Thewoodswereuninteresting,andGracestayedin-doorsagreatdeal。Shebecamequiteastudent,readingmorethanshehaddonesincehermarriageButherseclusionwasalwaysbrokenfortheperiodicalvisittoWinterborne’sgravewithMarty,whichwaskeptupwithpiousstrictness,forthepurposeofputtingsnow-drops,primroses,andothervernalflowersthereonastheycame。
Oneafternoonatsunsetshewasstandingjustoutsideherfather’sgarden,which,liketherestoftheHintockenclosures,abuttedintothewood。Aslightfoot-pathledalonghere,formingasecretwaytoeitherofthehousesbygettingthroughitsboundaryhedge。Gracewasjustabouttoadoptthismodeofentrywhenafigureapproachedalongthepath,andhelduphishandtodetainher。Itwasherhusband。
“Iamdelighted。”hesaid,comingupoutofbreath;andthereseemednoreasontodoubthiswords。“Isawyousomewayoff——I
wasafraidyouwouldgoinbeforeIcouldreachyou。”
“Itisaweekbeforethetime。”saidshe,reproachfully。“Isaidafortnightfromthelastmeeting。”
“Mydear,youdon’tsupposeIcouldwaitafortnightwithouttryingtogetaglimpseofyou,eventhoughyouhaddeclinedtomeetme!WoulditmakeyouangrytoknowthatIhavebeenalongthispathatduskthreeorfourtimessinceourlastmeeting?
Well,howareyou?”
Shedidnotrefuseherhand,butwhenheshowedawishtoretainitamomentlongerthanmereformalityrequired,shemadeitsmaller,sothatitslippedawayfromhim,withagainthatsamealarmedlookwhichalwaysfollowedhisattemptsinthisdirection。
Hesawthatshewasnotyetoutoftheelusivemood;notyettobetreatedpresumingly;andhewascorrespondinglycarefultotranquillizeher。
Hisassertionhadseemedtoimpresshersomewhat。“Ihadnoideayoucamesooften。”shesaid。“Howfardoyoucomefrom?”
“FromExbury。IalwayswalkfromSherton-Abbas,forifIhire,peoplewillknowthatIcome;andmysuccesswithyousofarhasnotbeengreatenoughtojustifysuchovertness。Now,mydearone——asIMUSTcallyou——Iputittoyou:willyouseemealittleoftenerasthespringadvances?”
Gracelapsedintounwontedsedateness,andavoidingthequestion,said,“Iwishyouwouldconcentrateonyourprofession,andgiveupthosestrangestudiesthatusedtodistractyousomuch。Iamsureyouwouldgeton。”
“ItistheverythingIamdoing。Iwasgoingtoaskyoutoburn——
or,atleast,getridof——allmyphilosophicalliterature。Itisinthebookcasesinyourrooms。Thefactis,Inevercaredmuchforabstrusestudies。”
“Iamsogladtohearyousaythat。Andthoseotherbooks——thosepilesofoldplays——whatgoodaretheytoamedicalman?”
“Nonewhatever!”hereplied,cheerfully。“SellthematShertonforwhattheywillfetch。”
“AndthosedreadfuloldFrenchromances,withtheirhorridspellingsof’filz’and’ung’and’ilz’and’mary’and’mafoy?’“
“Youhaven’tbeenreadingthem,Grace?”
“Ohno——Ijustlookedintothem,thatwasall。”
“Makeabonfireof’emdirectlyyougethome。Imeanttodoitmyself。Ican’tthinkwhatpossessedmeevertocollectthem。I
haveonlyafewprofessionalhand-booksnow,andamquiteapracticalman。Iaminhopesofhavingsomegoodnewstotellyousoon,andthendoyouthinkyoucould——cometomeagain?”
“Iwouldratheryoudidnotpressmeonthatjustnow。”shereplied,withsomefeeling。“Youhavesaidyoumeantoleadanew,useful,effectuallife;butIshouldliketoseeyouputitinpracticeforalittlewhilebeforeyouaddressthatquerytome。Besides——Icouldnotlivewithyou。”
“Whynot?”
Gracewassilentafewinstants。“IgowithMartytoGiles’sgrave。Wesworewewouldshowhimthatdevotion。AndImeantokeepitup。”
“Well,Iwouldn’tmindthatatall。Ihavenorighttoexpectanythingelse,andIwillnotwishyoutokeepaway。IlikedthemanaswellasanyIeverknew。Inshort,Iwouldaccompanyyouapartofthewaytotheplace,andsmokeacigaronthestilewhileIwaitedtillyoucameback。”
“Thenyouhaven’tgivenupsmoking?”
