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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5496更新时间:18/12/22 08:57:59
ItwasjustwhatMelburyhadbeguntosuspect:Fitzpiershadmountedthemarewhichdidnotbelongtohiminmistakeforhisown——anoversighteasilyexplicable,inamaneverunwittinginhorse-flesh,bythedarknessofthespotandthenearsimilarityoftheanimalsinappearance,thoughMelbury’swasreadilyenoughseentobethegrayerhorsebyday。Hehastenedback,anddidwhatseemedbestinthecircumstances——gotuponoldDarling,androderapidlyafterFitzpiers。 Melburyhadjustenteredthewood,andwaswindingalongthecart- waywhichledthroughit,channelleddeepintheleaf-mouldwithlargerutsthatwereformedbythetimber-wagonsinfetchingthespoiloftheplantations,whenallatoncehedescriedinfront,atapointwheretheroadtookaturningroundalargechestnut- tree,theformofhisownhorseBlossom,atwhichMelburyquickenedDarling’space,thinkingtocomeupwithFitzpiers。 Nearerviewrevealedthatthehorsehadnorider。AtMelbury’sapproachitgallopedfriskilyawayunderthetreesinahomewarddirection。Thinkingsomethingwaswrong,thetimber-merchantdismountedassoonashereachedthechestnut,andafterfeelingaboutforaminuteortwodiscoveredFitzpierslyingontheground。 “Here——help!”criedthelatterassoonashefeltMelbury’stouch; “Ihavebeenthrownoff,butthere’snotmuchharmdone,Ithink。” SinceMelburycouldnotnowverywellreadtheyoungermanthelecturehehadintended,andasfriendlinesswouldbehypocrisy,hisinstinctwastospeaknotasinglewordtohisson-in-law。HeraisedFitzpiersintoasittingposture,andfoundthathewasalittlestunnedandstupefied,but,ashehadsaid,nototherwisehurt。Howthisfallhadcomeaboutwasreadilyconjecturable: Fitzpiers,imaginingtherewasonlyoldDarlingunderhim,hadbeentakenunawaresbytheyoungerhorse’ssprightliness。 Melburywasatravelleroftheold-fashionedsort;havingjustcomefromShottsford-Forum,hestillhadinhispocketthepilgrim’sflaskofrumwhichhealwayscarriedonjourneysexceedingadozenmiles,thoughheseldomdrankmuchofit。Hepoureditdownthesurgeon’sthroat,withsucheffectthathequicklyrevived。Melburygothimonhislegs;butthequestionwaswhattodowithhim。Hecouldnotwalkmorethanafewsteps,andtheotherhorsehadgoneaway。 WithgreatexertionMelburycontrivedtogethimastrideDarling,mountinghimselfbehind,andholdingFitzpiersroundhiswaistwithonearm。Darlingbeingbroad,straight-backed,andhighinthewithers,waswellabletocarrydouble,atanyrateasfarasHintock,andatagentlepace。 ThemarepacedalongwithfirmandcautioustreadthroughthecopsewhereWinterbornehadworked,andintotheheaviersoilwheretheoaksgrew;pastGreatWilly,thelargestoakinthewood,andthencetowardsNellcombeBottom,intenselydarknowwithovergrowth,andpopularlysupposedtobehauntedbythespiritsofthefratricidesexorcisedfromHintockHouse。 BythistimeFitzpierswasquiterecoveredastophysicalstrength。ButhehadeatennothingsincemakingahastybreakfastinLondonthatmorning,hisanxietyaboutFelicehavinghurriedhimawayfromhomebeforedining;asaconsequence,theoldrumadministeredbyhisfather-in-lawflewtotheyoungman’sheadandloosenedhistongue,withouthiseverhavingrecognizedwhoitwasthathadlenthimakindlyhand。Hebegantospeakindesultorysentences,Melburystillsupportinghim。 “I’vecomeallthewayfromLondonto-day。”saidFitzpiers。“Ah,that’stheplacetomeetyourequals。IliveatHintock——worse,atLittleHintock——andIamquitelostthere。There’snotamanwithintenmilesofHintockwhocancomprehendme。Itellyou,FarmerWhat’s-your-name,thatI’mamanofeducation。Iknowseverallanguages;thepoetsandIarefamiliarfriends;Iusedtoreadmoreinmetaphysicsthananybodywithinfiftymiles;andsinceIgavethatupthere’snobodycanmatchmeinthewholecountyofWessexasascientist。YetIandoomedtolivewithtradespeopleinamiserablelittleholelikeHintock!” “Indeed!”mutteredMelbury。 