第17章

类别:其他 作者:Clive Cussler (作者), Justin Sco字数:5749更新时间:18/12/22 09:08:35
sheet)underthecompellingspellofwizardPinkerton。DollarsofmineweretackingofftheshoresofMexico,inperilofthedeepandtheguarda-costas;theyrangonsaloon-countersinthecityofTombstone,Arizona;theyshoneinfaro-tentsamongthemountaindiggings;theimaginationflaggedinfollowingthem,sowideweretheydiffused,sobrisklytheyspantotheturningofthewizard’scrank。Buthere,there,oreverywhereIcouldstilltellmyselfitwasallmine,andwhatwasmoreconvincing,drawsubstantialdividends。Myfortune,Icalledit;anditrepresented,whenexpressedindollars,orevenBritishpounds,anhonestpotofmoney;whenextendedintofrancs,averitablefortune。PerhapsIhaveletthecatoutofthebag;perhapsyouseealreadywheremyhopeswerepointing,andbegintoblamemyinconsistency。ButImustfirsttellyoumyexcuse,andthechangethathadbefallenPinkerton。 AboutaweekafterthepicnictowhichheescortedMamie,Pinkertonavowedthestateofhisaffections。FromwhatIhadobservedonboardthesteamer,wheremethoughtMamiewaitedonhimwithherlimpideyes,Iencouragedthebashfullovertoproceed;andtheverynexteveninghewascarryingmetocallonhisaffianced。 “Youmustbefriendher,Loudon,asyouhavealwaysbefriendedme。”hesaid,pathetically。 “Bysayingdisagreeablethings?Idoubtifthatbethewaytoayounglady’sfavour。”Ireplied;“andsincethispicnickingI begintobeamanofsomeexperience。” “Yes,youdonoblythere;Ican’tdescribehowIadmireyou。”hecried。“Notthatshewilleverneedit;shehashadeveryadvantage。GodknowswhatIhavedonetodeserveher。O man,whataresponsibilitythisisforaroughfellowandnotalwaystruthful!” “Braceup,oldman,braceup!”saidI。 ButwhenwereachedMamie’sboarding-house,itwasalmostwithtearsthathepresentedme。“HereisLoudon,Mamie。” werehiswords。“Iwantyoutolovehim;hehasagrandnature。” “Youarecertainlynostrangertome,Mr。Dodd。”washergraciousexpression。“Jamesisneverwearyofdescantingonyourgoodness。” “Mydearlady。”saidI,“whenyouknowourfriendalittlebetter,youwillmakealargeallowanceforhiswarmheart。Mygoodnesshasconsistedinallowinghimtofeedandclotheandtoilformewhenhecouldillaffordit。IfIamnowalive,itistohimIoweit;nomanhadakinderfriend。Youmusttakegoodcareofhim。”Iadded,layingmyhandonhisshoulder,“andkeephimingoodorder,forheneedsit。” Pinkertonwasmuchaffectedbythisspeech,andso,Ifear,wasMamie。Iadmititwasatactlessperformance。“Whenyouknowourfriendalittlebetter。”wasnothappilysaid;andeven“keephimingoodorder,forheneedsit“mightbeconstruedintomatterofoffence;butIlayitbeforeyouinallconfidenceofyouracquittal:wasthegeneraltoneofit“patronising“?Evenifsuchwastheverdictofthelady,Icannotbutsupposetheblamewasneitherwhollyhersnorwhollymine;IcannotbutsupposethatPinkertonhadalreadysickenedthepoorwomanofmyveryname;sothatifIhadcomewiththesongsofApollo,shemuststillhavebeendisgusted。 Here,however,weretwofinger-poststoParis。Jimwasgoingtobemarried,andsohadthelessneedofmysociety。Ihadnotpleasedhisbride,andsowas,perhaps,betterabsent。LateoneeveningIbroachedtheideatomyfriend。Ithadbeenagreatdayforme;Ihadjustbankedmyfivethousandcatamountaindollars;andasJimhadrefusedtolayafingeronthestock,riskandprofitwerebothwhollymine,andIwascelebratingtheeventwithstoutandcrackers。Ibeganbytellinghimthatifitcausedhimanypainoranyanxietyabouthisaffairs,hehadbuttosaytheword,andheshouldhearnomoreofmyproposal。 HewasthetruestandbestfriendIeverhadorwaseverliketohave;anditwouldbeastrangethingifIrefusedhimanyfavourhewassurehewanted。AtthesametimeIwishedhimtobesure;formylifewaswastinginmyhands。Iwaslikeonefromhome;allmytrueinterestssummonedmeaway。Imustremindhim,besides,thathewasnowabouttomarryandassumenewinterests,andthatourextremefamiliaritymightbeevenpainfultohiswife——“Ono,Loudon;Ifeelyouarewrongthere。”heinterjectedwarmly;“sheDOESappreciateyournature。”