple,indeed,butmuchcontrasting——abroadlawninthefashionablesuburbofafastcity,theevergreenleavesshiningintheeveningsun,amidwhichboundinggirls,gracefullycladinartisticarrangementsofblue,brown,red,black,andwhite,wereplayingatgames,withlaughterandchat,inalltheprideoflife,thenotesofpianoandharptremblingintheairfromtheopenwindowsadjoining。Moreover,theyweregirls——andthiswasafactwhichGraceMelbury’sdelicatefemininitycouldnotlosesightof——whoseparentsGileswouldhaveaddressedwithadeferentialSirorMadam。Besidethisvisionedscenethehomelyfarmsteadsdidnotquiteholdtheirownfromherpresenttwenty- yearpointofsurvey。Forallhiswoodlandsequestration,Gilesknewtheprimitivesimplicityofthesubjecthehadstarted,andnowsoundedadeepernote。 “’Twasveryoddwhatwesaidtoeachotheryearsago;Ioftenthinkofit。ImeanoursayingthatifwestilllikedeachotherwhenyouweretwentyandItwenty-five,we’d——“ “Itwaschild’stattle。” “H’m!”saidGiles,suddenly。 “Imeanwewereyoung。”saidshe,moreconsiderately。Thatgruffmannerofhisinmakinginquiriesremindedherthathewasunalteredinmuch。 “Yes。Ibegyourpardon,MissMelbury;yourfatherSENTmetomeetyouto-day。” “Iknowit,andIamgladofit。” Heseemedsatisfiedwithhertoneandwenton:“Atthattimeyouweresittingbesidemeatthebackofyourfather’scoveredcar,whenwewerecominghomefromgypsying,allthepartybeingsqueezedintogetherastightassheepinanauction-pen。Itgotdarkeranddarker,andIsaid——Iforgettheexactwords——butIputmyarmroundyourwaistandthereyouletitstaytillyourfather,sittinginfrontsuddenlystoppedtellinghisstorytoFarmerBollen,tolighthispipe。Theflashshoneintothecar,andshowedusallupdistinctly;myarmflewfromyourwaistlikelightning;yetnotsoquicklybutthatsomeof’emhadseen,andlaughedatus。Yetyourfather,toouramazement,insteadofbeingangry,wasmildasmilk,andseemedquitepleased。Haveyouforgotallthat,orhaven’tyou?” Sheownedthatsheremembereditverywell,nowthathementionedthecircumstances。“But,goodness!Imusthavebeeninshortfrocks。”shesaid。 “Comenow,MissMelbury,thatwon’tdo!Shortfrocks,indeed!Youknowbetter,aswellasI。” Gracethereupondeclaredthatshewouldnotarguewithanoldfriendshevaluedsohighlyasshevaluedhim,sayingthewordswiththeeasyelusivenessthatwillbepoliteatallcosts。Itmightpossiblybetrue,sheadded,thatshewasgettingoningirlhoodwhenthateventtookplace;butifitwereso,thenshewasvirtuallynolessthananoldwomannow,sofardidthetimeseemremovedfromherpresent。“Doyoueverlookatthingsphilosophicallyinsteadofpersonally?”sheasked。 “Ican’tsaythatIdo。”answeredGiles,hiseyeslingeringfaraheaduponadarkspot,whichprovedtobeabrougham。 “Ithinkyoumay,sometimes,withadvantage。”saidshe。“Lookatyourselfasapitcherdriftingonthestreamwithotherpitchers,andconsiderwhatcontrivancesaremostdesirableforavoidingcracksingeneral,andnotonlyforsavingyourpoorone。ShallI tellyouallaboutBathorCheltenham,orplacesontheContinentthatIvisitedlastsummer?” “Withallmyheart。” Shethendescribedplacesandpersonsinsuchtermsasmighthavebeenusedforthatpurposebyanywomantoanymanwithinthefourseas,soentirelyabsentfromthatdescriptionwaseverythingspeciallyappertainingtoherownexistence。Whenshehaddoneshesaid,gayly,“NowdoyoutellmeinreturnwhathashappenedinHintocksinceIhavebeenaway。” “Anythingtokeeptheconversationawayfromherandme。”saidGileswithinhim。 ItwastruecultivationhadsofaradvancedinthesoilofMissMelbury’smindastoleadhertotalkbyroteofanythingsaveofthatsheknewwell,andhadthegreatestinterestindeveloping—— thatistosay,herself。 Hehadnotproceededfarwithhissomewhatbaldnarrationwhentheydrewnearthecarriagethathadbeenprecedingthemforsometime。MissMelburyinquiredifheknewwhosecarriageitwas。 Winterborne,althoughhehadseenit,hadnottakenitintoaccount。Onexamination,hesaiditwasMrs。Charmond’s。 