Fitzpiers,increasinglyenergizedbythealcohol,hererearedhimselfupsuddenlyfromthebowedposturehehadhithertoheld,thrustinghisshoulderssoviolentlyagainstMelbury’sbreastastomakeitdifficultfortheoldmantokeepaholdonthereins。 “Peopledon’tappreciatemehere!”thesurgeonexclaimed;loweringhisvoice,headded,softlyandslowly,“exceptone——exceptone!。Apassionatesoul,aswarmassheisclever,asbeautifulassheiswarm,andasrichassheisbeautiful。Isay,oldfellow,thoseclawsofyoursclutchmerathertight——ratherliketheeagle’s,youknow,thatateouttheliverofPro——Pre——themanonMountCaucasus。Peopledon’tappreciateme,Isay,exceptHER。 Ah,gods,Iamanunluckyman!Shewouldhavebeenmine,shewouldhavetakenmyname;butunfortunatelyitcannotbeso。I stoopedtomatebeneathme,andnowIrueit。” ThepositionwasbecomingaverytryingoneforMelbury,corporeallyandmentally。HewasobligedtosteadyFitzpierswithhisleftarm,andhebegantohatethecontact。Hehardlyknewwhattodo。ItwasuselesstoremonstratewithFitzpiers,inhisintellectualconfusionfromtherumandfromthefall。Heremainedsilent,hisholduponhiscompanion,however,beingsternratherthancompassionate。 “Youhurtmealittle,farmer——thoughIammuchobligedtoyouforyourkindness。Peopledon’tappreciateme,Isay。Betweenourselves,Iamlosingmypracticehere;andwhy?BecauseIseematchlessattractionwherematchlessattractionis,bothinpersonandposition。Imentionnonames,sonobodywillbethewiser。 ButIhavelosther,inalegitimatesense,thatis。IfIwereafreemannow,thingshavecometosuchapassthatshecouldnotrefuseme;whilewithherfortune(whichIdon’tcovetforitself) Ishouldhaveachanceofsatisfyinganhonorableambition——achanceIhaveneverhadyet,andnownever,nevershallhave,probably!” Melbury,hisheartthrobbingagainsttheother’sbackbone,andhisbrainonfirewithindignation,venturedtomutterhuskily,“Why?” ThehorseambledonsomestepsbeforeFitzpiersreplied,“BecauseIamtiedandboundtoanotherbylaw,astightlyasIamtoyoubyyourarm——notthatIcomplainofyourarm——Ithankyouforhelpingme。Well,wherearewe?Notnearlyhomeyet?。Home,sayI。Itisahome!WhenImighthavebeenattheotherhouseoverthere。”Inastupefiedwayheflunghishandinthedirectionofthepark。“Iwasjusttwomonthstooearlyincommittingmyself。 HadIonlyseentheotherfirst——“ Heretheoldman’sarmgaveFitzpiersaconvulsiveshake。“Whatareyoudoing?”continuedthelatter。“Keepstill,please,orputmedown。IwassayingthatIlostherbyamerelittletwomonths!Thereisnochanceformenowinthisworld,anditmakesmereckless——reckless!Unless,indeed,anythingshouldhappentotheotherone。Sheisamiableenough;butifanythingshouldhappentoher——andIhearsheisill——well,ifitshould,Ishouldbefree——andmyfame,myhappiness,wouldbeinsured。” ThesewerethelastwordsthatFitzpiersutteredinhisseatinfrontofthetimber-merchant。Unablelongertomasterhimself,Melbury,theskinofhisfacecompressed,whippedawayhissparearmfromFitzpiers’swaist,andseizedhimbythecollar。 “Youheartlessvillain——afterallthatwehavedoneforye!”hecried,withaquiveringlip。“Andthemoneyofhersthatyou’vehad,andtheroofwe’veprovidedtoshelterye!Itistome,GeorgeMelbury,thatyoudaretotalklikethat!”Theexclamationwasaccompaniedbyapowerfulswingfromtheshoulder,whichflungtheyoungmanhead-longintotheroad,Fitzpiersfellwithaheavythuduponthestumpsofsomeundergrowthwhichhadbeencutduringthewinterpreceding。Darlingcontinuedherwalkforafewpacesfartherandstopped。 “Godforgiveme!”Melburymurmured,repentingofwhathehaddone。 “Hetriedmetoosorely;andnowperhapsI’vemurderedhim!” HeturnedroundinthesaddleandlookedtowardsthespotonwhichFitzpiershadfallen。Tohisgreatsurprisehebeheldthesurgeonrisetohisfeetwithabound,asifunhurt,andwalkawayrapidlyunderthetrees。 MelburylistenedtilltherustleofFitzpiers’sfootstepsdiedaway。“Itmighthavebeenacrime,butforthemercyofProvidenceinprovidingleavesforhisfall。”hesaidtohimself。 