第3章

类别:其他 作者:Anne Bronte字数:5490更新时间:18/12/22 09:13:11
`Ibegyourpardon,sir,’stammeredshe,——suddenlycalmingdown,——thelightofreasonseemingtobreakuponherbecloudedspiritandafaintblushmantlingonhercheek——`Ididnotknowyou;——andIthought——’ Shestoopedtokissthechild,andfondlyclaspedherarmroundhisneck。 `YouthoughtIwasgoingtokidnapyourson,Isuppose?’ Shestrokedhisheadwithahalf-embarrassedlaugh,andreplied,—— `Ididnotknowhehadattemptedtoclimbthewall——IhavethepleasureofaddressingMrMarkham,Ibelieve?’sheadded,somewhatabruptly。 Ibowed,butventuredtoaskhowsheknewme。 `Yoursistercalledhere,afewdaysago,withMrsMarkham。’ `Istheresemblancesostrongthen?’Iasked,insomesurprise,andnotsogreatlyBatteredattheideaasIoughttohavebeen。 `Thereisalikenessabouttheeyesandcomplexion,Ithink,’ repliedshe,somewhatdubiouslysurveyingmyface;——`andIthinkIsawyouatchurchonSunday。’ Ismiled——Therewassomethingeitherinthatsmileortherecollectionsitawakenedthatwasparticularlydispleasingtoher,forshesuddenlyassumedagainthatproud,chillylookthathadsounspeakablyrousedmycorruptionatchurch——alookofrepellentscorn,soeasilyassumed,andsoentirelywithouttheleastdistortionofasinglefeaturethat,whilethere,itseemedlikethenaturalexpressionoftheface,andwasthemoreprovokingtome,becauseIcouldnotthinkitaffected。 `Goodmorning,MrMarkham,’saidshe;andwithoutanotherwordorglance,shewithdrewwithherchildintothegarden;andIreturnedhome,angryanddissatisfied——Icouldscarcelytellyouwhy——andthereforewillnotattemptit。 Ionlystayedtoputawaymygunandpowder-horn,andgivesomerequisitedirectionstooneofthefarming-men,andthenrepairedtothevicarage,tosolacemyspiritandsoothemyruffledtemperwiththecompanyandconversationofElizaMillward。 Ifoundher,asusual,busywithsomepieceofsoftembroidery(themaniaforBerlinwoolshadnotyetcommenced),whilehersisterwasseatedatthechimney-corner,withthecatonherknee,mendingaheapofstockings。 `Mary——Mary!putthemaway!’Elizawashastilysaying,justasIenteredtheroom。 `NotI,indeed!’wasthephlegmaticreply;andmyappearancepreventedfurtherdiscussion。 `You’resounfortunate,MrMarkham!’observedtheyoungersister,withoneofherarch,sidelongglances。`Papa’sjustgoneoutintotheparish,andnotlikelytobebackforanhour!’ `Nevermind;Icanmanagetospendafewminuteswithhisdaughters,ifthey’llallowme,’saidI,bringingachairtothefire,andseatingmyselftherein,withoutwaitingtobeasked。 `Well,ifyou’llbeverygoodandamusing,weshan’tobject。’ `Letyourpermissionbeunconditional,pray;forIcamenottogivepleasure,buttoseekit,’Ianswered。 However,Ithoughtitbutreasonabletomakesomeslightexertiontorendermycompanyagreeable;andwhatlittleeffortImadewasapparentlyprettysuccessful,forMissElizawasneverinabetterhumour。Weseemed,indeed,tobemutuallypleasedwitheachother,andmanagedtomaintainbetweenusacheerfulandanimated,thoughnotveryprofoundconversation。 Itwaslittlebetterthanatê;te-à;-tê;te,forMissMillwardneveropenedherlips,exceptoccasionallytocorrectsomerandomassertionorexaggeratedexpressionofhersister’s,andoncetoaskhertopickuptheballofcotton,thathadrolledunderthetable。Ididthismyself,however,asindutybound。 `Thankyou,MrMarkham,’saidshe,asIpresentedittoher。`I wouldhavepickeditupmyself;onlyIdidnotwanttodisturbthecat。’ `Mary,dear,thatwon’texcuseyouinMrMarkham’seyes,’saidEliza;`hehatescats,Idaresay,ascordiallyashedoesoldmaids——likeallothergentlemen——Don’tyou,MrMarkham?’ `Ibelieveitisnaturalforourunamiablesextodislikethecreatures,’repliedI;`foryouladieslavishsomanycaressesuponthem’ `Blessthem——littledarlings!’criedshe,inasuddenburstofenthusiasm,turningroundandoverwhelminghersister’spetwithashowerofkisses。 `Don’t,Eliza!’saidMissMillward,somewhatgrufflyassheimpatientlypushedheraway。 