第20章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:4557更新时间:18/12/22 08:57:59
Heaccompaniedhertothecottage,andsheconductedhimup- stairs。JohnSouthwaspillowedupinachairbetweenthebedandthewindowexactlyoppositethelatter,towardswhichhisfacewasturned。 “Ah,neighborWinterborne。”hesaid。“Iwouldn’thavemindedifmylifehadonlybeenmyowntolose;Idon’tvallieitinmuchofitself,andcanletitgoif’tisrequiredofme。Buttothinkwhat’tisworthtoyou,ayoungmanrisinginlife,thatdotroubleme!Itseemsatrickofdishonestytowardsyetogooffatfifty-five!Icouldbearup,IknowIcould,ifitwerenotforthetree——yes,thetree,’tisthat’skillingme。Therehestands,threateningmylifeeveryminutethatthewinddoblow。He’llcomedownuponusandsquatusdead;andwhatwillyedowhenthelifeonyourpropertyistakenaway?” “Neveryoumindme——that’sofnoconsequence。”saidGiles。“Thinkofyourselfalone。” Helookedoutofthewindowinthedirectionofthewoodman’sgaze。Thetreewasatallelm,familiartohimfromchildhood,whichstoodatadistanceoftwo-thirdsitsownheightfromthefrontofSouth’sdwelling。Wheneverthewindblew,asitdidnow,thetreerocked,naturallyenough;andthesightofitsmotionandsoundofitssighshadgraduallybredtheterrifyingillusioninthewoodman’smindthatitwoulddescendandkillhim。Thushewouldsitallday,inspiteofpersuasion,watchingitseverysway,andlisteningtothemelancholyGregorianmelodieswhichtheairwrungoutofit。Thisfearitapparentlywas,ratherthananyorganicdiseasewhichwaseatingawaythehealthofJohnSouth。 Asthetreewaved,Southwavedhishead,makingithisflugel-manwithabjectobedience。“Ah,whenitwasquiteasmalltree。”hesaid,“andIwasalittleboy,Ithoughtonedayofchoppingitoffwithmyhooktomakeaclothes-linepropwith。ButIputoffdoingit,andthenIagainthoughtthatIwould;butIforgotit,anddidn’t。Andatlastitgottoobig,andnow’tismyenemy,andwillbethedeatho’me。LittledidIthink,whenIletthatsaplingstay,thatatimewouldcomewhenitwouldtormentme,anddashmeintomygrave。” “No,no。”saidWinterborneandMarty,soothingly。Buttheythoughtitpossiblethatitmighthastenhimintohisgrave,thoughinanotherwaythanbyfalling。 “Itellyouwhat。”addedWinterborne,“I’llclimbupthisafternoonandshroudoffthelowerboughs,andthenitwon’tbesoheavy,andthewindwon’taffectitso。” “Shewon’tallowit——astrangewomancomefromnobodyknowswhere—— shewon’thaveitdone。” “YoumeanMrs。Charmond?Oh,shedoesn’tknowthere’ssuchatreeonherestate。Besides,shroudingisnotfelling,andI’llriskthatmuch。” Hewentout,andwhenafternooncamehereturned,tookabillhookfromthewoodman’sshed,andwithaladderclimbedintothelowerpartofthetree,wherehebeganloppingoff——“shrouding。”astheycalleditatHintock——thelowestboughs。Eachofthesequiveredunderhisattack,bent,cracked,andfellintothehedge。Havingcutawaythelowesttier,hesteppedofftheladder,climbedafewstepshigher,andattackedthoseatthenextlevel。Thusheascendedwiththeprogressofhisworkfarabovethetopoftheladder,cuttingawayhisperchesashewent,andleavingnothingbutabarestembelowhim。 Theworkwastroublesome,forthetreewaslarge。Theafternoonworeon,turningdarkandmistyaboutfouro’clock。