第13章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:3961更新时间:18/12/22 08:57:59
“Willyoupouritout,please?Do。”shesaid,leaningbackinherchair,andplacingherhandaboveherforehead,whileheralmondeyes——thoselongeyessocommontotheangeliclegionsofearlyItalianart——becamelonger,andhervoicemorelanguishing。Sheshowedthatoblique-manneredsoftnesswhichisperhapsmostfrequentinwomenofdarkercomplexionandmorelymphatictemperamentthanMrs。Charmond’swas;wholingeringlysmiletheirmeaningstomenratherthanspeakthem,whoinveigleratherthanprompt,andtakeadvantageofcurrentsratherthansteer。 “IamthemostinactivewomanwhenIamhere。”shesaid。“IthinksometimesIwasborntoliveanddonothing,nothing,nothingbutfloatabout,aswefancywedosometimesindreams。Butthatcannotbereallymydestiny,andImuststruggleagainstsuchfancies。” “Iamsosorryyoudonotenjoyexertion——itisquitesad!IwishIcouldtendyouandmakeyouveryhappy。” Therewassomethingsosympathetic,soappreciative,inthesoundofGrace’svoice,thatitimpelledpeopletoplayhavocwiththeircustomaryreservationsintalkingtoher。“Itistenderandkindofyoutofeelthat。”saidMrs。Charmond。“PerhapsIhavegivenyouthenotionthatmylanguorismorethanitreallyis。Butthisplaceoppressesme,andIhaveaplanofgoingabroadagooddeal。Iusedtogowitharelative,butthatarrangementhasdroppedthrough。”RegardingGracewithafinalglanceofcriticism,sheseemedtomakeuphermindtoconsidertheyounggirlsatisfactory,andcontinued:“NowIamoftenimpelledtorecordmyimpressionsoftimesandplaces。Ihaveoftenthoughtofwritinga’NewSentimentalJourney。’ButIcannotfindenergyenoughtodoitalone。WhenIamatdifferentplacesinthesouthofEuropeIfeelacrowdofideasandfanciesthronginguponmecontinually,buttounfoldwriting-materials,takeupacoldsteelpen,andputtheseimpressionsdownsystematicallyoncold,smoothpaper——thatIcannotdo。SoIhavethoughtthatifIalwayscouldhavesomebodyatmyelbowwithwhomIaminsympathy,Imightdictateanyideasthatcomeintomyhead。AnddirectlyIhadmadeyouracquaintancetheotherdayitstruckmethatyouwouldsuitmesowell。Wouldyouliketoundertakeit?Youmightreadtome,too,ifdesirable。Willyouthinkitover,andaskyourparentsiftheyarewilling?” “Ohyes。”saidGrace。“Iamalmostsuretheywouldbeveryglad。” “Youaresoaccomplished,Ihear;Ishouldbequitehonoredbysuchintellectualcompany。” Grace,modestlyblushing,deprecatedanysuchidea。 “DoyoukeepupyourlucubrationsatLittleHintock?” “Ohno。LucubrationsarenotunknownatLittleHintock;buttheyarenotcarriedonbyme。” “What——anotherstudentinthatretreat?” “Thereisasurgeonlatelycome,andIhaveheardthathereadsagreatdeal——Iseehislightsometimesthroughthetreeslateatnight。” “Ohyes——adoctor——IbelieveIwastoldofhim。Itisastrangeplaceforhimtosettlein。” “Itisaconvenientcentreforapractice,theysay。Buthedoesnotconfinehisstudiestomedicine,itseems。Heinvestigatestheologyandmetaphysicsandallsortsofsubjects。” “Whatishisname?” “Fitzpiers。Herepresentsaveryoldfamily,Ibelieve,theFitzpiersesofBuckbury-Fitzpiers——notagreatmanymilesfromhere。” “Iamnotsufficientlylocaltoknowthehistoryofthefamily。I wasneverinthecountytillmyhusbandbroughtmehere。”Mrs。 Charmonddidnotcaretopursuethislineofinvestigation。 Whatevermysteriousmeritmightattachtofamilyantiquity,itwasonewhich,thoughsheherselfcouldclaimit,heradaptable,wanderingweltburgerlichenaturehadgrowntiredofcaringabout—— apeculiaritythatmadeheracontrasttoherneighbors。“Itisofrathermoreimportancetoknowwhatthemanishimselfthanwhathisfamilyis。”shesaid,“ifheisgoingtopractiseuponusasasurgeon。Haveyouseenhim?” Gracehadnot。“Ithinkheisnotaveryoldman。”sheadded。 “Hasheawife?” “Iamnotawarethathehas。” “Well,Ihopehewillbeusefulhere。ImustgettoknowhimwhenIcomeback。Itwillbeveryconvenienttohaveamedicalman——ifheisclever——inone’sownparish。Igetdreadfullynervoussometimes,livinginsuchanoutlandishplace;andShertonissofartosendto。NodoubtyoufeelHintocktobeagreatchangeafterwatering-placelife。” “Ido。Butitishome。Ithasitsadvantagesanditsdisadvantages。”Gracewasthinkinglessofthesolitudethanoftheattendantcircumstances。 Theychattedonforsometime,Gracebeingsetquiteathereasebyherentertainer。