Butitwastimeformetobegoing:makewhathasteIwould,I shouldstillbetoolatefortea;andmymotherwasthesouloforderandpunctuality。 Myfairfriendwasevidentlyunwillingtobidmeadieu。Itenderlysqueezedherlittlehandatparting;andsherepaidmewithoneofhersoftestsmilesandmostbewitchingglances。Iwenthomeveryhappy,withaheartbrimfulofcomplacencyformyself,andoverflowingwithloveforEliza。 TheTenantofWildfellHall:Chapter3CHAPTER3AControversyTwodaysafter,MrsGrahamcalledatLinden-Car,contrarytotheexpectationofRose,whoentertainedanideathatthemysteriousoccupantofWildfellHallwouldwhollydisregardthecommonobservancesofcivilizedlife,——inwhichopinionshewassupportedbytheWilsons,whotestifiedthatneithertheircallnortheMillwards’hadbeenreturnedasyet。Now,however,thecauseofthatomissionwasexplained,thoughnotentirelytothesatisfactionofRose。MrsGrahamhadbroughtherchildwithher,andonmymother’sexpressingsurprisethathecouldwalksofar,shereplied,—— `Itisalongwalkforhim;butImusthaveeithertakenhimwithme,orrelinquishedthevisitaltogether:forIneverleavehimalone; andIthink,MrsMarkham,ImustbegyoutomakemyexcusestotheMillwardsandMrsWilson,whenyouseethem,asIfearIcannotdomyselfthepleasureofcallinguponthemtillmylittleArthurisabletoaccompanyme。’ `Butyouhaveaservant,’saidRose;`couldyounotleavehimwithher?’ `Shehasherownoccupationstoattendto;andbesides,sheistoooldtorunafterachild,andheistoomercurialtobetiedtoanelderlywoman。 `Butyoulefthimtocometochurch。’ `Yes,once;butIwouldnothavelefthimforanyotherpurpose; andIthink,infuture,Imustcontrivetobringhimwithme,orstayathome。’ `Ishesomischievous?’askedmymother,considerablyshocked。 `No,’repliedthelady,sadlysmiling,asshestrokedthewavylocksofherson,whowasseatedonalowstoolatherfeet,`butheismyonlytreasure;andIamhisonlyfriend,sowedon’tliketobeseparated。’ `Butmydear,Icallthatdoting,’saidmyplain-spokenparent。 `Youshouldtrytosuppresssuchfoolishfondness,aswelltosaveyoursonfromruinasyourselffromridicule。’ `Ruin,MrsMarkham?’ `Yes;itisspoilingthechild。Evenathisage,heoughtnottobealwaystiedtohismother’sapronstring;heshouldlearntobeashamedofit。’ `MrsMarkham,Ibegyouwillnotsaysuchthingsinhispresence,atleast。Itrustmysonwillneverbeashamedtolovehismother!’ saidMrsGraham,withaseriousenergythatstartledthecompany。 Mymotherattemptedtoappeaseherbyanexplanation;butsheseemedtothinkenoughhadbeensaidonthesubject,andabruptlyturnedtheconversation。 `JustasIthought,’saidItomyself:`thelady’stemperisnoneofthemildest,notwithstandinghersweet,palefaceandloftybrow,wherethoughtandsufferingseemequallytohavestampedtheirimpress。’ Allthistime,Iwasseatedatatableontheothersideoftheroom,apparentlyimmersedintheperusalofavolumeofthe`Farmer’sMagazine’,whichIhappenedtohavebeenreadingatthemomentofourvisitor’sarrival; and,notchoosingtobeovercivil,Ihadmerelybowedassheentered,andcontinuedmyoccupationasbefore。 Inalittlewhile,however,Iwassensiblethatsomeonewasapproachingme,withalight,butslowandhesitatingtread。ItwaslittleArthur,irresistiblyattractedbymydogSancho,thatwaslyingatmyfeet。Onlookingup,Ibeheldhimstandingabouttwoyardsoff,withhisclearblueeyeswistfullygazingonthedog,transfixedtothespot,notbyfearoftheanimal,butbyatimiddisinclinationtoapproachitsmaster。Alittleencouragement,however,inducedhimtocomeforward。Thechild,thoughshy,wasnotsullen。Inaminutehewaskneelingonthecarpet,withhisarmsroundSancho’sneck,andinaminuteortwomore,thelittlefellowwasseatedonmyknee,surveyingwitheagerinterestthevariousspecimensofhorses,cattle,pigs,andmodelfarmsportrayedinthevolumebeforeme。Iglancedathismothernowandthen,toseehowsherelishedthenew-sprungintimacy;andIsaw,bytheunquietaspectofhereye,thatforsomereasonorother,shewasuneasyatthechild’sposition。 `Arthur,’saidshe,atlength,`comehere。YouaretroublesometoMrMarkham:hewishestoread。’ `Bynomeans,MrsGraham;praylethimstay。Iamasmuchamusedasheis,’pleadedI。Butstill,withhandandeye,shesilentlycalledhimtoherside。 `No,mamma,’saidthechild;`letmelookatthesepicturesfirst; andthenI’llcome,andtellyouallaboutthem。’ `WearegoingtohaveasmallpartyonMonday,thefifthofNovember,’ saidmymother;`andIhopeyouwillnotrefusetomakeone,MrsGraham。 Youcanbringyourlittleboywithyou,youknow——Idaresayweshallbeabletoamusehim;——andthenyoucanmakeyourownapologiestotheMillwardsandWilsons,——theywillallbehereIexpect。’ `Thankyou,Inevergotoparties。’ `Oh!butthiswillbequiteafamilyconcern——earlyhours,andnobodyherebutourselves,andjusttheMillwardsandWilsons,mostofwhomyoualreadyknow,andMrLawrence,yourlandlord,whomyououghttomakeacquaintancewith。’ `Idoknowsomethingofhim——butyoumustexcusemethistime; fortheevenings,now,aredarkanddamp,andArthur,Ifear,istoodelicatetoriskexposuretotheirinfluencewithimpunity。Wemustdefertheenjoymentofyourhospitality,tillthereturnoflongerdaysandwarmernights。’ Rose,now,atahintfrommymother,producedadecanterofwine,withaccompanimentsofglassesandcake,fromthecupboardundertheoaksideboard,andtherefreshmentwasdulypresentedtotheguests。Theybothpartookofthecake,butobstinatelyrefusedthewine,inspiteoftheirhostess’shospitableattemptstoforceituponthem。Arthur,especially,shrankfromtherubynectarasifinterroranddisgust,andwasreadytocrywhenurgedtotakeit。 `Nevermind,Arthur,’saidhismamma,`MrsMarkhamthinksitwilldoyougood,asyouweretiredwithyourwalk;butshewillnotobligeyoutotakeit;——Idaresayyouwilldoverywellwithout。Hedeteststheverysightofwine,’sheadded,`andthesmellofitalmostmakeshimsick。 Ihavebeenaccustomedtomakehimshallowalittlewineorweakspirits-and-water,bywayofmedicinewhenhewassick,and,infact,Ihavedonewhatcouldtomakehimhatethem。’ Everybodylaughed,excepttheyoungwidowandherson。 `Well,MrsGraham,’saidmymother,wipingthetearsofmerrimentfromherbright,blueeyes——`well,yousurpriseme!Ireallygaveyoucreditforhavingmoresense——Thepoorchildwillbetheveriestmilksopthateverwassopped!Onlythinkwhatamanyouwillmakeofhim,ifyoupersistin——’ `Ithinkitaveryexcellentplan,’interruptedMrsGraham,withimperturbablegravity。`BythatmeansIhopetosavehimfromonedegradingviceatleast。IwishIcouldrendertheincentivestoeveryotherequallyinnoxiousinhiscase。’ `Butbysuchmeans,’saidI,`youwillneverrenderhimvirtuous——Whatisitthatconstitutesvirtue,MrsGraham?Isitthecircumstanceofbeingableandwillingtoresisttemptation;orthatofhavingnotemptationstoresist?——Isheastrongmanthatovercomesgreatobstaclesandperformssurprisingachievements,thoughbydintofgreatmuscularexertion,andattheriskofsomesubsequentfatigue,orhethatsitsinhischairallday,withnothingtodomorelaboriousthanstirringthefire,andcarryinghisfoodtohismouth?Ifyouwouldhaveyoursontowalkhonourablythroughtheworld,youmustnotattempttoclearthestonesfromhispath,butteachhimtowalkfirmlyoverthem——notinsistuponleadinghimbythehand,butlethimlearntogoalone。’ `Iwillleadhimbythehand,MrMarkham,tillhehasstrengthtogoalone;andIwillclearasmanystonesfromhispathasIcan,andteachhimtoavoidtherest——orwalkfirmlyoverthemasyousay;——forwhenIhavedonemyutmost,inthewayofclearance,therewillstillbeplentylefttoexercisealltheagility,steadiness,andcircumspectionhewilleverhave——Itisallverywelltotalkaboutnobleresistance,andtrialsofvirtue;butforfifty——orfivehundredmenthathaveyieldedtotemptation,showmeonethathashadvirtuetoresist。AndwhyshouldItakeitforgrantedthatmysonwillbeoneinathousand?——andnotratherpreparefortheworst,andsupposehewillbelikehis——liketherestofmankind,unlessItakecaretopreventit?’ `Youareverycomplimentarytousall,’Iobserved。