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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:6127更新时间:18/12/22 08:57:59
“ThatwasGiles。”saidMelbury,whentheyhadgoneby。 “Wasit?PoorGiles。”saidshe。 “Allthatbloothmeansheavyautumnworkforhimandhishands。 Ifnoblighthappensbeforethesettingtheappleyieldwillbesuchaswehavenothadforyears。” Meanwhile,inthewoodtheyhadcomefrom,themenhadsatonsolongthattheywereindisposedtobeginworkagainthatevening; theywerepaidbytheton,andtheirtimeforlaborwasastheychose。Theyplacedthelastgatheringsofbarkinrowsforthecurers,whichledthemfartherandfartherawayfromtheshed;andthustheygraduallywithdrewasthesunwentdown。 Fitzpierslingeredyet。Hehadopenedhisbookagain,thoughhecouldhardlyseeawordinit,andsatbeforethedyingfire,scarcelyknowingofthemen’sdeparture。Hedreamedandmusedtillhisconsciousnessseemedtooccupythewholespaceofthewoodlandaround,solittlewasthereofjarringsightorsoundtohinderperfectunitywiththesentimentoftheplace。Theideareturneduponhimofsacrificingallpracticalaimstoliveincalmcontentmenthere,andinsteadofgoingonelaboratingnewconceptionswithinfinitepains,toacceptquietdomesticityaccordingtooldestandhomeliestnotions。Thesereflectionsdetainedhimtillthewoodwasembrownedwiththecomingnight,andtheshylittlebirdofthisduskytimehadbeguntopouroutalltheintensityofhiseloquencefromabushnotveryfaroff。 Fitzpiers’seyescommandedasmuchofthegroundinfrontaswasopen。Enteringuponthishesawafigure,whosedirectionofmovementwastowardsthespotwherehesat。Thesurgeonwasquiteshroudedfromobservationbytherecessedshadowofthehut,andtherewasnoreasonwhyheshouldmovetillthestrangerhadpassedby。Theshaperesolveditselfintoawoman’s;shewaslookingontheground,andwalkingslowlyasifsearchingforsomethingthathadbeenlost,hercoursebeingpreciselythatofMr。Melbury’sgig。FitzpiersbyasortofdivinationjumpedtotheideathatthefigurewasGrace’s;hernearerapproachmadetheguessacertainty。 Yes,shewaslookingforsomething;andshecameroundbytheprostratetreesthatwouldhavebeeninvisiblebutforthewhitenakednesswhichenabledhertoavoidthemeasily。Thussheapproachedtheheapofashes,andactinguponwhatwassuggestedbyastillshiningemberortwo,shetookastickandstirredtheheap,whichthereuponburstintoaflame。OnlookingaroundbythelightthusobtainedsheforthefirsttimesawtheilluminedfaceofFitzpiers,preciselyinthespotwhereshehadlefthim。 Gracegaveastartandascream:theplacehadbeenassociatedwithhiminherthoughts,butshehadnotexpectedtofindhimtherestill。Fitzpierslostnotamomentinrisingandgoingtoherside。 “Ifrightenedyoudreadfully,Iknow。”hesaid。“Ioughttohavespoken;butIdidnotatfirstexpectittobeyou。Ihavebeensittinghereeversince。” Hewasactuallysupportingherwithhisarm,asthoughundertheimpressionthatshewasquiteovercome,andindangeroffalling。 Assoonasshecouldcollectherideasshegentlywithdrewfromhisgrasp,andexplainedwhatshehadreturnedfor:ingettingupordownfromthegig,orwhensittingbythehutfire,shehaddroppedherpurse。 “Nowwewillfindit。”saidFitzpiers。 Hethrewanarmfuloflastyear’sleavesontothefire,whichmadetheflameleaphigher,andtheencompassingshadestoweavethemselvesintoadensercontrast,turningeveintonightinamoment。