Gracewatchedthevehicleanditseasyroll,andseemedtofeelmorenearlyakintoitthantotheoneshewasin。 “Pooh!Wecanpolishoffthemileageaswellasthey,cometothat。”saidWinterborne,readinghermind;andrisingtoemulationatwhatitbespoke,hewhippedonthehorse。ThisitwaswhichhadbroughtthenoseofMr。Melbury’soldgrayclosetothebackofMrs。Charmond’smuch-eclipsingvehicle。 “There’sMartySouthSittingupwiththecoachman。”saidhe,discerningherbyherdress。 “Ah,poorMarty!Imustaskhertocometoseemethisveryevening。Howdoesshehappentoberidingthere?” “Idon’tknow。Itisverysingular。” Thusthesepeoplewithconvergingdestinieswentalongtheroadtogether,tillWinterborne,leavingthetrackofthecarriage,turnedintoLittleHintock,wherealmostthefirsthousewasthetimber-merchant’s。Pencilsofdancinglightstreamedoutofthewindowssufficientlytoshowthewhitelaurestinusflowers,andglanceoverthepolishedleavesoflaurel。Theinterioroftheroomscouldbeseendistinctly,warmedupbythefire-flames,whichintheparlorwerereflectedfromtheglassofthepicturesandbookcase,andinthekitchenfromtheutensilsandware。 “Letuslookatthedearplaceforamomentbeforewecallthem。” shesaid。 Inthekitchendinnerwaspreparing;forthoughMelburydinedatoneo’clockatothertimes,to-daythemealhadbeenkeptbackforGrace。Aricketyoldspitwasinmotion,itsendbeingfixedinthefire-dog,andthewholekeptgoingbymeansofacordconveyedoverpulleysalongtheceilingtoalargestonesuspendedinacorneroftheroom。OldGrammerOlivercameandwounditupwitharattlelikethatofamill。 IntheparloralargeshadeofMrs。Melbury’sheadfellonthewallandceiling;butbeforethegirlhadregardedthisroommanymomentstheirpresencewasdiscovered,andherfatherandstep- mothercameouttowelcomeher。 ThecharacteroftheMelburyfamilywasofthatkindwhichevincessomeshynessinshowingstrongemotionamongeachother:atraitfrequentinruralhouseholds,andonewhichstandsincuriouslyinverserelationtomostofthepeculiaritiesdistinguishingvillagersfromthepeopleoftowns。Thushidingtheirwarmerfeelingsundercommonplacetalkallround,Grace’sreceptionproducednoextraordinarydemonstrations。Butthatmorewasfeltthanwasenactedappearedfromthefactthatherfather,intakingherin-doors,quiteforgotthepresenceofGileswithout,asdidalsoGraceherself。Hesaidnothing,buttookthegigroundtotheyardandcalledoutfromthespar-housethemanwhoparticularlyattendedtothesematterswhentherewasnoconversationtodrawhimoffamongthecopse-workersinside。 Winterbornethenreturnedtothedoorwiththeintentionofenteringthehouse。 Thefamilyhadgoneintotheparlor,andwerestillabsorbedinthemselves。Thefirewas,asbefore,theonlylight,anditirradiatedGrace’sfaceandhandssoastomakethemlookwondrouslysmoothandfairbesidethoseofthetwoelders;shiningalsothroughtheloosehairabouthertemplesassunlightthroughabrake。Herfatherwassurveyingherinadazedconjecture,somuchhadshedevelopedandprogressedinmannerandstaturesincehelasthadseteyesonher。 Observingthesethings,Winterborneremaineddubiousbythedoor,mechanicallytracingwithhisfingerscertaintime-wornletterscarvedinthejambs——initialsofby-gonegenerationsofhouseholderswhohadlivedanddiedthere。 No,hedeclaredtohimself,hewouldnotenterandjointhefamily;theyhadforgottenhim,anditwasenoughforto-daythathehadbroughtherhome。Still,hewasalittlesurprisedthatherfather’seagernesstosendhimforGraceshouldhaveresultedinsuchananticlimaxasthis。 Hewalkedsoftlyawayintothelanetowardshisownhouse,lookingbackwhenhereachedtheturning,fromwhichhecouldgetalastglimpseofthetimber-merchant’sroof。HehazardedguessesastowhatGracewassayingjustatthatmoment,andmurmured,withsomeself-derision,“nothingaboutme!”Helookedalsointheotherdirection,andsawagainsttheskythethatchedhipandsolitarychimneyofMarty’scottage,andthoughtofhertoo,strugglingbravelyalongunderthathumbleshelter,amongherspar-gadsandpotsandskimmers。