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类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:5056更新时间:18/12/22 08:57:59
“Doyouknowifitismydaughter?”askedMelbury。 Thewaiterdidnot。 “Doyouknowthelady’sname?” Ofthis,too,thehouseholdwasignorant,thehotelhavingbeentakenbybrand-newpeoplefromadistance。Theyknewthegentlemanverywellbysight,andhadnotthoughtitnecessarytoaskhimtoenterhisname。 “Oh,thegentlemanappearsagainnow。”saidMelburytohimself。 “Well,Iwanttoseethelady。”hedeclared。 Amessagewastakenup,andaftersomedelaytheshapeofGraceappeareddescendingroundthebendofthestair-case,lookingasifshelivedthere,butinotherrespectsratherguiltyandfrightened。 “Why——whatthename——“beganherfather。“Ithoughtyouwentouttogetparsley!” “Oh,yes——Idid——butitisallright。”saidGrace,inaflurriedwhisper。“Iamnotalonehere。IamherewithEdgar。Itisentirelyowingtoanaccident,father。” “Edgar!Anaccident!Howdoeshecomehere?Ithoughthewastwohundredmileoff。” “Yes,soheis——Imeanhehasgotabeautifulpracticetwohundredmilesoff;hehasboughtitwithhisownmoney,somethatcametohim。Buthetravelledhere,andIwasnearlycaughtinaman- trap,andthat’showitisIamhere。Wewerejustthinkingofsendingamessengertoletyouknow。” Melburydidnotseemtobeparticularlyenlightenedbythisexplanation。 “Youwerecaughtinaman-trap?” “Yes;mydresswas。That’showitarose。Edgarisup-stairsinhisownsitting-room。”shewenton。“Hewouldnotmindseeingyou,Iamsure。” “Oh,faith,Idon’twanttoseehim!Ihaveseenhimtoooftena’ready。I’llseehimanothertime,perhaps,if’tistooblige’ee。” “Hecametoseeme;hewantedtoconsultmeaboutthislargepartnershipIspeakof,asitisverypromising。” “Oh,Iamgladtohearit。”saidMelbury,dryly。 Apauseensued,duringwhichtheinquiringfacesandwhity-brownclothesofMelbury’scompanionsappearedinthedoor-way。 “Thenbain’tyoucominghomewithus?”heasked。 “I——Ithinknot。”saidGrace,blushing。 “H’m——verywell——youareyourownmistress。”hereturned,intoneswhichseemedtoassertotherwise。“Good-night;“andMelburyretreatedtowardsthedoor。 “Don’tbeangry,father。”shesaid,followinghimafewsteps。“I havedoneitforthebest。” “Iamnotangry,thoughitistrueIhavebeenalittlemisledinthis。However,good-night。Imustgethomealong。” Heleftthehotel,notwithoutrelief,fortobeundertheeyesofstrangerswhileheconversedwithhislostchildhadembarrassedhimmuch。Hissearch-party,too,hadlookedawkwardthere,havingrushedtothetaskofinvestigation——someintheirshirtsleeves,othersintheirleatheraprons,andallmuchstained——justastheyhadcomefromtheirworkofbarking,andnotintheirShertonmarketingattire;whileCreedle,withhisropesandgrapnelsandairofimpendingtragedy,hadaddedmelancholytogawkiness。 “Now,neighbors。”saidMelbury,onjoiningthem,“asitisgettinglate,we’lllegithomeagainasfastaswecan。Ioughttotellyouthattherehasbeensomemistake——somearrangemententeredintobetweenMr。andMrs。FitzpierswhichIdidn’tquiteunderstand——animportantpracticeintheMidlandcountieshascometohim,whichmadeitnecessaryforhertojoinhimto-night——soshesays。That’sallitwas——andI’msorryIdraggedyouout。” “Well。”saidthehollow-turner,“herebewesixmilefromhome,andnight-time,andnotahossorfour-footedcreepingthingtoourname。Isay,we’llhaveamosselandadropo’summattostrengthenournervesaforewevampallthewaybackagain?Mythroat’sasdryasakex。Whatd’yesayso’s?” Theyallconcurredintheneedforthiscourse,andproceededtotheantiqueandlamplessbackstreet,inwhichtheredcurtainoftheThreeTunswastheonlyradiantobject。