Bythisradiancetheygropedaboutontheirhandsandknees,tillFitzpiersrestedonhiselbow,andlookedatGrace。 “Wemustalwaysmeetinoddcircumstances。”hesaid;“andthisisoneoftheoddest。Iwonderifitmeansanything?” “Ohno,Iamsureitdoesn’t。”saidGraceinhaste,quicklyassuminganerectposture。“Praydon’tsayitanymore。” “Ihopetherewasnotmuchmoneyinthepurse。”saidFitzpiers,risingtohisfeetmoreslowly,andbrushingtheleavesfromhistrousers。 “Scarcelyany。Icaredmostaboutthepurseitself,becauseitwasgivenme。Indeed,moneyisoflittlemoreuseatHintockthanonCrusoe’sisland;there’shardlyanywayofspendingit。” TheyhadgivenupthesearchwhenFitzpiersdiscernedsomethingbyhisfoot。“Hereitis。”hesaid,“sothatyourfather,mother,friend,orADMIRERwillnothavehisorherfeelingshurtbyasenseofyournegligenceafterall。” “Oh,heknowsnothingofwhatIdonow。” “Theadmirer?”saidFitzpiers,slyly。 “Idon’tknowifyouwouldcallhimthat。”saidGrace,withsimplicity。“Theadmirerisasuperficial,conditionalcreature,andthispersonisquitedifferent。” “Hehasallthecardinalvirtues。” “Perhaps——thoughIdon’tknowthemprecisely。” “Youunconsciouslypractisethem,MissMelbury,whichisbetter。 AccordingtoSchleiermachertheyareSelf-control,Perseverance,Wisdom,andLove;andhisisthebestlistthatIknow。” “Iamafraidpoor——“ShewasgoingtosaythatshefearedWinterborne——thegiverofthepurseyearsbefore——hadnotmuchperseverance,thoughhehadalltheotherthree;butshedeterminedtogonofurtherinthisdirection,andwassilent。 Thesehalf-revelationsmadeaperceptibledifferenceinFitzpiers。 Hissenseofpersonalsuperioritywastedaway,andGraceassumedinhiseyesthetrueaspectofamistressinherlover’sregard。 “MissMelbury。”hesaid,suddenly,“Idivinethatthisvirtuousmanyoumentionhasbeenrefusedbyyou?” Shecoulddonootherwisethanadmitit。 “Idonotinquirewithoutgoodreason。GodforbidthatIshouldkneelinanother’splaceatanyshrineunfairly。But,mydearMissMelbury,nowthatheisgone,mayIdrawnear?” “I——Ican’tsayanythingaboutthat!”shecried,quickly。 “Becausewhenamanhasbeenrefusedyoufeelpityforhim,andlikehimmorethanyoudidbefore。” ThisincreasingcomplicationaddedstillmorevaluetoGraceinthesurgeon’seyes:itrenderedheradorable。“Butcannotyousay?”hepleaded,distractedly。 “I’drathernot——IthinkImustgohomeatonce。” “Ohyes。”saidFitzpiers。Butashedidnotmoveshefeltitawkwardtowalkstraightawayfromhim;andsotheystoodsilentlytogether。Adiversionwascreatedbytheaccidentoftwobirds,thathadeitherbeenroostingabovetheirheadsornestingthere,tumblingoneovertheotherintothehotashesattheirfeet,apparentlyengrossedinadesperatequarrelthatpreventedtheuseoftheirwings。Theyspeedilyparted,however,andflewup,andwereseennomore。 “That’stheendofwhatiscalledlove!”saidsomeone。 ThespeakerwasneitherGracenorFitzpiers,butMartySouth,whoapproachedwithherfaceturneduptotheskyinherendeavortotracethebirds。SuddenlyperceivingGrace,sheexclaimed,“Oh,MissMelbury!Ihavebeenfollowingtheypigeons,anddidn’tseeyou。Andhere’sMr。Winterborne!”shecontinued,shyly,asshelookedtowardsFitzpiers,whostoodinthebackground。 “Marty。”Graceinterrupted。“Iwantyoutowalkhomewithme—— willyou?Comealong。”