FromtimetotimeGilescasthiseyesacrosstowardsthebedroomwindowofSouth,where,bytheflickeringfireinthechamber,hecouldseetheoldmanwatchinghim,sittingmotionlesswithahanduponeacharmofthechair。BesidehimsatMarty,alsostraininghereyestowardstheskyeyfieldofhisoperations。 AcuriousquestionsuddenlyoccurredtoWinterborne,andhestoppedhischopping。Hewasoperatingonanotherperson’spropertytoprolongtheyearsofaleasebywhoseterminationthatpersonwouldconsiderablybenefit。Inthataspectofthecasehedoubtedifheoughttogoon。Ontheotherhandhewasworkingtosaveaman’slife,andthisseemedtoempowerhimtoadoptarbitrarymeasures。 Thewindhaddieddowntoacalm,andwhilehewasweighingthecircumstanceshesawcomingalongtheroadthroughtheincreasingmistafigurewhich,indistinctasitwas,heknewwell。ItwasGraceMelbury,onherwayoutfromthehouse,probablyforashorteveningwalkbeforedark。Hearrangedhimselfforagreetingfromher,sinceshecouldhardlyavoidpassingimmediatelybeneaththetree。 ButGrace,thoughshelookedupandsawhim,wasjustatthattimetoofullofthewordsofherfathertogivehimanyencouragement。 Theyears-longregardthatshehadhadforhimwasnotkindledbyherreturnintoaflameofsufficientbrilliancytomakeherrebellious。Thinkingthatshemightnotseehim,hecried,“MissMelbury,hereIam。” Shelookedupagain。Shewasnearenoughtoseetheexpressionofhisface,andthenailsinhissoles,silver-brightwithconstantwalking。Butshedidnotreply;anddroppingherglanceagain,wenton。 Winterborne’sfacegrewstrange;hemused,andproceededautomaticallywithhiswork。Gracemeanwhilehadnotgonefar。 Shehadreachedagate,whereonshehadleanedsadly,andwhisperedtoherself,“WhatshallIdo?” Asuddenfogcameon,andshecurtailedherwalk,passingunderthetreeagainonherreturn。Againheaddressedher。“Grace。” hesaid,whenshewasclosetothetrunk,“speaktome。”Sheshookherheadwithoutstopping,andwentontoalittledistance,whereshestoodobservinghimfrombehindthehedge。 Hercoldnesshadbeenkindlymeant。Ifitwastobedone,shehadsaidtoherself,itshouldbebegunatonce。WhileshestoodoutofobservationGilesseemedtorecognizehermeaning;withasuddenstartheworkedon,climbinghigher,andcuttinghimselfoffmoreandmorefromallintercoursewiththesublunaryworld。 Atlasthehadworkedhimselfsohighuptheelm,andthemisthadsothickened,thathecouldonlyjustbediscernedasadark-grayspotonthelight-graysky:hewouldhavebeenaltogetheroutofnoticebutforthestrokeofhisbillhookandtheflightofaboughdownward,anditscrashuponthehedgeatintervals。 Itwasnottobedonethus,afterall:plainnessandcandorwerebest。Shewentbackathirdtime;hedidnotseehernow,andshelingeringlygazedupathisunconsciousfigure,loathtoputanendtoanykindofhopethatmightliveoninhimstill。“Giles—— Mr。Winterborne。”shesaid。 Hewassohighamidthefogthathedidnothear。“Mr。 Winterborne!”shecriedagain,andthistimehestopped,lookeddown,andreplied。 “Mysilencejustnowwasnotaccident。”shesaid,inanunequalvoice。“Myfathersaysitisbestnottothinktoomuchofthat—— engagement,orunderstandingbetweenus,thatyouknowof。I,too,thinkthatuponthewholeheisright。Butwearefriends,youknow,Giles,andalmostrelations。” “Verywell。”heanswered,asifwithoutsurprise,inavoicewhichbarelyreacheddownthetree。