第34章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5157更新时间:18/12/22 08:57:59
“Yes——whynot?Youknowtherewasnothingseriousbetweenhimandme“ “Yousee,dear,anoisybell-ringingmarriageatchurchhasthisobjectioninourcase:itwouldbeathingofreportalongwayround。NowIwouldgently,asgentlyaspossible,indicatetoyouhowinadvisablesuchpublicitywouldbeifweleaveHintock,andI purchasethepracticethatIcontemplatepurchasingatBudmouth—— hardlymorethantwentymilesoff。Forgivemysayingthatitwillbefarbetterifnobodythereknowswhereyoucomefrom,noranythingaboutyourparents。Yourbeautyandknowledgeandmannerswillcarryyouanywhereifyouarenothamperedbysuchretrospectivecriticism。” “Butcoulditnotbeaquietceremony,evenatchurch?”shepleaded。 “Idon’tseethenecessityofgoingthere!”hesaid,atrifleimpatiently。“Marriageisacivilcontract,andtheshorterandsimpleritismadethebetter。Peopledon’tgotochurchwhentheytakeahouse,orevenwhentheymakeawill。” “Oh,Edgar——Idon’tliketohearyouspeaklikethat。” “Well,well——Ididn’tmeanto。ButIhavementionedasmuchtoyourfather,whohasmadenoobjection;andwhyshouldyou?” Shegaveway,deemingthepointoneonwhichsheoughttoallowsentimenttogivewaytopolicy——iftherewereindeedpolicyinhisplan。Butshewasindefinablydepressedastheywalkedhomeward。 Heleftheratthedoorofherfather’shouse。Ashereceded,andwasclaspedoutofsightbythefilmyshades,heimpressedGraceasamanwhohardlyappertainedtoherexistenceatall。 Cleverer,greaterthanherself,oneoutsidehermentalorbit,assheconsideredhim,heseemedtobeherrulerratherthanherequal,protector,anddearfamiliarfriend。 Thedisappointmentshehadexperiencedathiswish,theshockgiventohergirlishsensibilitiesbyhisirreverentviewsofmarriage,togetherwiththesureandnearapproachofthedayfixedforcommittingherfuturetohiskeeping,madehersorestlessthatshecouldscarcelysleepatallthatnight。Sherosewhenthesparrowsbegantowalkoutoftheroof-holes,satonthefloorofherroominthedimlight,andby-and-bypeepedoutbehindthewindow-curtains。Itwasevennowdayout-of-doors,thoughthetonesofmorningwerefeebleandwan,anditwaslongbeforethesunwouldbeperceptibleinthisovershadowedvale。 Notasoundcamefromanyoftheout-housesasyet。Thetree- trunks,theroad,theout-buildings,thegarden,everyobjectworethataspectofmesmericfixitywhichthesuspensivequietudeofdaybreaklendstosuchscenes。Outsideherwindowhelplessimmobilityseemedtobecombinedwithintenseconsciousness;ameditativeinertnesspossessedallthings,oppressivelycontrastingwithherownactiveemotions。Beyondtheroadweresomecottageroofsandorchards;overtheseroofsandovertheapple-treesbehind,highuptheslope,andbackedbytheplantationonthecrest,wasthehouseyetoccupiedbyherfuturehusband,therough-castfrontshowingwhitelythroughitscreepers。Thewindow-shutterswereclosed,thebedroomcurtainscloselydrawn,andnotthethinnestcoilofsmokerosefromtheruggedchimneys。 Somethingbrokethestillness。Thefrontdoorofthehouseshewasgazingatopenedsoftly,andtherecameoutintotheporchafemalefigure,wrappedinalargeshawl,beneathwhichwasvisiblethewhiteskirtofalongloosegarment。Agrayarm,stretchingfromwithintheporch,adjustedtheshawloverthewoman’sshoulders;itwaswithdrawnanddisappeared,thedoorclosingbehindher。 Thewomanwentquicklydownthebox-edgedpathbetweentheraspberriesandcurrants,andasshewalkedherwell-developedformandgaitbetrayedherindividuality。ItwasSukeDamson,theaffiancedoneofsimpleyoungTimTangs。Atthebottomofthegardensheenteredtheshelterofthetallhedge,andonlythetopofherheadcouldbeseenhasteninginthedirectionofherowndwelling。 