第23章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:4123更新时间:18/12/22 08:57:59
Whilehewassittingandthinkingastepcametothedoor,andMelburyappeared,lookingverysorryforhisposition。 Winterbornewelcomedhimbyawordandalook,andwentonwithhisexaminationoftheparchments。Hisvisitorsatdown。 “Giles。”hesaid,“thisisveryawkward,andIamsorryforit。 Whatareyougoingtodo?” Gilesinformedhimoftherealstateofaffairs,andhowbarelyhehadmissedavailinghimselfofhischanceofrenewal。 “Whatamisfortune!Whywasthisneglected?Well,thebestthingyoucandoistowriteandtellherallaboutit,andthrowyourselfuponhergenerosity。” “Iwouldrathernot。”murmuredGiles。 “Butyoumust。”saidMelbury。 Inshort,hearguedsocogentlythatGilesallowedhimselftobepersuaded,andthelettertoMrs。CharmondwaswrittenandsenttoHintockHouse,whence,asheknew,itwouldatoncebeforwardedtoher。 Melburyfeelingthathehaddonesogoodanactionincomingasalmosttoextenuatehispreviousarbitraryconducttonothing,wenthome;andGileswasleftalonetothesuspenseofwaitingforareplyfromthedivinitywhoshapedtheendsoftheHintockpopulation。Bythistimeallthevillagersknewofthecircumstances,andbeingwellnighlikeonefamily,akeeninterestwastheresultallround。 EverybodythoughtofGiles;nobodythoughtofMarty。Hadanyofthemlookedinuponherduringthosemoonlightnightswhichprecededtheburialofherfather,theywouldhaveseenthegirlabsolutelyaloneinthehousewiththedeadman。Herownchamberbeingnearestthestairs,thecoffinhadbeenplacedthereforconvenience;andatacertainhourofthenight,whenthemoonarrivedoppositethewindow,itsbeamsstreamedacrossthestillprofileofSouth,sublimedbytheaugustpresenceofdeath,andonwardafewfeetfartheruponthefaceofhisdaughter,lyinginherlittlebedinthestillnessofareposealmostasdignifiedasthatofhercompanion——thereposeofaguilelesssoulthathadnothingmoreleftonearthtolose,exceptalifewhichshedidnotovervalue。 Southwasburied,andaweekpassed,andWinterbornewatchedforareplyfromMrs。Charmond。Melburywasverysanguineastoitstenor;butWinterbornehadnottoldhimoftheencounterwithhercarriage,when,ifeverhehadheardanaffrontedtoneonawoman’slips,hehadhearditonhers。 Thepostman’stimeforpassingwasjustafterMelbury’smenhadassembledinthespar-house;andWinterborne,whowhennotbusyonhisownaccountwouldlendassistancethere,usedtogooutintothelaneeverymorningandmeetthepost-manattheendofoneofthegreenridesthroughthehazelcopse,inthestraightstretchofwhichhisladenfigurecouldbeseenalongwayoff。Gracealsowasveryanxious;moreanxiousthanherfather;more,perhaps,thanWinterbornehimself。Thisanxietyledherintothespar-houseonsomepretextorotheralmosteverymorningwhiletheywereawaitingthereply。 Fitzpierstoo,thoughhedidnotpersonallyappear,wasmuchinterested,andnotaltogethereasyinhismind;forhehadbeeninformedbyanauthorityofwhathehadhimselfconjectured,thatifthetreehadbeenallowedtostand,theoldmanwouldhavegoneoncomplaining,butmighthavelivedfortwentyyears。 EleventimeshadWinterbornegonetothatcorneroftheride,andlookedupitslongstraightslopethroughthewetgraysofwinterdawn。Butthoughthepostman’sbowedfigureloomedinviewprettyregularly,hebroughtnothingforGiles。Onthetwelfthdaythemanofmissives,whileyetintheextremedistance,helduphishand,andWinterbornesawaletterinit。Hetookitintothespar-housebeforehebroketheseal,andthosewhoweretheregatheredroundhimwhileheread,Gracelookinginatthedoor。 TheletterwasnotfromMrs。Charmondherself,butheragentatSherton。Winterborneglanceditoverandlookedup。 “It’sallover。”hesaid。 “Ah!”saidtheyaltogether。 “HerlawyerisinstructedtosaythatMrs。Charmondseesnoreasonfordisturbingthenaturalcourseofthings,particularlyasshecontemplatespullingthehousesdown。”hesaid,quietly。 “Onlythinkofthat!”saidseveral。 Winterbornehadturnedaway,andsaidvehementlytohimself,“Thenletherpull’emdown,andbed——dtoher!” Creedlelookedathimwithafaceofsevensorrows,saying,“Ah,’twasthatsperritthatlost’emforye,maister!” Winterbornesubduedhisfeelings,andfromthathour,whatevertheywere,keptthementirelytohimself。Therecouldbenodoubtthat,uptothislastmoment,hehadnourishedafeeblehopeofregainingGraceintheeventofthisnegotiationturningoutasuccess。Notbeingawareofthefactthatherfathercouldhavesettleduponherafortunesufficienttoenablebothtoliveincomfort,hedeemeditnowanabsurditytodreamanylongerofsuchavanityasmakingherhiswife,andsankintosilenceforthwith。 