第44章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5494更新时间:18/12/22 08:57:59
Winterbornesawthatsomethinghadgonewrongwithhisformerfriend,andthrowingdowntheswitchhewasabouttointerweave,herespondedonlytooreadilytothemoodofthetimber-dealer。 “Issheill?”hesaid,hurriedly。 “No,no。”Melburystoodwithoutspeakingforsomeminutes,andthen,asthoughhecouldnotbringhimselftoproceed,turnedtogoaway。 WinterbornetoldoneofhismentopackupthetoolsforthenightandwalkedafterMelbury。 “HeavenforbidthatIshouldseemtooinquisitive,sir。”hesaid,“especiallysincewedon’tstandasweusedtostandtooneanother;butIhopeitiswellwiththemalloveryourway?” “No。”saidMelbury——“no。”Hestopped,andstruckthesmoothtrunkofayoungash-treewiththeflatofhishand。“Iwouldthathisearhadbeenwherethatrindis!”heexclaimed;“Ishouldhavetreatedhimtolittlecomparedwiwhathedeserves。” “Now。”saidWinterborne,“don’tbeinahurrytogohome。I’veputsomeciderdowntowarminmyshelterhere,andwe’llsitanddrinkitandtalkthisover。” MelburyturnedunresistinglyasGilestookhisarm,andtheywentbacktowherethefirewas,andsatdownunderthescreen,theotherwoodmenhavinggone。Hedrewoutthecider-mugfromtheashesandtheydranktogether。 “Giles,yououghttohavehadher,asIsaidjustnow。”repeatedMelbury。“I’lltellyouwhyforthefirsttime。” HethereupontoldWinterborne,aswithgreatrelief,thestoryofhowhewonawayGiles’sfather’schosenone——bynothingworsethanalover’scajoleries,itistrue,butbymeanswhich,exceptinlove,wouldcertainlyhavebeenpronouncedcruelandunfair。HeexplainedhowhehadalwaysintendedtomakereparationtoWinterbornethefatherbygivingGracetoWinterbornetheson,tillthedeviltemptedhiminthepersonofFitzpiers,andhebrokehisvirtuousvow。 “HowhighlyIthoughtofthatman,tobesure!Who’dhavesupposedhe’dhavebeensoweakandwrong-headedasthis!Yououghttohavehadher,Giles,andthere’sanendon’t。” WinterborneknewhowtopreservehiscalmunderthisunconsciouslycrueltearingofahealingwoundtowhichMelbury’sconcentrationonthemorevitalsubjecthadblindedhim。TheyoungmanendeavoredtomakethebestofthecaseforGrace’ssake。 “Shewouldhardlyhavebeenhappywithme。”hesaid,inthedry,unimpassionedvoiceunderwhichhehidhisfeelings。“Iwasnotwellenougheducated:toorough,inshort。Icouldn’thavesurroundedherwiththerefinementsshelookedfor,anyhow,atall。” “Nonsense——youarequitewrongthere。”saidtheunwiseoldman,doggedly。“Shetoldmeonlythisdaythatshehatesrefinementsandsuchlike。Allthatmytroubleandmoneyboughtforherinthatwayisthrownawayuponherquite。She’dfainbelikeMartySouth——thinko’that!That’sthetopofherambition!Perhapsshe’sright。Giles,shelovedyou——undertherind;and,what’smore,shelovesyestill——worseluckforthepoormaid!” IfMelburyonlyhadknownwhatfireshewasrecklesslystirringuphemighthaveheldhispeace。Winterbornewassilentalongtime。 Thedarknesshadclosedinroundthem,andthemonotonousdripofthefogfromthebranchesquickenedasitturnedtofinerain。 “Oh,shenevercaredmuchforme。”Gilesmanagedtosay,ashestirredtheemberswithabrand。 “Shedid,anddoes,Itellye。”saidtheother,obstinately。 “However,allthat’svaintalkingnow。WhatIcometoaskyouaboutisamorepracticalmatter——howtomakethebestofthingsastheyare。Iamthinkingofadesperatestep——ofcallingonthewomanCharmond。Iamgoingtoappealtoher,sinceGracewillnot。’Tisshewhoholdsthebalanceinherhands——nothe。Whileshe’sgotthewilltoleadhimastrayhewillfollow——poor,unpractical,lofty-notioneddreamer——andhowlongshe’lldoitdependsuponherwhim。DidyeeverhearanythingabouthercharacterbeforeshecametoHintock?” “She’sbeenabitofacharmerinhertime,Ibelieve。”repliedGiles,withthesamelevelquietude,asheregardedtheredcoals。 “Onewhohassmiledwhereshehasnotlovedandlovedwhereshehasnotmarried。BeforeMr。Charmondmadeherhiswifeshewasaplay-actress。” “Hey?”Buthowcloseyouhavekeptallthis,Giles!Whatbesides?” “Mr。