——Somuchthebetter,then,Icontinued;andwentontopointoutthatourseparationneednotbeforlong;that,inthewayaffairsweregoing,hemightjoinmeintwoyearswithafortune,small,indeed,fortheStates,butinFrancealmostconspicuous;thatwemightuniteourresources,andhaveonehouseinParisforthewinterandasecondnearFontainebleauforsummer,wherewecouldbeashappyasthedaywaslong,andbringuplittlePinkertonsaspracticalartisticworkmen,farfromthemoney-hungeroftheWest。“Letmegothen。”I concluded;“notasadeserter,butasthevanguard,toleadthemarchofthePinkertonmen。” SoIarguedandpleaded,notwithoutemotion;myfriendsittingopposite,restinghischinuponhishandand(butforthatsingleinterjection)silent。“Ihavebeenlookingforthis,Loudon。”saidhe,whenIhaddone。“Itdoespainme,andthat’sthefact——I’msomiserablyselfish。AndIbelieveit’sadeathblowtothepicnics;forit’sidletodenythatyouweretheheartandsoulofthemwithyourwandandyourgallantbearing,andwitandhumourandchivalry,andthrowingthatkindofsocietyatmosphereaboutthething。Butforallthat,you’reright,andyououghttogo。Youmaycountonfortydollarsaweek;andifDepewCity——oneofnature’scentresforthisState——panouttheleastasIexpect,itmaybedouble。Butit’sfortydollarsanyway;andtothinkthattwoyearsagoyouwerealmostreducedtobeggary!” “IWASreducedtoit。”saidI。 “Well,thebrutesgaveyounothing,andI’mgladofitnow!” criedJim。“It’sthetriumphantreturnIgloryin!Thinkofthemaster,andthatcold-bloodedMynertoo!Yes,justlettheDepewCityboomgetonitslegs,andyoushallgo;andtwoyearslater,dayforday,I’llshakehandswithyouinParis,withMamieonmyarm,Godblessher!” Wetalkedinthisveinfarintothenight。Iwasmyselfsoexultantinmynew-foundliberty,andPinkertonsoproudofmytriumph,sohappyinmyhappiness,insowarmaglowaboutthegallantlittlewomanofhischoice,andtheveryroomsofilledwithcastlesintheairandcottagesatFontainebleau,thatitwaslittlewonderifsleepfledoureyelids,andthreehadfollowedtwoupontheofficeclockbeforePinkertonunfoldedthemechanismofhispatentsofa。 Itisverymuchthecustomtoviewlifeasifitwereexactlyruledintwo,likesleepandwaking;theprovincesofplayandbusinessstandingseparate。ThebusinesssideofmycareerinSanFranciscohasbeennowdisposedof;Iapproachthechapterofdiversion;anditwillbefoundtheyhadaboutanequalshareinbuildingupthestoryoftheWrecker——agentlemanwhoseappearancemaybepresentlyexpected。 Withallmyoccupations,somesixafternoonsandtwoorthreeoddeveningsremainedatmydisposaleveryweek:acircumstancethemoreagreeableasIwasastrangerinacitysingularlypicturesque。FromwhatIhadoncecalledmyself,TheAmateurParisian,Igrew(ordeclined)intoawatersideprowler,alingereronwharves,afrequenterofshyneighbourhoods,ascraperofacquaintancewitheccentriccharacters。IvisitedChineseandMexicangambling-hells,Germansecretsocieties,sailors’boarding-houses,and“dives“ ofeverycomplexionofthedisreputableanddangerous。IhaveseengreasyMexicanhandspinnedtothetablewithaknifeforcheating,seamen(whenblood-moneyranhigh)knockeddownuponthepublicstreetandcarriedinsensibleonboardshort- handedships,shotsexchanged,andthesmoke(andthecompany)dispersingfromthedoorsofthesaloon。Ihaveheardcold-mindedPolacksdebateuponthereadiestmethodofburningSanFranciscototheground,hot-headedworkingmenandwomenbawlandswearinthetribuneattheSandlot,andKearneyhimselfopenhissubscriptionforagallows,namethemanufacturerswhoweretograceitwiththeirdanglingbodies,andreadaloudtothedelightedmultitudeatelegramofadhesionfromamemberoftheStatelegislature:allwhichpreparationsofproletarianwarwere(inamoment)breatheduponandabolishedbythemerenameandfameofMr。 Coleman。ThatlionoftheVigilanteshadbuttorousehimselfandshakehisears,andthewholebrawlingmobwassilenced。 Icouldnotbutreflectwhatastrangemannerofmanthiswas,tobelivingunremarkedthereasaprivatemerchant,andtobesofearedbyawholecity;andifIwasdisappointed,inmycharacteroflooker-on,tohavethematterendingloriouslywithoutthefiringofashotorthehangingofasinglemillionnaire,philosophytriedtotellmethatthissightwastrulythemorepicturesque。