AndwithoutlingeringlongershetookholdofMarty’sarmandledheraway。 Theywentbetweenthespectralarmsofthepeeledtreesastheylay,andonwardamongthegrowingtrees,byapathwheretherewerenooaks,andnobarking,andnoFitzpiers——nothingbutcopse- wood,betweenwhichtheprimrosescouldbediscernedinpalebunches。“Ididn’tknowMr。Winterbornewasthere。”saidMarty,breakingthesilencewhentheyhadnearlyreachedGrace’sdoor。 “Norwashe。”saidGrace。 “But,MissMelbury,Isawhim。” “No。”saidGrace。“Itwassomebodyelse。GilesWinterborneisnothingtome。” TheleavesoverHintockgrewdenserintheirsubstance,andthewoodlandseemedtochangefromanopenfiligreetoasolidopaquebodyofinfinitelylargershapeandimportance。Theboughscastgreenshades,whichhurtthecomplexionofthegirlswhowalkedthere;andafringeofthemwhichoverhungMr。Melbury’sgardendrippedonhisseed-plotswhenitrained,pittingtheirsurfacealloveraswithpock-marks,tillMelburydeclaredthatgardensinsuchaplacewerenogoodatall。Thetwotreesthathadcreakedallthewinterleftoffcreaking,thewhirofthenight-jar,however,formingaverysatisfactorycontinuationofuncannymusicfromthatquarter。Exceptatmid-daythesunwasnotseencompletebytheHintockpeople,butratherintheformofnumerouslittlestarsstaringthroughtheleaves。 SuchanappearanceithadonMidsummerEveofthisyear,andasthehourgrewlater,andnineo’clockdrewon,theirradiationofthedaytimebecamebrokenupbyweirdshadowsandghostlynooksofindistinctness。Imaginationcouldtraceuponthetrunksandboughsstrangefacesandfiguresshapedbythedyinglights;thesurfacesoftheholly-leaveswouldhereandthereshinelikepeepingeyes,whilesuchfragmentsoftheskyaswerevisiblebetweenthetrunksassumedtheaspectofsheetedformsandcloventongues。Thiswasbeforethemoonrise。Lateron,whenthatplanetwasgettingcommandoftheupperheaven,andconsequentlyshiningwithanunbrokenfaceintosuchopengladesastherewereintheneighborhoodofthehamlet,itbecameapparentthatthemarginofthewoodwhichapproachedthetimber-merchant’spremiseswasnottobelefttothecustomarystillnessofthatreposefultime。 Fitzpiershavingheardavoiceorvoices,waslookingoverhisgardengate——wherehenowlookedmorefrequentlythanintohisbooks——fancyingthatGracemightbeabroadwithsomefriends。HewasnowirretrievablycommittedinhearttoGraceMelbury,thoughhewasbynomeanssurethatshewassofarcommittedtohim。 ThattheIdeahadforoncecompletelyfulfilleditselfintheobjectivesubstance——whichhehadhithertodeemedanimpossibility——hewasenchantedenoughtofancymustbethecaseatlast。ItwasnotGracewhohadpassed,however,butseveraloftheordinaryvillagegirlsinagroup——somesteadilywalking,someinamoodofwildgayety。Hequietlyaskedhislandlady,whowasalsointhegarden,whatthesegirlswereintending,andsheinformedhimthatitbeingOldMidsummerEve,theywereabouttoattemptsomespellorenchantmentwhichwouldaffordthemaglimpseoftheirfuturepartnersforlife。Shedeclaredittobeanungodlyperformance,andonewhichsheforherpartwouldnevercountenance;sayingwhich,sheenteredherhouseandretiredtobed。 Theyoungmanlitacigarandfollowedthebevyofmaidensslowlyuptheroad。TheyhadturnedintothewoodatanopeningbetweenMelbury’sandMartySouth’s;butFitzpierscouldeasilytrackthembytheirvoices,lowastheyendeavoredtokeeptheirtones。 