Charmondwasarichman,engagedintheirontradeinthenorth,twentyorthirtyyearsolderthanshe。Hemarriedherandretired,andcamedownhereandboughtthisproperty,astheydonowadays。” “Yes,yes——Iknowallaboutthat;buttheotherIdidnotknow。I fearitbodesnogood。ForhowcanIgoandappealtotheforbearanceofawomaninthismatterwhohasmadecross-lovesandcrookedentanglementshertradeforyears?Ithankye,Giles,forfindingitout;butitmakesmyplantheharderthatsheshouldhavebelongedtothatunstabletribe。” Anotherpauseensued,andtheylookedgloomilyatthesmokethatbeataboutthehurdleswhichshelteredthem,throughwhoseweavingsalargedropofrainfellatintervalsandspatsmartlyintothefire。Mrs。CharmondhadbeennofriendtoWinterborne,buthewasmanly,anditwasnotinhishearttoletherbecondemnedwithoutatrial。 “Sheissaidtobegenerous。”heanswered。“Youmightnotappealtoherinvain。” “Itshallbedone。”saidMelbury,rising。“Forgoodorforevil,toMrs。CharmondI’llgo。” Atnineo’clockthenextmorningMelburydressedhimselfupinshiningbroadcloth,creasedwithfoldingandsmellingofcamphor,andstartedforHintockHouse。Hewasthemoreimpelledtogoatoncebytheabsenceofhisson-in-lawinLondonforafewdays,toattend,reallyorostensibly,someprofessionalmeetings。HesaidnothingofhisdestinationeithertohiswifeortoGrace,fearingthattheymightentreathimtoabandonsoriskyaproject,andwentoutunobserved。Hehadchosenhistimewithaview,ashesupposed,ofconvenientlycatchingMrs。Charmondwhenshehadjustfinishedherbreakfast,beforeanyotherbusinesspeopleshouldbeabout,ifanycame。Ploddingthoughtfullyonward,hecrossedagladelyingbetweenLittleHintockWoodsandtheplantationwhichabuttedonthepark;andthespotbeingopen,hewasdiscernedtherebyWinterbornefromthecopseonthenexthill,whereheandhismenwereworking。Knowinghismission,theyoungermanhasteneddownfromthecopseandmanagedtointerceptthetimber- merchant。 “Ihavebeenthinkingofthis,sir。”hesaid,“andIamofopinionthatitwouldbebesttoputoffyourvisitforthepresent。” ButMelburywouldnotevenstoptohearhim。Hismindwasmadeup,theappealwastobemade;andWinterbornestoodandwatchedhimsadlytillheenteredthesecondplantationanddisappeared。 Melburyrangatthetradesmen’sdoorofthemanor-house,andwasatonceinformedthattheladywasnotyetvisible,asindeedhemighthaveguessedhadhebeenanybodybutthemanhewas。 Melburysaidhewouldwait,whereupontheyoungmaninformedhiminaneighborlywaythat,betweenthemselves,shewasinbedandasleep。 “Nevermind。”saidMelbury,retreatingintothecourt,“I’llstandabouthere。”Chargedsofullywithhismission,heshrankfromcontactwithanybody。 Buthewalkedaboutthepavedcourttillhewastired,andstillnobodycametohim。Atlastheenteredthehouseandsatdowninasmallwaiting-room,fromwhichhegotglimpsesofthekitchencorridor,andofthewhite-cappedmaidsflittingjauntilyhitherandthither。Theyhadheardofhisarrival,buthadnotseenhimenter,and,imagininghimstillinthecourt,discussedfreelythepossiblereasonofhiscalling。Theymarvelledathistemerity; forthoughmostofthetongueswhichhadbeenletlooseattributedthechiefblame-worthinesstoFitzpiers,theseofherhouseholdpreferredtoregardtheirmistressasthedeepersinner。 Melburysatwithhishandsrestingonthefamiliarknobbedthornwalking-stick,whosegrowinghehadseenbeforeheenjoyeditsuse。Thescenetohimwasnotthematerialenvironmentofhisperson,butatragicvisionthattravelledwithhimlikeanenvelope。Throughthisvisiontheincidentsofthemomentbutgleamedconfusedlyhereandthere,asanouterlandscapethroughthehigh-coloredscenesofastainedwindow。Hewaitedthusanhour,anhourandahalf,twohours。Hebegantolookpaleandill,whereuponthebutler,whocamein,askedhimtohaveaglassofwine。Melburyrousedhimselfandsaid,“No,no。Isshealmostready?” “Sheisjustfinishingbreakfast。”saidthebutler。