Gracehadrecognized,orthoughtsherecognized,inthegrayarmstretchingfromtheporch,thesleeveofadressing-gownwhichMr。 Fitzpiershadbeenwearingonherownmemorablevisittohim。Herfacefiredred。Shehadjustbeforethoughtofdressingherselfandtakingalonelywalkunderthetrees,socoollygreenthisearlymorning;butshenowsatdownonherbedandfellintoreverie。Itseemedasifhardlyanytimehadpassedwhensheheardthehouseholdmovingbrisklyabout,andbreakfastpreparingdown-stairs;though,onrousingherselftorobeanddescend,shefoundthatthesunwasthrowinghisrayscompletelyoverthetree- tops,aprogressofnaturalphenomenadenotingthatatleastthreehourshadelapsedsinceshelastlookedoutofthewindow。 Whenattiredshesearchedaboutthehouseforherfather;shefoundhimatlastinthegarden,stoopingtoexaminethepotatoesforsignsofdisease。Hearingherrustle,hestoodupandstretchedhisbackandarms,saying,“Morningt’ye,Gracie。I congratulateye。Itisonlyamonthto-daytothetime!” Shedidnotanswer,but,withoutliftingherdress,wadedbetweenthedewyrowsoftallpotato-greenintothemiddleoftheplotwherehewas。 “Ihavebeenthinkingverymuchaboutmypositionthismorning—— eversinceitwaslight。”shebegan,excitedly,andtremblingsothatshecouldhardlystand。“AndIfeelitisafalseone。I wishnottomarryMr。Fitzpiers。Iwishnottomarryanybody;butI’llmarryGilesWinterborneifyousayImustasanalternative。” Herfather’sfacesettledintorigidity,heturnedpale,andcamedeliberatelyoutoftheplotbeforeheansweredher。Shehadneverseenhimlooksoincensedbefore。 “Now,hearkentome。”hesaid。“There’satimeforawomantoalterhermind;andthere’satimewhenshecannolongeralterit,ifshehasanyrighteyetoherparents’honorandtheseemlinessofthings。Thattimehascome。Iwon’tsaytoye,youSHALLmarryhim。ButIwillsaythatifyourefuse,Ishallforeverbeashamedanda-wearyofyeasadaughter,andshalllookuponyouasthehopeofmylifenomore。Whatdoyouknowaboutlifeandwhatitcanbringforth,andhowyououghttoacttoleaduptobestends?Oh,youareanungratefulmaid,Grace;you’veseenthatfellowGiles,andhehasgotoverye;that’swherethesecretlies,I’llwarrantme!” “No,father,no!ItisnotGiles——itissomethingIcannottellyouof——“ “Well,makefoolsofusall;makeuslaughing-stocks;breakitoff;haveyourownway。” “Butwhoknowsoftheengagementasyet?howcanbreakingitdisgraceyou?” Melburythenbydegreesadmittedthathehadmentionedtheengagementtothisacquaintanceandtothat,tillsheperceivedthatinhisrestlessnessandpridehehadpublishediteverywhere。 Shewentdismallyawaytoaboweroflaurelatthetopofthegarden。Herfatherfollowedher。 “ItisthatGilesWinterborne!”hesaid,withanupbraidinggazeather。 “No,itisnot;thoughforthatmatteryouencouragedhimonce。” shesaid,troubledtothevergeofdespair。“ItisnotGiles,itisMr。Fitzpiers。” “You’vehadatiff——alovers’tiff——that’sall,Isuppose“Itissomewoman——“ “Ay,ay;youarejealous。Theoldstory。Don’ttellme。Nowdoyoubidehere。I’llsendFitzpierstoyou。Isawhimsmokinginfrontofhishousebutaminuteby-gone。” Hewentoffhastilyoutofthegarden-gateanddownthelane。Butshewouldnotstaywhereshewas;andedgingthroughaslitinthegarden-fence,walkedawayintothewood。Justaboutherethetreeswerelargeandwideapart,andtherewasnoundergrowth,sothatshecouldbeseentosomedistance;asylph-like,greenish- whitecreature,astonedbythesunlightandleafage。Sheheardafoot-fallcrushingdeadleavesbehindher,andfoundherselfreconnoiteredbyFitzpiershimself,approachinggayandfreshasthemorningaroundthem。 Hisremotegazeatherhadbeenoneofmildinterestratherthanofrapture。