第24章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:3953更新时间:18/12/22 08:57:59
Melburyhimselfwasthefirsttorisethenextmorning,andwhenhehadreadtheletterhisreliefwasgreat。“VeryhonorableofGiles,veryhonorable。”hekeptsayingtohimself。“Ishallnotforgethim。Nowtokeepheruptoherowntruelevel。” IthappenedthatGracewentoutforanearlyramblethatmorning,passingthroughthedoorandgatewhileherfatherwasinthespar-house。TogoinhercustomarydirectionshecouldnotavoidpassingWinterborne’shouse。Themorningsunwasshiningflatuponitswhitesurface,andthewords,whichstillremained,wereimmediatelyvisibletoher。Shereadthem。Herfaceflushedtocrimson。ShecouldseeGilesandCreedletalkingtogetherattheback;thecharredspar-gadwithwhichthelineshadbeenwrittenlayonthegroundbeneaththewall。FeelingprettysurethatWinterbornewouldobserveheraction,shequicklywentuptothewall,rubbedout“lose“andinserted“keep“initsstead。Thenshemadethebestofherwayhomewithoutlookingbehindher。 Gilescoulddrawaninferencenowifhechose。 TherecouldnotbetheleastdoubtthatgentleGracewaswarmingtomoresympathywith,andinterestin,GilesWinterbornethanevershehaddonewhilehewasherpromisedlover;thatsincehismisfortunethosesocialshortcomingsofhis,whichcontrastedsoawkwardlywithherlaterexperiencesoflife,hadbecomeobscuredbythegenerousrevivalofanoldromanticattachmenttohim。 Thoughmentallytrainedandtilledintoforeignnessofview,ascomparedwithheryouthfultime,Gracewasnotanambitiousgirl,andmight,iflefttoherself,havedeclinedWinterbornewithoutmuchdiscontentorunhappiness。Herfeelingsjustnowweresofarfromlatentthatthewritingonthewallhadthusquickenedhertoanunusualrashness。 Havingreturnedfromherwalkshesatatbreakfastsilently。Whenherstep-motherhadlefttheroomshesaidtoherfather,“IhavemadeupmymindthatIshouldlikemyengagementtoGilestocontinue,forthepresentatanyrate,tillIcanseefurtherwhatIoughttodo。” Melburylookedmuchsurprised。 “Nonsense。”hesaid,sharply。“Youdon’tknowwhatyouaretalkingabout。Lookhere。” HehandedacrosstohertheletterreceivedfromGiles。 Shereadit,andsaidnomore。Couldhehaveseenherwriteonthewall?Shedidnotknow。Fate,itseemed,wouldhaveitthisway,andtherewasnothingtodobuttoacquiesce。 ItwasafewhoursafterthisthatWinterborne,who,curiouslyenough,hadNOTperceivedGracewriting,wasclearingawaythetreefromthefrontofSouth’slatedwelling。HesawMartystandinginherdoor-way,aslimfigureinmeagreblack,almostwithoutwomanlycontoursasyet。Hewentuptoherandsaid,“Marty,whydidyouwritethatonmywalllastnight?ItWASyou,youknow。” “Becauseitwasthetruth。Ididn’tmeantoletitstay,Mr。 Winterborne;butwhenIwasgoingtorubitoutyoucame,andI wasobligedtorunoff。” “Havingprophesiedonething,whydidyoualterittoanother? Yourpredictionscan’tbeworthmuch。” “Ihavenotalteredit。” “Butyouhave。” “No。” “Itisaltered。Goandsee。” Shewent,andreadthat,inspiteoflosinghisdwelling-place,hewouldKEEPhisGrace。Martycamebacksurprised。 “Well,Inever。”shesaid。“Whocanhavemadesuchnonsenseofit?” “Who,indeed?”saidhe。 “Ihaverubbeditallout,asthepointofitisquitegone。” “You’dnobusinesstorubitout。Ididn’ttellyouto。Imeanttoletitstayalittlelonger。” “Someidleboydidit,nodoubt。”shemurmured。 Asthisseemedveryprobable,andtheactualperpetratorwasunsuspected,Winterbornesaidnomore,anddismissedthematterfromhismind。 Fromthisdayofhislifeonwardforaconsiderabletime,Winterborne,thoughnotabsolutelyoutofhishouseasyet,retiredintothebackgroundofhumanlifeandactionthereabout——afeatnotparticularlydifficultofperformanceanywherewhenthedoerhastheassistanceofalostprestige。Grace,thinkingthatWinterbornesawherwrite,madenofurthersign,andthefrailbarkoffidelitythatshehadthustimidlylaunchedwasstrandedandlost。 Dr。Fitzpierslivedontheslopeofthehill,inahouseofmuchlesspretension,bothastoarchitectureandastomagnitude,thanthetimber-merchant’s。Thelatterhad,withoutdoubt,beenoncethemanorialresidenceappertainingtothesnugandmodestdomainofLittleHintock,ofwhichtheboundarieswerenowlostbyitsabsorptionwithothersofitskindintotheadjoiningestateofMrs。Charmond。