第35章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5074更新时间:18/12/22 08:57:59
Theinterimclosedupitsperspectivesurelyandsilently。 WheneverGracehadanydoubtsofherposition,thesenseofcontractingtimewaslikeashorteningchamber:atothermomentsshewascomparativelyblithe。Dayafterdaywaxedandwaned;theoneortwowoodmenwhosawed,shaped,spokeshavedonherfather’spremisesatthisinactiveseasonoftheyear,regularlycameandunlockedthedoorsinthemorning,lockedthemintheevening,supped,leanedovertheirgarden-gatesforawhiffofeveningair,andtocatchanylastandfarthestthrobofnewsfromtheouterworld,whichenteredandexpiredatLittleHintockliketheexhaustedswellofawaveinsomeinnermostcavernofsomeinnermostcreekofanembayedsea;yetnonewsinterferedwiththenuptialpurposeattheirneighbor’shouse。Thesappygreentwig- tipsoftheseason’sgrowthwouldnot,shethought,beappreciablywoodieronthedayshebecameawife,sonearwasthetime;thetintsofthefoliagewouldhardlyhavechanged。Everythingwassomuchasusualthatnoitinerantstrangerwouldhavesupposedawoman’sfatetobehanginginthebalanceatthatsummer’sdecline。 Buttherewerepreparations,imaginablereadilyenoughbythosewhohadspecialknowledge。IntheremoteandfashionabletownofSandbournesomethingwasgrowingupunderthehandsofseveralpersonswhohadneverseenGraceMelbury,neverwouldseeher,orcareanythingaboutheratall,thoughtheircreationhadsuchinterestingrelationtoherlifethatitwouldencloseherveryheartatamomentwhenthatheartwouldbeat,ifnotwithmoreemotionalardor,atleastwithmoreemotionalturbulencethanatanyprevioustime。 WhydidMrs。Dollery’svan,insteadofpassingalongattheendofthesmallervillagetoGreatHintockdirect,turnoneSaturdaynightintoLittleHintockLane,andneverpulluptillitreachedMr。Melbury’sgates?Thegildingshineofeveningfelluponalarge,flatboxnotlessthanayardsquare,andsafelytiedwithcord,asitwashandedoutfromunderthetiltwithagreatdealofcare。Butitwasnotheavyforitssize;Mrs。Dolleryherselfcarrieditintothehouse。TimTangs,thehollow-turner,Bawtree,SukeDamson,andothers,lookedknowing,andmaderemarkstoeachotherastheywatcheditsentrance。Melburystoodatthedoorofthetimber-shedintheattitudeofamantowhomsuchanarrivalwasatriflingdomesticdetailwithwhichhedidnotcondescendtobeconcerned。Yethewelldivinedthecontentsofthatbox,andwasintruthallthewhileinapleasantexaltationattheproofthatthusfar,atanyrate,nodisappointmenthadsupervened。 WhileMrs。Dolleryremained——whichwasratherlong,fromhersenseoftheimportanceofhererrand——hewentintotheout-house;butassoonasshehadhadhersay,beenpaid,andhadrumbledaway,heenteredthedwelling,tofindtherewhatheknewheshouldfind——hiswifeanddaughterinaflutterofexcitementoverthewedding-gown,justarrivedfromtheleadingdress-makerofSandbournewatering-placeaforesaid。 DuringtheseweeksGilesWinterbornewasnowheretobeseenorheardof。AtthecloseofhistenureinHintockhehadsoldsomeofhisfurniture,packeduptherest——afewpiecesendearedbyassociations,ornecessarytohisoccupation——inthehouseofafriendlyneighbor,andgoneaway。Peoplesaidthatacertainlaxityhadcreptintohislife;thathehadnevergonenearachurchlatterly,andhadbeensometimesseenonSundayswithunblackedboots,lyingonhiselbowunderatree,withacynicalgazeatsurroundingobjects。HewaslikelytoreturntoHintockwhenthecider-makingseasoncameround,hisapparatusbeingstoredthere,andtravelwithhismillandpressfromvillagetovillage。 Thenarrowintervalthatstoodbeforethedaydiminishedyet。 