第33章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:6088更新时间:18/12/22 08:57:59
“He’sallright,andhe’scomingheretoseeyou。” Apremonitionthatshecouldnotresisthimifhecamestrangelymovedher。“Ofcourse,father,yourememberthatitisonlylatelythatGiles——“ “Youknowthatyoucan’tthinkofhim。Hehasgivenupallclaimtoyou。” Shecouldnotexplainthesubtletiesofherfeelingashecouldstatehisopinion,eventhoughshehadskillinspeech,andherfatherhadnone。ThatFitzpiersacteduponherlikeadram,excitingher,throwingherintoanovelatmospherewhichbiassedherdoingsuntiltheinfluencewasover,whenshefeltsomethingofthenatureofregretforthemoodshehadexperienced——stillmoreifshereflectedonthesilent,almostsarcastic,criticismapparentinWinterborne’sairtowardsher——couldnotbetoldtothisworthycoupleinwords。 ItsohappenedthatonthisverydayFitzpierswascalledawayfromHintockbyanengagementtoattendsomemedicalmeetings,andhisvisits,therefore,didnotbeginatonce。Anote,however,arrivedfromhimaddressedtoGrace,deploringhisenforcedabsence。Asamaterialobjectthisnotewasprettyandsuperfine,anoteofasortthatshehadbeenunaccustomedtoseesinceherreturntoHintock,exceptwhenaschoolfriendwrotetoher——arareinstance,forthegirlswererespectersofpersons,andmanycooleddowntowardsthetimber-dealer’sdaughterwhenshewasoutofsight。Thusthereceiptofitpleasedher,andsheafterwardswalkedaboutwithareflectiveair。 Intheeveningherfather,whoknewthatthenotehadcome,said,“Whybeyenotsittingdowntoansweryourletter?That’swhatyoungfolksdidinmytime。” Sherepliedthatitdidnotrequireananswer。 “Oh,youknowbest。”hesaid。Nevertheless,hewentabouthisbusinessdoubtingifshewererightinnotreplying;possiblyshemightbesomismanagingmattersastoriskthelossofanalliancewhichwouldbringhermuchhappiness。 Melbury’srespectforFitzpierswasbasedlessonhisprofessionalposition,whichwasnotmuch,thanonthestandingofhisfamilyinthecountyinby-gonedays。Thatimplicitfaithinmembersoflong-establishedfamilies,assuch,irrespectiveoftheirpersonalconditionorcharacter,whichisstillfoundamongold-fashionedpeopleintheruraldistrictsreacheditsfullintensityinMelbury。Hisdaughter’ssuitorwasdescendedfromafamilyhehadheardofinhisgrandfather’stimeasbeingoncegreat,afamilywhichhadconferreditsnameuponaneighboringvillage;how,then,couldanythingbeamissinthisbetrothal? “Imustkeepheruptothis。”hesaidtohiswife。“Sheseesitisforherhappiness;butstillshe’syoung,andmaywantalittlepromptingfromanoldertongue。” Withthisinviewhetookheroutforawalk,acustomofhiswhenhewishedtosayanythingspeciallyimpressive。Theirwaywasoverthetopofthatloftyridgedividingtheirwoodlandfromtheciderdistrict,whencetheyhadinthespringbeheldthemilesofapple-treesinbloom。Allwasnowdeepgreen。ThespotrecalledtoGrace’smindthelastoccasionofherpresencethere,andshesaid,“Thepromiseofanenormousapple-cropisfulfillingitself,isitnot?IsupposeGilesisgettinghismillsandpressesready。” Thiswasjustwhatherfatherhadnotcometheretotalkabout。 Withoutreplyingheraisedhisarm,andmovedhisfingertillhefixeditatapoint。“There。”hesaid,“youseethatplantationreachingoverthehilllikeagreatslug,andjustbehindthehillaparticularlygreenshelteredbottom?That’swhereMr。 Fitzpiers’sfamilywerelordsofthemanorforIdon’tknowhowmanyhundredyears,andtherestandsthevillageofBuckburyFitzpiers。Awonderfulproperty’twas——wonderful!” “Buttheyarenotlordsofthemanortherenow。” “Why,no。Butgoodandgreatthingsdieaswellaslittleandfoolish。Theonlyonesrepresentingthefamilynow,Ibelieve,areourdoctorandamaidenladylivingIdon’tknowwhere。Youcan’thelpbeinghappy,Grace,inallyingyourselfwithsucharomanticalfamily。You’llfeelasifyou’vesteppedintohistory。” “We’vebeenatHintockaslongasthey’vebeenatBuckbury;isitnotso?Yousayournameoccursinolddeedscontinually。” “Ohyes——asyeomen,copyholders,andsuchlike。Butthinkhowmuchbetterthiswillbefor’ee。You’llbelivingahighintellectuallife,suchashasnowbecomenaturaltoyou;andthoughthedoctor’spracticeissmallhere,he’llnodoubtgotoadashingtownwhenhe’sgothishandin,andkeepastylishcarriage,andyou’llbebroughttoknowagoodmanyladiesofexcellentsociety。Ifyoushouldevermeetmethen,Grace,youcandrivepastme,lookingtheotherway。