InthemeantimeotherinhabitantsofLittleHintockhadbecomeawareofthenocturnalexperimentabouttobetried,andwerealsosaunteringstealthilyafterthefriskymaidens。MissMelburyhadbeeninformedbyMartySouthduringthedayoftheproposedpeepintofuturity,and,beingonlyagirlliketherest,shewassufficientlyinterestedtowishtoseetheissue。ThemoonwassobrightandthenightsocalmthatshehadnodifficultyinpersuadingMrs。Melburytoaccompanyher;andthus,joinedbyMarty,thesewentonwardinthesamedirection。 PassingWinterborne’shouse,theyheardanoiseofhammering。 Martyexplainedit。Thiswasthelastnightonwhichhispaternalroofwouldshelterhim,thedaysofgracesinceitfellintohandhavingexpired;andGileswastakingdownhiscupboardsandbedsteadswithaviewtoanearlyexitnextmorning。HisencounterwithMrs。Charmondhadcosthimdearly。 WhentheyhadproceededalittlefartherMartywasjoinedbyGrammerOliver(whowasasyoungastheyoungestinsuchmatters),andGraceandMrs。Melburywentonbythemselvestilltheyhadarrivedatthespotchosenbythevillagedaughters,whoseprimaryintentionofkeepingtheirexpeditionasecrethadbeenquitedefeated。Graceandherstep-motherpausedbyaholly-tree;andatalittledistancestoodFitzpiersundertheshadeofayoungoak,intentlyobservingGrace,whowasinthefullraysofthemoon。 Hewatchedherwithoutspeaking,andunperceivedbyanybutMartyandGrammer,whohaddrawnuponthedarksideofthesamehollywhichshelteredMrs。andMissMelburyonitsbrightside。Thetwoformerconversedinlowtones。 “IftheytwocomeupinWoodnextMidsummerNightthey’llcomeasone。”saidGrammer,signifyingFitzpiersandGrace。“Insteadofmyskellingtonhe’llcarryhomeherlivingcarcassbeforelong。 Butthoughshe’saladyinherself,andworthyofanysuchashe,itdoseemtomethatheoughttomarrysomebodymoreofthesortofMrs。Charmond,andthatMissGraceshouldmakethebestofWinterborne。” Martyreturnednocomment;andatthatminutethegirls,someofwhomwerefromGreatHintock,wereseenadvancingtoworktheincantation,itbeingnowaboutmidnight。 “Directlyweseeanythingwe’llrunhomeasfastaswecan。”saidone,whosecouragehadbeguntofailher。Tothistherestassented,notknowingthatadozenneighborslurkedinthebushesaround。 “Iwishwehadnotthoughtoftryingthis。”saidanother,“buthadcontentedourselveswiththehole-diggingto-morrowattwelve,andhearingourhusbands’trades。ItistoomuchlikehavingdealingswiththeEvilOnetotrytoraisetheirforms。” However,theyhadgonetoofartorecede,andslowlybegantomarchforwardinaskirmishinglinethroughthetreestowardsthedeeperrecessesofthewood。Asfarasthelistenerscouldgather,theparticularformofblack-arttobepractisedonthisoccasionwasoneconnectedwiththesowingofhemp-seed,ahandfulofwhichwascarriedbyeachgirl。Atthemomentoftheiradvancetheylookedback,anddiscernedthefigureofMissMelbury,who,aloneofalltheobservers,stoodinthefullfaceofthemoonlight,deeplyengrossedintheproceedings。Bycontrastwithherlifeoflateyearstheymadeherfeelasifshehadrecededacoupleofcenturiesintheworld’shistory。Shewasrendereddoublyconspicuousbyherlightdress,andafterafewwhisperedwords,oneofthegirls——abouncingmaiden,plightedtoyoungTimothyTangs——askedherifshewouldjoinin。Grace,withsomeexcitement,saidthatshewould,andmovedonalittleintherearoftherest。