Butshelookedsolovelyinthegreenworldabouther,herpinkcheeks,hersimplelightdress,andthedelicateflexibilityofhermovementacquiredsuchrarityfromtheirwild- woodsetting,thathiseyeskindledashedrewnear。 “Mydarling,whatisit?Yourfathersaysyouareinthepouts,andjealous,andIdon’tknowwhat。Ha!ha!ha!asiftherewereanyrivaltoyou,exceptvegetablenature,inthishomeofrecluses!Weknowbetter。” “Jealous;ohno,itisnotso。”saidshe,gravely。“That’samistakeofhisandyours,sir。Ispoketohimsocloselyaboutthequestionofmarriagewithyouthathedidnotapprehendmystateofmind。” “Butthere’ssomethingwrong——eh?”heasked,eyinghernarrowly,andbendingtokissher。Sheshrankaway,andhispurposedkissmiscarried。 “Whatisit?”hesaid,moreseriouslyforthislittledefeat。 Shemadenoanswerbeyond,“Mr。Fitzpiers,Ihavehadnobreakfast,Imustgoin。” “Come。”heinsisted,fixinghiseyesuponher。“Tellmeatonce,Isay。” Itwasthegreaterstrengthagainstthesmaller;butshewasmasteredlessbyhismannerthanbyherownsenseoftheunfairnessofsilence。“Ilookedoutofthewindow。”shesaid,withhesitation。“I’lltellyouby-and-by。Imustgoin-doors。 Ihavehadnobreakfast。” Byasortofdivinationhisconjecturewentstraighttothefact。 “NorI。”saidhe,lightly。“Indeed,Iroselateto-day。Ihavehadabrokennight,orrathermorning。Agirlofthevillage——I don’tknowhername——cameandrangatmybellassoonasitwaslight——betweenfourandfive,Ishouldthinkitwas——perfectlymaddenedwithanachingtooth。Asno-bodyheardherring,shethrewsomegravelatmywindow,tillatlastIheardherandslippedonmydressing-gownandwentdown。Thepoorthingbeggedmewithtearsinhereyestotakeouthertormentor,ifIdraggedherheadoff。Downshesatandoutitcame——alovelymolar,notaspeckuponit;andoffshewentwithitinherhandkerchief,muchcontented,thoughitwouldhavedonegoodworkforherforfiftyyearstocome。” Itwasallsoplausible——socompletelyexplained。knowingnothingoftheincidentinthewoodonoldMidsummer-eve,Gracefeltthathersuspicionswereunworthyandabsurd,andwiththereadinessofanhonestheartshejumpedattheopportunityofhonoringhisword。Atthemomentofhermentalliberationthebushesaboutthegardenhadmoved,andherfatheremergedintotheshadyglade。 “Well,Ihopeitismadeup?”hesaid,cheerily。 “Ohyes。”saidFitzpiers,withhiseyesfixedonGrace,whoseeyeswereshylybentdownward。 “Now。”saidherfather,“tellme,thepairofye,thatyoustillmeantotakeoneanotherforgoodandall;andonthestrengtho’tyoushallhaveanothercoupleofhundredpaiddown。Iswearitbythename。” Fitzpierstookherhand。“Wedeclareit,dowenot,mydearGrace?”saidhe。 Relievedofherdoubt,somewhatoverawed,andeveranxioustoplease,shewasdisposedtosettlethematter;yet,womanlike,shewouldnotrelinquishheropportunityofaskingaconcessionofsomesort。“Ifourweddingcanbeatchurch,Isayyes。”sheanswered,inameasuredvoice。“Ifnot,Isayno。” Fitzpierswasgenerousinhisturn。“Itshallbeso。”herejoined,gracefully。“Toholychurchwe’llgo,andmuchgoodmayitdous。” Theyreturnedthroughthebushesindoors,Gracewalking,fullofthoughtbetweentheothertwo,somewhatcomforted,bothbyFitzpiers’singeniousexplanationandbythesensethatshewasnottobedeprivedofareligiousceremony。“Soletitbe。”shesaidtoherself。“PrayGoditisforthebest。” Fromthishourtherewasnoseriousattemptatrecalcitrationonherpart。Fitzpierskepthimselfcontinuallynearher,dominatinganyrebelliousimpulse,andshapingherwillintopassiveconcurrencewithallhisdesires。Apartfromhislover-likeanxietytopossessher,thefewgoldenhundredsofthetimber- dealer,readytohand,formedawarmbackgroundtoGrace’slovelyface,andwentsomewaytoremovehisuneasinessattheprospectofendangeringhisprofessionalandsocialchancesbyanalliancewiththefamilyofasimplecountryman。