第19章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:3837更新时间:18/12/22 08:57:59
don’tknow。”hesaid。“’Tisatryingstrait。Well,well;there’snohurry。We’llwaitandseehowhegetson。” Thateveninghecalledherintohisroom,asnuglittleapartmentbehindthelargeparlor。Ithadatonetimebeenpartofthebakehouse,withtheordinaryovalbrickoveninthewall;butMr。 Melbury,inturningitintoanoffice,hadbuiltintothecavityanironsafe,whichheusedforholdinghisprivatepapers。Thedoorofthesafewasnowopen,andhiskeyswerehangingfromit。 “Sitdown,Grace,andkeepmecompany。”hesaid。“Youmayamuseyourselfbylookingoverthese。”Hethrewoutaheapofpapersbeforeher。 “Whatarethey?”sheasked。 “Securitiesofvarioussorts。”Heunfoldedthemonebyone。 “Papersworthsomuchmoneyeach。Nowhere’salotofturnpikebondsforonething。Wouldyouthinkthateachofthesepiecesofpaperisworthtwohundredpounds?” “No,indeed,ifyoudidn’tsayso。” “’Tisso,then。Nowherearepapersofanothersort。Theyarefordifferentsumsinthethree-per-cents。NowthesearePortBreedyHarborbonds。Wehaveagreatstakeinthatharbor,youknow,becauseIsendofftimberthere。Opentherestatyourpleasure。They’llinterestye。” “Yes,Iwill,someday。”saidshe,rising。 “Nonsense,openthemnow。Yououghttolearnalittleofsuchmatters。Ayoungladyofeducationshouldnotbeignorantofmoneyaffairsaltogether。Supposeyoushouldbeleftawidowsomeday,withyourhusband’stitle-deedsandinvestmentsthrownuponyourhands——“ “Don’tsaythat,father——title-deeds;itsoundssovain!” “Itdoesnot。Cometothat,Ihavetitle-deedsmyself。There,thatpieceofparchmentrepresentshousesinShertonAbbas。” “Yes,but——“Shehesitated,lookedatthefire,andwentoninalowvoice:“Ifwhathasbeenarrangedaboutmeshouldcometoanything,myspherewillbequiteamiddlingone。” “Yoursphereoughtnottobemiddling。”heexclaimed,notinpassion,butinearnestconviction。“Yousaidyouneverfeltmoreathome,moreinyourelement,anywherethanyoudidthatafternoonwithMrs。Charmond,whensheshowedyouherhouseandallherknick-knacks,andmadeyoustaytoteasonicelyinherdrawing-room——surelyyoudid!” “Yes,Ididsayso。”admittedGrace。 “Wasittrue?” “Yes,Ifeltsoatthetime。Thefeelingislessstrongnow,perhaps。” “Ah!Now,thoughyoudon’tseeit,yourfeelingatthetimewastherightone,becauseyourmindandbodywerejustinfullandfreshcultivation,sothatgoingtherewithherwaslikemeetinglike。Sincethenyou’vebeenbidingwithus,andhavefallenbackalittle,andsoyoudon’tfeelyourplacesostrongly。Now,doasItellye,andlookoverthesepapersandseewhatyou’llbeworthsomeday。Forthey’llallbeyours,youknow;whohaveI gottoleave’emtobutyou?Perhapswhenyoureducationisbackedupbywhatthesepapersrepresent,andthatbackedupbyanothersuchasetandtheirowner,mensuchasthatfellowwasthismorningmaythinkyoualittlemorethanabuffer’sgirl。” Soshedidascommanded,andopenedeachofthefoldedrepresentativesofhardcashthatherfatherputbeforeher。Tosowinherheartcravingsforsocialpositionwasobviouslyhisstrongdesire,thoughindirectantagonismtoabetterfeelingwhichhadhithertoprevailedwithhim,andhad,indeed,onlysuccumbedthatmorningduringtheramble。 Shewishedthatshewasnothisworldlyhope;theresponsibilityofsuchapositionwastoogreat。Shehadmadeitforherselfmainlybyherappearanceandattractivebehaviortohimsinceherreturn。“IfIhadonlycomehomeinashabbydress,andtriedtospeakroughly,thismightnothavehappened。”shethought。Shedeploredlessthefactthanthesadpossibilitiesthatmightliehiddentherein。 Herfathertheninsisteduponherlookingoverhischeckbookandreadingthecounterfoils。This,also,sheobedientlydid,andatlastcametotwoorthreewhichhadbeendrawntodefraysomeofthelateexpensesofherclothes,board,andeducation。 “I,too,costagooddeal,likethehorsesandwagonsandcorn。” shesaid,lookingupsorrily。 “Ididn’twantyoutolookatthose;Imerelymeanttogiveyouanideaofmyinvestmenttransactions。Butifyoudocostasmuchasthey,nevermind。You’llyieldabetterreturn。” “Don’tthinkofmelikethat!”shebegged。“Amerechattel。” “Awhat?Oh,adictionaryword。