第25章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:4437更新时间:18/12/22 08:57:59
Preciselythesethoughtshadoccurredtohimatthefirsttimeofseeingher;buthenowwentalittlefurtherwiththem,andconsideredthatastherehadbeennocarriageseenorheardlatelyinthatspotshecouldnothavecomeaverylongdistance。ShemustbesomebodystayingatHintockHouse?PossiblyMrs。Charmond,ofwhomhehadheardsomuch——atanyrateaninmate,andthisprobabilitywassufficienttosetamildradianceinthesurgeon’ssomewhatdullsky。 Fitzpierssatdowntothebookhehadbeenperusing。IthappenedtobethatofaGermanmetaphysician,forthedoctorwasnotapracticalman,exceptbyfits,andmuchpreferredtheidealworldtothereal,andthediscoveryofprinciplestotheirapplication。 Theyoungladyremainedinhisthoughts。Hemighthavefollowedher;buthewasnotconstitutionallyactive,andpreferredaconjecturalpursuit。However,whenhewentoutforaramblejustbeforeduskheinsensiblytookthedirectionofHintockHouse,whichwasthewaythatGracehadbeenwalking,ithavinghappenedthathermindhadrunonMrs。Charmondthatday,andshehadwalkedtothebrowofahillwhencethehousecouldbeseen,returningbyanotherroute。 Fitzpiersinhisturnreachedtheedgeoftheglen,overlookingthemanor-house。Theshutterswereshut,andonlyonechimneysmoked。ThemereaspectoftheplacewasenoughtoinformhimthatMrs。Charmondhadgoneawayandthatnobodyelsewasstayingthere。FitzpiersfeltavaguedisappointmentthattheyoungladywasnotMrs。Charmond,ofwhomhehadheardsomuch;andwithoutpausinglongertogazeatacarcassfromwhichthespirithadflown,hebenthisstepshomeward。 LaterintheeveningFitzpierswassummonedtovisitacottagepatientabouttwomilesdistant。Likethemajorityofyoungpractitionersinhispositionhewasfarfromhavingassumedthedignityofbeingdrivenhisroundsbyaservantinabroughamthatflashedthesunlightlikeamirror;hiswayofgettingaboutwasbymeansofagigwhichhedrovehimself,hitchingthereinofthehorsetothegatepost,shutterhook,orgardenpalingofthedomicileundervisitation,orgivingpenniestolittleboystoholdtheanimalduringhisstay——pennieswhichwerewellearnedwhenthecasestobeattendedwereofacertaincheerfulkindthatworeoutthepatienceofthelittleboys。 Onthisaccountoftravellingalone,thenightjourneyswhichFitzpiershadfrequentlytotakeweredismalenough,aseriousapparentperversityinnaturerulingthatwhenevertherewastobeabirthinaparticularlyinaccessibleandlonelyplace,thateventshouldoccurinthenight。Thesurgeon,havingbeenoflateyearsatownman,hatedthesolitarymidnightwoodland。Hewasnotaltogetherskilfulwiththereins,anditoftenoccurredtohismindthatifinsomeremotedepthsofthetreesanaccidentweretohappen,thefactofhisbeingalonemightbethedeathofhim。Hencehemadeapracticeofpickingupanycountrymanorladwhomhechancedtopassby,andunderthedisguiseoftreatinghimtoanicedrive,obtainedhiscompanionshiponthejourney,andhisconvenientassistanceinopeninggates。 ThedoctorhadstartedonhiswayoutofthevillageonthenightinquestionwhenthelightofhislampsfelluponthemusingformofWinterborne,walkingleisurelyalong,asifhehadnoobjectinlife。Winterbornewasabetterclassofcompanionthanthedoctorusuallycouldget,andheatoncepulledupandaskedhimifhewouldlikeadrivethroughthewoodthatfinenight。 Gilesseemedrathersurprisedatthedoctor’sfriendliness,butsaidthathehadnoobjection,andaccordinglymountedbesideMr。 Fitzpiers。 Theydrovealongundertheblackboughswhichformedanetworkuponthestars,allthetreesofaspeciesalikeinonerespect,andnotwoofthemalikeinanother。Lookingupastheypassedunderahorizontalboughtheysometimessawobjectslikelargetadpoleslodgeddiametricallyacrossit,whichGilesexplainedtobepheasantsthereatroost;andtheysometimesheardthereportofagun,whichremindedhimthatothersknewwhatthosetadpoleshapesrepresentedaswellashe。 Presentlythedoctorsaidwhathehadbeengoingtosayforsometime: “Isthereayoungladystayinginthisneighborhood——averyattractivegirl——withalittlewhiteboaroundherneck,andwhitefurroundhergloves?” WinterborneofcourseknewinamomentthatGrace,whomhehadcaughtthedoctorpeeringat,wasrepresentedbytheseaccessaries。Withawarygrimness,partlyinhischaracter,partlyinducedbythecircumstances,heevadedananswerbysaying,“IsawayoungladytalkingtoMrs。Charmondtheotherday;perhapsitwasshe。” FitzpiersconcludedfromthisthatWinterbornehadnotseenhimlookingoverthehedge。“Itmighthavebeen。”hesaid。“Sheisquiteagentlewoman——theoneImean。ShecannotbeapermanentresidentinHintockorIshouldhaveseenherbefore。Nordoesshelooklikeone。” “SheisnotstayingatHintockHouse?” “No;itisclosed。” “Thenperhapssheisstayingatoneofthecottages,orfarm- houses?” “Ohno——youmistake。Shewasadifferentsortofgirlaltogether。”