第7章

类别:其他 作者:H。 G。 Wells字数:3102更新时间:18/12/22 09:14:23
ThenyoungGarvell,givingwaybeforemyslogging,stumbledandfelloverabigflint,andI,stillfollowingthetraditionofmyclassandschool,promptlyflungmyselfonhimtofinishhim。Wewerebusywitheachotheronthegroundwhenwebecameawareofadreadfulinterruption。 “Shutup,youFOOL!”saidArchie。 “Oh,LadyDrew!”IheardBeatricecry。“They’refighting! They’refightingsomethingawful!” Ilookedovermyshoulder。Archie’swishtogetupbecameirresistible,andmyresolvetogoonwithhimvanishedaltogether。 Ibecameawareofthetwooldladies,presencesofblackandpurplesilkandfurandshiningdarkthings;theyhadwalkedupthroughtheWarren,whilethehorsestookthehilleasily,andsohadcomeuponus。Beatricehadgonetothematoncewithanairoftakingrefuge,andstoodbesideandalittlebehindthem。Webothrosedejectedly。Thetwooldladieswereevidentlyquitedreadfullyshocked,andpeeringatuswiththeirpooroldeyes; andneverhadIseensuchatremblementinLadyDrew’slorgnettes。 “You’veneverbeenfighting?“saidLadyDrew。 “Youhavebeenfighting。” “Itwasn’tproperfighting。”snappedArchie,withaccusingeyesonme。 “It’sMrs。Ponderevo’sGeorge!”saidMissSomerville,soaddingaconvictionforingratitudetomyevidentsacrilege。 “HowcouldheDARE?”criedLadyDrew,becomingveryawful。 “Hebroketherules“saidArchie,sobbingforbreath。“I slipped,and——hehitmewhileIwasdown。Hekneltonme。” “HowcouldyouDARE?”saidLadyDrew。 Iproducedanexperiencedhandkerchiefrolledupintoatightball,andwipedthebloodfrommychin,butIofferednoexplanationofmydaring。Amongotherthingsthatpreventedthat,Iwastooshortofbreath。 “Hedidn’tfightfair。”sobbedArchie。 Beatrice,frombehindtheoldladies,regardedmeintentlyandwithouthostility。Iaminclinedtothinkthemodificationofmyfacethroughthedamagetomylipinterestedher。ItbecamedimlyapparenttomyconfusedintelligencethatImustnotsaythesetwohadbeenplayingwithme。Thatwouldnotbeaftertherulesoftheirgame。Iresolvedinthisdifficultsituationuponasulkysilence,andtotakewhateverconsequencesmightfollow。 ThepowersofjusticeinBladesovermadeanextraordinarymessofmycase。 IhaveregretfullytoadmitthattheHonourableBeatriceNormandydid,attheageoften,betrayme,abandonme,andliemostabominablyaboutme。Shewas,asamatteroffact,panic-strickenaboutme,consciencestrickentoo;sheboltedfromtheverythoughtofmybeingheraffiancedloverandsoforth,fromthefaintestmemoryofkissing;shewasindeedaltogetherdisgracefulandhumaninherbetrayal。Sheandherhalf-brotherliedinperfectconcord,andIwaspresentedasawantonassailantofmysocialbetters。TheywerewaitingaboutintheWarren,whenIcameupandspoketothem,etc。 Onthewhole,InowperceiveLadyDrew’sdecisionswere,inthelightoftheevidence,reasonableandmerciful。 Theywereconveyedtomebymymother,whowas,Ireallybelieve,evenmoreshockedbythegrossnessofmysocialinsubordinationthanLadyDrew。Shedilatedonherladyship’skindnessestome,ontheeffronteryandwickednessofmyprocedure,andsocameatlasttothetermsofmypenance。“YoumustgouptoyoungMr。 Garvell,andbeghispardon。” “Iwon’tbeghispardon。”Isaid,speakingforthefirsttime。 Mymotherpaused,incredulous。 Ifoldedmyarmsonhertable-cloth,anddeliveredmywickedlittleultimatum。“Iwon’tbeghispardonnohow。”Isaid。 “See?” “ThenyouwillhavetogoofftoyouruncleFrappatChatham。” “Idon’tcarewhereIhavetogoorwhatIhavetodo,Iwon’tbeghispardon。”Isaid。 AndIdidn’t。 AfterthatIwasoneagainsttheworld。Perhapsinmymother’shearttherelurkedsomepityforme,butshedidnotshowit。 Shetookthesideoftheyounggentleman;shetriedhard,shetriedveryhard,tomakemesayIwassorryIhadstruckhim。 Sorry! Icouldn’texplain。 SoIwentintoexileinthedog-carttoRedwoodstation,withJukesthecoachman,coldlysilent,drivingme,andallmypersonalbelongingsinasmallAmericanclothportmanteaubehind。 IfeltIhadmuchtoembitterme;thegamehadandthebeginningsoffairnessbyanystandardsIknew。ButthethingthatembitteredmemostwasthattheHonourableBeatriceNormandyshouldhaverepudiatedandfledfrommeasthoughIwassomesortofleper,andnotevenhavetakenachanceorso,togivemeagood-bye。Shemighthavedonethatanyhow!SupposingIhadtoldonher!Butthesonofaservantcountsasaservant。Shehadforgottenandnowremembered。 IsolacedmyselfwithsomeextraordinarydreamofcomingbacktoBladesover,stern,powerful,afterthefashionofCoriolanus。I donotrecallthedetails,butIhavenodoubtIdisplayedgreatmagnanimity。 Well,anyhowIneversaidIwassorryforpoundingyoungGarvell,andIamnotsorrytothisday。 WhenIwasthusbanishedfromBladesoverHouse,asitwasthenthoughtforgoodandall,Iwassentbymymotherinavindictivespirit,firsttohercousinNicodemusFrapp,andthen,asafullyindenturedapprentice,tomyunclePonderevo。 IranawayfromthecareofmycousinNicodemusbacktoBladesoverHouse。 MycousinNicodemusFrappwasabakerinabackstreet——aslumrather——justoffthatmiserablenarrowmeanhighroadthatthreadsthoseexquisitebeads,RochesterandChatham。Hewas,I mustadmit,ashocktome,muchdominatedbyayoung,plump,prolific,malingeringwife;abent,slow-moving,unwillingdarkmanwithflourinhishairandeyelashes,inthelinesofhisfaceandtheseamsofhiscoat。I’veneverhadachancetocorrectmyearlyimpressionofhim,andhestillremainsanalmostdreadfulmemory,asortofcaricatureofincompetentsimplicity。AsIrememberhim,indeed,hepresentedtheserviletraditionperfected。Hehadnoprideinhisperson;fineclothesanddressingupwasn’t“forthelikesof“him,sothathegothiswife,whowasnoartistatit,tocuthisblackhairatirregularintervals,andlethisnailsbecomedisagreeabletothefastidiouseye;hehadnoprideinhisbusinessnoranyinitiative;hisonlyvirtueswerenotdoingcertainthingsandhardwork。“Youruncle。”saidmymother——allgrown-upcousinswereunclesbycourtesyamongtheVictorianmiddle-class——“isn’tmuchtolookatortalkto,buthe’saGoodHard-WorkingMan。” Therewasasortofbasehonourablenessabouttoil,howeverneedless,inthatsystemofinversion。Anotherpointofhonourwastoriseatorbeforedawn,andthenlaboriouslymuddleabout。 ItwasverydistinctlyimpressedonmymindthattheGoodHard-WorkingManwouldhavethoughtit“fal-lallish“toownapockethandkerchief。PooroldFrapp——dirtyandcrushedby,productof,Bladesover’smagnificence!Hemadenofightagainsttheworldatall,hewasflounderinginsmalldebtsthatwerenotsosmallbutthatfinallytheyoverwhelmedhim,whenevertherewasoccasionforanyexertionhiswifefellbackuponpainsandher“condition。”andGodsentthemmanychildren,mostofwhomdied,andso,bytheircomingandgoing,gaveadoubleexerciseinthevirtuesofsubmission。