Well,asthat’sinyourlineI don’tforbidit,evenifittellsagainstme。”hesaid,good- humoredly。Andhelookedherproudlyupanddown。 AfewminuteslaterGrammerOlivercametotellthemthatsupperwasready,andingivingtheinformationsheadded,incidentally,“SoweshallsoonlosethemistressofHintockHouseforsometime,Ihear,MaisterMelbury。Yes,she’sgoingofftoforeignpartsto-morrow,fortherestofthewintermonths;andbe-chok’difIdon’twishIcoulddothesame,formywynd-pipeisfurredlikeaflue。” Whentheoldwomanhadlefttheroom,Melburyturnedtohisdaughterandsaid,“So,Grace,you’velostyournewfriend,andyourchanceofkeepinghercompanyandwritinghertravelsisquitegonefromye!” Gracesaidnothing。 “Now。”hewenton,emphatically,“’tisWinterborne’saffairhasdonethis。Ohyes,’tis。Soletmesayoneword。Promisemethatyouwillnotmeethimagainwithoutmyknowledge。” “Ineverdomeethim,father,eitherwithoutyourknowledgeorwithit。” “Somuchthebetter。Idon’tlikethelookofthisatall。AndI sayitnotoutofharshnesstohim,poorfellow,butoutoftendernesstoyou。Forhowcouldawoman,broughtupdelicatelyasyouhavebeen,beartheroughnessofalifewithhim?” Shesighed;itwasasighofsympathywithGiles,complicatedbyasenseoftheintractabilityofcircumstances。 Atthatsamehour,andalmostatthatsameminute,therewasaconversationaboutWinterborneinprogressinthevillagestreet,oppositeMr。Melbury’sgates,whereTimothyTangstheelderandRobertCreedlehadaccidentallymet。 ThesawyerwasaskingCreedleifhehadheardwhatwasallovertheparish,theskinofhisfacebeingdrawntwowaysonthematter——towardsbrightnessinrespectofitasnews,andtowardsconcerninrespectofitascircumstance。 “Why,thatpoorlittlelonesomething,MartySouth,islikelytoloseherfather。Hewasalmostwell,butismuchworseagain。A manallskinandgriefheeverwere,andifheleaveLittleHintockforabetterland,won’titmakesomedifferencetoyourMaisterWinterborne,neighborCreedle?” “CanIbeaprophetinIsrael?”saidCreedle。“Won’tit!Iwasonlyshapingofsuchathingyesterdayinmypoor,long-seeingway,andalltheworkofthehouseuponmyoneshoulders!Youknowwhatitmeans?ItisuponJohnSouth’slifethatallMr。 Winterborne’shouseshang。IfsobeSouthdie,andsomakehisdecease,thereuponthelawisthatthehousesfallwithouttheleastchanceofabsolutionintoHERhandsattheHouse。Itoldhimso;butthewordsofthefaithfulbeonlyaswind!” Thenewswastrue。Thelife——theonefragilelife——thathadbeenusedasameasuring-tapeoftimebylaw,wasindangerofbeingfrayedaway。Itwasthelastofagroupofliveswhichhadservedthispurpose,attheendofwhosebreathingsthesmallhomesteadoccupiedbySouthhimself,thelargeroneofGilesWinterborne,andhalfadozenothersthathadbeeninthepossessionofvariousHintockvillagefamiliesfortheprevioushundredyears,andwerenowWinterborne’s,wouldfallinandbecomepartoftheencompassingestate。 YetashorttwomonthsearlierMarty’sfather,agedfifty-fiveyears,thoughsomethingofafidgety,anxiousbeing,wouldhavebeenlookedonasamanwhoseexistencewassofarremovedfromhazardousasanyintheparish,andasbiddingfairtobeprolongedforanotherquarterofacentury。 Winterbornewalkedupanddownhisgardennextdaythinkingofthecontingency。Thesensethatthepathshewaspacing,thecabbage- plots,theapple-trees,hisdwelling,cider-cellar,wring-house,stables,andweathercock,wereallslippingawayoverhisheadandbeneathhisfeet,asiftheywerepaintedonamagic-lanternslide,wascurious。InspiteofJohnSouth’slateindispositionhehadnotanticipateddanger。Toinquireconcerninghishealthhadbeentoshowlesssympathythantoremainsilent,consideringthematerialinteresthepossessedinthewoodman’slife,andhehad,accordingly,madeapointofavoidingMarty’shouse。 Whilehewashereinthegardensomebodycametofetchhim。ItwasMartyherself,andsheshowedherdistressbyherunconsciousnessofacroppedpoll。 “Fatherisstillsomuchtroubledinhismindaboutthattree。” shesaid。“YouknowthetreeImean,Mr。Winterborne?thetalloneinfrontofthehouse,thathethinkswillblowdownandkillus。Canyoucomeandseeifyoucanpersuadehimoutofhisnotion?Icandonothing。”