Ishouldn’texpectyoutospeaktome,orwishsuchathing,unlessithappenedtobeinsomelonely,privateplacewhere’twouldn’tloweryeatall。 Don’tthinksuchmenasneighborGilesyourequal。HeandIshallbegoodfriendsenough,buthe’snotforthelikeofyou。He’slivedourroughandhomelylifehere,andhiswife’slifemustberoughandhomelylikewise。” Somuchpressurecouldnotbutproducesomedisplacement。AsGracewasleftverymuchtoherself,shetookadvantageofonefinedaybeforeFitzpiers’sreturntodriveintotheaforesaidvalewherestoodthevillageofBuckburyFitzpiers。Leavingherfather’smanattheinnwiththehorseandgig,sherambledonwardtotheruinsofacastle,whichstoodinafieldhardby。ShehadnodoubtthatitrepresentedtheancientstrongholdoftheFitzpiersfamily。 Theremainswerefew,andconsistedmostlyofremnantsofthelowervaulting,supportedonlowstoutcolumnssurmountedbythecrochetcapitaloftheperiod。Thetwoorthreearchesofthesevaultsthatwerestillinpositionwereutilizedbytheadjoiningfarmerasshelterforhiscalves,thefloorbeingspreadwithstraw,amidwhichtheyoungcreaturesrustled,coolingtheirthirstytonguesbylickingthequaintNormancarving,whichglistenedwiththemoisture。Itwasadegradationofevensucharudeformofartasthistobetreatadsogrossly,shethought,andforthefirsttimethefamilyofFitzpiersassumedinherimaginationthehuesofamelancholyromanticism。 Itwassoontimetodrivehome,andshetraversedthedistancewithapreoccupiedmind。Theideaofsomodernamaninscienceandaestheticsastheyoungsurgeonspringingoutofrelicssoancientwasakindofnoveltyshehadneverbeforeexperienced。 Thecombinationlenthimasocialandintellectualinterestwhichshedreaded,somuchweightdiditaddtothestrangeinfluenceheexerciseduponherwheneverhecamenearher。 Inanexcitementwhichwasnotlove,notambition,ratherafearfulconsciousnessofhazardintheair,sheawaitedhisreturn。 Meanwhileherfatherwasawaitinghimalso。Inhishousetherewasanoldworkonmedicine,publishedtowardstheendofthelastcentury,andtoputhimselfinharmonywitheventsMelburyspreadthisworkonhiskneeswhenhehaddonehisday’sbusiness,andreadaboutGalen,Hippocrates,andHerophilus——ofthedogmatic,theempiric,thehermetical,andothersectsofpractitionersthathaveariseninhistory;andthenceproceededtotheclassificationofmaladiesandtherulesfortheirtreatment,aslaiddowninthisvaluablebookwithabsoluteprecision。Melburyregrettedthatthetreatisewassoold,fearingthathemightinconsequencebeunabletoholdascompleteaconversationashecouldwishwithMr。Fitzpiers,primed,nodoubt,withmorerecentdiscoveries。 ThedayofFitzpiers’sreturnarrived,andhesenttosaythathewouldcallimmediately。InthelittletimethatwasaffordedforputtingthehouseinorderthesweepingofMelbury’sparlorwasasthesweepingoftheparlorattheInterpreter’swhichwellnighchokedthePilgrim。AttheendofitMrs。Melburysatdown,foldedherhandsandlips,andwaited。Herhusbandrestlesslywalkedinandoutfromthetimber-yard,staredattheinterioroftheroom,jerkedout“ay,ay。”andretreatedagain。BetweenfourandfiveFitzpiersarrived,hitchinghishorsetothehookoutsidethedoor。 AssoonashehadwalkedinandperceivedthatGracewasnotintheroom,heseemedtohaveamisgiving。Nothinglessthanheractualpresencecouldlongkeephimtothelevelofthisimpassionedenterprise,andthatlackingheappearedasonewhowishedtoretracehissteps。 Hemechanicallytalkedatwhatheconsideredawoodlandmatron’slevelofthoughttillarustlingwasheardonthestairs,andGracecamein。Fitzpierswasforonceasagitatedasshe。Overandabovethegenuineemotionwhichsheraisedinhishearttherehungthesensethathewascastingadiebyimpulsewhichhemightnothavethrownbyjudgment。 Mr。Melburywasnotintheroom。Havingtoattendtomattersintheyard,hehaddelayedputtingonhisafternooncoatandwaistcoattillthedoctor’sappearance,when,notwishingtobebackwardinreceivinghim,heenteredtheparlorhastilybuttoningupthosegarments。Grace’sfastidiousnesswasalittledistressedthatFitzpiersshouldseebythisactionthestrainhisvisitwasputtinguponherfather;andtomakemattersworseforherjustthen,oldGrammerseemedtohaveapassionforincessantlypumpinginthebackkitchen,leavingthedoorsopensothatthebangingandsplashingweredistinctabovetheparlorconversation。 WheneverthechatovertheteasankintopleasantdesultorinessMr。