TherewasinGrace’smindsometimesacertainanticipativesatisfaction,thesatisfactionoffeelingthatshewouldbetheheroineofanhour;moreover,shewasproud,asacultivatedwoman,tobethewifeofacultivatedman。Itwasanopportunitydeniedveryfrequentlytoyoungwomeninherposition,nowadaysnotafew;thoseinwhomparentaldiscoveryofthevalueofeducationhasimplantedtasteswhichparentalcirclesfailtogratify。Butwhatanattenuationwasthiscoldprideofthedreamofheryouth,inwhichshehadpicturedherselfwalkinginstatetowardsthealtar,flushedbythepurplelightandbloomofherownpassion,withoutasinglemisgivingastothesealingofthebond,andferventlyreceivingasherdue“Thehomageofathousandhearts;thefond,deeploveofone。” Everythinghadbeenclearthen,inimagination;nowsomethingwasundefined。Shehadlittlecarkinganxieties;acuriousfatefulnessseemedtoruleher,andsheexperiencedamournfulwantofsomeonetoconfidein。 Thedayloomedsobigandnighthatherpropheticearcould,infancy,catchthenoiseofit,hearthemurmurofthevillagersasshecameoutofchurch,imaginethejangleofthethreethin-tonedHintockbells。Thedialoguesseemedtogrowlouder,andtheding- ding-dongofthosethreecrazedbellsmorepersistent。Sheawoke: themorninghadcome。 FivehourslatershewasthewifeofFitzpiers。 ThechiefhotelatSherton-Abbaswasanoldstone-frontedinnwithayawningarch,underwhichvehiclesweredrivenbystoopingcoachmentobackpremisesofwonderfulcommodiousness。Thewindowstothestreetweremullionedintonarrowlights,andonlycommandedaviewoftheoppositehouses;hence,perhaps,itarosethatthebestandmostluxuriousprivatesitting-roomthattheinncouldaffordover-lookedthenetherpartsoftheestablishment,wherebeyondtheyardweretobeseengardensandorchards,nowbossed,nayincrusted,withscarletandgoldfruit,stretchingtoinfinitedistanceunderaluminouslavendermist。Thetimewasearlyautumn,“Whenthefairapples,redaseveningsky,Dobendthetreeuntothefruitfulground,Whenjuicypears,andberriesofblackdye,Dodanceinair,andcalltheeyesaround。” Thelandscapeconfrontingthewindowmight,indeed,havebeenpartoftheidenticalstretchofcountrywhichtheyouthfulChattertonhadinhismind。 InthisroomsatshewhohadbeenthemaidenGraceMelburytillthefingeroffatetouchedherandturnedhertoawife。Itwastwomonthsafterthewedding,andshewasalone。Fitzpiershadwalkedouttoseetheabbeybythelightofsunset,butshehadbeentoofatiguedtoaccompanyhim。Theyhadreachedthelaststageofalongeight-weeks’tour,andweregoingontoHintockthatnight。 Intheyard,betweenGraceandtheorchards,thereprogressedascenenaturaltothelocalityatthistimeoftheyear。Anapple- millandpresshadbeenerectedonthespot,towhichsomemenwerebringingfruitfromdiverspointsinmawn-baskets,whileothersweregrindingthem,andotherswringingdownthepomace,whosesweetjuicegushedforthintotubsandpails。Thesuperintendentoftheseproceedings,towhomtheothersspokeasmaster,wasayoungyeomanofprepossessingmannerandaspect,whoseformsherecognizedinamoment。Hehadhunghiscoattoanailoftheout-housewall,andworehisshirt-sleevesrolledupbeyondhiselbows,tokeepthemunstainedwhileherammedthepomaceintothebagsofhorse-hair。Fragmentsofapple-rindhadalighteduponthebrimofhishat——probablyfromtheburstingofabag——whilebrownpipsofthesamefruitwerestickingamongthedownuponhisfine,roundarms。 Sherealizedinamomenthowhehadcomethere。Downintheheartoftheapplecountrynearlyeveryfarmerkeptupacider-makingapparatusandwring-houseforhisownuse,buildingupthepomaceingreatstraw“cheeses。”astheywerecalled;buthere,onthemarginofPomona’splain,wasadebatablelandneitherorchardnorsylvanexclusively,wheretheappleproducewashardlysufficienttowarranteachproprietorinkeepingamillofhisown。