“Well——ahem——no。Ihavethoughtofdoingso,but——“
HisextremecomplacencehadratherdisconcertedGrace,andthequestionaboutsmokinghadbeentoeffectadiversion。Presentlyshesaid,firmly,andwithamoistureinhereyethathecouldnotsee,ashermindreturnedtopoorGiles’s“frustrateghost。”“I
don’tlikeyou——tospeaklightlyonthatsubject,ifyoudidspeaklightly。Tobefrankwithyou——quitefrank——Ithinkofhimasmybetrothedloverstill。Icannothelpit。Sothatitwouldbewrongformetojoinyou。”
Fitzpierswasnowuneasy。“Yousayyourbetrothedloverstill。”
herejoined。“When,then,wereyoubetrothedtohim,orengaged,aswecommonpeoplesay?”
“Whenyouwereaway。”
“Howcouldthatbe?”
Gracewouldhaveavoidedthis;buthernaturalcandorledheron。
“ItwaswhenIwasundertheimpressionthatmymarriagewithyouwasabouttobeannulled,andthathecouldthenmarryme。SoI
encouragedhimtoloveme。”
Fitzpierswincedvisibly;andyet,uponthewhole,shewasrightintellingit。Indeed,hisperceptionthatshewasrightinherabsolutesinceritykeptuphisaffectionateadmirationforherunderthepainoftherebuff。TimehadbeenwhentheavowalthatGracehaddeliberatelytakenstepstoreplacehimwouldhavebroughthimnosorrow。Butshesofardominatedhimnowthathecouldnotbeartohearherwords,althoughtheobjectofherhighregardwasnomore。
“Itisroughuponme——that!”hesaid,bitterly。“Oh,Grace——Ididnotknowyou——triedtogetridofme!Isupposeitisofnouse,butIask,cannotyouhopeto——findalittleloveinyourheartformeagain?”
“IfIcouldIwouldobligeyou;butIfearIcannot!”shereplied,withillogicalruefulness。“AndIdon’tseewhyyoushouldmindmyhavinghadoneloverbesidesyourselfinmylife,whenyouhavehadsomany。”
“ButIcantellyouhonestlythatIloveyoubetterthanallofthemputtogether,andthat’swhatyouwillnottellme!”
“Iamsorry;butIfearIcannot。”shesaid,sighingagain。
“Iwonderifyoueverwill?”Helookedmusinglyintoherindistinctface,asifhewouldreadthefuturethere。“Nowhavepity,andtellme:willyoutry?”
“Toloveyouagain?”
“Yes;ifyoucan。”
“Idon’tknowhowtoreply。”sheanswered,herembarrassmentprovinghertruth。“Willyoupromisetoleavemequitefreeastoseeingyouornotseeingyou?”
“Certainly。HaveIgivenanygroundforyoutodoubtmyfirstpromiseinthatrespect?”
Shewasobligedtoadmitthathehadnot。
“ThenIthinkthatyoumightgetyourheartoutofthatgrave。”
saidhe,withplayfulsadness。“Ithasbeentherealongtime。”
Shefaintlyshookherhead,butsaid,“I’lltrytothinkofyoumore——ifIcan。”
WiththisFitzpierswascompelledtobesatisfied,andheaskedherwhenshewouldmeethimagain。
“Aswearranged——inafortnight。”
“Ifitmustbeafortnightitmust!”
“Thistimeatleast。I’llconsiderbythedayIseeyouagainifIcanshortentheinterval。”
“Well,bethatasitmay,Ishallcomeatleasttwiceaweektolookatyourwindow。”
“Youmustdoasyoulikeaboutthat。Good-night。”
“Say’husband。’“
Sheseemedalmostinclinedtogivehimtheword;butexclaiming,“No,no;Icannot。”slippedthroughthegarden-hedgeanddisappeared。
Fitzpiersdidnotexaggeratewhenhetoldherthatheshouldhaunttheprecinctsofthedwelling。Buthispersistenceinthiscoursedidnotresultinhisseeinghermuchoftenerthanatthefortnightlyintervalwhichshehadherselfmarkedoutasproper。
Atthesetimes,however,shepunctuallyappeared,andasthespringworeonthemeetingswerekeptup,thoughtheircharacterchangedbutlittlewiththeincreaseintheirnumber。
ThesmallgardenofthecottageoccupiedbytheTangsfamily——
father,son,andnowson’swife——alignedwiththelargeroneofthetimber-dealeratitsupperend;andwhenyoungTim,afterleavingworkatMelbury’s,stoodatduskinthelittleboweratthecornerofhisenclosuretosmokeapipe,hefrequentlyobservedthesurgeonpassalongtheoutsidetrackbefore-
mentioned。Fitzpiersalwayswalkedloiteringly,pensively,lookingwithasharpeyeintothegardensoneafteranotherasheproceeded;forFitzpiersdidnotwishtoleavethenowabsorbingspottooquickly,aftertravellingsofartoreachit;hopingalwaysforaglimpseofherwhomhepassionatelydesiredtotaketohisarmsanew。