AssoonastheyhadstumbleddownintotheroomMelburyorderedthemtobeserved,whentheymadethemselvescomfortablebythelongtable,andstretchedouttheirlegsupontheherring-bonedsandofthefloor。 Melburyhimself,restlessasusual,walkedtothedoorwhilehewaitedforthem,andlookedupanddownthestreet。 “I’dgieheragoodshakingifsheweremymaid;pretendingtogooutinthegarden,andleadingfolkatwelve-miletraipsethathavegottogetupatfiveo’clocktomorrow。”saidabark-ripper; who,notworkingregularlyforMelbury,couldaffordtoindulgeinstrongopinions。 “Idon’tspeaksowarmasthat。”saidthehollow-turner,“butif’tisrightforcouplestomakeacountrytalkabouttheirseparating,andexcitetheneighbors,andthenmakefoolsof’emlikethis,why,Ihaven’tstoodupononelegforfive-and-twentyyear。” Allhislistenersknewthatwhenhealludedtohisfoot-latheintheseenigmaticterms,thespeakermeanttobeimpressive;andCreedlechimedinwith,“Ah,youngwomendowaxwantoninthesedays!Whycouldn’tsheha’bodewithherfather,andbeenfaithful?”PoorCreedlewasthinkingofhisoldemployer。 “Butthisdeceivingoffolksisnothingunusualinmatrimony。” saidFarmerBawtree。“Iknowedamanandwife——faith,Idon’tmindowning,asthere’snostrangershere,thatthepairweremyownrelations——they’dbeatitthathotonehourthatyou’dhearthepokerandthetongsandthebellowsandthewarming-panfleeacrossthehousewiththemovementsoftheirvengeance;andthenexthouryou’dhear’emsinging’TheSpottedCow’togetheraspeaceableastwoholytwins;yes——andverygoodvoicestheyhad,andwouldstrikeinlikeprofessionalballet-singerstooneanother’ssupportinthehighnotes。” “AndIknowedawoman,andthehusbando’herwentawayforfour- and-twentyyear。”saidthebark-ripper。“Andonenighthecamehomewhenshewassittingbythefire,andthereuponhesatdownhimselfontheothersideofthechimney-corner。’Well,’saysshe,’haveyegotanynews?’’Don’tknowasIhave,’sayshe; ’haveyou?’’No,’saysshe,’exceptthatmydaughterbymysecondhusbandwasmarriedlastmonth,whichwasayearafterIwasmadeawidowbyhim。’’Oh!Anythingelse?’hesays。’No,’saysshe。 Andtheretheysat,oneoneachsideofthatchimney-corner,andwerefoundbytheirneighborssoundasleepintheirchairs,nothavingknownwhattotalkaboutatall。” “Well,Idon’tcarewhothemanis。”saidCreedle,“theyrequiredagooddealtotalkabout,andthat’strue。Itwon’tbethesamewiththese。” “No。Heissuchaprojick,yousee。Andsheisawonderfulscholartoo!” “Whatwomendoknownowadays!”observedthehollow-turner。“Youcan’tdeceive’emasyoucouldinmytime。” “Whattheyknowedthenwasnotsmall。”saidJohnUpjohn。“Alwaysagooddealmorethanthemen!Why,whenIwentcourtingmywifethatisnow,theskilfulnessthatshewouldshowinkeepingmeonherprettysideasshewalkedwasbeyondallbelief。Perhapsyou’venoticedthatshe’sgotaprettysidetoherfaceaswellasaplainone?” “Ican’tsayI’venoticeditparticularmuch。”saidthehollow- turner,blandly。 “Well。”continuedUpjohn,notdisconcerted,“shehas。Allwomenunderthesunbeprettieronesidethant’other。And,asIwassaying,thepainsshewouldtaketomakemewalkontheprettysidewereunending!Iwarrantthatwhetherweweregoingwiththesunoragainstthesun,uphillordownhill,inwindorinlewth,thatwartofherswasalwaystowardsthehedge,andthatdimpletowardsme。TherewasI,toosimpletoseeherwheelingsandturnings;andshesoartful,thoughtwoyearsyounger,thatshecouldleadmewithacottonthread,likeablindram;forthatwasinthethirdclimateofourcourtship。No;Idon’tthinkthewomenhavegotcleverer,fortheywasneverotherwise。” “Howmanyclimatesmaytherebeincourtship,Mr。