Yetwhateverthevalueoftaciturnitytoamanamongstrangers,itisapttoexpressmorethantalkativenesswhenhedwellsamongfriends。Thecountrymanwhoisobligedtojudgethetimeofdayfromchangesinexternalnatureseesathousandsuccessivetintsandtraitsinthelandscapewhichareneverdiscernedbyhimwhohearstheregularchimeofaclock,becausetheyareneverinrequest。Inlikemannerdoweuseoureyesonourtaciturncomrade。Theinfinitesimalmovementofmuscle,curve,hair,andwrinkle,whichwhenaccompaniedbyavoicegoesunregarded,iswatchedandtranslatedinthelackofit,tillvirtuallythewholesurroundingcircleoffamiliarsischargedwiththereservedone’smoodsandmeanings。 ThiswastheconditionofaffairsbetweenWinterborneandhisneighborsafterhisstrokeofill-luck。Heheldhistongue;andtheyobservedhim,andknewthathewasdiscomposed。 Mr。Melbury,inhiscompunction,thoughtmoreofthematterthananyoneelse,excepthisdaughter。HadWinterbornebeengoingonintheoldfashion,Grace’sfathercouldhavealludedtohisdisapprovaloftheallianceeverydaywiththegreatestfrankness; buttospeakanyfurtheronthesubjecthecouldnotfinditinhishearttodonow。HehopedthatGileswouldofhisownaccordmakesomefinalannouncementthatheentirelywithdrewhispretensionstoGrace,andsogetthethingpastanddonewith。 ForthoughGileshadinameasureacquiescedinthewishofherfamily,hecouldmakemattersunpleasantifhechosetoworkuponGrace;andhence,whenMelburysawtheyoungmanapproachingalongtheroadoneday,hekeptfriendlinessandfrigidityexactlybalancedinhiseyetillhecouldseewhetherGiles’smannerwaspresumptiveornot。 Hismannerwasthatofamanwhoabandonedallclaims。“Iamgladtomeetye,Mr。Melbury。”hesaid,inalowvoice,whosequalityheendeavoredtomakeaspracticalaspossible。“IamafraidI shallnotbeabletokeepthatmareIbought,andasIdon’tcaretosellher,Ishouldlike——ifyoudon’tobject——togivehertoMissMelbury。Thehorseisveryquiet,andwouldbequitesafeforher。” Mr。Melburywasratheraffectedatthis。“Yousha’n’thurtyourpocketlikethatonouraccount,Giles。Graceshallhavethehorse,butI’llpayyouwhatyougaveforher,andanyexpenseyoumayhavebeenputtoforherkeep。” Hewouldnothearofanyotherterms,andthusitwasarranged。 TheywerenowoppositeMelbury’shouse,andthetimber-merchantpressedWinterbornetoenter,Gracebeingoutoftheway。 “Pullroundthesettle,Giles。”saidthetimber-merchant,assoonastheywerewithin。“Ishouldliketohaveaserioustalkwithyou。” ThereuponheputthecasetoWinterbornefrankly,andinquiteafriendlyway。Hedeclaredthathedidnotliketobehardonamanwhenhewasindifficulty;buthereallydidnotseehowWinterbornecouldmarryhisdaughternow,withoutevenahousetotakeherto。 Gilesquiteacquiescedintheawkwardnessofhissituation。ButfromamomentaryfeelingthathewouldliketoknowGrace’smindfromherownlips,hedidnotspeakoutpositivelythereandthen。 Heaccordinglydepartedsomewhatabruptly,andwenthometoconsiderwhetherhewouldseektobringaboutameetingwithher。 Intheevening,whilehesatquietlypondering,hefanciedthatheheardascrapingonthewalloutsidehishouse。Theboughsofamonthlyrosewhichgrewtheremadesuchanoisesometimes,butasnowindwasstirringheknewthatitcouldnotbetherose-tree。 Hetookupthecandleandwentout。Nobodywasnear。Asheturned,thelightflickeredonthewhitewashedroughcaseofthefront,andhesawwordswrittenthereonincharcoal,whichhereadasfollows: “OGiles,you’velostyourdwelling-place,Andtherefore,Giles,you’llloseyourGrace。” Gileswentin-doors。Hehadhissuspicionsastothescrawlerofthoselines,buthecouldnotbesure。Whatsuddenlyfilledhisheartfarmorethancuriosityabouttheirauthorshipwasaterriblebeliefthattheywereturningouttobetrue,trytoseeGraceashemight。Theydecidedthequestionforhim。HesatdownandwroteaformalnotetoMelbury,inwhichhebrieflystatedthathewasplacedinsuchapositionastomakehimsharetothefullMelbury’sviewofhisownandhisdaughter’spromise,madesomeyearsbefore;towishthatitshouldbeconsideredascancelled,andtheythemselvesquitereleasedfromanyobligationonaccountofit。 Havingfastenedupthistheirplenaryabsolution,hedeterminedtogetitoutofhishandsandhavedonewithit;towhichendhewentofftoMelbury’satonce。Itwasnowsolatethatthefamilyhadallretired;hecreptuptothehouse,thrustthenoteunderthedoor,andstoleawayassilentlyashehadcome。