NowTimbegantobestruckwiththeseloiteringprogressesalongthegardenboundariesinthegloaming,andwonderedwhattheyboded。Itwas,naturally,quiteoutofhispowertodivinethesingular,sentimentalrevivalinFitzpiers’sheart;thefinenessoftissuewhichcouldtakeadeep,emotional——almostalsoanartistic——pleasureinbeingtheyearninginamoratoofawomanheoncehaddeserted,wouldhaveseemedanabsurditytotheyoungsawyer。Mr。andMrs。Fitzpierswereseparated;thereforethequestionofaffectionasbetweenthemwassettled。ButhisSukehad,sincethatmeetingontheirmarriage-day,repentantlyadmitted,totheurgencyofhisquestioning,agooddealconcerningherpastlevities。Puttingallthingstogether,hecouldhardlyavoidconnectingFitzpiers’smysteriousvisitstothisspotwithSuke’sresidenceunderhisroof。Buthemadehimselffairlyeasy:thevesselinwhichtheywereabouttoemigratesailedthatmonth;andthenSukewouldbeoutofFitzpiers’swayforever。
Theintervalatlastexpired,andtheeveoftheirdeparturearrived。TheywerepausingintheroomofthecottageallottedtothembyTim’sfather,afterabusydayofpreparation,whichleftthemweary。Inacornerstoodtheirboxes,crammedandcorded,theirlargecasefortheholdhavingalreadybeensentaway。ThefirelightshoneuponSuke’sfinefaceandformasshestoodlookingintoit,anduponthefaceofTimseatedinacorner,anduponthewallsofhisfather’shouse,whichhewasbeholdingthatnightalmostforthelasttime。
TimTangswasnothappy。Thisschemeofemigrationwasdividinghimfromhisfather——foroldTangswouldonnoaccountleaveHintock——andhaditnotbeenforSuke’sreputationandhisowndignity,Timwouldatthelastmomenthaveabandonedtheproject。
Ashesatinthebackpartoftheroomheregardedhermoodily,andthefireandtheboxes。Onethinghehadparticularlynoticedthisevening——shewasveryrestless;fitfulinheractions,unabletoremainseated,andinamarkeddegreedepressed。
“Sorrythatyoubegoing,afterall,Suke?”hesaid。
Shesighedinvoluntarily。“Idon’tknowbutthatIbe。”sheanswered。“’Tisnatural,isn’tit,whenoneisgoingaway?”
“Butyouwasn’tbornhereasIwas。”
“No。”
“There’sfolkleftbehindthatyou’dfainhavewith’ee,I
reckon?”
“Whydoyouthinkthat?”
“I’veseenthingsandI’veheardthings;and,Suke,Isay’twillbeagoodmoveformetoget’eeaway。Idon’tmindhisleavingsabroad,butIdomind’emathome。”
Suke’sfacewasnotchangedfromitsaspectoflistlessindifferencebythewords。Sheanswerednothing;andshortlyafterhewentoutforhiscustomarypipeoftobaccoatthetopofthegarden。
TherestlessnessofSukehadindeedoweditspresencetothegentlemanofTim’ssuspicions,butinadifferent——anditmustbeaddedinjusticetoher——moreinnocentsensethanhesupposed,judgingfromformerdoings。ShehadaccidentallydiscoveredthatFitzpierswasinthehabitofcomingsecretlyonceortwiceaweektoHintock,andknewthatthiseveningwasafavoriteoneofthesevenforhisjourney。Asshewasgoingnextdaytoleavethecountry,Sukethoughttherecouldbenogreatharmingivingwaytoalittlesentimentalitybyobtainingaglimpseofhimquiteunknowntohimselfortoanybody,andthustakingasilentlastfarewell。AwarethatFitzpiers’stimeforpassingwasathandshethusbetrayedherfeeling。Nosooner,therefore,hadTimlefttheroomthansheletherselfnoiselesslyoutofthehouse,andhastenedtothecornerofthegarden,whenceshecouldwitnessthesurgeon’stransitacrossthescene——ifhehadnotalreadygoneby。
HerlightcottondresswasvisibletoTimlounginginthearboroftheoppositecorner,thoughhewashiddenfromher。Hesawherstealthilyclimbintothehedge,andsoensconceherselftherethatnobodycouldhavetheleastdoubtherpurposewastowatchunseenforapasser-by。
Hewentacrosstothespotandstoodbehindher。Sukestarted,havinginherblunderingwayforgottenthathemightbenear。Sheatoncedescendedfromthehedge。