AsGileswasnobody,Fitzpierstreatedhimaccordingly,andapostrophizedthenightincontinuation: “’Shemoveduponthisearthashapeofbrightness,Apower,thatfromitsobjectsscarcelydrewOneimpulseofherbeing——inherlightnessMostlikesomeradiantcloudofmorningdew,Whichwandersthroughthewasteair’spathlessblue,Tonourishsomefardesert:shedidseemBesideme,gatheringbeautyasshegrew,LikethebrightshadeofsomeimmortaldreamWhichwalks,whentempestssleep,thewaveoflife’sdarkstream。’“ TheconsummatecharmofthelinesseemedtoWinterborne,thoughhedivinedthattheywereaquotation,tobesomehowtheresultofhislostlove’scharmsuponFitzpiers。 “Youseemtobemightilyinlovewithher,sir。”hesaid,withasensationofheart-sickness,andmorethaneverresolvednottomentionGracebyname。 “Ohno——Iamnotthat,Winterborne;peoplelivinginsulated,asI dobythesolitudeofthisplace,getchargedwithemotivefluidlikeaLeyden-jarwithelectric,forwantofsomeconductorathandtodisperseit。Humanloveisasubjectivething——theessenceitselfofman,asthatgreatthinkerSpinozathephilosophersays——ipsahominisessentia——itisjoyaccompaniedbyanideawhichweprojectagainstanysuitableobjectinthelineofourvision,justastherainbowirisisprojectedagainstanoak,ash,orelmtreeindifferently。Sothatifanyotheryoungladyhadappearedinsteadoftheonewhodidappear,Ishouldhavefeltjustthesameinterestinher,andhavequotedpreciselythesamelinesfromShelleyabouther,asaboutthisoneIsaw。Suchmiserablecreaturesofcircumstanceareweall!” “Well,itiswhatwecallbeinginlovedownintheseparts,whetherorno。”saidWinterborne。 “YouarerightenoughifyouadmitthatIaminlovewithsomethinginmyownhead,andnothinginitselfoutsideitatall。” “Isitpartofacountrydoctor’sdutiestolearnthatviewofthings,mayIask,sir?”saidWinterborne,adoptingtheSocratic{Greekword:irony}withsuchwell-assumedsimplicitythatFitzpiersanswered,readily,“Ohno。Therealtruthis,Winterborne,thatmedicalpracticeinplaceslikethisisaveryrule-of-thumbmatter;abottleofbitterstuffforthisandthatoldwoman——thebittererthebetter—— compoundedfromafewsimplestereotypedprescriptions; occasionalattendanceatbirths,wheremerepresenceisalmostsufficient,sohealthyandstrongarethepeople;andalanceforanabscessnowandthen。Investigationandexperimentcannotbecarriedonwithoutmoreappliancesthanonehashere——thoughI haveattempteditalittle。” Gilesdidnotenterintothisviewofthecase;whathehadbeenstruckwithwasthecuriousparallelismbetweenMr。Fitzpiers’smannerandGrace’s,asshownbythefactofbothofthemstrayingintoasubjectofdiscoursesoengrossingtothemselvesthatitmadethemforgetitwasforeigntohim。 NothingfurtherpassedbetweenhimselfandthedoctorinrelationtoGracetilltheywereontheirwayback。Theyhadstoppedataway-sideinnforaglassofbrandyandciderhot,andwhentheywereagaininmotion,Fitzpiers,possiblyalittlewarmedbytheliquor,resumedthesubjectbysaying,“Ishouldlikeverymuchtoknowwhothatyoungladywas。” “Whatdifferencecanitmake,ifshe’sonlythetreeyourrainbowfallson?” “Ha!ha!True。” “Youhavenowife,sir?” “Ihavenowife,andnoideaofone。IhopetodobetterthingsthanmarryandsettleinHintock。Notbutthatitiswellforamedicalmantobemarried,andsometimes,begad,’twouldbepleasantenoughinthisplace,withthewindroaringroundthehouse,andtherainandtheboughsbeatingagainstit。Ihearthatyoulostyourlife-holdsbythedeathofSouth?” “Idid。Ilostinmorewaysthanone。” TheyhadreachedthetopofHintockLaneorStreet,ifitcouldbecalledsuchwherethree-quartersoftheroad-sideconsistedofcopseandorchard。OneofthefirsthousestobepassedwasMelbury’s。Alightwasshiningfromabedroomwindowfacinglengthwiseofthelane。Winterborneglancedatit,andsawwhatwascoming。Hehadwithheldananswertothedoctor’sinquirytohinderhisknowledgeofGrace;but,ashethoughttohimself,“whohathgatheredthewindinhisfists?whohathboundthewatersinagarment?”hecouldnothinderwhatwasdoomedtoarrive,andmightjustaswellhavebeenoutspoken。Astheycameuptothehouse,Grace’sfigurewasdistinctlyvisible,drawingthetwowhitecurtainstogetherwhichwereusedhereinsteadofblinds。 “Why,theresheis!”saidFitzpiers。“Howdoesshecomethere?” “Inthemostnaturalwayintheworld。Itisherhome。Mr。 Melburyisherfather。” “Oh,indeed——indeed——indeed!Howcomeshetohaveadaughterofthatstamp?” Winterbornelaughedcoldly。“Won’tmoneydoanything。”hesaid,“ifyou’vepromisingmaterialtoworkupon?Whyshouldn’taHintockgirl,takenearlyfromhome,andputunderproperinstruction,becomeasfinishedasanyotheryounglady,ifshe’sgotbrainsandgoodlookstobeginwith?” “Noreasonatallwhysheshouldn’t。”murmuredthesurgeon,withreflectivedisappointment。“OnlyIdidn’tanticipatequitethatkindoforiginforher。”