Melburybrokeinwithspeechesoflaboredprecisiononveryremotetopics,asifhefearedtoletFitzpiers’sminddwellcriticallyonthesubjectnearesttheheartsofall。IntruthaconstrainedmannerwasnaturalenoughinMelburyjustnow,forthegreatestinterestofhislifewasreachingitscrisis。Couldtherealhavebeenbeheldinsteadofthecorporealmerely,thecorneroftheroominwhichhesatwouldhavebeenfilledwithaformtypicalofanxioussuspense,large-eyed,tight-lipped,awaitingtheissue。Thatpaternalhopesandfearssointenseshouldbeboundupinthepersonofonechildsopeculiarlycircumstanced,andnothavedispersedthemselvesoverthelargerfieldofawholefamily,involveddangerousriskstofuturehappiness。 Fitzpiersdidnotstaymorethananhour,butthattimehadapparentlyadvancedhissentimentstowardsGrace,onceandforall,fromavaguelyliquescenttoanorganicshape。Shewouldnothaveaccompaniedhimtothedoorinresponsetohiswhispered“Come!”ifhermotherhadnotsaidinamatter-of-factway,“Ofcourse,Grace;gotothedoorwithMr。Fitzpiers。”AccordinglyGracewent,bothherparentsremainingintheroom。Whentheyoungpairwereinthegreatbrick-flooredhallthelovertookthegirl’shandinhis,drewitunderhisarm,andthusledherontothedoor,wherehestealthilykissedher。 Shebrokefromhimtrembling,blushedandturnedaside,hardlyknowinghowthingshadadvancedtothis。Fitzpiersdroveoff,kissinghishandtoher,andwavingittoMelburywhowasvisiblethroughthewindow。Herfatherreturnedthesurgeon’sactionwithagreatflourishofhisownhandandasatisfiedsmile。 TheintoxicationthatFitzpiershad,asusual,producedinGrace’sbrainduringthevisitpassedoffsomewhatwithhiswithdrawal。 Shefeltlikeawomanwhodidnotknowwhatshehadbeendoingfortheprevioushour,butsupposedwithtrepidationthattheafternoon’sproceedings,thoughvague,hadamountedtoanengagementbetweenherselfandthehandsome,coercive,irresistibleFitzpiers。 Thisvisitwasatypeofmanywhichfolloweditduringthelongsummerdaysofthatyear。Gracewasbornealonguponastreamofreasonings,arguments,andpersuasions,supplemented,itmustbeadded,byinclinationsofherownattimes。Nowomaniswithoutaspirations,whichmaybeinnocentenoughwithincertainlimits; andGracehadbeensotrainedsocially,andeducatedintellectually,astoseeclearlyenoughapleasureinthepositionofwifetosuchamanasFitzpiers。Hismaterialstandingofitself,eitherpresentorfuture,hadlittleinittogiveherambition,butthepossibilitiesofarefinedandcultivatedinnerlife,ofsubtlepsychologicalintercourse,hadtheircharm。Itwasthisratherthananyvulgarideaofmarryingwellwhichcausedhertofloatwiththecurrent,andtoyieldtotheimmenseinfluencewhichFitzpiersexercisedoverherwhenevershesharedhissociety。 Anyobserverwouldshrewdlyhaveprophesiedthatwhetherornotshelovedhimasyetintheordinarysense,shewasprettysuretodosointime。 Oneeveningjustbeforedusktheyhadtakenaratherlongwalktogether,andforashortcuthomewardpassedthroughtheshrubberiesofHintockHouse——stilldeserted,andstillblanklyconfrontingwithitssightlessshutteredwindowsthesurroundingfoliageandslopes。Gracewastired,andtheyapproachedthewall,andsattogetherononeofthestonesills——stillwarmwiththesunthathadbeenpouringitsraysuponthemalltheafternoon。 “Thisplacewouldjustdoforus,woulditnot,dearest。”saidherbetrothed,astheysat,turningandlookingidlyattheoldfacade。 “Ohyes。”saidGrace,plainlyshowingthatnosuchfancyhadevercrossedhermind。“Sheisawayfromhomestill。”Graceaddedinaminute,rathersadly,forshecouldnotforgetthatshehadsomehowlostthevaluablefriendshipoftheladyofthisbower。 “Whois?——oh,youmeanMrs。Charmond。Doyouknow,dear,thatatonetimeIthoughtyoulivedhere。” “Indeed!”saidGrace。“Howwasthat?” Heexplained,asfarashecoulddosowithoutmentioninghisdisappointmentatfindingitwasotherwise;andthenwenton: “Well,nevermindthat。NowIwanttoaskyousomething。ThereisonedetailofourweddingwhichIamsureyouwillleavetome。 Myinclinationisnottobemarriedatthehorridlittlechurchhere,withalltheyokelsstaringroundatus,andadroningparsonreading。” “Where,then,canitbe?Atachurchintown?” “No。Notatachurchatall。Ataregistryoffice。Itisaquieter,snugger,andmoreconvenientplaceineveryway。” “Oh。”saidshe,withrealdistress。“HowcanIbemarriedexceptatchurch,andwithallmydearfriendsroundme?” “YeomanWinterborneamongthem。”