Upjohn?” inquiredayouth——thesamewhohadassistedatWinterborne’sChristmasparty。 “Five——fromthecoolesttothehottest——leastwisetherewasfiveinmine。” “Canyegiveusthechronicleof’em,Mr。Upjohn?” “Yes——Icould。Icouldcertainly。But’tisquiteunnecessary。 They’llcometoyebynater,youngman,toosoonforyourgood。” “AtpresentMrs。Fitzpierscanleadthedoctorasyourmis’esscouldleadyou。”thehollow-turnerremarked。“She’sgothimquitetame。Buthowlong’twilllastIcan’tsay。Ihappenedtobesettingawireonthetopofmygardenonenightwhenhemetherontheothersideofthehedge;andthewayshequeenedit,andfenced,andkeptthatpoorfelleratadistance,wasenoughtofreezeyerblood。Ishouldneverhavesupposeditofsuchagirl。” Melburynowreturnedtotheroom,andthemenhavingdeclaredthemselvesrefreshed,theyallstartedonthehomewardjourney,whichwasbynomeanscheerlessundertheraysofthehighmoon。 Havingtowalkthewholedistancetheycamebyafoot-pathrathershorterthanthehighway,thoughdifficultexcepttothosewhoknewthecountrywell。ThisbroughtthembywayofGreatHintock; andpassingthechurch-yardtheyobserved,astheytalked,amotionlessfigurestandingbythegate。 “IthinkitwasMartySouth。”saidthehollow-turner,parenthetically。 “Ithink’twas;’awasalwaysalonelymaid。”saidUpjohn。Andtheypassedonhomeward,andthoughtofthematternomore。 ItwasMarty,astheyhadsupposed。ThateveninghadbeentheparticularoneoftheweekuponwhichGraceandherselfhadbeenaccustomedtoprivatelydepositflowersonGiles’sgrave,andthiswasthefirstoccasionsincehisdeath,eightmonthsearlier,onwhichGracehadfailedtokeepherappointment。MartyhadwaitedintheroadjustoutsideLittleHintock,whereherfellow-pilgrimhadbeenwonttojoinher,tillshewasweary;andatlast,thinkingthatGracehadmissedherandgoneonalone,shefollowedthewaytoGreatHintock,butsawnoGraceinfrontofher。Itgotlater,andMartycontinuedherwalktillshereachedthechurch-yardgate;butstillnoGrace。Yethersenseofcomradeshipwouldnotallowhertogoontothegravealone,andstillthinkingthedelayhadbeenunavoidable,shestoodtherewithherlittlebasketofflowersinherclaspedhands,andherfeetchilledbythedampground,tillmorethantwohourshadpassed。 ShethenheardthefootstepsofMelbury’smen,whopresentlypassedontheirreturnfromthesearch。InthesilenceofthenightMartycouldnothelphearingfragmentsoftheirconversation,fromwhichsheacquiredageneralideaofwhathadoccurred,andwhereMrs。Fitzpiersthenwas。 Immediatelytheyhaddroppeddownthehillsheenteredthechurch- yard,goingtoasecludedcornerbehindthebushes,whererosetheunadornedstonethatmarkedthelastbedofGilesWinterborne。Asthissolitaryandsilentgirlstoodthereinthemoonlight,astraightslimfigure,clothedinaplaitlessgown,thecontoursofwomanhoodsoundevelopedastobescarcelyperceptible,themarksofpovertyandtoileffacedbythemistyhour,shetouchedsublimityatpoints,andlookedalmostlikeabeingwhohadrejectedwithindifferencetheattributeofsexfortheloftierqualityofabstracthumanism。ShestoopeddownandclearedawaythewitheredflowersthatGraceandherselfhadlaidtherethepreviousweek,andputherfreshonesintheirplace。 “Now,myown,ownlove。”shewhispered,“youaremine,andon’ymine;forshehasforgot’eeatlast,althoughforheryoudied。 ButI——wheneverIgetupI’llthinkof’ee,andwheneverIliedownI’llthinkof’ee。WheneverIplanttheyounglarchesI’llthinkthatnonecanplantasyouplanted;andwheneverIsplitagad,andwheneverIturnthecider-wring,I’llsaynonecoulddoitlikeyou。IfeverIforgetyourname,letmeforgethomeandHeaven!——Butno,no,mylove,Inevercanforget’ee;foryouwasaGOODman,anddidgoodthings!” End