“Ihavenothingtosayinobjection——IcannotsayanythingtillI’vethoughtawhile。” Sheadded,withemotioninhertone,“Formyself,Iwouldhavemarriedyou——someday——Ithink。ButIgiveway,forIseeitwouldbeunwise。” Hemadenoreply,butsatbackuponabough,placedhiselbowinafork,andrestedhisheaduponhishand。Thusheremainedtillthefogandthenighthadcompletelyenclosedhimfromherview。 Graceheavedadividedsigh,withatensepausebetween,andmovedonward,herheartfeelinguncomfortablybigandheavy,andhereyeswet。HadGiles,insteadofremainingstill,immediatelycomedownfromthetreetoher,wouldshehavecontinuedinthatfilialacquiescentframeofmindwhichshehadannouncedtohimasfinal? Ifitbetrue,aswomenthemselveshavedeclared,thatoneoftheirsexisneversomuchinclinedtothrowinherlotwithamanforgoodandallasfiveminutesaftershehastoldhimsuchathingcannotbe,theprobabilitiesarethatsomethingmighthavebeendonebytheappearanceofWinterborneonthegroundbesideGrace。ButhecontinuedmotionlessandsilentinthatgloomyNiflheimorfog-landwhichinvolvedhim,andsheproceededonherway。 Thespotseemednowtobequitedeserted。ThelightfromSouth’swindowmaderaysonthefog,butdidnotreachthetree。A quarterofanhourpassed,andallwasblacknessoverhead。Gileshadnotyetcomedown。 Thenthetreeseemedtoshiver,thentoheaveasigh;amovementwasaudible,andWinterbornedroppedalmostnoiselesslytotheground。Hehadthoughtthematterout,andhavingreturnedtheladderandbillhooktotheirplaces,pursuedhiswayhomeward。Hewouldnotallowthisincidenttoaffecthisouterconductanymorethanthedangertohisleaseholdshaddone,andwenttobedasusual。Twosimultaneoustroublesdonotalwaysmakeadoubletrouble;andthusitcametopassthatGiles’spracticalanxietyabouthishouses,whichwouldhavebeenenoughtokeephimawakehalfthenightatanyothertime,wasdisplacedandnotreinforcedbyhissentimentaltroubleaboutGraceMelbury。Thisseverancewasintruthmorelikeaburialofherthanarupturewithher; buthedidnotrealizesomuchatpresent;evenwhenhearoseinthemorninghefeltquitemoodyandstern:asyetthesecondnoteinthegamutofsuchemotions,atenderregretforhisloss,hadnotmadeitselfheard。 Aloadofoaktimberwastobesentawaythatmorningtoabuilderwhoseworkswereinatownmanymilesoff。Theproudtrunksweretakenupfromthesilentspotwhichhadknownthemthroughthebuddingsandsheddingsoftheirgrowthfortheforegoinghundredyears;chaineddownlikeslavestoaheavytimbercarriagewithenormousredwheels,andfourofthemostpowerfulofMelbury’shorseswereharnessedinfronttodrawthem。 Thehorsesworetheirbellsthatday。Thereweresixteentotheteam,carriedonaframeaboveeachanimal’sshoulders,andtunedtoscale,soastoformtwooctaves,runningfromthehighestnoteontherightoroff-sideoftheleadertothelowestontheleftornear-sideoftheshaft-horse。Melburywasamongthelasttoretainhorse-bellsinthatneighborhood;for,livingatLittleHintock,wherethelanesyetremainedasnarrowasbeforethedaysofturnpikeroads,thesesound-signalswerestillasusefultohimandhisneighborsastheyhadeverbeeninformertimes。Muchbackingwassavedinthecourseofayearbythewarningnotestheycastahead;moreover,thetonesofalltheteamsinthedistrictbeingknowntothecartersofeach,theycouldtellalongwayoffonadarknightwhethertheywereabouttoencounterfriendsorstrangers。