“Shewillsoonseeyounow。Iamjustgoinguptotellheryouarehere。” “What!haven’tyoutoldherbefore?”saidMelbury。 “Ohno。”saidtheother。“Youseeyoucamesoveryearly。” Atlastthebellrang:Mrs。Charmondcouldseehim。Shewasnotinherprivatesitting-roomwhenhereachedit,butinaminuteheheardhercomingfromthefrontstaircase,andsheenteredwherehestood。 AtthistimeofthemorningMrs。Charmondlookedherfullageandmore。Shemightalmosthavebeentakenforthetypicalfemmedetrenteans,thoughshewasreallynotmorethansevenoreightandtwenty。Therebeingnofireintheroom,shecameinwithashawlthrownlooselyroundhershoulders,andobviouslywithouttheleastsuspicionthatMelburyhadcalleduponanyothererrandthantimber。Felicewas,indeed,theonlywomanintheparishwhohadnotheardtherumorofherownweaknesses;shewasatthismomentlivinginafool’sparadiseinrespectofthatrumor,thoughnotinrespectoftheweaknessesthemselves,which,ifthetruthbetold,causedhergravemisgivings。 “Dositdown,Mr。Melbury。Youhavefelledallthetreesthatweretobepurchasedbyyouthisseason,excepttheoaks,I believe。” “Yes。”saidMelbury。 “Howverynice!Itmustbesocharmingtoworkinthewoodsjustnow!” Shewastoocarelesstoaffectaninterestinanextraneousperson’saffairssoconsummatelyastodeceiveinthemanneroftheperfectsocialmachine。Henceherwords“verynice。”“socharming。”wereutteredwithaperfunctorinessthatmadethemsoundabsurdlyunreal。 “Yes,yes。”saidMelbury,inareverie。Hedidnottakeachair,andshealsoremainedstanding。Restinguponhisstick,hebegan: “Mrs。Charmond,Ihavecalleduponamoreseriousmatter——atleasttome——thantree-throwing。AndwhatevermistakesImakeinmymannerofspeakinguponittoyou,madam,domethejusticetoset’emdowntomywantofpractice,andnottomywantofcare。” Mrs。Charmondlookedillatease。Shemighthavebeguntoguesshismeaning;butapartfromthat,shehadsuchdreadofcontactwithanythingpainful,harsh,orevenearnest,thathispreliminariesalonewereenoughtodistressher。“Yes,whatisit?”shesaid。 “Iamanoldman。”saidMelbury,“whom,somewhatlateinlife,Godthoughtfittoblesswithonechild,andsheadaughter。Hermotherwasaverydearwifetome,butshewastakenawayfromuswhenthechildwasyoung,andthechildbecamepreciousastheappleofmyeyetome,forshewasallIhadlefttolove。ForhersakeentirelyImarriedassecondwifeahomespunwomanwhohadbeenkindasamothertoher。Induetimethequestionofhereducationcameon,andIsaid,’Iwilleducatethemaidwell,ifI liveuponbreadtodoit。’OfherpossiblemarriageIcouldnotbeartothink,foritseemedlikeadeaththatsheshouldcleavetoanotherman,andgrowtothinkhishouseherhomeratherthanmine。ButIsawitwasthelawofnaturethatthisshouldbe,andthatitwasforthemaid’shappinessthatsheshouldhaveahomewhenIwasgone;andImadeupmymindwithoutamurmurtohelpitonforhersake。InmyyouthIhadwrongedmydeadfriend,andtomakeamendsIdeterminedtogiveher,mymostpreciouspossession,tomyfriend’sson,seeingthattheylikedeachotherwell。 Thingscameaboutwhichmademedoubtifitwouldbeformydaughter’shappinesstodothis,inasmuchastheyoungmanwaspoor,andshewasdelicatelyreared。Anothermancameandpaidcourttoher——oneherequalinbreedingandaccomplishments;ineverywayitseemedtomethatheonlycouldgiveherthehomewhichhertraininghadmadeanecessityalmost。Iurgedheron,andshemarriedhim。But,ma’am,afatalmistakewasattherootofmyreckoning。Ifoundthatthiswell-borngentlemanIhadcalculatedonsosurelywasnotstanchofheart,andthatthereinlayadangerofgreatsorrowformydaughter。Madam,hesawyou,andyouknowtherest。Ihavecometomakenodemands——toutternothreats;Ihavecomesimplyasafatheringreatgriefaboutthisonlychild,andIbeseechyoutodealkindlywithmydaughter,andtodonothingwhichcanturnherhusband’sheartawayfromherforever。Forbidhimyourpresence,ma’am,andspeaktohimonhisdutyasonewithyourpoweroverhimwellcando,andIamhopefulthattherentbetweenthemmaybepatchedup。