AndthenhismindrevertedtothewordsofFitzpiers,andhisindignationsomountedwithinhimthathealmostwishedthefallhadputanendtotheyoungmanthereandthen。 Hehadnotriddenfarwhenhediscernedhisowngraymarestandingundersomebushes。LeavingDarlingforamoment,Melburywentforwardandeasilycaughttheyoungeranimal,nowdisheartenedatitsfreak。Hethenmadethepairofthemfasttoatree,andturningback,endeavoredtofindsometraceofFitzpiers,feelingpitifullythat,afterall,hehadgonefurtherthanheintendedwiththeoffender。 Butthoughhethreadedthewoodhitherandthither,histoesploughinglayerafterlayerofthelittlehornyscrollsthathadoncebeenleaves,hecouldnotfindhim。Hestoodstilllisteningandlookinground。Thebreezewasoozingthroughthenetworkofboughsasthroughastrainer;thetrunksandlargerbranchesstoodagainstthelightoftheskyintheformsofwrithingmen,giganticcandelabra,pikes,halberds,lances,andwhateverbesidesthefancychosetomakeofthem。Givingupthesearch,Melburycamebacktothehorses,andwalkedslowlyhomeward,leadingoneineachhand。 Ithappenedthatonthisself-sameeveningaboyhadbeenreturningfromGreattoLittleHintockaboutthetimeofFitzpiers’sandMelbury’spassagehomealongthatroute。Ahorse- collarthathadbeenleftattheharness-mender’stoberepairedwasrequiredforuseatfiveo’clocknextmorning,andinconsequencetheboyhadtofetchitovernight。Heputhisheadthroughthecollar,andaccompaniedhiswalkbywhistlingtheonetuneheknew,asanantidotetofear。 Theboysuddenlybecameawareofahorsetrottingratherfriskilyalongthetrackbehindhim,andnotknowingwhethertoexpectfriendorfoe,prudencesuggestedthatheshouldceasehiswhistlingandretreatamongthetreestillthehorseandhisriderhadgoneby;acoursetowhichhewasstillmoreinclinedwhenhefoundhownoiselesslytheyapproached,andsawthatthehorselookedpale,andrememberedwhathehadreadaboutDeathintheRevelation。Hethereforedepositedthecollarbyatree,andhidhimselfbehindit。Thehorsemancameon,andtheyouth,whoseeyeswereaskeenastelescopes,tohisgreatreliefrecognizedthedoctor。 AsMelburysurmised,FitzpiershadinthedarknesstakenBlossomforDarling,andhehadnotdiscoveredhismistakewhenhecameupoppositetheboy,thoughhewassomewhatsurprisedatthelivelinessofhisusuallyplacidmare。Theonlyotherpairofeyesonthespotwhosevisionwaskeenastheyoungcarter’swerethoseofthehorse;and,withthatstronglyconservativeobjectiontotheunusualwhichanimalsshow,Blossom,oneyingthecollarunderthetree——quiteinvisibletoFitzpiers——exercisednoneofthepatienceoftheolderhorse,butshiedsufficientlytounseatsosecond-rateanequestrianasthesurgeon。 Hefell,anddidnotmove,lyingasMelburyafterwardsfoundhim。 Theboyranaway,salvinghisconscienceforthedesertionbythinkinghowvigorouslyhewouldspreadthealarmoftheaccidentwhenhegottoHintock——whichheuncompromisinglydid,incrustingtheskeletoneventwithaloadofdramatichorrors。 Gracehadreturned,andtheflyhiredonheraccount,thoughnotbyherhusband,attheCrownHotel,Shottsford-Forum,hadbeenpaidforanddismissed。Thelongdrivehadsomewhatrevivedher,herillnessbeingafeverishintermittentnervousnesswhichhadmoretodowithmindthanbody,andshewalkedabouthersitting- roominsomethingofahopefulmood。Mrs。MelburyhadtoldherassoonasshearrivedthatherhusbandhadreturnedfromLondon。Hehadgoneout,shesaid,toseeapatient,asshesupposed,andhemustsoonbeback,sincehehadhadnodinnerortea。Gracewouldnotallowhermindtoharboranysuspicionofhiswhereabouts,andherstep-mothersaidnothingofMrs。Charmond’srumoredsorrowsandplansofdeparture。 Sotheyoungwifesatbythefire,waitingsilently。ShehadleftHintockinaturmoiloffeelingaftertherevelationofMrs。 Charmond,andhadintendednottobeathomewhenherhusbandreturned。Butshehadthoughtthematterover,andhadallowedherfather’sinfluencetoprevailandbringherback;andnowsomewhatregrettedthatEdgar’sarrivalhadprecededhers。 By-and-byMrs。Melburycameup-stairswithaslightairofflurryandabruptness。