Mrs。Charmondwasfartoowell-practisedawomannottoknowthattoshowamarkedpatronagetoasensitiveyounggirlwhowouldprobablybeveryquicktodiscernit,wastodemolishherdignityratherthantoestablishitinthatyounggirl’seyes。So,beingviolentlypossessedwithherideaofmakinguseofthisgentleacquaintance,readyandwaitingatherowndoor,shetookgreatpainstowinherconfidenceatstarting。 JustbeforeGrace’sdeparturethetwochancedtopausebeforeamirrorwhichreflectedtheirfacesinimmediatejuxtaposition,soastobringintoprominencetheirresemblancesandtheircontrasts。Bothlookedattractiveasglassedbackbythefaithfulreflector;butGrace’scountenancehadtheeffectofmakingMrs。 Charmondappearmorethanherfullage。Therearecomplexionswhichsetoffeachothertogreatadvantage,andtherearethosewhichantagonize,theonekillingordamagingitsneighborunmercifully。Thiswasunhappilythecasehere。Mrs。Charmondfellintoameditation,andrepliedabstractedlytoacursoryremarkofhercompanion’s。However,shepartedfromheryoungfriendinthekindliesttones,promisingtosendandletherknowassoonashermindwasmadeuponthearrangementshehadsuggested。 WhenGracehadascendednearlytothetopoftheadjoiningslopeshelookedback,andsawthatMrs。Charmondstillstoodatthedoor,meditativelyregardingher。 Oftenduringthepreviousnight,afterhiscallontheMelburys,Winterborne’sthoughtsranuponGrace’sannouncedvisittoHintockHouse。Whycouldhenothaveproposedtowalkwithherpartoftheway?Somethingtoldhimthatshemightnot,onsuchanoccasion,careforhiscompany。 Hewasstillmoreofthatopinionwhen,standinginhisgardennextday,hesawhergopastonthejourneywithsuchaprettyprideintheevent。Hewonderedifherfather’sambition,whichhadpurchasedforherthemeansofintellectuallightandculturefarbeyondthoseofanyothernativeofthevillage,wouldconducetotheflightofherfutureinterestsaboveandawayfromthelocallifewhichwasoncetoherthemovementoftheworld。 Nevertheless,hehadherfather’spermissiontowinherifhecould;andtothisenditbecamedesirabletobringmatterssoontoacrisis,ifheeverhopedtodoso。Ifsheshouldthinkherselftoogoodforhim,hecouldlethergoandmakethebestofhisloss;butuntilhehadreallytestedherhecouldnotsaythatshedespisedhissuit。Thequestionwashowtoquickeneventstowardsanissue。 Hethoughtandthought,andatlastdecidedthatasgoodawayasanywouldbetogiveaChristmasparty,andaskGraceandherparentstocomeaschiefguests。 Theseruminationswereoccupyinghimwhentherebecameaudibleaslightknockingathisfrontdoor。Hedescendedthepathandlookedout,andbeheldMartySouth,dressedforout-doorwork。 “Whydidn’tyoucome,Mr。Winterborne?”shesaid。“I’vebeenwaitingtherehoursandhours,andatlastIthoughtImusttrytofindyou。” “Blessmysoul,I’dquiteforgot。”saidGiles。 Whathehadforgottenwasthattherewasathousandyoungfir- treestobeplantedinaneighboringspotwhichhadbeenclearedbythewood-cutters,andthathehadarrangedtoplantthemwithhisownhands。Hehadamarvellouspowerofmakingtreesgrow。 Althoughhewouldseemtoshovelintheearthquitecarelessly,therewasasortofsympathybetweenhimselfandthefir,oak,orbeechthathewasoperatingon,sothattherootstookholdofthesoilinafewdays。When,ontheotherhand,anyofthejourneymenplanted,althoughtheyseemedtogothroughanidenticallysimilarprocess,onequarterofthetreeswoulddieawayduringtheensuingAugust。 HenceWinterbornefounddelightintheworkevenwhen,asatpresent,hecontractedtodoitonportionsofthewoodlandinwhichhehadnopersonalinterest。Marty,whoturnedherhandtoanything,wasusuallytheonewhoperformedthepartofkeepingthetreesinaperpendicularpositionwhilehethrewinthemould。 Heaccompaniedhertowardsthespot,beingstimulatedyetfurthertoproceedwiththeworkbytheknowledgethatthegroundwasclosetotheway-sidealongwhichGracemustpassonherreturnfromHintockHouse。 “You’veacoldinthehead,Marty。”hesaid,astheywalked。 “Thatcomesofcuttingoffyourhair。” “Isupposeitdo。Yes;I’vethreeheadachesgoingoninmyheadatthesametime。” “Threeheadaches!” “Yes,arheumaticheadacheinmypoll,asickheadacheovermyeyes,andamiseryheadacheinthemiddleofmybrain。However,I cameout,forIthoughtyoumightbewaitingandgrumblinglikeanythingifIwasnotthere。”