Thiswasthefieldofthetravellingcider-maker。Hispressandmillwerefixedtowheelsinsteadofbeingsetupinacider-house;andwithacoupleofhorses,buckets,tubs,strainers,andanassistantortwo,hewanderedfromplacetoplace,derivingverysatisfactoryreturnsforhistroubleinsuchaprolificseasonasthepresent。 Thebackpartsofthetownwerejustnowaboundingwithapple- gatherings。Theystoodintheyardsincarts,baskets,andlooseheaps;andtheblue。stagnantairofautumnwhichhungovereverythingwasheavywithasweetciderysmell。Cakesofpomacelayagainstthewallsintheyellowsun,wheretheyweredryingtobeusedasfuel。Yetitwasnotthegreatmakeoftheyearasyet;beforethestandardcropcameinthereaccumulated,inabundanttimeslikethis,alargesuperfluityofearlyapples,andwindfallsfromthetreesoflaterharvest,whichwouldnotkeeplong。Thus,inthebaskets,andquiveringinthehopperofthemill,shesawspecimensofmixeddates,includingthemellowcountenancesofstreaked-jacks,codlins,costards,stubbards,ratheripes,andotherwell-knownfriendsofherravenousyouth。 Gracewatchedthehead-manwithinterest。Theslightestsighescapedher。Perhapsshethoughtoftheday——notsofardistant—— whenthatfriendofherchildhoodhadmetherbyherfather’sarrangementinthissametown,warmwithhope,thoughdiffident,andtrustinginapromiseratherimpliedthangiven。Orshemighthavethoughtofdaysearlieryet——daysofchildhood——whenhermouthwassomewhatmorereadytoreceiveakissfromhisthanwashistobestowone。However,allthatwasover。Shehadfeltsuperiortohimthen,andshefeltsuperiortohimnow。 Shewonderedwhyheneverlookedtowardsheropenwindow。ShedidnotknowthatintheslightcommotioncausedbytheirarrivalattheinnthatafternoonWinterbornehadcaughtsightofherthroughthearchway,hadturnedred,andwascontinuinghisworkwithmoreconcentratedattentionontheveryaccountofhisdiscovery。 RobertCreedle,too,whotravelledwithGiles,hadbeenincidentallyinformedbythehostlerthatDr。Fitzpiersandhisyoungwifewereinthehotel,afterwhichnewsCreedlekeptshakinghisheadandsayingtohimself,“Ah!”veryaudibly,betweenhisthrustsatthescrewofthecider-press。 “Whythedeucedoyousighlikethat,Robert?”askedWinterborne,atlast。 “Ah,maister——’tismythoughts——’tismythoughts!。Yes,ye’velostahundredloado’timberwellseasoned;ye’velostfivehundredpoundingoodmoney;ye’velostthestone-winderedhousethat’sbigenoughtoholdadozenfamilies;ye’velostyourshareofhalfadozengoodwagonsandtheirhorses——alllost!——throughyourlettingslipshethatwasonceyerown!” “GoodGod,Creedle,you’lldrivememad!”saidGiles,sternly。 “Don’tspeakofthatanymore!” Thusthesubjecthadendedintheyard。Meanwhile,thepassivecauseofallthislossstillregardedthescene。Shewasbeautifullydressed;shewasseatedinthemostcomfortableroomthattheinnafforded;herlongjourneyhadbeenfullofvariety,andalmostluxuriouslyperformed——forFitzpiersdidnotstudyeconomywherepleasurewasinquestion。HenceitperhapsarosethatGilesandallhisbelongingsseemedsorryandcommontoherforthemoment——movinginaplanesofarremovedfromherownoflatethatshecouldscarcelybelieveshehadeverfoundcongruitytherein。“No——Icouldneverhavemarriedhim!”shesaid,gentlyshakingherhead。“Dearfatherwasright。Itwouldhavebeentoocoarsealifeforme。”AndshelookedattheringsofsapphireandopaluponherwhiteandslenderfingersthathadbeengiftsfromFitzpiers。 SeeingthatGilesstillkepthisbackturned,andwithalittleoftheabove-describedprideoflife——easilytobeunderstood,andpossiblyexcused,inayoung,inexperiencedwomanwhothoughtshehadmarriedwell——shesaidatlast,withasmileonherlips,“Mr。 Winterborne!”