InathousandtownsanddifferentepochsImighthavehadoccasiontobeholdthecowardiceandcarnageofstreetfighting;whereelse,butonlythereandthen,couldIhaveenjoyedaviewofColeman(theintermittentdespot)walkingmeditativelyuphillinaquietpartoftown,withaveryrollinggait,andslappinggentlyhisgreatthigh? MinoraCanamus。ThishistoricfigurestalkssilentlythroughacorneroftheSanFranciscoofmymemory:therestisbric-a- brac,thereminiscencesofavagrantsketcher。Mydelightwasmuchinslums。LittleItalywasahauntofmine;thereIwouldlookinatthewindowsofsmalleating-shops,transportedbodilyfromGenoaorNaples,withtheirmacaroni,andchiantiflasks,andportraitsofGaribaldi,andcolouredpoliticalcaricatures;or(enteringin)holdhighdebatewithsomeear-ringedfisherofthebayastothedesignsof“Mr。Owstria“ and“Mr。Rooshia。”Iwasoftentobeobserved(hadtherebeenanytoobserveme)inthatdis-peopled,hill-sidesolitudeofLittleMexico,withitscrazywoodenhouses,endlesscrazywoodenstairs,andperilousmountaingoat-pathsinthesand。 Chinatownbyathousandeccentricitiesdrewandheldme;I couldneverhaveenoughofitsambiguous,interracialatmosphere,asofavitalisedmuseum;neverwonderenoughatitsoutlandish,necromantic-lookingvegetablessetforthtosellincommonplaceAmericanshop-windows,itstempledoorsopenandthescentofthejoss-stickstreamingforthontheAmericanair,itskitesofOrientalfashionhangingfouledinWesterntelegraph-wires,itsflightsofpaperprayerswhichthetrade-windhuntsanddissipatesalongWesterngutters。IwasafrequentwandereronNorthBeach,gazingatthestraits,andthehugeCape-Hornerscreepingouttosea,andimminentTamalpais。Thence,onmyhomewardway,Imightvisitthatstrangeandfilthyshed,earth-pavedandwalledwiththecagesofwildanimalsandbirds,whereataramshacklecounter,amidtheyellsofmonkeys,andapoignantatmosphereofmenagerie,forty-rodwhiskeywasadministeredbyaproprietorasdirtyashisbeasts。NordidIevenneglectNobHill,whichisitselfakindofslum,beingthehabitatofthemeremillionnaire。Theretheydwelluponthehill-top,highraisedaboveman’sclamour,andthetrade-windblowsbetweentheirpalacesaboutdesertedstreets。 ButSanFranciscoisnotherselfonly。SheisnotonlythemostinterestingcityintheUnion,andthehugestsmelting-potofracesandthepreciousmetals。Shekeeps,besides,thedoorsofthePacific,andistheportofentrytoanotherworldandanearlierepochinman’shistory。Nowhereelseshallyouobserve(intheancientphrase)somanytallshipsashereconvenefromroundtheHorn,fromChina,fromSydney,andtheIndies;butscarceremarkedamidthatcrowdofdeep-seagiants,anotherclassofcraft,theIslandschooner,circulates:lowinthewater,withloftysparsanddaintylines,riggedandfashionedlikeayacht,mannedwithbrown-skinned,soft-spoken,sweet-eyednativesailors,andequippedwiththeirgreatdouble-enderboatsthattellataleofboisteroussea-beaches。Thesestealoutandinagain,unnotedbytheworldoreventhenewspaperpress,saveforthelineintheclearingcolumn,“SchoonerSo-and-soforYapandSouthSeaIslands“——stealoutwithnondescriptcargoesoftinnedsalmon,gin,boltsofgaudycottonstuff,women’shats,andWaterburywatches,toreturn,afterayear,piledashighastotheeavesofthehousewithcopra,orwallowingdeepwiththeshellsofthetortoiseorthepearloyster。Tome,inmycharacteroftheAmateurParisian,thisislandtraffic,andeventheislandworld,werebeyondtheboundsofcuriosity,andhowmuchmoreofknowledge。IstoodthereontheextremeshoreoftheWestandofto-day。Seventeenhundredyearsago,andseventhousandmilestotheeast,alegionarystood,perhaps,uponthewallofAntoninus,andlookednorthwardtowardthemountainsofthePicts。Foralltheintervaloftimeandspace,I,whenIlookedfromthecliff-houseonthebroadPacific,wasthatman’sheirandanalogue:eachofusstandingonthevergeoftheRomanEmpire(or,aswenowcallit,Westerncivilization),eachofusgazingonwardintozonesunromanised。 ButIwasdull。Ilookedratherbackward,keepingakindeyeonParis;anditrequiredaseriesofconvergingincidentstochangemyattitudeofnonchalanceforoneofinterest,andevenlonging,whichIlittledreamedthatIshouldlivetogratify。