ThoughtheMelburysthemselveswereunawareofthefact,therewaseveryreasontobelieve——atleastsotheparsonsaidthattheownersofthatlittlemanorhadbeenMelbury’sownancestors,thefamilynameoccurringinnumerousdocumentsrelatingtotransfersoflandaboutthetimeofthecivilwars。 Mr。Fitzpiers’sdwelling,onthecontrary,wassmall,cottage- like,andcomparativelymodern。Ithadbeenoccupied,andwasinpartoccupiedstill,byaretiredfarmerandhiswife,who,onthesurgeon’sarrivalinquestofahome,hadaccommodatedhimbyrecedingfromtheirfrontroomsintothekitchenquarter,whencetheyadministeredtohiswants,andemergedatregularintervalstoreceivefromhimanotunwelcomeadditiontotheirincome。 ThecottageanditsgardenweresoregularintheirarrangementthattheymighthavebeenlaidoutbyaDutchdesignerofthetimeofWilliamandMary。Inalow,densehedge,cuttowedge-shape,wasadooroverwhichthehedgeformedanarch,andfromtheinsideofthedoorastraightpath,borderedwithclippedbox,ranuptheslopeofthegardentotheporch,whichwasexactlyinthemiddleofthehousefront,withtwowindowsoneachside。Rightandleftofthepathwerefirstabedofgooseberrybushes;nextofcurrant;nextofraspberry;nextofstrawberry;nextofold- fashionedflowers;atthecornersoppositetheporchbeingspheresofboxresemblingapairofschoolglobes。Overtheroofofthehousecouldbeseentheorchard,onyethigherground,andbehindtheorchardtheforest-trees,reachinguptothecrestofthehill。 Oppositethegardendoorandvisiblefromtheparlorwindowwasaswing-gateleadingintoafield,acrosswhichthereranafoot- path。Theswing-gatehadjustbeenrepainted,andononefineafternoon,beforethepaintwasdry,andwhilegnatswerestilldyingthereon,thesurgeonwasstandinginhissitting-roomabstractedlylookingoutatthedifferentpedestrianswhopassedandrepassedalongthatroute。Beingofaphilosophicalstamp,heperceivedthatthechararterofeachofthesetravellersexhibiteditselfinasomewhatamusingmannerbyhisorhermethodofhandlingthegate。 Asregardedthemen,therewasnotmuchvariety:theygavethegateakickandpassedthrough。Thewomenweremorecontrasting。 Tothemthestickywood-workwasabarricade,adisgust,amenace,atreachery,asthecasemightbe。 Thefirstthathenoticedwasabouncingwomanwithherskirtstuckedupandherhairuncombed。Shegraspedthegatewithoutlooking,givingitasupplementarypushwithhershoulder,whenthewhiteimprintdrewfromheranexclamationinlanguagenottoorefined。Shewenttothegreenbank,satdownandrubbedherselfinthegrass,cursingthewhile。 “Ha!ha!ha!”laughedthedoctor。 Thenextwasagirl,withherhaircroppedshort,inwhomthesurgeonrecognizedthedaughterofhislatepatient,thewoodmanSouth。Moreover,ablackbonnetthatsheworebywayofmourningunpleasantlyremindedhimthathehadorderedthefellingofatreewhichhadcausedherparent’sdeathandWinterborne’slosses。 Shewalkedandthought,andnotrecklessly;butherpreoccupationledhertograspunsuspectinglythebarofthegate,andtouchitwithherarm。Fitzpiersfeltsorrythatsheshouldhavesoiledthatnewblackfrock,poorasitwas,foritwasprobablyheronlyone。Shelookedatherhandandarm,seemedbutlittlesurprised,wipedoffthedisfigurementwithanalmostunmovedface,andasifwithoutabandoningheroriginalthoughts。Thusshewentonherway。 Thentherecameoverthegreenquiteadifferentsortofpersonage。Shewalkedasdelicatelyasifshehadbeenbredintown,andasfirmlyasifshehadbeenbredinthecountry;sheseemedonewhodimlyknewherappearancetobeattractive,butwhoretainedsomeofthecharmofbeingignorantofthatfactbyforgettingitinageneralpensiveness。Sheapproachedthegate。 ToletsuchacreaturetouchitevenwithatipofherglovewastoFitzpiersalmostlikelettingherproceedtotragicalself- destruction。Hejumpedupandlookedforhishat,butwasunabletofindtherightone;glancingagainoutofthewindowhesawthathewastoolate。Havingcomeup,shestopped,lookedatthegate,pickedupalittlestick,andusingitasabayonet,pushedopentheobstaclewithouttouchingitatall。 Hesteadilywatchedhertillshehadpassedoutofsight,recognizingherastheveryyoungladywhomhehadseenoncebeforeandbeenunabletoidentify。Whosecouldthatemotionalfacebe?AlltheothershehadseeninHintockasyetoppressedhimwiththeircruderusticity;thecontrastofferedbythissuggestedthatshehailedfromelsewhere。